Gray Aliens and Reptilian Humanoids 2012

Reincarnation and Aliens The Earth School

2012-02-05T17:30:00.005-06:00

Nothing fascinates me quite so much as reincarnation and all things applicable.

If you are already familiar with my writing and thought process, then you know that I am a meticulous thinker, analyzing every thing to death and always on the look out for new ways to approach old ideas.

Now, if we've heard the old/new age adage which proclaims earth as a school for developing souls, we've heard it a million times already. Granted. But sometimes when you've become saturated with an idea, or a label, you cease to think about what it really means. Similar to gravity. We all 'get' the idea, but no one is exactly sure of the whys and wherefores. So we agree to a common term, but that's about as far as our edification goes.

Whether or not we like it, death will come to us all. For something so inescapable, we do everything in our power to pretend like it doesn't exist. Even though we may know something intellectually, emotionally we shove anything we don't like under the mental carpet and blithely go our lackadaisical way.

As comforting as the label of reincarnation may be [giving us some meagre assurance that we won't be totally screwed], we're still somewhat fuzzy on the mechanics of death/rebirth and would rather leave the details to be dealt with when the dreadful time arrives. Which, honestly, is about the most asinine behavior I can think of.

For if there is anything that should concern us more than the preservation of our conscious awareness ... I can't think of what that something would be. I am 110% serious when I say this.

Even with the full-on albeit unpleasant realization that we have only a handful of decades to call our own, humans have this ridiculous tendency to obsess over such fleeting and transient concerns such as money, sex, appearance, status ad infinitude. And yet, the ONE major in-your-face obstacle we face as individuals AND a species is the one thing we prefer to overlook.

Or, if not overlook, we 'like' to hand off this issue to a higher power[s], God, Jesus, whomever. Our modus operandi is to wash our hands of the whole inconvenient mess and let Someone or something else assume responsibility for what should actually be our ultimate self-responsibility.

And that, of course, is virtually on the same par with those who accept certain things as inescapable fates, or discount the possibility of post-mortem survival period.

As both individuals and a species, I think we are out of our collective minds. The one major problem that should be first and foremost on the human list of *problems to be solved* is rather sadly relegated to superstition and apathy. Until man achieves the free transference of consciousness/immortality, we've got a sticky wicket on our hands and we need to do something about it. The sooner the better.

That's my opinion and I stand by it.

Alright then. Moving on from the mini-rant - as having stated the above I hope to have hammered home the importance of what I'm about to delve into: what may we expect to encounter/be subject to after death and what may we do about it?

It's one thing to get emotional and become all weepy-eyed at the notion of administering angels, reunions with loved ones, beings of light, soul teachers and guides and the usual list of suspects. It's quite another thing to take a hard look at the big picture [or that portion visible thereof] and begin putting the pieces together.

And the best way to assemble those pieces is by gathering all the common denominators together in one tidy pile with plenty of room on the table to add a few more should the need arise. Which it will, you can bet on it.

From NDEs to OBEs, from some of the most ancient systems of worship available for study, from the Sun [Ra] God of Egypt to modern day remote viewing, dreams, channelings, alien and contactee messaging, ad nauseum ... there is a great deal of talk about the human soul cycling, as it were, through multiple incarnations as a method used for ethical advancement.

Note the word *ethical*. Ding, ding, ding. Any bells going off here, folks? Every time we turn around someone is suggesting that the human soul is in the process of development. To become more loving, more aware, more selfless and less materialistic [which may be interpreted as become less *survival* driven].

All these chastisements and admonitions have one major common denominator and that is the development of ethical behavior.

Okay. The next question that should be asked is ... why the need? If we cease to exist once the body buys the farm, what is the point? Yet, if we DO continue to exist in some conscious, self-aware fashion, then where is this ethical behavior to be applied?

Just as it wouldn't make any sense to put a man through years of compulsory schooling regarding mathematics were he not to utilize it somewhere down the road, so it makes little to no sense for a soul to reincarnate, to develop a heightened awareness of ethics ... unless there was a NEED for such.

Like I said. It's dandy to feel all mystical and dewy-eyed at the thought of The City of Light/Heaven, so to speak. But to stop there is trivializing the entire process of what *appears* to be an extremely well-thought out and massively complicated project.

Somebody[s] has attached a tremendous amount of effort into rehabilitating a conscious, self-aware and intelligent species [homo sapiens]. Somebody appears to be fairly determined to help/push our species, to guide our development and *tame* or overcome man's primitive animal instincts.

Taking the above into account, what can we logically deduce about our mysterious teachers/guides/angels/Somebody[s]?

1) Ethics is highly prized. As above, so below kinda thing. You cannot teach someone what is unknown to you, therefore, it is safe to surmise that Somebody is part/parcel an ethical being/species/race and so forth.

2) Were human souls to be a one-hit wonder, a shot in the dark, with no continuance nor interaction with other beings once the dirt is piled on our coffins, then such a teaching program would be worthless. Therefore, let's conclude that we do indeed live & function and have the ability to affect/influence other life forms post mortem.

Now, an important item to consider, along with human continuance, is that while we *assume* this life after death to be sort of a *gift* to man from these spiritual teachers, that is an assumption that actually may not be true.

It's easy to get things jumbled up and assign credit where it doesn't necessarily belong. Just because Somebody has taken us [willingly?] in hand, does not or should not imply they are responsible for what could be a system of nature or the primary *Source* as already set in motion. We simply don't know.

But as matters do suggest that this Somebody[s] has gone to all the trouble to impart ethics to the savages, then ...

3) It is entirely likely that we [humans and our teachers] will at some point, or already DO, share a common environment. Think of it as living on the Savanna and it really being in your *best interest* to tame/train all those wild and unpredictable mosquitoes or lions, for both their good and your own.

4) So these Somebodies ... let's call them X now as I'm getting fatigued with all this typing ... X may be looked upon as either themselves assigned to taming man, or having this task assigned to them. With simply gallons of souls to deal with, to *track*, keep records on, to pop in and out of bodies like we are canning pickles in some ultra-fancy factory ... there has to be set in place a methodology or system at play.

Since I don't believe in magic, the closest analogy would be to call this process a technology. X either works in a high-tech factory, or owns the whole damn thing. Who knows? But taking into consideration how amazingly capable we primitive creatures have succeeded in advancing our own tech toys [nanotechnology just blows my mind!], can you imagine the technology that X must have, and would HAVE to have at it's disposal?

And given that all we hear is Light this, and Light that, it seems that X's technology would certainly seem to be some heretofore unknown type of technology using light, an advanced version of what we humans are currently twiddling with I imagine.

I mean, you can't hardly have an NDE without falling into some tunnel or light construct nowadays. Either X IS light, or has achieved/utilizes light as a means of consciousness *encapsulation*. Something along these lines, I believe.

You know, man is so small, and the universe so immense, that it is hard to say what business is being conducted beyond our puny senses. We're cute, and earnest, and often take ourselves so incredibly seriously, that we tend to forget that there is a rather large back yard we are playing within.

I know there are schools of belief that promote the idea of man's eternity in regards to the idea of continual, infinite worship [harps, song, whathaveyou] of some celestial Super-Being. Call this being what you will. HOWEVER, what passes for evidence combined with eons of antidote more than implies that man will have a lot more on his post-mortem plate than such superficial activity.

And I am exceedingly curious about X. There's plenty more I've thought upon, and have to suggest, beyond what I've written above. I don't know if a single whit of it smacks of accuracy or not. These are just my musings and nothing more. They aren't meant to be anything greater than what they are - and that is food for thought.

So I'll stop here and really, truly try to continue this train of thought as soon as possible. Sometimes the body tires before the mind is willing to take a time out, but that's how my story goes. In the meantime, thank you for visiting.

Namaste~

2012 End of Days

2012-01-31T20:54:00.003-06:00

The much anticipated year 2012 has duly arrived. Man's penchant for doom and gloom, for all things apocalyptic has perhaps never been greater. We wait, each of us - some in trepidation, some with gleeful expectation - to see exactly how the infamous 2012 Mayan calendar end game plays out.

It seems everyone has an opinion regarding Dec 21, 2012. Is this the end times spoken of in various religious texts, will the Rapture be made manifest? Or does the Mayan calendar point to an astronomical event, something along the lines of the transit of Venus, or a rogue comet, meteorite or planetoid that poses a threat every X amount of years? Will Earth experience a massive CME [coronal mass ejection] the size of which deals a considerable blow to our world wide power grids? Maybe, God forbid, this is the year of epic natural disasters - will we see the eruption of a super volcano or will the North Atlantic current be affected to such a degree that we'll all be thrust unwittingly into a sudden ice age?

Could this be the year of confirmed extraterrestrial contact, or the year man manages to blow himself to collective smithereens? Perhaps 2012 will go down in history as the event that wasn't ... and we'll all awaken to the same *business as usual* on Jan. 1, 2013.

There are opinions upon opinions, and for every one of them comes pre-installed with an expert [self-proclaimed or otherwise] ready to enlighten us all as to what we may or may not expect to occur this upcoming December.

You know, calenders are funny things and sometimes go askew, requiring a bit of adjusting here or a few hours/days of subtracting there. Whatever the case may be, if I had to put my money on any particular ideology concerning the Mayan calendar - I would go with the astrological/astronomical theories.

And I say this, for what it's worth which certainly can't be much in today's uncertain market, because with rare exception nearly the entirety of man's early

civilizations paid some serious consideration to the movements of the heavens.

And I'm speaking far above and beyond the seasonal trackings which were, of course, a necessity for agriculture and so forth. Furthermore, unless I miss my guess, the Mayans weren't exactly a sea-faring people so navigating by the constellations, etc would not have been a priority.

No. There's simply no getting around the fact that the Mayans and their ilk, placed an untoward importance on the movements and tracking of the heavenly bodies. And this wasn't the kind of accuracy of information that could easily be gleaned over a generation or two.

For a civilization, or a culture, to predict with certainty that the movements of each constellation, or houses of the Zodiac, took 2,600 years to complete, then you can skippy well bet it took that culture a good 2,600 years [at least] to know this as fact. So when we take into consideration the vast amount of time, effort, and resources needed to comprise the Mayan calendar, it becomes clear to understand that this was not something the people took lightly.

Any endeavor of a people that takes away from or places a strain on survival/resource management, is an endeavor of high proportions. Especially those megalithic cultures that devoted absolutely gallons of manpower/resources in order to track the heavens. It goes without saying that someone placed a great deal of importance on what the heavens were doing, and where, and how often.

Simple religious fervor doesn't hold much weight and would almost certainly not be sufficient in and of itself, unless religious/mystical import had come to be associated with some event that could be astronomically tracked/predicted.

See, that's the sticky wicket we run into when we examine the origins of virtually all religions - that they are interwoven and heavily threaded through & through with astrology/astronomy, be they pagan or otherwise.

So back to the Mayans, et al. Somebody considered it extremely important to track the heavens. So much so that considerable man power was sacrificed that not only the specific generation at hand would be privy to the knowledge, but that it would be left in place - written in stone, as it were - for the edification of future generations.

Thus, no matter the mix of religion/spiritually that has come to obfuscate the importance of celestial knowledge, I'm inclined to believe that whatever potential *danger* we may face is a cyclic one, a threat that comes from the far, vast regions of outer space. A danger that our ancestors encountered and felt strongly enough about that they devoted considerable effort to track and predict when future generations might once again be threatened.

Or, and here's another improbable but not impossible theory. That man's early civilizations were given the knowledge by someone else. And that this Someone Else taught man the math by which to track the heavens.

Because really, when you get right down to it, either we were brilliant little things and somehow managed to put two and two together to make Pi, or someone else was kind enough to pass basic calculus onto the primitives when they weren't too busy waging war or hunting or procreating long enough to pay attention.

Now, it's not like man's myths, legends, & religions aren't absolutely swimming with hints on the above possibility. From the Sumerians to the Hebrews with a little Greek or Arabic thrown in for good measure, some God or Angel or Alien or Savior went about His business throwing bones to the local yokels. And except for the bloody wars trying to sort the whole mess out and establish once and for all who was right and who was wrong, thank you very much, Dear Someone.

On the other hand, man is a brilliant animal at best and it's entirely possible we have lived far longer on the face of this planet than commonly thought, and man discovered the importance of celestial knowledge and the associated mathematics all by his lonesome, if confused, self.

Either way you slice it, there's no argument to be had regarding our ancestors obsession with the heavens. And I don't mean in that wide eyed, awe-inspired way that most anthropologists condescendingly explain away early man's fascination with the heavens. Certainly there was that faction at one time or another, but the Mayans and so many other cultures obviously surpassed such endearing wonderment by leaps and bounds.

So, what exactly is it that those early civilizations held in such high regard or trepidation? I've read scads of information, both mainstream and otherwise, regarding the transit of Venus [Venus = Lucifer], the Oort Cloud, etc etc etc.

Whether or not the pseudo scientific Planet X, or Nibiru, or Marduk, I think

it's safe to say that at some point, if not this December, Earth will be affected/

threatened by an inner or outer planetary threat. Hopefully, by that time we will

have devised the means by which such a threat may be reduced, deflected or destroyed. Time will tell.

Do I think Jesus will return or aliens land on the White House lawn? No, I do not. Although if I'm wrong I certainly hope to watch the live updates on CNN.

Neither do I think mankind is ignorant/greedy/egocentric enough [as a whole, mind you] to blow himself or planet Earth to kingdom come. At least I hope not.

Do I think changes are in the air? Yes, that I do. Life is about change, for nothing else is so consistent. You can feel it, in those rare quiet moments between our daily onslaught of distractions.

But here is one last *thought* for both the doom Sayers and nay Sayers alike: live 2012 from your heart. Live each day in compassion, forgiveness and charity. Forget & forgive those who think differently from you. Forget the disbelievers, the sinners, the saints. If only for one stinking year each of us were to be the best most loving damn people we could be, and quit hurting each other, to cease comparing ourselves to one another, to put an end to bickering, gossip and that mindless, greedy beast called Ego that threatens to gobble everyone/everything in it's path ... what a year it would be!

This may sound heretical though I don't mean it as such, but CAN you imagine if each of us strove to be the BEST we could be, we wouldn't NEED a savior to return to do it for us. We HAVE the power, the ability and wisdom inside us to live in love, to do no harm. To respect the Earth and her creatures, to tread gently & lovingly with our fellow man, to turn a deaf ear to the clamoring of the ego and to tame our survival urge at the expense of everything else.

Whether or not 2012 ends with a bang or a whimper is not the point. The point IS to live each day in the best manner possible. That way, no matter how many or how few days remain in the collective hourglass, we have earned the right to rest content in the knowledge that we did the best we could.

Namaste.

The Secret Power of the Mind - Part 4

2011-12-08T17:48:00.000-06:00

There is little more fascinating (and ultimately rewarding) than investigating the untapped potential of the human mind! And, if quantum physics holds any truth closest to its heart, it is that there can be no separation from 'he who observes' and 'that which is observed'. Which signifies, in essence, that we ARE what we think. The human mind imposes its expectations, fears, and beliefs outward and onto the blank canvas of reality, and the resultant *picture* is then mirrored back at the mind/observer - who FURTHER interacts, imposes, etc upon this self-same mirror thereby RE-enforcing the mind's original construction, etc and on to infinity we go. No wonder it is so difficult and lengthy a process for a leopard to change his own spots!

Before we delve further, please review my earlier posts regarding the untapped potential of the human mind:

Part 1 - http://grayaliensreptilianhumanoid2012.blogspot.com/2010/01/secret-power-of-mind-part-i.html

Part 2 - http://grayaliensreptilianhumanoid2012.blogspot.com/2010/01/blog-post.html

Part 3 - http://grayaliensreptilianhumanoid2012.blogspot.com/2010/01/secret-power-of-mind-part-iii.html

Alright, then. Hopefully you have taken the time to read the above, and are eager to explore further in depth.

Now, regardless of whether or not the *mirror effect* is some mysterious force of the Prime Creator, or a by-product of quantum entanglement, the observer effect is fairly consistent across whichever board you care to assign it. As above, so below. Path within, signposts without - just so we are clear.

Before I proceed, repeat the following silently or aloud until you are comfortable in your own mind that you completely and absolutely understand the basic premise of what we are discussing: "AS I THINK, SO IT BECOMES. AS I BELIEVE, SO IT COMES QUICKLY. AS I KNOW, SO IT IS DONE."

Yes. There are THREE stages of the Mirror Effect.

1. "Thought" plants the seed.

2. "Emotion" is the fertilizer that may quicken growth.

3. "Knowing" completes the cycle.

That is why, when studying any positive thinking, affirmations, and all related matters, one must be IMPECCABLE in one's thinking. There is no room for wishy-washy, vacillating thoughts. To quote Don Juan: a warrior must be impeccable in his thoughts.

And, of course, in order to imprint one's beliefs, desires and dreams upon the cosmic blank canvas, one must remove or patiently await the disintegration of whatever one has previously imprinted. In other words, the soil must be made clean else we are forever battling the detritus of our former gardens.

As our reality appears to suffer under the laborious constraints of Time, one must also exercise patience. A patient and impeccable thought may move mountains.

Alright, you say. I know all this. What next? Because there's always a next, isn't there? ...

This is where the study of Mind Power truly begins to grow fascinating. Because. The next step presupposes and works along the line of a SECOND intelligent party present.

We may call this 2nd mind present by any moniker we wish ... Other, Alien, Angel, Higher Self, Bob Brown, etc. As long as we are in agreement that this SECOND party is intellectually self-aware is all that's needed at this point.

So. The players now stand at three:

1] The original observing human mind

2] The blank canvas/universal mirror/quantum field

3] Another thinking self-aware mind of unknown origin and/or intent

This is where the game really takes off. For it is a rather simple notion to suppose that all one must do, to move one's car around the track in the fashion one best prefers, is to think precisely and consistently and unceasingly of the preferred direction.

But what IF another mind is also at play? What IF another mind has ALREADY set up certain conditions, constraints, rewards and punishments - or traps & fail safes along the way? How would we ever know for certain if there existed a behind-the-scene programmer? What happens when we consider the mirror effect of the quantum field as a computerized program [and please remove any remnants of The Matrix in your thinking, for that is NOT what is being proposed] - because it is very likely that IF there is indeed another thinking mind[s] present, then it is equally plausible that any program/construction must bear that particular mind[s] bias and/or prejudices.

Thus, the ultimate question must be - how would one go about discovering the 2nd mind's influence or revealing it's presence?

How might one trick the 2nd mind or 'game' the system? And, before I go one sentence further, I am NOT evoking a Creator/God when I speak of the invisibly present 2nd mind. Not at all. In fact, for ease of usage, what I AM putting out here is - say, a rather brilliant group of evolved minds somewhere far, far away. Or whatever. It really doesn't matter at THIS point, because first we must test for such a possibility without worrying about a theoretical zip code.

Now then. As we go about our daily life, it is impossible to thoroughly remove one's self from the world about us. We see good souls suffering hardships, or dying before their time. We see crime and cruelty seemingly go without punishment. We see, hear and experience so much so that it truly appears that our world, planet, society is one ass-backwards fubar. Where is the justice, where is the fair play, where is the mirror, we ask?

Right in front of us. We will see what we expect to see. We will experience what we expect to experience, and so forth. And yet ...

What if it is ALL mere illusion? That is where the power of the human mind fills the gaps. Paint what you wish to see, speak what you wish to hear. But is there an even BETTER way to create/think the experience we wish to make manifest?

If there IS a second mind at work, a hypothetical brilliant computer programmer and his crew, what have they brought to the table? What are their biases and preferences? What hidden *Easter eggs* or clues have they scattered about just waiting to be unearthed? Hmm ... I like the sound of that, don't you?

But no matter what, it is a pretty safe bet that this hypothetical 2nd entity has an "agenda" or "purpose" in mind. If you are fortunate enough to have a computer programmer/designer as a friend, ask them how they work, how they think. As I know one, I can assure you that they create with a PURPOSE in mind.

So, again. What is the purpose, the agenda of our hypothetical 2nd mind/entity? How can we think or conduct ourselves in such a way as to reveal the hidden purpose? Is there a better way to 'pass Go' and avoid any pitfalls along the route?

To seriously advance along the line of utilizing the Power of Your Mind to the absolute BEST of your ability, I suggest you pay very close attention to the seemingly innocuous events and endless minutia of your day to day life. Keep a detailed diary, and keep it updated faithfully. Look for cause and effect, for that is the most efficient tool at one's disposal.

And certainly be on the look out for synchronicity. Accept nothing as mere coincidence. Personally, I suspect that incidents of synchronicity, most notably those that come fast on the heels of a particular thought or experience, are indicative of a glitch in the program, or - at the very least - are suggestive that one is closer to the fabric of reality, as it really is. If that makes sense ...

In summation, remember the 1st triad of Mind Power: mind, intent, mirror. Remember the 2nd triad of the Mirror Effect: thought, emotion/belief, knowing/conviction. And most importantly, by meticulous observation, be on the lookout for the 3rd triad of Partnership: the human mind [you], the mirror itself, and the behind-the-scenes secondary mind/unknown programmer.

Does God Exist?

2011-12-08T14:42:00.000-06:00

It's only recently that I've pondered the existence of God without experiencing that furtive, fearful sense that I'm somehow committing an unpardonable sin simply by daring to question, what is to many, an unassailable given. IS THERE A GOD?

God, with a capital G. As in the primary source, the singular, the First Cause. As we humans have this persistent need to personify the forces around us - let us also consider then the Great, Bearded Man in the Sky, or man's idea of God.

Personally, my opinion is that if indeed a singular First Cause Force/Intelligence does exist, then It is a far cry from man's limited notion of what God may embody. However, and despite how inexpressibly difficult a concept the following at first appears, the universe does not necessarily require a First Cause. Like it or not.

While my heretical thinking might at first brand me as an atheist, an agnostic might be the more accurate term - although I think the need for labeling is pointless. We're all on a journey of discovery, and this is where I am at THIS point in the Great Process.

Nonetheless, when I examine the concept of God in the strictest sense of the term, the first and most glaring obstacle in my acceptance thereof, is the notion of Fair Play.

You know, that whole ethics vs free will kind of thing - one of which seems to be sadly lacking, in my humble opinion.

While it is reported, and perhaps accurately, that man is not capable of seeing the entire picture from his limited perspective - it appears to me that any deity which allows the level of cruelty against the helpless & innocent as is so rampant on our dear planet Earth, THAT deity is sadly lacking in ethics and has a tremendous lot to answer for. To be held accountable for.

Inexcusable, no matter what the lesson nor how big a picture we are talking here.

In absolute honesty, the majority of humans are a rather selfish, brutish and frequently cruel species that has an unfair advantage over the rest of God's green earth. Not only that, but we are lazy and stupid and frequently malicious as well. The human focus, in general, is nearly always self-serving, even if that means another living, feeling creature must suffer unthinkable tortures as long as man's desires are to be met.

Nice plan, God. Thank You for the creation and domination of a singular species with the ability to thoroughly rape and ruin the other 99% of Your children.

But there's good news! Allegedly man has a soul, a little perk denied the 99%, so we're the only creature that matters here. And we are so worried, so fearful that our SOUL make it to the free parking/home base called Heaven, where our trials and tribulations shall cease to matter, that we don't give a tinker's damn about the process. This is a case where the end justifies the means. Allegedly.

So, no. When I see forests destroyed and indigenous populations rendered homeless, when I see helpless animals tortured or babies beaten to death, when our foodstuffs are *manufactured* under conditions that most of us do NOT wish to know about - because then the unpleasant burden of knowledge would make the veal or milk or chicken patty less palatable, when - in order to serve man's horrible vanity that he/she might appear desirable - creatures are blinded that we might color our hair, skin, and so on and so forth ... I cannot and will not believe that any supposed deity/creator could have good reason to allow such atrocities under the guise of Free Will.

Not only is it deplorable ethics, but it is also illogical. Therefore, progressing along this particular line of reasoning, is it possible that man's idea of God is terribly flawed/limited [biased?]? Are we then to consider the notion that perhaps, should an almighty truly exist, that God is more of a First Cause/Force?

Certain proponents of theocracy would have it that not only is man incapable of understanding God, but that Man is NOT to question the mysterious [that's putting it nicely] workings of God. And as I prefaced with, it is only in my increasing age that I have begun to feel even remotely comfortable with questioning the supposed ineffable.

However, we are still left with the paradox of struggling to reconcile a benevolent God or Creator or First Cause et al, with the conditions of cruelty and corruption rife within our paradigm.

We go to church on Sunday to bask in the reflected glow of God's Word, then we drive home in our gas-guzzlers, ignore our pets dependent upon us for love & sustenance, we remove our clothing that was largely produced in third world countries for a pittance and under sub-human conditions, we feast on the flesh of animals that were abused and will never know kindness nor such basics as green grass and fresh air, we cleanse our skin of cosmetics, perfumes, and other laboratory concoctions, ... we do all the above and more besides, and yet have the unmitigated gall to believe our souls are somehow *saved*.

If that is not the epitome of insanity, I don't know what is.

So, no - I don't see how man's idea of God is plausible. Therefore, and again - along this one particular line of conjecture because life is neither black or white - God, should He or She or It be a real & true entity, must be something entirely different from what we would like to comfortably believe.

I'm not sure what THAT might be, but until we know for certain, could we please agree to stop killing each other and the rest of the ecosystem in the meantime? That's what I'd like to see God/Creator/First Cause, etc do. Give man a "Time-Out" and send us to our room for further reflection.

In conclusion, there are those who say that time and space are not linear constructs at all, that everything exists at once in an ever-present Now. If that is true, then consider the possibility that in our linear perspective, God is something we create as we go along. That the loving and omnipotent God we seek can only spring from our own being. And if that should be the case, we've certainly got our work cut out for us.

I truly don't know.

After Death Communications

2011-07-17T02:07:00.000-05:00

One of the most profound paranormal experiences one may have is that which is commonly referred to as an after death communication - wherein an individual has sufficient reason to believe they have been purposefully contacted (in one fashion or another, typically via the dream state) by a deceased loved one, family member, close friend or other.

While after death communications (ADCs for short) may purportedly be brought about by forced means such as seances, mediumships, or other like methods that seem dubious at best, it appears for the most part that ADCs occur during our sleep state. Likewise, it seems that despite our earnest desire for such communication - for our own peace of mind regarding the continuity of those we hold dearest to our heart - the ball primarily appears to be in some other court, not ours, and we, the living, are stuck on the receiving end.

At least for now.

Here is where I'd like to add my privately held opinion that if there is indeed any objective, scientific validity to the continuation of human awareness beyond the grave - then at some upcoming point in man's technological future we will most certainly learn to bridge the gap between Here and There.

We will become the callers, instead of the callees.

We will do this, despite any and all arguments to the contrary, because we must.

Because we are no different than any other living object in that we are are survival driven (which is a whole 'nother topic).

Now, back to the matter of after death communications per se:
For the sake of discussion, let us (at least temporarily) take it as a given that death is not necessarily the end of human continuity - that in some fashion or another man survives his own death.

Let's also assume that we retain some rudimentary sense of self-identity, at the very least. Which is to say, we remember.

For without *self-memory* - we are screwed (which is an awfully sticky wicket, hence the dilemma of *reincarnation*).

But if after death communications are anything to go by, the deceased human being - to some degree for some unknown period of 'time' - seems to survive death and recognize his connection to those he's left behind in life.

For a true example, consider the following: My mother died way back in 1969. My father followed her decades later in 2002. Thirty three years lapsed between the deaths of my parents. Yet, when my father died I believe I may have received an actual After Death Communication.
Arriving to the town of his birth and death, in the wee hours of the morning of his visitation & funeral, I had a few hours to catch a little sleep after having traveled all night.

I dreamed that my father came to me, standing in front of me with my long-deceased mother silently sitting - waiting for him to conduct his 'business' with me - on the sofa in the background of the living room where I lay sleeping.

I knew he was dead, he knew I knew, and without any preamble, my father explained that he wanted me to tell everyone that he'd be there for his funeral, but no one would recognize him because he'd be dressed funny.

As a quick aside here, I'm puzzled as to why my mind, or his communication, used the word 'funny' to describe how he would be dressed, so to speak. The best I can come up with, at the moment, is that it was metaphoric for strange, odd, ironic, humorous, unusual clothing or the dressing of his new soul/energy self. Why the use of a seeming metaphor in the first place? While there was nothing surreal or right brain suggestive of this ADC, I now suspect that the word 'funny' was used as a sort of all-encompassing symbol that held all the possible meanings of the word funny to be true - a shorthand of the mind, if you will. In other words, the one word held many truths.

Anyway, upon awakening I was of course flabbergasted by this dream, or ADC. And also of the fact that after all those long years, it seemed my mother had waited for my father and was present to greet him on the other side.

From this dream I deduced that my mother had retained enough memory and self-awareness to remember her husband after 33 earth years had passed. Not withstanding that time may be different or non-existent there, at least in earthly passage it was a considerable amount of time.

That gave me some hope, clue or indication that we - the living - may not be so quickly forgotten by those who have passed on into death (whatever that really means).

And here is where I have to backtrack, to lay a little groundwork as to why this ADC and peek into the likely continuation of my mother was so important ... when my mother passed away in the spring of 1969, I was only 11 years old. Almost immediately after she died, I had a frightening dream (or was it an ADC?). In this dream I saw my mother walking in the front door, and I knew that she was dead. I was terrified in that knowledge, and didn't think the dead were supposed to be walking back into their homes. Having been exposed at an early age to such mid-century paranormal fare as Shock Theatre, Dark Shadows, One Step Beyond and all the rest, I wasn't intellectually prepared for anything beyond sensational drivel. Thus I was scared senseless by seeing a dead person return from grave, walking in my (our) front door.

As mom continued to glide closer in the dream, I hid and closed my eyes, hoping she'd go back wherever she came from.

And thus went the only dream or possibly ADC from my mother I ever recalled until the time of my father's passing, thirty three years later.

***
As silly and unlikely as this may sound, I've often wondered why I didn't again dream of my mother in the interim between my parents passing - AND the conclusion I've reached, partly based on nothing more tangible than 'feeling', is that my mother was a little 'put out' by my post-mortem rejection of her, and stubbornly decided to 'keep away'.

She wasn't a red head for nothing.

But irony aside, if my feelings were somehow correct, then that would also argue in favor of the continuation of the personality/ego along with the soul energy.

In the 2002 dream or After Death Communication with my father, as I have mentioned my mother sat quietly in the background, waiting for him to finish his business with me. She sat silently immobile, perched ladylike on the edge of the sofa, legs demurely crossed at the ankles with her hands still in her lap, turned in dad's direction as he spoke with me. She gave no indication of my presence, entirely focused on my father as she were.

I did notice that though her figure appeared dimmer or faintly obscured to me, she also appeared far younger and thinner, healthier than she was at the time of her death.

Now, again - if we are to take this apparent ADC at face value - it is plausible that she was not aware of my presence. Since we've really no idea how these things work, the mild obfuscation of her form may have had to do more with privacy or manners than any dimming of vision on my part. Or hers.

Think about it. When someone wishes to speak with us directly, or privately, we tend to move apart from the herd. We sequester ourselves as a means to gaining privacy of discourse. Perhaps my mother's obfuscation was the equivalent of that same social behavior over there.

***
I suspect we have a ways to go before we can fully understand exactly what an After Death Communication truly is. I also seriously consider the case that should there continue to mount evidence supporting the continuance of the human creature post mortem, then man will literally move heaven on it's mount until we have exposed this misty unknown to the full light of human understanding.

Curiosity, along with the survival drive, will most certainly take us beyond the realm of superstition, theology, fear and ignorance.

While urban legend has it that Thomas Edison considered the making of a machine to talk with the dead, someone - sometime - somehow will firmly take such a thing out of the pages of fiction and into the annals of technology. You can bet on it.

Alien Abduction in Dreams

2011-07-07T01:10:00.000-05:00

As infrequently as most of us remember our dreams in detail, from time to time there may be remembered a dream of exceptional clarity - one that is stunning in both it's emotional impact upon the dreamer, as well as the unusual content of the dream itself.

Not discounting instances of sleep paralysis (or the Old Hag syndrome) or lucid dreaming, there are those dreams redolent with a particular alien flavor - a certain level of high strangeness - that leaves us scratching our heads come the morning light.

While most of us who have made at least a cursory attempt to understand this type of strangeness have resultantly become familiar with hypnogogic and hypnopompic imagery (alpha state), the deeper slower rhythms of delta and theta states, the increasing frequency of REM (shorter cycles) as the night progress, as well as the roles that melatonin, serotonin and DMT play in regulating our wake/sleep state, and finally - the processing/condensed storage/enhancement of memory via REM common to nearly all mammals as a means to save on *space* [or size of the skull/brain cavity kept within a range suitable to the mother's birth canal].

Okay, so we know all this.

And yet ...

What we do not know is how a mind not of this planet may function. Pre-supposing there are indeed intelligent beings scattered throughout our ever expanding cosmos, they are just as likely to possess brains (a) with one singular undivided hemisphere, (b) have as little as one or two brain wave states, (c) or half a dozen, or (d) have a completely different data processing center as compared to our own brain/nervous system.

So while it can be reasonably stated that man is finally exiting the dark ages as regards the workings of his own biology, the same cannot be said for anything else that may be 'out there'.

Which leaves us with a quite valid conundrum as to whether or not so called alien dreams have any objective validity beyond the subjective worth of the dreamer.

While it may be the height of foolishness to attribute any import to dreams of Greys or Reptilian beings, it may equally well be the height of arrogance/ignorance to disregard such dreams.

For we simply do not know.

***

Now, if my own personal dreams are of any merit, then I can truthfully say that - upon close and detailed examination - they [as is customary with the right brain state] are rife with metaphor and symbolics. As most dreams are.

I can also say that these metaphors and symbols do not extend to the exceptional dream characters sometimes present. Again, to be clear - it is often the dream imagery that is symbolic or overlayed, not necessarily the *communication* as given within the dream.

I'll admit, this is annoying to try and make concisely understood. But there is an unique distinction between ordinary dreams and those that possibly indicate another mind present besides that of the single dreamer.

For a good example - one of my dream characters asked, with the utmost degree of facetiousness (or snarky, if you prefer) - "do you know where you are?"

Unfortunately, I didn't. I would love to know what this character would have said if I had been lucid enough to pursue the line of questioning. Maybe another time ...

Anyway, not knowing how any other mind besides the human mind functions, it is possible, if not plausible, that somehow, somewhere, there may be intelligent beings aware of our existence who reach us via our dream state. In fact, it is not wholly unlikely that for some beings the dream state might be the only way/time they CAN interact with us.

Or interface, as I like to say.

However. There arises potential problems with the above theory, and to name but a few:
1. We do not have any infallible means by which we can distinguish the workings of our own imagination and the intrusion of an objective *other*. God knows, our mental health as a species is on shaky enough ground as is.
2. The gullible, superstitious, ignorant or unstable among us could be made worse by entertaining such a possibility in the first place. Some egos/personalities being more fragile than others.
3. If the human mind is an open door to everyday stimuli of all sorts, is it also *open* to whomever or whatever happens to land on our doorstep? Can we close the door if desire or need be?

On a more positive note, if alien abduction dreams may sometimes be distorted, yet true interfaces with other objective beings ... consider the following metaphors - ones I've uncovered by taking the time to commit all note worthy dreams to the annals of my tattered dream journal:
pregnant - to expect or be *expecting*
doctor/physician - one who heals or examines
baby - to bring forth, new life, young
fossil or dinosaur - old, extinct, buried
hospital - where one is healed
alien - visitor, alien-to-the-dreamer, unfamiliar, unknown

And so forth. I know I'm missing more, but without digging through a 14 year backlog, that's all that comes to mind at the moment. Yet, my point is that one should not necessarily take one's dream surroundings or actions at the same literal value as one does to all things awake. It is too easy to *jump* to the wrong conclusion when one is dealing with right brain imagery.

Which is absolutely not to relegate our right brain workings to the same dung heap as unicorns and dancing pink elephants.

If anything, after years of paying close attention to the amazing charade-like nature inherent in right brain communication, I have developed a deep respect for this often overlooked and easily dismissed portion of our being.

This silent partner who - though without conscious voice - guides, counsels and intuits every man, woman and child from birth to grave.

In conclusion, I'd like to add that though it may be eons before the seeming mystery of what alien abduction dreams truly represent - self, other or some bizarre combination thereof - it is a highly rewarding, often fascinating hobby to keep a dream journal. If you've never done so, or for whatever reason abandoned the practice, now is the time to begin anew.

Especially if you have reason to suspect/fear/desire that you may have been *contacted* - so to speak.

All I ask, ... well, strongly suggest ... is that you keep a level head, good sense of humor and a large grain of salt on hand at all times.

Even IF our minds are not accessible to alien beings, soul guides, angels or what have you, at least we may access our ever faithful silent partner (the right brain) and be a little better off for having done so.

It's a strange world, after all.

Alien Reincarnation - A Completely New Twist

2011-07-04T16:12:00.000-05:00

The subconscious, in its ability to creatively express itself - often in overlays so subtle that were one NOT paying attention and keeping a dream journal (which every student of the paranormal should make the effort to maintain a regular log of sorts) one would live their life oblivious to the deeper, hidden riches essentially at our fingertips - May sometimes unexpectedly bring forth some of these riches in the form of eurekas not ordinarily contemplated by the waking, conscious mind.

Think brain barf of the highest order.

Or better yet, for those less graphically inclined ... imagine an onion whereas each layer represents a facet of consciousness - the outer layer being our waking, working beta ego-self and the subconscious buried closer to the center of the self, where it must pass information through multiple barriers until it is finally *epiphany* received and understood (hopefully) by you and I.

Not an easy task, I might add.

Nonetheless. I've long had a standing interest in the western concept of reincarnation. And I use the adjective 'western' because there are variations galore on the whole 'born again' conundrum.

Now, being of a more academic bent with no allegiance to any structured belief system, it's easy for me to take paranormal experiences with a certain nonchalance that only comes when one hasn't the vested interest of a belief system to uphold/defend.

But I have to admit that the whole concept of birth/rebirth lays uncomfortably under my mental skin, like a burr in the saddle. It's not that I see any problem with energy being *recycled* as it were, rather - it is the alleged loss of memory that typically accompanies such recycling, which, in my opinion, seems like a loss of self hood in the most horrible sense. I don't want to forget my loved ones, my experiences and my accomplishments. I don't like the idea of some separate soul prancing merrily through time and space while *I* am reconciled to the back of the personality closet.

However.

I had an epiphany.

Or with less drama and fanfare, ... let us say I had the most amazing dream which opened up an entirely unique way to consider the workings of reincarnation, and in a way far more palatable to the incarnated ego (moi):
"... decades rolled back, and I was once again fourteen years old. Like a character in a play with full awareness of the roll he played, while consigned to do so only within the pre-defined perimeters of his actions - I knew myself to be far greater than the character I was *imprisoned* within.
I was *imprisoned* within this repeated 14 year old persona - ala Groundhog's Day - but what constrained my free will was something resembling a universal mathematics/sacred geometry set in stone - something I barely, dimly was aware of and powerless to affect.
I say "powerless", but it was the character that was powerless. It was entirely up to the buried self to deliberately or accidentally change the *equation* - for lack of a better term.
So, there I was. Repeating my 14Th year, which included major changes that had immense long term ratifications for the remainder of my waking life (me here) ... when suddenly my mother made a slight, innocuous alteration to the original script.
In that moment - I was FREE!!! Free and flushed with a greater understanding as to how reincarnation (perhaps) worked. It was giddy, and I shook with excitement as suddenly I was *released* from the bonds that had kept me chained to playing this role over and over again.
To my mother I joyfully exclaimed, "This time you didn't buy the couch! You made a subconscious choice to do something different and you have changed the probability! We are free to behave differently this time around, and I am going to try much harder to be a better daughter for you."

The crux of the matter was this: Somehow, someway, we (as humans incarnating) are each trapped within a certain pre-designed, laid out plan/script. And that we will repeat our roles, say in my case being born over and over again to the same parents, the same year, etc - until we are able to *break* a pattern or probability. Does this make sense?

These changes in probability occur not in our conscious minds, but rather in the subconscious or super conscious mind. We do not, or cannot abandon (escape) a role until we have "milked it" in as many ways as are productive (in some fashion that is currently beyond my ability to articulate).

We grow in ever-widening circles, so to speak.

Now, obviously, I cannot say with any certainty that this rather bizarre and outstanding dream contained any verifiable objective truth. I can, cautiously, say that it may contain a germ of factuality insomuch as it helps explain deja vu, premonitions, the sense of being overridden at times by an unknown higher self at the helm, and all other sorts of covert intuitions we are subject to as a species.

If nothing else, it's certainly an interesting take on an old chestnut - that is - reincarnation.
Thoughts?

CLICK

2011-06-09T23:53:00.000-05:00

For a change, I'm keeping this one short and simple - hence the title 'CLICK'. What I am referring to here is the mysterious click one may hear open exiting or reentering the human body in the wake of an OBE [Out of Body Experience].

Some people report hearing this *metallic* or sharply hollow sound accompanied by the heavy dross weight of the human body once again encapsulating their etheric form upon returning from NDEs [Near Death Experiences] as well.

So what the deuce is this sound anyway? Or rather, what is the mechanism responsible for the *click* heard round the world, as it were? Are we talking something as prosaic as a common auditory hallucination?

Or something more?

I've heard this myself, just a few times - so there's a vested interest in putting this question out there. In my case, the most recent, the *click* sounded like a robot had snapped it's fingers both inside and outside my head - without any perceived direction the sound had issued from.

But whatever the case may be, I find it wonderfully intriguing that this sound somehow seems to signal - like a mechanism designed especially for this exact purpose - the physical body springing open and releasing its contents, or swinging closed like a trap or iron maiden of yore.

One has to wonder [well, this one does at any rate] if indeed there is some type of vibratory/frequency gadgetry at work by who knows whom/what, where, when and for what ultimate purpose.

Which leads me down the speculative path [admittedly a long path with too many twists and turns] of those supposedly higher intelligences who would have designed such a thing in the first place.

(For some silly reason I'm seeing wee sparks of soul lights popped into the human form, assembly line style, like a sardine factory.)

Anyway, just curious about the whole *click* thing. Any input would be greatly appreciated~

Ultraterrestrials and Other Strangers

2011-06-07T11:12:00.000-05:00

While it's easy to jump on the UFOnaut bandwagon, there's an insistent part of my rational self stubbornly resisting the notion that our mysterious visitors - e.g. Gray aliens, for one - are physical 3-D explorers akin to some intergalactic Lewis & Clark team, zipping about the heliosphere waiting to pounce on unwary bipeds from backwater planets in order to deprive them of any superfluous sperm and ova.

Though I could be mistaken.

Nonetheless, for the sake of argument, I'd like to momentarily align myself with some of the more eclectic thinkers in this field of high strangeness - Vallee, Keel, Jung, et al.

What is proposed herein is that the entire realm of paranormal manifestation is a type of bleed-through or evolutionary pressure from a heretofore invisible ... how to put this? ... plane of existence beyond our normal, everyday ability to recognize.

And by recognize, I mean in the sense of mainstream empirical science. We cannot, at will, observe-measure-replicate the paranormal. We can approximate it. We can stimulate areas of the human brain to duplicate certain aspects of the paranormal/human response. But what we cannot do is to control the phenomenon itself.

We cannot manifest, at will, a throng of spindly bug-eyed creatures lounging about the lab for our viewing pleasure.

Admittedly, I have a strong bias against the UFO explanation to start with. If I've beat this drum once, I've beat it a thousand times and I'll beat it here again to briefly explain why I have this bias:
Any aerial sighting in the last approximately 80 years would be incredibly difficult to sort out as to it's origin - particularly in lieu of classified military R & D. It's absolutely pointless or unbelievably naive to expect any country's government to come clean on matters of national security. It's far more likely, - actually rather expected at this point - for test flights, etc to be conducted under the guise of UFO sightings then later denied out of hand. If anything, the paranormal phenomena of *whateverthehell* is going on serves as a beautiful blanket to cover up any messy, albeit necessary, matters of beta experimentation with those earthly technologies still in the early stages of development. And that includes any subsequent psychological/social experimentation as well.

PRIOR to the 20Th Century we did indeed have our reports of aerial ships (and I mean this literally) of which many have later been attributed to journalistic pranksters and their hilarious lot. With all the participants long deceased it would be exhausting to unravel those 19Th century threads to see where they actually originated.

Going further back yet, into the misty annals of written/oral history, we have anecdotes of vimanas, visitors from Sirius, and all the rest. Not to callously dismiss these accountings, but between astronomical anthropomorphics and religious metaphor, let alone misidentifications, et al - it would be akin to finding a needle in the proverbial haystack to factually and finally figure out exactly, precisely what our ancestors were trying to express.

It's pointless, is my point. You can't make good proof out of century old pudding.

So Then.

Better to start here and now, or as a famous President once stated - to do the best, where you are, with what you've got.

The alien phenomena with its associated missing time, sexual/reproductive overtones, false or distorted messages/prophesies and clandestine subjective interface - all sounds amazingly similar to what human beings the world over have struggled to express and understand since time immemorial.

And this is an ongoing phenomena, one that seems to mimic human expectations and our collective ability to frame an understanding for whateverthehellisgoingon. Something, or someone, like the famed Wizard of Oz, seems to be standing right behind a fine curtain, operating and pulling strings, and yet - for all our supposed intellect and technical prowess - we cannot pull this curtain aside and expose him to the light of rational day.

Frustrating, eh?

Which may, it is entirely possible, be the entire point of the matter.

It is a highly plausible theory that the quickest, most efficient way to prompt or jump start an evolutionary leap in species intelligence is to place a species (either collectively or individually) under stress. A stressed species must either adapt, quickly, or perish. This process of deliberate and prolonged stress may also precipitate a type of neoteny, which more than one researcher has hypothesized as being evident in those creatures commonly referred to as the Grays or gray aliens.

And one of the surefire unarguable stresses is to subject an intelligent species to a problem that it cannot intellectually resolve. A conundrum or paradox, maddening at times, presents itself in such a way that the stressed intellect must resolve - or is forced to resolve - the stress, and failing that resolution, the intellect is driven by an inherit survival drive to uncover new tools/methods to solve the problem.

Ask questions for which there are no answers. Demand answers for which no questions exist. The hamster must abandon the wheel, but he cannot until he discovers the means to unlock his cage. Until then, his very nature forces him to spin round and round, getting nowhere and exhausting himself in the interim.

One need look no further than this very blog, or countless others like it, in order to see the intellectual wheels spinning round and round. There are dozens of theories, from the sublime to the ridiculous, which struggle to make sense of the nonsense that many of us face in the subjective twilight of 3 a.m.

At the best we are respectfully heard and sympathised with, at the worst we are branded as lunatics and crazies. The very, VERY worst is when we are branded as mistaken. For those of us who have found ourselves in the grip of a powerful unknown, and have stood eye to eye with something that bares us to the depth of our eternal soul - something we cannot define, understand or express to our fellow species without fear of ridicule - we KNOW what we know to be true.

Whatever that is.

So, are we better off for our excursion into the unknown? Are we the victims of delusion, aberrant brain chemistry, EMF or ELF fields, psychological experimentation or old fashioned alien abduction?

Perhaps the proof in the pudding is what you make of it, after all.

Personally, I 100% do not recommend that one fall victim to the temptations of grandeur, nor any other trappings of ego. Forget the *I am a special chosen One* and all such nonsense. For if anything can truly be said about this phenomena, it has a distinct tendency to blow up in the ego's face.

The Ultraterrestrial theory lends one to suppose that there is a far greater agenda - natural or contrived - at play, and this agenda does its utmost best to manipulate the emotions, expose the ego, and force the intellect to abandon convenient explanations along the way.

Somehow, for good or ill, it forces us to be better than what we are, in a make it or break it kind of way. It doesn't allow for angels or demons, and other superstitious manifestations, for it blurs the line between such dichotomous thinking as the phenomena progresses - being first one extreme then the other.

The Grays themselves may be seen as Saviours or Satans, depending on one's critical thinking and emotional response to whatever experiences have been delicately crafted to the individual him or herself. In a horribly beautiful way it's all very personal, a cloth each of us must wear according to our own dimensions.

And just when we think we can pigeonhole the paranormal into certain well-defined parameters, it changes shape once again and defies the box we keep attempting to confine it within.

So it's back to square one. No matter how brilliant or deductive or clever we think ourselves, we are always sent back to square one.

Such is the nature of stress.

Alien Thoughts - Part 1

2010-12-30T08:34:00.000-06:00

For someone with a lot to say, I haven't written a peep on my alien blog for the last eleven months. Two separate instances of a broken tendon in my left hand - as well as various commitments - have rendered me quiet, kept my writing to a minimum, and I've used a great deal of that time to lay low, read, observe, and to further think about things.

Really think.

It's so easy to miss THE primary paradigm; life being the fractal experience that it is.

Let me clarify this for a moment, please. Everything repeats. Every thing we experience is somehow a variation of what has come before. Both on a personal as well as a global level. From cycles in weather to war, pick your poison - nothing is new. Not really, not if you take the time to examine the root experience, or 1st Cause.

Our personal lives are not one iota different. Certainly, the circumstances including people and places may be somewhat changed, but the core experience is not.

And yet. And yet - there IS a change, on the surface at least. And that surface change is the yardstick by which we measure our progression as an individual, a member of society, a species, et al.

So we might term the above as Superficial Growth. Which is infinite, and YET ... like a fractal, the core from which it springs is finite, as in the Golden Ratio. There is an outward movement from the center, creating magnificent variations that distract and delude us into imagining that we are somehow progressing forward, when ... we're just *patterning*, is all.

Now, I'll be the first to admit that while I suspect a lot, I don't really know anything. How can any of us? And yet, God love us all, we certainly try to understand. Over and over and over and over. We keep on keepin' on, trying, because some how, some where, a new day will dawn - with bluebirds chirping on the windowsill, deer scampering through the lush green grass of our collective backyard, etc - where everything will be fresh, will magically change, where we will somehow, some way, be granted the epiphany key to unlock the great Mystery of Life. And to change, adjust and re-align this absurd, sorrowful fubar each of us are trapped within.

But.

Here's the kicker.

The program is set at the Golden Ratio. Think of it in terms of binary code. Super Mario cannot ever achieve anything beyond what he is programmed to do. C-code, ones and zeros. You get the idea.

So how does one 'bust out', we rightfully ask? Because, to be blunt, planet Earth truly sucks, for most of us, more often than not. And, depending on one's belief system or lack thereof, things are rather *iffy* once we seemingly *exit* our tour of duty here on planet Fubar.

How do we - to quote Robert Monroe - achieve escape velocity?

For what it is worth, to be taken with a grain of salt, here follows my current way of thinking on the aforementioned:

That there is not one, but rather at least two pre-programmed paradigms, or code if you prefer, at work.

The Primary Paradigm is 1111. Yes, you heard me right. A programmed code where nothing can be greater than one, or THE ONE. All is a multiple of the first cause ... the singular entity, - be it you, me, he, she, it, they, them, here, there and so forth. Eleven or 111 or 1111 or 111111111111111111. It's all the same. I call it the *Mirror Effect*, because it sums things up in a nutshell and I like how it sounds.

Everything repeats.

The Second or "Complementary" Paradigm is the Golden Ratio. The importance of how this added condition affects the first paradigm cannot be over emphasized. For here there appears to be outward movement, infinite growth no less, but it's all an illusion - astounding as that illusion may be.

Our attention becomes fixated, mesmerized by this illusion of change, of growth, and yet we haven't really *gone* anywhere. We circle, spiral, endlessly repeating self within a boundary of pre-set constraints, never to venture further than our own backyard.

Pretty, pretty patterns. And again, to those familiar with the journals of Robert Monroe, this isn't exactly new News! However, man's attention span being the sorry thing it is, a reminder is in order.

So, in blunt basics, it doesn't really matter too much whether or not man is still gnawing bones around a campfire, or walking on the surface of the moon. For wherever we go, there we are. We take ourselves - 1111 - with us. Different day, same sh*t.

We take ourselves with us, and become fixated on a (seemingly) new event/growth/experience. But as the core stays the same, so does the Complementary paradigm - another duplicated pattern emerges, we ooh and ah! - and yet, all stays the same. We haven't really *gone* anywhere, or *changed* anything. At least, not below the surface.

And that's what keeps us trapped. Self, and the patterns we make, which are experienced by self, and so forth. Sounds like a bad LSD trip, doesn't it?

Worse by far, rather than expending the enormous effort to actually *change* anything, it's a lot easier to chalk it all up as a lot of New Age mental masturbation, leave the problem(s) for someone else with a better head to deal with, and continue on our merry way. What's for dinner, what's on the telly, and who's up for the World Series?

For all our pyramids and plasma Televisions, Man is a lazy animal. He really is, you know.

[My apologies, but I have to stop here, and put this out in multiple posts. I can't keyboard while wearing the finger splint, but I'm limited as to how long I can tolerate its absence. The spirit is willing and such, but my finger bloody well hurts.]

Avatar & Aliens - The Watchers Inside Each of Us

2010-01-16T05:33:00.000-06:00

The concept of alien observants is actually a plausible one, an idea I've seriously entertained for many years and conjectured about, both on this blog and in the privacy of conversations with interested parties (even disinterested parties on a slow day lol).

Ideally, if one were to desire the most accurate of information as regards a diverse species, the only way to garner such data would be from a type of 'inhabitation' of the species itself, from the inside of the particular species in question. Any lesser means of information gathering would result in bias, misunderstanding and contaminated data because, for accuracy's sake, any being/species once aware it is being observed alters its behavior. We see this conundrum in wildlife study, hence our current reliance on closed circuit cameras.

As nutty as the idea of an internal, subjective alien interloper first appears - stop and really think about it for a moment. Break down the logistics and you'll see what I mean. Avatar, in its basic thrust, captured this self-same conjecture. Anyway, let's consider the following ...

The Universe is seriously large, folks. Mind bending type of large. The type of really, really big that makes the idea of life elsewhere not only plausible, but mathematically a certainty.

Okay, most of us are educated to this idea and have no problem with the conception of extraterrestrial life extant in the Universe. It's when we consider that 'alien' beings could somehow visit Earth that derision rears it's ugly head.

In other words, it's a given that life, and lots of it, should exist out there, just so long as it remains out there, and not running amok on good ol' planet Earth. That just seems silly, given the distances involved. Right?

Wrong.

Just because the recently (in cosmic time) evolved hominid aka Man, has yet to develop the ways and means beyond the distance factor, has precious little to do with the ways and means of other intergalactic species. We could have said the same thing about nuclear energy two centuries ago. Or electricity, or anything thing else for that matter. It's where you are on the game board, that's all. Everything, pretty much, is simply a matter of time - of getting from point A to point B. Everything, eventually, is a given.

So let us not judge the prowess of others based upon our own (Although I've said, and still do, that light will be the pinnacle of space travel, not a souped up Chevy - we're just not there yet. But that's another topic so we'll save it for now).

Thus far, we've got the rather basic rational that the Universe contains life beyond this planet. Nature isn't wasteful HERE, and not likely anywhere else. Where life can develop, according to its needs, it absolutely will so do.

A) Aliens Exist
B) Some of these beings will be sentient. Those sentient beings will be all along the scale of energy development: From fire to fission to whathaveyou.

Now, taking into account the sentient alien species with a level of energetic technology similar to our own, those beings are likely still playing around in their own back yards, in much the same way that we are playing around in ours, getting to know our own various solar systems. Just like children learning to explore within the safe confines of our respective neighborhoods. Not too hard a concept to fathom, eh?

But there are bound to be some bigger kids out there, they are the ones who have the means and ways, the discoveries and intellect (perhaps) to venture beyond their respective neighborhoods. And, again, given the size of the known Universe (God knows what else lays 'out there') ... there are bound to be some bigger, and likely a LOT bigger 'kids' or alien races flitting about.

Those bigger, or more energetically savvy of the bunch, and possessed of the need or mere curiosity to explore, are certainly doing so. God knows WE would, and do, to the best of our current abilities. We explore. We gather information. We learn. We experiment.

WE do these things, and man is quite likely not the only intelligent, sentient race of beings involved in such pastimes. Again, given the mathematical logistics - there are no doubt just BUNCHES and bunches of explorers flitting here and yon in the good ol' Universe, let alone our galactic suburb.

For all that matter, Earth's galactic suburb - the Milky Way/Sagittarius Dwarf co-mix, is amply large enough for our mathematical logistics - we don't even NEED to factor in the rest of the Universe for the purpose of this discussion. *Remember, kids, learning begins at home* lol

Going back now, to the original idea of a subjective explorer. Honestly, if it could be done, by us, them, or whoever, it should and would be done subjectively, from the inside out. Again, logically and honestly, bare bones with no quasi Sci-Fi theatrics - and given the technical means to do so ... the most accurate, safest and unobtrusive fact finding, information gathering process would have to be conducted from the skin out!

Regardless of how far-fetched (to some) this idea appears, there is simply no way around it, no sound argument to be had against the logic. Again, if information could be gathered in such a way, then this would be the ultimately ideal way to explore other life forms.

Think of it, there would be safety against physical contamination (as the physical form of the explorer would not be placed in danger via contact). There would little to no risk of incurring the wrath of the indigenous species. There would be little to no risk of the explorer opening up his world, his home and fellow beings to future visits/retaliation by the galactic wildlife (what trail would there be to follow?) There would be the greatest opportunity for learning, without fear of contamination or mis-understanding.

Subjectively inhabiting the mind of an alien species would be the safest, surest, most unobtrusive, and accurate means by which to learn. By experience. (Can anyone say reincarnation here? - makes a person wonder, doesn't it? All this talk about body/soul. Hmm... maybe WE, as well, are alien explorers? Wouldn't it be wild if MAN was the flea in the primate's ear?!)(Wouldn't surprise me at all. Will somebody please get me outta this monkey suit lol)(Not really but kinda sorta)

Without fear of contaminating one's nest, or misunderstandings occurant, to subjectively inhabit an alien being would be the PINNACLE of learning. And, believe me, if man can conceive the idea - albeit through fiction - somebody else will, can and has as well.

You can bet your math on it.

Would the above concept be that which fuels the Watcher concept? That of a non-interfering, neutral and objective Watcher. One who co-inhabits the life form of a diverse species in order to gain learning. One who subjectively observes it's subjects.

And, because my warped little mind works this way, if the above WERE to be true in OUR case (and I hope I've shown why it's not THAT unlikely an idea) - then the question begs to be asked ... can WE observe BACK?????

Can the watched, once aware of it's subjective partner, observe the observer? Can the alien watch the alien watching the alien?

Can a meeting ground, so to speak, of minds be established? I mean, without going smack dab nuts? Without getting lost in the hallways of the mind or in the corridors of consciousness?

If this were to be the case, that a co-inhabited species were to become aware of an intruder from within, could the species in question 'turn the tables' on the intruder? Or would there be checkpoints and fail safes pre-established to prevent such from happening?

In the event of, oh ... let's say MAN, just for 'fun' ... were man to discover himself inhabited by an alien Watcher ... would there be a psychic trail available for him to follow back to the 'source'?

Hmm ... all sounds kind of familiar, doesn't it?

Paranormal Experiments Update: Incredible Out of Body Experience

2010-01-10T03:41:00.000-06:00

Here's one for the books ...

I just woke up a couple of hours ago from the most bizarre lucid dream and possible Out of Body Experience. I want to get this written down while it's still fresh in my mind. It was a convoluted mess, although as you will see, I did manage to maintain a certain degree of lucid awareness.

Inasmuch as this incredible dream involved multiple layers of consciousness, I hope you can follow the gist of what I'll be struggling to describe. There were dreams within dreams, OBEs within OBEs, and I'm not going to bother trying to analyze this one to death.

It can speak for itself~

No hypnogogics, quickly passed into sleep.
Dream:
I am lying in bed, feeling thick and muffled. I awaken to find myself moving out of the bed, covers. The room looks very similar to real life bedroom, but the dimension feels distorted, larger or stretched.
I exit my room and head down the hallway. I'm not sure if it was due to the spatial distortion or what, but it feels like I am still muffled, or moving through cotton candy (NOT the moving through water feeling - I felt absolutely no resistance in anyway). Hard to describe, like I am surrounded by a 'baffling of air'.
I proceed through the house and go on back to my cousin's room, to tell him I am out of my body.
He is aware and remarks on my condition.
With that, and still in my home, I explore a little this new condition and feeling. Very, very odd.
I find myself drawn back to my bed, my body is mounded up under the covers.
Then I awaken (though still dreaming) within my dream.
I move out of my dream bed, thinking I am having another out of body.
Then I realize that no, THIS second OBE is not the same as the first. I am still encased in the body, and everything feels really thick.
I can see my upright body in a sort of 360 fashion. I see what reminds me of baffles of stuffing encased around my arms, in a wrap of sorts. My cousin is now with me, in my room, watching my progress. I am showing him this padding that encases me, and explaining the difference between lucid dreaming and the OBE state.
For some reason, I feel a shadowy unease, or fear, creeping over me. I can't define it any better than that, but I want to head it off/avoid something.
With that, I go back to bed, to sleep (am still dreaming all of this).
I get up a THIRD time and this, I understand, is like the first. I'm free again.
If anything, things feel lighter and smoother.
It is then that I seem to go somewhere, to leave the vicinity of my room or else slip back into a genuine dream state where I have very spotty recollection of events that followed:
'Seems like I was talking with someone, dunno.

The frustrating thing is, the last thing on my mind when I went to sleep was anything even remotely paranormal. I was feeling lazy, grounded, and had not even thought about my (sigh) promise to get back on the bandwagon and resume my paranormal experiments.
And yet ... I can't swear to this ... but I almost do remember something happening or whathaveyou shortly before I went to sleep. Maybe I just buzzed through the hypnogogic state?
Interesting as this was to experience (God, it was so bizarre - and I think I've failed to capture the essential feeling in words - sorry), it just opens up more questions without the satisfaction of having answered any, or achieved any basic knowledge.

I do want to add this, my frustration with the above doesn't stem so much from a right-brain inability to describe the above in left-brain terms, as I was fairly lucid throughout most of it. I think it's the memory lapses that bother me, and that I can't liken it or make the proper comparisons to accurately get the out of body bit across to my readers.

I still say, as I've long insisted, if the 'after life' (so to speak) is anything like the above, we are in for a heck of an adjustment period. We may be like infants, having to learn an entirely new set of skills in order to function with any degree of conscious control in the after life plane of existence.

Oh Boy.

Fourth Dimension - Frictionland

2010-01-09T01:34:00.000-06:00

Here's something else I was thinking about just the other day: the value of dimensions, beyond terms of spatial measurement, and what they might represent in terms of energy.

Now, this is just armchair exercise, but if it's true that each dimension is perpendicular to the one which precedes it, then after a point - per the hypercube - successive, higher dimensions must (in a sense) go within, right?

We're all familiar with the onion skin or box within a box analogy, insofar as those examples take us. But in terms of the Tesseract, of course - we are talking about an inner dimension in motion, one in which the outside of the orange, box or onion is as accessible as the inner, without piercing the rind.

Okay, now that aside - let's go back to the starting point (no pun intended) and begin with the first dimension moving outward, from point A to the second point B. Just those two dimensions for the moment, aka Flatland.

So I was thinking about the polarities between the two points (chee, doesn't everyone wonder these things?), and also about the apparent dichotomy that seems inherent in all our experiences as human beings: dark/light, up/down, black/white, good/bad, male/female and so forth. The entire yen yang thing.

This whole dichotomous yen yang thing seemingly produces a great deal of friction, be it on a social or emotional level, or simply as heat generated by the the two opposites coming together. A push me, pull you kinda thing.

Okay then. I think it would be correct to state that (according to this line of thinking) dichotomy is necessary for the production of energy.

As much as man is ever trying to reconcile the two halves of his being, as much as we struggle to find the 'middle ground' in every situation, we are constantly embroiled in an ever-changing balance between the two polarities. Perhaps our struggle is necessary and pre-ordained by a universal need for friction, no matter how large or small the scale?

I dunno.

But anyway. Man is generally considered a 3-dimensional being. His state of existence seems to be that which is resultant and successive to the first two points. Man has exited Flatland, he is now a resident of Frictionland. This is unarguably represented in everything he touches, experiences, thinks, and begets.

We can throw time in with this, or out the window for all I care, because no matter what anyone has to say about time, I think it's a relativistic 'thing' and more of a side effect generated by the experience of 3-D space, if that makes any sense. So I'm not going to do much with time right now. It can sit on the window ledge and gather dust for a while. So let's just dispense with the entire 'Time as a 4th Dimension' song and dance.

Alrighty then. Back to fun times in Frictionland. As previously stated, man's habitation of three dimensional existence - this plane of everything vs everything else, of Point B coming into juxtaposition with Point A resulting in a third movement aka space (or the third coordinate) - can be seen as more than just object dimension.

Philosophically speaking, we certainly seem to be trapped in some kind of yen/yang experience, or two sided object desperately struggling to reach that third point (think of a triangle here). Anyway, inasmuch as I was mulling over the dimension thing in my head, I wondered if there was any escape, besides stasis, from our predicament?

Besides being forever caught between a pendulum swinging first left, then right, then at rest in the center (no friction/energy produced there, I'm afraid), how can we and what would it be like to progress/inhabit a 4th coordinate state of being?

[As an aside - that is one of my biggest gripes regarding Sci/Fi and other speculative fiction. We can imagine/create all day long, until we are bleeding out our ears, beings and worlds and fiction set within an imagined 4-D realm. But, since it is beyond the reach of our 3-D being, all we ever manage to postulate are dilemmas and dichotomies under the fancy label. Same ol', same ol'. No 4-D here folks, nothing to see, move along ...]

So. What would we experience could we move into a fourth state of being? Mind you, I'm certainly no mathematician, and I'm speaking beyond abstract theory or philosophical conundrum. I'm just wondering, is all. What would it be like were man to suddenly 'shift' into a higher coordinate of existence? How would it be to navigate a tesseract? Would our wars come to a halt? Would we still reproduce sexually, and if so, how? What would happen to birth and death? Would we be on a endless Mobius strip kind of ride? Would we meet ourselves, past, future, and otherwise?

What would happen to the yen/yang? I'm really curious about all of this, especially, as I've oft mentioned, when coming across sayings and anecdotes from religious works - such as 'The Kingdom of Heaven lies Within'. (although that could be likened more to a state of stasis than progressive movement)

Furthermore, to climb a really long limb now, - could there exist beings, aliens, creatures, sentience, whathaveyou, whose physiognomy allows them a place in this 4th dimensional state of existence? Theoretically, I would say yes. Would these entities be subject to the rules of thermodynamics/entropy? Would they even be subject to any of the physical laws as we know them?

And again, what would man be like were he to escape friction, stasis and move into a higher factor of being? Can we even reasonably conjecture such a thing?

Well, I wish I had the mental accuem to do more than wonder about these things. Any input, folks?

Alien and Paranormal Experiments : Update 3

2010-01-07T19:31:00.000-06:00

Ok, the first thing here is to come clean and confess that I virtually abandoned my paranormal experiments throughout the entire holiday season! This is very frustrating to me, for many reasons, but it's entirely my fault for (consistently) biting off more than I can chew/focus on.

Sigh.

For basically being such a hyper-organized persnickety individual-type-person, I have an annoying habit of taking on too many 'projects'. It's not that I lose interest and bounce to the next newest flavor of the week, I guess the truth would be that I WANT to do it all, everything, to my specific satisfaction. I loathe the fact that there simply aren't enough hours in the day to suit me.

Plus...

Having snapped a tendon in a finger doesn't help matters, either. You wouldn't believe what it's like trying to keyboard wearing an ortho splint =P

(Okay, that was a pathetic bid for sympathy but still) LOL

Anyway. I'm old, I'm tired, and too stubborn to have the good sense to gently call it a day and take up knitting or something more befitting the scheme of things.

Yuk.

On a *Positive* note, one (!) of my New Year's Resolutions was to jump back on the Positive Thinking bandwagon. I hope I experience the success I did last year, when I won oddles of prize goodies from my sweepstaking efforts (why YES, that is yet another of my many pursuits) (Shoot Me).

Something else, and no pun intended - but I'm trying to Lighten Up in my writing style ... more personal and less professorial, so to speak. I've been at this whole blogging thing less than a year, and it's taken me a while to get 'comfortable' with the idea of baring both soul & mind to ... well, over 5000 hits to date.

I started off, per my early posts, a little stiff and distant. And I'm sure, given the subject matter (My GOD, aliens! I mean, c'mon!) it's fairly understandable, because who wants to be deemed a nutcase? But I think I'm loosening up as time goes by, and I have and will always try to be very honest in the things I post. I'm not afraid to say what I've seen, what I've learned, and also what others have reported as their honest experiences, too.

You'd be surprised how much of this alien/paranormal stuff the average Joe experiences and keeps to himself.

Luckily(?), I'm not nearly as reticent and will be the first one to admit that I, too, have seen what by Golly sure did look like an honest, to goodness Gray Alien. And a few ghosts. And a heck of a lot of synchronicity, as well as a host of other creepy-type experiences.

But, what I really don't care to do - is to consign myself to any particular belief system. I have no intention of aligning myself with the contactee bunch, or any other 'subculture' within the field of paranormal research.

And the reason is thus - while I CAN say with 100% honesty that I have experienced something peculiar, I can NOT claim to accurately explain the whys, wherefores, the 'raison d'etre' behind the experience.

No one can, insofar as I'm aware. We just don't have enough information and hard evidence to work with here. We could be experiencing anything from mass hallucinations, to angelic/demonic visitations, to ELF (extra low frequency) electromagnetic disturbances affecting our mental hardware, to Ben & Jerry withdrawal.

I dunno. That is why I'm always speculating, analyzing and looking for common denominators.

Anyway again, what I do try to do, is to share my experiences, as well as those of others given me to share, and my objective thoughts concerning those experiences.

Another thing, I enjoy examining the paranormal from multiple angles. Since there are so many ways of looking at the alien/close encounter phenomena, ghostly manifestations, etc.- I happen to think it's a good idea to switch around now and then, it helps to keep the mind open to greater possibilities. (I have to admit, though - my one and only hard-headed belief that will take a lot of shaking to let go of, is that I DO NOT think one iota that Crop Circles are the work of anyone or anything other than our military scientists. Just my stubborn opinion here.)

So. Blah blah blah. With all that said, and my confession neatly and properly out of the way, I'm really going to make a greater effort to get back on track. No matter if I'm engaged in multiple writing/art/photography projects on the side, I'm still going to try to maintain these paranormal experiments (as best I can) and keep you peeps updated now and then.

I promise.

So help me, Cthulu ;)

Grays Aliens Hidden In the Human Mind

2010-01-06T14:30:00.000-06:00

What do we really know about the workings of the human mind? Is it more than neurotic or fanciful conjecture to pose the possibility that our minds contain a hidden function - a portal, if you will - to other realms, dimensions and/or alien intelligences?

If nothing else may be said, through the potentiality of String Theory, Multiverse Theory and good old Quantum Mechanics, we have learned that reality is perhaps far more complex and convoluted than anything we've yet to imagine.

Given my last three posts have primarily dealt with the powerful force of subjective thought imposed on the fabric of objective reality, I wanted to make mention of an idea that surfaced during my writing:

Could it be that what we term as the subjective, subconscious mind is itself, or possibly a bridge to, an alien inner reality? The main reason I ask this is because of a chance remark I tripped across in book about the Gray aliens - as reported to have occurred during an alleged close encounter (or interface). The pertinent part of the abductee's close encounter went something like this:

Gray Alien (remarks to the abductee) "There is much contradiction in human thought. We have difficulty knowing what it is you truly want. You think of things you term 'bad' often enough that we mistake those undesirable things for that which you desire. It is very hard for us (the Grays) to separate the two".

Now, should we take the above statement at face value, this opens up the floor for some highly intriguing conjectures. ONE of which, being the first that occurred to me, is the speculation that should reality consist of the Chinese sphere within a larger sphere, within a larger sphere, and so on ... then could it be that we, each of us, contain within our very skulls the universe of the gray aliens (or God knows what)?

Given other, enigmatic declarations that most of us are long familiar with - such as 'The Kingdom of Heaven lays Within', 'to seek me, ye must go inside yourself', to mention but a couple - one must wonder if, like the skin of an onion, we have a direct link to further and multiple universes within the fabric of our being.

And, to toss around yet another far out possibility: What if, instead of being a mental bridge of sorts, that which we term the subconscious, or superconscious, is actually the alien itself? I know this sounds wild, and likely is, but as no more or less than food for thought, it doesn't hurt to kick the idea around.

So just for fun, who or what are we really impressing the power of our thoughts upon? Who, or what, is the recipient of all of our constant, roof brain chatter?

IF (and here's the kicker) say, when one practices the subjective power of positive thought, the principles contained in books such as the Secret, or any other affirmative program, we assume it to somehow be the mirror effect of reality, or the quantum effect of consciousness as applied to subatomic particles, call it what you will - that gives birth to the resultant objective experience, but what INSTEAD we may actually be doing is directly interfacing with a thinking, feeling, sentient species that somehow or another has the ability or design to ALTER man's objective reality.

Wouldn't it be wild if our thoughts, emotions - all of it for good or bad - filtered down to another, near unimaginable race of beings, or worlds unknown that resided within our very beings? And just as everything/every thought/every action can and does create (or so our physical sciences would have it) a direct and equal RE-action, how would it change our thoughts, words and deeds if we knew unequivocally that other, sentient beings were privy to our minds?

Indeed, not only privy, but for some reason compelled to Act, Reciprocate, Reflect, Influence us in turn, in accordance to what we have mentally 'fed' to them?

'Food for thought', how ironic ...

The Secret Power of the Mind Part III

2010-01-05T23:20:00.000-06:00

Affirmations for Abundance, Wealth without Worry

It's vital to understand that your subconscious mind fully accepts all input from YOU - the ego, conscious mind - as absolute TRUTHS! The subconscious mind does not doubt, question, deny the validity of what your thoughts consist of - all data received is equal, and the subconscious mind acts on the most prominent, the most oft repeated 'thoughts' first and foremost.

Should YOU, the programmer, repeatedly declare that "MONEY" is the 'root of all evil', then your subconscious will equate - as truth - evil & money being synonymous, bringing forth into your objective life experience events, situations, and everything else suggestive of such. Your inner subjective thinking will be made objectively manifest, and the speed at which this manifestation occurs will largely hinge of the emotions which fuel these negative thoughts, and the frequency which which they are 'downloaded' (by YOU) into the subconscious mind.

If we think of the subconscious mind in terms of an ultra super computer, we can begin to get a clear cut, bare bones idea of what is actually happening here:

We, the conscious mind, are continuously downloading data into this incredible, biological super computer. It has NO OTHER INPUT than THAT which WE give it. Therefore (and here's the catch) our subconscious super computer can only PRODUCE RESULTS in KEEPING with it's equivalents. For some miraculous, and as yet unknown reason, the human mind is pre-installed with this program - as within, so without.

The human mind interfaces with and affects the 'stuff' of which reality is made! The end result is what we experience as our day to day living.

This cannot be emphasized enough. Whatsoever you put into the 'Matrix' will be spewed back at you, sooner or later. Unfortunately, most of us see these spewings as confirmations of the accuracy of our own negative thinking ... never realizing that we've trapped ourselves in a vicious cycle of completely of our own making.

Therefore, should you desire a bathtub full of cash, be attentive to your thoughts, and to what 'data' you are downloading into your own, private super computer. Remember at all times, you are operating within a program of subject = objective.

Fully understanding all of the above, the secret power of the mind seems almost absurdly simple. How is it, then, that most of us are not walling in wads of cash? If this power program of mind is really so simple, why are not more of us millionaires just for the asking?

The reason for this is that most of us are not clear, dedicated, consistent thinkers. We are easily distracted, easily defeated, and, according to science, are only capable of keeping 5-7 items in the forefront of our attention. We need look no farther than traffic fatalities to understand at a glance how man's stream of immediate focus is such a precarious, easily obstructed thing.

Madison Avenue knows this. Have you noticed how many commercials have gotten sharper, edgier, with quick, concise bursts of information?

Anyway, so here you are. Eagerly aquiver to acquire absolutely gallons of green stuff. You start off with your best intentions, positive mantra at hand, good thoughts, images of a fat bank account dancing through your head, affirmative reminders placed around the house ...

But you must FIRST deal with the results from all the PREVIOUS data you've already downloaded into your subconscious. As much as you may earnestly desire to cultivate an excellent crop of wheat, you have to DEAL with the fact that before you decided you wanted wheat ... you put CORN into the ground.

Today, right now, this very moment, you are harvesting the results of PREVIOUS thoughts planted/downloaded into the subconscious. It will require patience, dedication, clear thinking and attention to ride out the withering process. Make no mistake, your previous crop WILL falter and die. Given time, one's patience and unshakable belief in a NEW crop will cause the old to disappear.

This is a very crucial period. The passing of the old 'reality' and the inception of the new. This is where too many become disappointed, disbelieving, and fans once again of good ol' pessimistic Joe Blow at the office water cooler. This is where one's thinking, if not careful, becomes muddied.

You would not expect a farmer to be successful were he to toss a careless mixture of beans, corn, oats and wheat on fertile ground, haphazardly tend his crops when he chanced to think to do so. You would be amazed if he produced much of anything at all.

The same is true of the human mind. Whether we use the analogy of the super computer or a fallow field, the point is exactly the same: What we put into something will always be in direct proportion to that which comes out.

LIKE EQUALS LIKE
FOR EVERY ACTION THERE IS AN EQUAL, OPPOSITE REACTION
THOUGHT IS ENERGY
ENERGY (WAVE) IN = ENERGY (MASS/PARTICLE) OUT
AS ABOVE, SO BELOW

And since man must operate under the auspices of Time, this lag (be it quick or long) deceives us into blind ignorance of the mirror effect of reality.

To be continued ~

The Secret Power of the Mind Part II

2010-01-02T13:56:00.001-06:00

Continued from previous post:

So how is it we may best utilize this God-given Mind Power? How can we successfully bring our hopes, dreams and desires to fruition amidst a daily bombardment of external negativity?

What, actually, is the secret of The Secret?

Unmitigated belief coupled with the unshakable faith of a child, within a continual expression of grateful expectation!

That's right. Grateful expectation - EXPECT your wishes to be fulfilled. Be grateful, in advance, that they WILL be fulfilled. Believe it, KNOW it to be so. Let there be no room for doubt ... in your private thoughts, in the words you utter, in the very actions you commit.

Furthermore, here's another biggie: Do not squander your precious energies in conflict with those other individuals who think differently, who act & speak in what you NOW know to be a negative, self-defeating manner. They, too, will and must learn according to their own free will ... it is THEIR God-given right to manifest how they so choose. So don't waste time and effort to become a Pro- Positive Thinking Zealot in an effort to save Joe Blow from himself.

All you are required to focus your energy on is everything that makes you happy. Give thanks on a daily basis, while eliminating all negative references from your thoughts:

E.g: (the incorrect way) "Thank you, Creator, for lessening my arthritis today and for keeping my teenagers out of trouble. I WANT (this implies you are in 'want') a new car, btw".

E.g: (the correct way) "Thank you, Creator, for healing my body. Thanks to you, I am pain free always. My teenagers are safe and always make good choices. And btw, thank you very much for the new car you are sending my way".

Play with these examples any way you like, as long as you've got the idea down pat. Be certain to both give thanks AND be grateful in advance. This should be easy, since you EXPECT your wishes (not needs or wants) to be granted in God's good time.

Now, backtracking a bit - here follows a wonderful method to successfully cope with the moronic co-worker, the whiny neighbor and ill-tempered spouse (respecting their right to be as moronic, whiny and ill-tempered as they choose)...

Since the Universe works as a mirror, use this 'mirror' technique to
'reflect' back at others all their negativity. Think of it as a high tech force field, an Archangel's Shield, or the White Light of God. Whatever best suits your imagination. With this mental image of a mirrored shield or force-field, what-have-you, know with certainty that NO external negativity may touch you.

Likewise, be aware that given the nature of the Mirror Effect of consciousness, YOU shall be reflected back to self. You could say this universal or quantum effect is Karma exemplified to the Nth degree. But it's really how things work, at the very basic bottom line of reality. So go with it, use it, and be respectfully grateful that God has set such a wonderful system of checks & balance in place.

This power of the mind, this incredible ability of the subconscious to mold and shape the very nature of man's experience is akin to one's having always in their possession a magic lamp! Think of it, inside each and every one of us we carry with us a tool, a power greater than anything yet created by man. Don't relegate your magic lamp to the compost heap.

Now that you KNOW you possess this, you and only you OWN this by the very nature of your being, pull it out of the back closet. Dust it off, polish it up, keep it shiny and well used for all the days of your life. It was freely given you by your Creator, so why throw this precious gift away? Make good use of it instead! Who knows what other gifts God may also bestow, perhaps depending upon how well we use this one?

The Power of the Mind cannot, nor should not, be underestimated. Wealth, health, love, joy, ... life is our banquet to enjoy. Starting today, right this moment.

To be continued ~

The Secret Power of the Mind Part I

2010-01-02T06:54:00.000-06:00

Program your Subconscious to create Wealth, Health & Happiness:
A 2010 Resolution For All

Directly on the heels on my previous post, which in essence was a call for objective critical thinking, and in a complete 180 about face, now I'd like to present a Pro-Belief article.

Starting today, in this New Year 2010 - here is a timely reminder for all those suffering from financial, emotional or physical stress. And this is an important reminder, a call to harness the strength and power of your own God-given ability to create for yourself the REALITY you desire. Believe me, it can be done and IS done by countless people from all walks of life.

Some term it the Power of Positive Thinking (aka Norman Vincent Peale); others refer to this ability as the Secret; some advocate and live according to the principles of Positive Affirmation (Scott Adams, creator of Dilbert). We see the power of the subconscious mind in what is commonly termed the Placebo Effect. There is absolutely no doubting the influence of subjective thinking on objective experience.

"As within, so without. As above, so below"

As we sow, so shall we reap. In other words, what we 'plant' by our thoughts, words and deeds will indeed bear 'fruit'. But only by mental discipline do we produce anything other than a haphazard crop. Man's ability to internally influence his external reality is no small thing. Truly, this ability IS the biggest Secret, the greatest power, the most magnificent gift of all time which is given us by Our Creator. We have the free will to manifest our most cherished desires, and it behooves each of us to make us of this Power of Mind.

A new year, a new decade is a fresh clean page to begin shaping the kind of life you would love to be living! Wouldn't you be thrilled and excited if God were to come to you in a dream, and tell YOU, right now, that He has suddenly given you carte blanche to have anything you want? All you must do, He instructs, is to think good thoughts, to hold no negative beliefs, and to have the faith of a child. All that is required of YOU, God stresses, is that you must have complete and utter faith that He will take care of all the rest. How your needs and desires are manifested is God's business. Leave that part up to Him, he assures you. The only effort, the only help on YOUR end, He tells you, is to speak, think, act 24/7 on the assurance that He will make it so.

Now, this living in faith/belief is a biggie. For the first day or two we are infused with happiness and hope. We mind our thoughts, we monitor our words as well as actions. But since man does not solely exist in his own subjective bubble, we are subjected to external input as well: old bills may arrive in the mail, our spouse may be moody and depressed, no new car has suddenly popped up in the driveway, and our co-workers barrage us with a day-in, day-out onslaught of all their problems, worries and woes.

Little by little, our fresh newly minted positive thinking gets worn a wee bit thin by all this external negative input. The newspapers, television and Internet are another huge source of everything worrisome: war, foreclosures, the Dow, inflation, the list is endless and never seems to go away. THIS is the opposing force of negativity we are subjected to on a daily basis. And while we so desperately want to trust, to believe and have the faith of a child, suddenly we have become jaded and rather tarnished and it's just another day in a repetitive loop of negative living, both subjective and objectively experienced: your back hurts, your job stinks and you haven't enough money to pay the credit cards at the end of the month. Not only that, but if you're human, you're starting to feel like a bit of a twit going around with this Pollyanna-type smile on your face in lieu of so much external angst. I mean, things are really bad right now, you Idiot!!! The world's in terrible shape - we have war out the wazoo, swine flu, bird flu, corruption, corporate greed, and probably shape-shifting reptilians orchestrating a one world order takeover ...

Well then. God never said it was going to be easy, did He? All that He has required of you is to BELIEVE.
'Whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive'. Matt. 21:22

Here we are then. Given this incredible gift of creativity, and we let the stooges steal it away from us, because we have more faith in a whiny spouse or co-worker than our own magnificent Creator.

Goethe was right. Man is a lazy thinker. We have little discipline over our thoughts, our words, our actions. Even though the Power of Positive Thinking has been referred to by such notable figures as Christ, Buddha and Confucius - we still put our mental money on Joe Blow at the water cooler.

Even though we wouldn't vote for Joe Blow as Mayor of Morons, we surrender our precious gift of Mind Power at the throne of negativity, and, if we're not careful, not mindful, we will continue to do so ...

UNLESS...

To be continued!

The Evolution of a Belief 'System'

2009-12-14T10:35:00.000-06:00

ALIEN REVELATIONS ...

So. No matter if I'm immersed in the mundane of day to day living, my mind is always thinking, plotting, comparing, conjecturing and analyzing. I can wash dishes while contemplating null physics. [note: I said contemplate, not comprehend]

Sometimes I'm more overwhelmed not by which we know, and how to apply it, but by the simple enormity of what there must exist which we don't know and perhaps never will.

Too many questions, not enough answers. And certainly not enough time to sort through this mess-in-progress.

It amazes not only friends and family, but myself also, if I'm to be quite honest, that I should pen a blog on the paranormal and aliens and life after death, yet remain so objectively skeptical and (so I've been accused) cynical. Devils and demons - what do they matter?! bah ...

Yet, there are worlds undreamt, Horatio ...

Which brings me to a point of absolute honesty in regards to "what I think", this blog and my respected readership. Mind you, the following is a strict matter of my opinion, ONLY ~
With the year 2009 fast approaching its close, this is where I am, right now. Mental attitudes always subject to fresh input, of course. So take it for what it's worth, dust it off, shine it up, use it if you like or shove it under the bed to be devoured by alien dust bunnies. Here ya go:

There is no GREAT GALACTIC BROTHERHOOD (at least in our neck of the celestial woods). There are no ships, no rescuers waiting to 'beam us up'. No ET paramedics hovering by in case we really screw up and blow ourselves to bits.

There are no good guys, bad guys fighting over planet Earth and human soul energy, precious metals, water rights, yada yada yada. Yes, I know. If it's been written once, it's been repeated 10 zillion times on 10 zillion alien blogs ... there are beings both light and dark. Soul wars. Planetary wars. Evil reptilians and benevolent Grays. Or bad AND good gray aliens. Different agendas, programs and desires. Will someone PLEASE (sound of long-suffering sigh) GET.OVER.THE.VS.BIT?

Just because man is given, by a dichotomous brain system, to view all of creation and everything contained therein in terms of right vs. wrong, good vs. evil, left vs. right. Really, now. Even if it makes for dramatic entertainment, can we please dispense with the vs. nonsense? Hmm?
A. It is highly unlikely that the entire cosmos revolves around mankind.
B. It is further unlikely that someone has nothing better to do with their time than to attempt to trick poor, gullible-yet-earnest man into accidentally aligning his soul with the opposing (bad) faction/team.
C. God/Creator/Source does not spend its every conscious moment outmaneuvering the powers of Darkness/Evil, like some spiritual chess match. These are personifications of the forces whose interactions create the friction/energy which, presumably, is necessary to keep the universe in motion. FRICTION. The resultant energy when two diametrically opposed factions meet. We see this in every aspect of life, we live it every day, we are locked into this system of observation by our basic physiology. Now, get over it.
D. Which leaves us with a rather large GRAY area (oh, the irony of it all!) to navigate once we get past the vs. crap. It could be a lot of fun, once we make up our minds not to be chained to brains.

And...
The 'Illuminati' agenda has been thoroughly blown up beyond reasonable proportion. Furthermore, any 'agenda' beyond the rather base human desire for control, power & wealth (which are FINITE rewards) may be so well hidden it will be simply years and years before it's revelation. Should such an agenda exist, most of us living now won't see its fruition. I would sincerely suggest we cease fighting paper dragons and focus our energy on being the best we can be, where we are, with what we've got. Fini.

Additionally, per the above - at one time 'we' railed against a devil, Satan, Samael, who was believed to be the cause, the tempter, the foe, the root of mankind's woe & suffering. A true scapegoat if there ever was one. NOW, its the rich, the powerful, the Illuminati with a capitol I, who are behind the scenes, fueling the war & money machine, the puppeteers making man dance to a tune he's turned a deaf ear to for far long a time.

GROW UP, PEOPLE. No one made our choices for us. WE choose cheap products from overseas - it took too much time to read a label at our busy, big box stores. No one MADE us over extend ourselves financially, no one made us rack up the credit cards. We really didn't care about anything, too much, as long as our desires were met and we were able to live in comfort. Man has had an 'entitlement' attitude for far, far, far TOO long. If we were given enough rope to hang ourselves, most of us couldn't do it fast enough. No one MADE us put the noose around our collective necks. But we did it, anyway, all by ourselves. By our ego-driven desires, our selfish Me First attitude, our rape & pillage of the natural world (btw - so how does it feel to be on the other end of a slaughter house, my friends?) ... WE did it to ourselves.

Sadly, this isn't exactly a cutting edge idea, or a late-breaking news flash. We all already know these things. But the record's gotten stuck in the same ol' groove, playing the same ol' song...

Our basic, pre-programmed animal herd survival instincts are, ironically, the very instincts that pose us the greatest danger in our present state. When there comes a time in which humankind stands impervious to ego driven machination and manipulation, greed, superstition and fear, ME vs THEM thinking, that is the time our demons are rendered powerless, will remove their frightful masks, and we discover - much to our surprise - that they were our friendly saviors all along. Challenging us by whatever means available, in order to lead man beyond the nature of the animal, to a level of first hand experience of what sentient responsibility is really all about.

And from that point ... well, I imagine that is when reality will reveal itself to be something so amazingly incredible it will truly blow our minds! Personally, I can't wait because I'm bored out of my hominid skull by all the current day to day crapola.

Logically, reasonably, mathematically, extraterrestrial life forms exist. Forget the pros and cons regarding the likelihood of whether or not 'they' attend our planet, the problems of space/time, distance, et al. There is a 50/50 chance aliens have, are or will eventually notice Earth. So go with the flow. If you've experienced something strange (like moi), or suspect you've been visited and so forth, figure it out for yourself. Don't contaminate anything so precious with one more idiot's belief system (mine included).

This idiot also suggests we forget UFOs! Again, in my humble opinion, any sighting post-1920 is a huge waste of time. Yet, go TOO far back, and that's another big waste as well. From military test vehicles to mis-identifications, religious and superstitious overlays, one may very well be chasing their own tail in a vicious circle that doesn't really prove anything (although it makes for one dandy research & development distraction) besides, it's more than likely that any truly advanced technically superior space traveling species would have long dispensed with the need for a lumbering, bulky 'physical vehicle' in the first place. So forget the Stealths, the Auroras, the anti-gravity proton driven light-absorbent Star Wars wannabees. Somebody, somewhere, has certainly by now learned to traverse the heavens without the aid of a souped up Chevy truck. I would cast my vote on a technology utilizing Light, in some fashion or another. I mean, it certainly seems reasonable to me.

Crop Circles. This is a hotly debated topic, as well as a fairly lucrative CASH crop on the ol' paranormal circuit. Undoubtedly, most crop circles are real beyond the simple board & string hoaxers. Many are of these latter day crop circles are simply astounding works of complex mathematics set in pictographic form. But, no matter the rapidity by which these circles may manifest in the fields, no matter the complexity of the messages, nor evidence of genetic alterations in the grains, and so forth ... no matter the mysterious lights observed just hours or moments before another enigmatic crop circle is heralded into existence ... CROP CIRCLES are most certainly not the work of ETs (I don't' care how many alien faces are depicted!). SOMEHOW, the deciding coup de grace pro ET perpetrators seems to lay in the notion that (1)since no one is seen in the fields making these things, and (2) SINCE the pictographs are swiftly produced, and (3) SINCE the images are dazzling mathematical/cosmic/geometric works of art (complete with swirls, bends, and genetic alterations) ... the UNDENIABLE CONCLUSION is that these beauties could ONLY be the work of ETs, desperately trying to communicate with man on a large open-work canvas for the viewing pleasure and edification of all!

BS. IN fact, I find it rather depressing that too many gullible, yet otherwise intelligent people should be so quick to assume that 1 & 2 & 3 makes 10. Instead of figuring out how man COULD be producing crop circles, let alone WHY, the populace jumps to the only, obvious (?) conclusion - which is that aliens are the culprit. In my opinion crop circles are very, highly and absolutely most likely created by Earth's own military scientists utilizing microwave laser beam cannons - as both a means of weapons testing, as well as psychological study. Really, it's the most logical conclusion there is. So please don't send me the latest Crop Circle calendar. I'm not that impressed.

Moving on now: Ghosts. Now here's a rather interesting situation. Mankind seems to have been experiencing manifestations for ages. And now, we can even capture some really amazing footage on closed circuit cameras. With our EVPs, as well as some other really fun toys to go a-ghost-hunting with, all kinds of anomalies are getting recorded for examination.

But man is still somewhat in a pickle about the 'afterlife', we just can't pin the dead down to our collective satisfaction, despite our current best efforts, no matter how hard we try. Instead of the existence of ghosts (I really hate that label), the survival of our dead (in some form or other) being a given/known, we are still bumbling about in the dark trying to convince ourselves that mortality is but an illusion.

And here I must concur. Mortality is an illusion, or another step on the ol' existence/energetic ladder, but we've got a few rungs left to climb before we can take the notion of spirits, spooks, ghosts, the afterlife et al out of the belief system debate and render it a known.

Our electronic toys, and future similar gadgetry, will eventually establish irrefutable evidence of such, as well as reveal the modus operandi or physical laws which operate in the soul/ghost/wave state. Then, when this breakthrough occurs, we will, again eventually, learn to cross the two-way communication barrier, until at some Utopian point contacting our beloved dead will be as commonplace as contacting the bloke who lives down the street. Oh, we'll do it, trust me. It's really inevitable, if for no other reason than that our inherent survival instinct drives us to achieve this level of knowledge, because with this knowledge will come a freedom, of sorts, from mortality itself. And AT this future point, man will have put paid to one more dreary 'belief' system weighing him down - because the belief will have become a known. One more shackle broken. And won't that be a jolly relief?!

{If today's posting doesn't read as smooth as usual, it's due to the fact that on Monday I snapped a tendon in my left ring finger, and everything - most especially keyboarding - is a tedious, awkward process. I may have to keep it splinted for as long as 22 weeks. Unless, of course, the gray aliens deign to abduct me and repair it anytime soon. I'd love to see that happen, but won't hold my breath}

How to Recognize a True Vampire or Immortal Being

2009-11-22T09:44:00.000-06:00

If vampires were real ... (for conjecture)

Actually, I've thought about this (okay, so I think about everything). With all the lace, accoutrement's, blood clubs, glamour goth, passions and immortal angst - well, all that's a load of (albeit delightful) crap.

No really. Imagine yourself truly immortal. At some point the desire for animal passions, for ego satisfaction, would have to cease. There would certainly come a point of absolute satiation. [And along this line of thinking, one can't help but compare angels & demons, God & demigods, et al]

At some absolute, inescapable point in the linear experience of a truly immortal (vampire or what have you) sentient being, there would and must come the moment wherein one would dispense with physical experience altogether, to become, how to put this ... a Creature of the Mind.

Boredom, satiation, insensate, you name it. There would no longer exist a desire (in other words, any possible stimulation resulting from) for physical experience. This point could take anywhere from a few days to centuries to arrive at, but its arrival would nonetheless be a given.

And while we like to assume the vampiric, immortal individual would so long (can anyone say Lestat here?) to rejoin, to reconnect with the human camaraderie left behind, to become mortal and feeling once again, I think this would be no more than a temporary nostalgic stage in the ongoing evolution - the continuing life experience - of an actual vampire.

Because we humans like to think that our passions and ego gratification, our desires and the fulfillment thereof, are what life's about (even though in our deepest center we fully know better). This isn't a matter of good vs. evil, its just the way things are. Whether a vampiric creature were the most self-centered being on earth, or the greatest altruist, the cycle would and must be the same for all. This state, as viewed from the perspective of a human being, would appear as amoral, when in actuality it would be better described as 'disinterested'.

That said, what happens next? What follows the abolition for physical experience? The mind, of course. All stimulation and experience would necessitate a mental channel. The truly immortal would cease to identify with the mortal, finite and physical herd, and hence go inwards, into the mental world and all that might encompass.

The amazingly talented and thoughtful Anne Rice wrote along this line of conjecture as well. However, she seemed to reach a stopping point and cycled back to where her characters did eventually, for whatever reason, seek connections, previous companionships and physical experience, to some greater or lesser degree. Perhaps this cycling was necessary in order to maintain a plot worthy of readers' continuing interest.

Fiction aside, and in terms of any potential reality, the immortal (vampire or no) must eventually lose any desire, any need for companionship, of any sort. There could no longer exist an external physical situation capable of producing the necessary stimuli/response.

All following stimulus must then be generated from within, from the mind itself. It would have to, following the above reasoning. And this mind experience would not be contained to solitary pursuits such as writing, art or music. Again, given those are physical actions, so they, too, must eventually fall by the wayside.

So, to recap and insist : a genuine immortal must as some point dispense with all things physical.

Here is where we reach a conundrum. What if the very state of immortality (such as the mythical vampiric state) requires a physical action in order to maintain its status? (blood in the case of the vampire)

Funny thing, but in the real, physical world there have been cases of individuals who somehow seem to exist on an absolute minimum of food and water, (the word autotroph comes to mind, but I've googled and can't find the exact term I'm looking for), their bodies somehow manage to recycle fluids, to literally restructure natural processes into a system of self, closed maintenance, and also to resist corruption after death (for no matter how well embalmed, most bodies are reduced to a skeletal state within a year of interment.

Any genuine factual and extant vampire (or any other type of immortal creature) would and must evolve into something non-physical. And with this action, would come a release from all desire and interest in the physical world, for no matter how interesting we mortals consider our physical existence to currently be, it is necessarily but a temporary interest.

Additionally, and most importantly perhaps, is given we have some understanding regarding how crucial the mind/body connection is in the human state of existence - stigmata and the placebo effect not withstanding - we must, however reluctantly, conclude that the more evolved-beyond-the-physical a sentient being would become, the less approachable, discernible and communicable by man such an entity would have to be.

A true immortal, those beings no longer subject to the constraint of seeking outside energetic nourishment and replenishment for self maintenance (and this too, would be an ever evolving state) must, to some greater or lesser degree, become closed systems in and of themselves. Entropy would cease to be an issue (and with it the laws of thermodynamics).

Where intelligence and self-awareness would fit into such a picture is a matter for speculation, and is it a state we, here in the physical, would actually find desirable?

I don't think so, at least not within our present ego situation. For quite likely there would also follow a dispense with the ego awareness altogether.

I suspect that a real and completely immortal being would and must morph into a creature we would have no commonality with, no recognition of, and scarcely a hope on which to find a meeting ground.

And, to take this conjecture another step onward, isn't this where our myths, legends and religions attempt to describe the ineffable? Would it be accurate to state that the more highly evolved an entity is, the less interested it would be in anything beyond its enclosed system of self? Would such an entity, eventually, even be aware there existed anything outside itself?

This is where I harken back to a few of those especially remarkable accounts of the DMT volunteers as chronicled in the book by Rick Strassman DMT The Spirit Molecule [by all means, this is a must read].

So in conclusion, we, ourselves, might consider dispensing with all minor physical tricks and toys in our attempt to flush out, to contact the truly immortal. Unless we wish to waste our time with beings no better off than ourselves, or at least not far beyond our own rung on the physical/soul evolutionary ladder, it would seem that any hope for valid contact with these conjectured entities must lay within the capabilities of our very own mind/s.

And this would include all contact, beyond an individual's sheer curiosity, with energy feeders, psychic vampires, demons (I use this label in the loosest sense), etc etc. These feeders would not be a particularly highly evolved class of beings, which goes a long way to explain most human/other interfaces. And anything or anyone requiring/suggestive of adulation, sacrifice, abject worship et al. would fall into this class of 'energy feeding', I believe, for what else would necessitate such focus?

Anyway, funny how 'That' with the least cause for interest in man is also that which man is, ultimately, the most intrigued by. What a paradox this truly is.

Therefore, if one desires contact with the ineffable, then be prepared to work/think/act beyond the physical 'box', and with the expectation of ineffable results. And sadly, a truly evolved and immortal being may quite possibly lay beyond our limited means to make any such contact with, period.

Alien and Paranormal Experiments : Update 2

2009-11-18T14:01:00.000-06:00

To recap, here is the main paranormal experiment I'm focusing on at the moment:

1) To garner proof (such as it is) that there does indeed exist soul guides/teachers and that I have one.

With the above goal uppermost in mind, last night prior to sleep and pre-hypnogogic, I did the following exercise (of my own concoction):

I pictured in my mind writing a letter, literally seeing myself write in large simple cursive text, carefully forming each letter character with a mental pen. This letter I addressed to SOUL GUIDE. In the body of this letter, I firmly declared my need/desire/demand for affirmation and all possible proof of the objective reality of such an entity. This was a somewhat slow and tedious process, but fortunately I was in the rare and perfect state of mind/body that it was easy to hold on to the mind awake - body relaxed awareness, even as the hypnogogic state was just a hair's breadth away.

How lucky is that?! Literally, I could feel the arrival of the hypnogogic state and yet was able to hover on the threshold while maintaining my conscious, beta awareness. Go team!

As I mentally finished up the letter (you've no idea just how tedious a process this was, mentally scripting each letter one by one), I then began the red emergency phone technique mentioned in a previous post regarding this particular experiment.

Then, when it came that I felt the hypnogogic state finally taking my consciousness over, along with the frequent (for me) inner mind's light and vibrations, I managed to combine all of it - the emergency phone, the yellow button, the letter, I spoke/thought/imaged the whole message at once ... one big information thought ball and let go.

Sleep had it's way with me.

Here was the resultant dream:
It was night, and I was walking the streets of our town. The buildings stood still and empty. I could see and feel the asphalt under my feet, and the brickwork of darkened shops stood out crisp and clear (parts of this dream were near lucid in sensory experience).

There were tall beings (!) about, pale humanoids placed here and there like sentient statues scattered sparsely about the town. They seemed like sentinels of some sort.

At home, my son was awaiting an interview for an employment opportunity, expecting to receive confirmation (!) via letter (!). When the letter finally did arrive, it was written in red pen and addressed to ME (!!!) (by Golly).

My son and I stood at our front door, me looking over his shoulder as together we read the letter. It was from a Mr. (something) Miller, with my name beneath (I don't know anyone named Miller in real life). The job opportunity was offered to me, and it was suggested that I write (or write/wrote a book).

There was more to the letter, but since reading is a left-brain faculty, it was difficult in my dream to do so. I'm amazed I was able to read as much as I did.

Now, whether or not this was merely a subconscious/subjective response to my pre-sleep directive, it would still seem to indicate some type of response to my set goal experiment.

Let's look for a moment at the choice of name Miller, at definitions for the word itself.
Miller: a person who owns or operates a mill
any moth with wings that look powdery or dusty
3 famous Millers were writers/authors (Henry, Arthur, Joaquin)
Another famous Miller was a stage comedian (Joe)
[I've been writing for years, and had my own humor column in our local newspaper]
Additionally, the act of milling is to, by force of grinding, to extract a substance generally used as a food substance (the "Loosh" aspect of energy feeding?)

So, as you can see, the use of the name 'Miller' may not have necessarily been a subconscious/subjective choice on my part. It does seem to point in an uncanny direction, doesn't it? And if the matter of selection was purely subjective on my part, how amazing is this that the brain can so beautifully co-mingle so many associative meanings via one single symbol. That feat in itself is certainly grounds ongoing study.

Anyway, I think I'm justified in thinking at the very least I'm making some successive headway in my experiment.

I forgot to mention that yesterday I'd also added to the process the imagery of a parcel man delivering a large box of tangible 'evidence' to my doorstep. Oddly enough, this morning UPS dropped off four separate parcels of books I've recently won.

Now, would that make the dream precognitive as well? Or a mirroring effect of my mental input into an objective format? If so, I need to quit dickering around with Soul Guides and start imaging large sums of cash ASAP.

Grays Aliens and Geriatric Vampires

2009-11-17T12:03:00.000-06:00

Today is one of those days. You know the kind I mean, where everything seems sorta goofy and not worth the effort to take things too seriously.

The world feels like one great, big surreal stage play and you're sitting in the audience. Minding your own business. Chowing down the gargantuan tub of $9 popcorn and a small diet coke. The plot's not grabbing you, so you turn your attention to those sitting around you.

There's some strange sights out there, and how much of it are we supposed to take seriously, to actually do something about? Is any of it real, does any of it really matter ?

Beats the heck outta me ...

But since I'm in this weird little mood today, here's a weird little post. Just because I LOVE you, even if you're weird, too.

Goofy weird things to think about:

Geriatric vampires (Why must all the vamps be young/hot). I mean, what if Lestat turned an old geezer just for kicks. Would you? Why or why not? Would the geezer turn his other geezer friends into vamps? Would they all end up in some kind of gated community where any vampire under the age of 50 wasn't allowed? Would they all drive gigantic Cadillacs and take up two parking spaces, or go down the highway with their left turn blinker on? Most importantly, could a vampire who wore polyester be taken seriously?

Vampires with Alzheimer's (Would they forget where they left their coffins and burn up in the sun?). What if they forgot who they had bitten, and kept on bleeding the same poor guy over and over and over.

Geriatric Zombies (Would we even know the difference?). My mind is giving me a picture here of all these liver spotted zombies twirling around the countryside in their wheelchairs, running into each other. Or doing one of those choreographed wheel chair commercials like you see on TV. And, if one tried to bite you would his dentures fall out? Would they just gum you to death???

Crop Circle puzzles (Like the NY Times variety). Or find a word. And how come we never see crop circles picturing kittens, butterflies or flowers? (although I still insist that Crop Circles [the real ones] are probably created by microwave laser beam cannons (look it up sometime)). How come they never draw naughty pictures? I know I would lol. Better yet: I'd sell the circle space to alien advertising companies (drink ZORP cola, more BURP for your ZURP).

Werewolves with a bad case of worms (Honestly now. You can't eat all that raw meat without ingesting some serious parasites! omg). Try to imagine a werewolf/boyfriend scooting his butt across your parent's living room carpet.

Gray Aliens with Agoraphobia (They'd never leave the ship).
Aliens with OCD (Wouldn't surprise me any).
Reptilians with an inferiority complex (They'd keep apologizing for the New World Order, while wringing their claws).
Nordics with bad skin (Somehow, it would be very difficult to take lessons in soul evolution or light beings from a tall, pale guy with zits. I mean, how could you not crack up? They would be going blah blah Star People yada yada soul blah reincarnation blah blah we are your creators blah and I would completely LOSE it. :P ).

OR how about somebody abducting the stupid aliens for a change? (The next time anybody thinks they are in the presence of one of those praying mantis/insectoid types, I DARE you to picture a huge can of Raid in your mind!) C'mon, do it - then let me know what happens :O

I have to wonder also, if anybody, anywhere, at anytime ... was ever visited by an Angel or God Presence or Demon, etc and had the actual nerve to speak in Pig Latin.

It's a strange, funny universe and I'm not even going to bother with spell check today ... :P

Have a Good Day and an Awesome Abduction!

Astral Travels 2

2009-11-16T15:20:00.000-06:00

As mentioned per my previous post in conjunction with a couple of paranormal experiments I've recently began, there followed a wild dream containing benchmarks for what many of us may consider to be a Gray Alien Abduction or Close Encounter Type 4.

If you haven't already read my previous post, then I suggest you do so in order to understand the nature of #1 Paranormal Experiment (Which, in essence, is to "push" for some type of 'proof' of an actual Soul Guide via my own free will and choosing. To take matters into my own hands, so to speak. Just to see what - if anything - happens).

So in concluding my previous post, I mentioned a rather interesting dream and promised to write it up sometime later today. Here it is:

I dreamt I lived in a small brown brick home where I was in process of home repairs and beautifying. Unexpectedly, my home became invaded by a chaotic 'family' of destructive, sloppy habits who totally undid or made messes of all my hard work. I was very distressed at these 'guests' and happily anticipated the time when they would take their leave. I remember they had perhaps three small children who annoyed me no end; they were into everything and completely wild, unmanageable.

There came one night in the midst of this chaos, what my mind saw as a kidnapping of sorts. A blond woman (me???) was taken from her bed and somehow, for some unknown reason, I was to blame for this and it was 'my' responsibility to set things right. Somehow I had failed to do something required of me (surprise, surprise ... sigh).

The next thing I knew, I was in the midst of what I can only describe as a criminal headquarters (or underground element). Something hidden and covert that ran things behind the scenes. I had a slip of paper in my hand and approached the tall dark thin man in charge of this group, who stood behind a table while overseeing his operations. I was not really afraid, in that sense, but I was very respectful and apologetic, fully aware that I had somehow erred.

I said to the man, as he bent over and took the paper from me to examine it, "I really appreciate your giving me this second chance". And I was sincere in my statement, though now I have no idea what I really meant nor why I said such a thing.

He was firm, but quietly agreeable and led me to know that whatever it was would be 'taken care of'. Relieved, I then joked to him that (referring to this slip of paper that seemed to have numbers printed on it) "he really should scan those things".

Beyond this dream, there were other unrelated (I assume) bits and segments, but was the major dream from last night, following my first attempt at my experiment in pushing my Soul Guide for any type of tangible (!) proof of his/her existence.

I'm very curious to see where this pushing and forced imagery will lead. I can say that I've seen several 'mirror' numbers today, such as 52 (on digital displays they looked similar to a mirror effect).

However, back to the dream itself, you can easily see those benchmarks suggestive of what we could term a Close Encounter or Alien Abduction, as well as anything else - I suppose:
The three wild children
The kidnapping (out of bed no less)
The feeling of invasion
The meeting with a tall overseer
AS well as my 'notion' of having been given a 'second chance' after an error of some sort.

Now I'm just more stubborn than ever ... :D

Alien and Paranormal Experiments Begin!

2009-11-16T09:10:00.000-06:00

Recently, I posted about alien/paranormal experiments I was hoping to get around to, eventually, when I wasn't so busy and tired. Last night, though, I decided there was no time like the present. It was time to get something in the works, and I spent a while thinking about what I'd really like to set my hand to. Things I was really curious about, or stubborn about, or silly/foolish enough to suppose I had a tiny chance of succeeding at. (the Ouija board did not chastise me for being willful and stubborn for no reason!)

You just never know until you try ...

So. I finally settled on two semi-related experiments:
1) To garner proof (such as it is) that there does indeed exist soul guides/teachers and that I have one.
2) To 'gate crash' heaven on my terms, without undergoing an NDE or the like

Let me explain. For Experiment #2 -it has long irked me that whatever heaven may or may not be, it is still a rather one-sided affair. Typically, a human being must under go an intensely psychological or physical event in order to 'gain admittance'. We cannot visit heaven with the same nonchalance with which we visit the mall, or our neighbor, or New York City. We, you and I, don't seem to have any say-so, any choice, power or free will in the matter. We either arrive there through events beyond our choosing, or (we are told) we must die first and 'pay' later.

Again, no matter what the tangible reality of heaven may or may not be; a higher frequency, a different plane/dimension of existence, an inner subjective state of awareness, a fairy tale, et al. No matter what the reality of this sought after location actually is, it just bugs me all to heck that we cannot enter and exit at will.

Keeping belief systems and religious connotations strictly out of the picture here, I simply am curious as to what heaven may actually be (and here I'd like to mention that many of the older references to 'heaven' actually did mean 'sky' or 'above', as opposed to a spiritually orchestrated realm of human attainment). The heaven I am referring here to, would be that area most of us consider to be the plane of existence post mortem, the land of souls, angels, the God force and whathaveyou.

Just wanted to make things clear regarding the whole heaven idea.

And for Experiment #1 ... I've certainly been given sufficient reason in my life to suspect at least some type of external influence, or guidance. Whether a higher self, oversoul, heavenly guide, teacher, alien presence, pick a label ... it doesn't matter how we mince words, I, personally, think there is something/someone at work and I want/ask/demand some type of tangible (I should live so long!) proof, at least in my own mind, of this elusive personage. By golly.

To sum matters up, I'm frankly a little weary of everything that smacks of heavenly guidance and spiritual hierarchy being so blasted inaccessible to the average Joe. Why must all these things be so one sided? Where is my free will to go, see and do where I please? Why must I wait until somebody, somewhere else, decides it is okay for this curious little monkey to get a peek, a few crumbs tossed my way, of all things heavenly?

Now, I'll be the first to admit this may sound a little arrogant, or not exactly a humble, patiently-awaiting attitude for a lowly mortal to display. Then again, the whole concept of heaven and soul may be so outlandish, or superstitious, or scientifically incorrect as to render any hope for results merely wishful thinking.

Whatever. I'm still curious.

So first on my list was to make a concerted effort to demand/contact my Soul Guide:
11/15/2009 11:31 p.m.
Due to my frequent ability to hang onto and stretch out the hypnogogic state, I chose this as a starting point.
Laying in bed, I intently imaged a deep red phone, the old standard desktop variety, with a large yellow button to the bottom left of the press numbers. I imagined an emergency phone similar to what we think of on the president's desk.
I held this image while my body relaxed, preparatory to entering the pre-sleep, hypnogogic state. The red phone resting clearly on the official desk.
THEN I began to press the numbers, and saw/thought/strongly determined to call my Soul Guide. With the receiver to my ear, I then pressed the dull yellow button, firmly, and saw it light up. Keeping firmly in mind the intent to connect with my Soul Guide, and to convey my request.
Here is where things began to speed up, and I had to maintain an alert mind as well as that fragile, tenuous relaxed hold on the hypnogogic state, all while being careful not to slip into sleep itself:

I was suddenly 'sending' a rapid stream of information; my demand for proof, my intent to connect, my curiosity regarding the reality of any Soul Guidance, - the whole potato became rapidly present as one entire conscious dictum, so rapid in fact that I mentally protested at the speed and my inability to 'keep up'. That is when I experienced the audio/visual of two sentences given me (and, idiot that I was, I thought at the time of the importance of having pen and paper right there in bed with me, to avoid having to unnecessarily disturb the hypnogogic state of mind, to write down at the exact moment, the exact communication. But it was too late, and the paper and pen had been left on my nightstand. Therefore, I missed getting the precise words as I was given (I won't make this same mistake again!) them. Here, however, is the gist of those two sentences I received (I both heard and saw them, simultaneously):

AT PRESENT, THE GATE THAT LAYS BETWEEN IS CLOSED
SOMETHING SOMETHING GIFT KEY SOMETHING THAT SOMETHING SOMETHING (aargh! I cannot believe how rapidly our minds forget, how difficult it is to hold on to this stuff!!!)

And, I got the impression there was hesitation/consideration over the use of the word 'THAT' in those two sentences. As though someone was having difficulty properly structuring the message within my human concept of time.

Seriously.

Then followed an interesting dream, one I actually did have the sense to take note of as soon as I awoke. That dream, honestly, had significant elements of a Gray Alien abduction more than anything heavenly. And I'll post that dream later on today, if time allows.

But, as I've already put into place this morning, I will continue to think, stress a contact/proof from my Soul Guide as the day continues. Keeping the red phone pictured. Along with the image of an express parcel serviceman delivering a package (physical proof) into my waiting hands. I'm trying to emphatically stress upon any Soul Guide I may have, not just words or thoughts, but intense images of what it is I am requesting. We'll see what, if anything, comes of this.

And I'll get that alien dream sequence posted soon.

Alien and Paranormal Experiments

2009-11-13T21:29:00.000-06:00

There are so many ideas, so many experiments I'd love to try, if only I weren't so blasted tired these last few months. I've a veritable plethora of wee experiments I wish to put to the test, but I haven't the energy for establishing a solid routine as a good little researcher must certainly do. Fun aside, I'm highly curious (fancy that) about a few techniques I've thought to try, and I'd have to keep records, and so on and so forth, so here I am with nothing accomplished.

Now, I can't be the only adventurous paranormal / alien nut job, I mean researcher, who is currently wracking their brains for new avenues and experiments to consider.

In previous posts, I've mentioned a handful of interesting little tests to try out, and I've thought up a few more that I'd sincerely like to set up, if only I had the energy (!) to spare. So, as God knows when I'll get around to any serious effort for the following, here is a partial list of experiments I have under consideration for some mystical future day when I'm all spryly energetic and just bubbling over with spare time:

A) 'Playing' with synchronicity. By this I mean a deliberate system of directed, repetitive thoughts around any 1 or 2 (at the most, keep it simple stupid) mundane objects (let's say - a Purple Pig, or kiwi fruit) and see how long it takes for such objects to consistently manifest in a synchronistic fashion, and under what conditions.

B) Doing the unexpected (or my pathetic primitive attempt to 'think' outside the 'box') per paranormal truisms: E.g. - In complete reversal of the commonplace Gray Aliens abducting Man sort of thing, using a system of 'reverse' thinking wherein Man is abducting the Grays. In other words (and this is a little tough to explain in just a few sentences), but to set up a mental FALSE belief system and see how this projected, albeit false, belief affects things.

C) Experimenting concurrently with multiple Ouija boards with multiple players (perhaps in different rooms, different homes, different towns).

D) Directing thought toward undeveloped film, see what develops. The same holds true for cassette tape. I'm curious as to what might be imprinted.

E) Tulpas fascinate me, even though I'm fairly chicken to do much experimentation that way. And even though I'm fairly convinced most writers create tulpas all the time, to one energetic degree or another. I believe Michael Talbot may have manifested a little of this energy during his fiction writing.

F) Now, this next one if a really, really tough piece of mental meat, especially as I am most certainly not a mathematical savant. But. I am very curious as to how the Golden Ratio could be applied to a seemingly random number system, such as a state lottery. I imagine one would need to be the proud and wealthy owner of a very fast computer (anyone out there have a spare super computer on their hands?!) and the sophisticated mathematical software to set this us, but still, I am convinced it could be done.

Sadly, I am too slow and stupid to stumble my way through the reams of paper and pen it would take to attempt such a thing by 'hand'. Not to mention the hours of figuring. Still though ...

G) Hypnosis. I've only experimented with this one in the most minor of ways, and that was a considerable amount of time ago. But, I'm very curious as to what degree of physical manifestation the subconscious mind is capable of producing, and under what directives. And it's not so much that I necessarily mind being my own 'guinea pig', (I've got a fairly firm grounding in the ego so as not to risk losing any substantial 'grip' with physical reality - thank God), it is just that first I'd want to fashion my own hypnotic tapes geared toward my own agendas, and that would be a heck of a lot of work just to get things set up. Plus I truly hate gadgets in the first place. Still, one of these days ...

H) Looking for code within the holograph/universe. And no, not in the sacred geometry/mystical type of way. See, as the saying goes ... Path within, Signposts without. (Okay, this is another toughie to explain briefly and off the top of my head). (And worse yet, there are two particular experiments to this one notion). The FIRST experiment might be to, say, pose a SPECIFIC question to the 'universe/logo' at say, 10:00 a.m. each day. Then, to quiet the roof brain mind chatter, and pay close attention to what is presented into the field of one's objective reality ... say, again for example, for one hour. Document all externally experienced information, like a neighbor popping by with a bit of gossip or a slice of 'angel' food cake. You know, we always are busy questioning God, but we rarely are quiet long enough to hear Him answer.

And secondly, as a variation on the above as mentioned, to attempt to 'trick' the universe into revealing itself, and its mechanics, AND its level of conscious awareness. (Yes, talk about a rather tall and ambitious order!) I'm not sure precisely the best way to go about setting up such an experiment, but I've ONCE read about someone else who wished to do the same thing, and the very phrase he/she used was the same as mine - which is to TRICK the universe into revealing itself. I loved that idea, and it has stuck with me all these years (what I would give to remember where I read it and who the author was).

So many strange little ideas, so little time. I may, though, surprise me yet. Or surprise the Aliens and Angels given 'time'... or not, who knows ;)

Aliens and Angels Among Us? Where are the Sun Gods?

2009-11-13T19:36:00.000-06:00

ALIENS WHO WALK AMONG US: why not?

Perhaps it is the early onset of winter, with trees bare and skeletal, each week a dreary succession of one gray day creeping slowly past the other. The relentless, unavoidable season when we must turn inward, to reflect, to light fires and erect barriers in opposition to the yearly reminder of human mortality. In metaphor, man returns each winter to Gaia's womb.

These are the days, as of late, when I think on things.

I've wondered greatly about 2012. What it will or will not bring. I study more, I read longer and write. I think. Pieces, always too many pieces - and so the puzzle grows, too large for my consciousness to see in its entirety.

Recently, and just when I thought I'd nearly finished with the border of this puzzle. Just when I'd decided I was close to fashioning an outline to fill in with all the delightful bits of hearsay and heresy, facts and fictions, all manner of nonsense and common sense. This is when the world grows larger and we must begin again.

More pieces to do something with. So I think further and the jigsaw grows by leaps and bounds. And this is when it comes that one must admit they know nothing, or the next thing to it.

With every day arrives fresh puzzles to ponder. For instance ... am I to understand we have found antimatter close at hand? Does this mean it is a workable property, and if so, where will it take us? Can it be that an antimatter drive may actually exist, or soon to be? How would this fit in with interstellar space travel?

And, travel to what and from where? Or is the sun, Old Sol - truly, in the brassest of tacks, a verifiable black hole with an event horizon in Earth's backyard? Did there exist, and walked, procreated, in the flesh and blood of biological happenstance, a race ... a species of beings called the Sun Gods, or Ra? Giants in those days, we are told did exist.

What did the Earth, and man, see occur more than 10,000 years ago? Will our scholars someday have the courage, the wisdom, to acknowledge the fact of evidential archeology and admit the Egyptians did not build the pyramids ... when will we put aside the parroting that passes for outdated and inaccurate teachings, and have the maturity to admit our ignorance, our errors. To begin anew... to learn afresh.

And so I think. The same as you. And you. And I wonder, not so much about the things I know, or suspect to be true. But about all the myriad information unknown to me. Lost, overlooked, covered up and abandoned. How can we think outside the 'box', when we can't find the box to begin with?

How ever will we gain wisdom in a world that must assign a hierarchy to the dissemination of information. These are not questions, instead they are statements born of frustration, of curiosity and wonderment.

But I, you, we ... continue to think.
***

For a change of pace, let's forget the logic and reason and evidence for a while. Just for a change, and just for a moment, mind you. Because it suits my moment to pretend. And so we will think with our feelings, our imagination for this exercise:

Without fear of ridicule, or evidence and accuracy, or censure from our peers (such as they may be), it is a good thing to play with the imaginative mind because we may discover wondrous things on the rare occasion. Or create the same with our very thoughts.

Therefore, for this exercise, what do you think and wonder about? What do you imagine? What pieces do you suppose might lurk within the paranormal puzzle ... ?

Here are a few of my imaginative thoughts (straight from the right brain 'feeling') -
1) There are alien (non terrestrial origins) beings on planet Earth.
2) There have been in the past alien visitations, and 'they' went somewhere, far away, and it is not to be discussed/revealed (why I feel this thought to be true I've no idea).
3) Earth is not too big of a deal. Beautiful yes, with salvageable sentience, but by no means in the mid to upper echelon of planetary way stations.
Low to middlin', comes to mind.
4) We are watched, monitored. Not in a spiritual, mystical heavenly sense, but in a technical, mechanical way. Very humdrum. Very much business as usual.
5) Heaven does not exist in the way we think, nor describe, nor label according to our general consensus. Heaven is not a singular. What we call heaven is no more or less than a state of awareness, development, evolution. Better and different from here, that's all.
6) War is very much a primitive event, and as such, marks our species (as it should to our collective shame and embarrassment) as animalistic and base. As long as man bears the desire to war, to conquer and possess, to suppress and dominate, to dictate to another, then man shall most D.E.F.I.N.I.T.E.L.Y. not be permitted to venture afar from his nest. He shall be contained, restricted, and watched closely.
7) The ET presence/actuality shall not, CAN not be revealed until those generations of individuals (those minds unable to encompass that which is beyond the known, those minds who react as threatened and fearful, -closed) incapable of change have passed to dust. The reason for this mandate is that any external presence would either be worshipped as gods or exterminated as foes. Those minds must cease to be an influential factor per such revelations.
8) Each of us, in greater or lesser degree, already exists as a multi-being. We are not a singular mind, even insofar as our experience in a singular body.
9) Eons ago, when the planet was young and the primate yet in trees, humanoids walked the Earth. Millions of years ago.
10) Somebody, or many somebody's, have the ability to manipulate time/space.
11) There is something really big, really weird and strange, beyond the known multiverse, exerting influence.
12) Many 'gods' listed in mythology and religions are anthropomorphic references to astronomy.
13) Vampires exist somewhere, somehow, somewhy - if only because we've created them (barring the mundane such as rabies and hemophilia, etc).
14) Man is viciously in love with his image.
15) We may call the 'angels', we may summon the gods, the Elders ... if only we knew how to speak their 'language' and if we had the tools to do so.
16) Someday, somewhen, somehow, man will unthinkingly step back and forth through the curtain that separates the living from the dead. It will be as commonplace, as casual as placing a long distance call.
17) Evil is man's creation - from the medium of fear.
18) There is no devil, no Satan.
19) God is a collective, not a singular.
20) Zombies ... well, this is a fun imagination ... maybe they could exist as a 'glitch' in the consciousness of the body.
21) We're all witches, we just don't know how to manifest the magic of thought on a controlled basis.
22) We wouldn't know a UFO if one landed on our doorstep. I halfway imagine the concept of vehicular transportation unlikely per truly advanced species.
23) Atlantis, and a whole bus load of other long - lost civilizations undoubtedly slumber far beneath the surface of this beautiful planet.
24) There exist alien species far, far, far, FAR more intelligent than we. Some so much in fact that we may never comprehend them, nor they us.
25) The dinosaurs evolved in ways yet unknown.
26) And finally, my last imaginative and wondering thought of the evening ... the Gray Aliens may actually be very, very real.

So, what do you think and wonder?

A Scheduled Meeting With The Dead

2009-11-09T09:54:00.000-06:00

VISITING WITH THE DEAD:

Now, here follows a strange experience up for consideration. This is, or rather was, a dream I've kept private up until now, because it reveals the dynamics of an uncomfortable relationship with my adopted mother.

First, let me give you a little background information regarding my mother and myself. I was adopted at age 2 1/2. I was an 'only' child, as my parent's natural children (3) were all deceased by the time of my adoption. My new parents were wonderful, I was very well taken care of and undoubtedly loved & wanted.

However, there was also a thread of strangeness, one I've never been able to unwind, to answer to my satisfaction. (Which is a topic unto itself, and not necessarily pertinent to the subject at hand).

Nonetheless, my adoptive mother died when I was age 11, due to a major heart attack. She was 45. Three days after her death, she appeared to me in a dream, coming in through our front door. Even though I dreamed, I knew she was dead. Her silence, her altered appearance, her very presence terrified me so I hid. I refused to come forward and greet her.

Oddly, for the next 35 years I did not dream of her. I did not see her. In fact, while considering the numerous dreams of 'the dead' I was experiencing on a fairly regular basis (and still do) - those other loved ones and close friends who did visit in my dreams - my mother's absence was almost conspicuous.

Now, my adopted mother did not abuse me in any manner, shape or form. We spent a great deal of time together, as it was. She taught me the basics of art, she taught me to appreciate classical literature by the time I was nine, to the point I was reading grades beyond my level, with a high comprehension such that I was placed in a program (VIS) for very intelligent students. All this I attribute to my mother's influence.

There is so much more to tell, as my mother's life, above and beyond her relationship with me, was mysterious in ways I've yet to unravel. I wish I'd asked more questions when I was a child, but now it is too late. And in case you may wonder, my adoptive father is also deceased, and so the family door has swung closed.

There is no one left to question.

So. Years and years, as they are apt to do, have passed since I lost my mother. Then, in a remarkable dream, and via a type of arbitrator, I am given an opportunity to 'schedule' a meeting with my mother. I was fully aware she was deceased, but no longer fearful. Yet, as much as I wanted to meet with her, I could sense ... not a misunderstanding ... but a certain tension that stood between us. An unknown wall.

But I agreed to the meeting, and it actually took 'time' (real time, btw) for this meeting to be arranged. I was to meet my mother at such and such a time, at the park, and at least one invisible 'other' would be present to monitor the situation, to escort my mother to this place where the two of us could be visible to each other, to communicate. A way station comes to mind. Or a breach between two worlds. This detail in itself was strange, and is hard to precisely communicate to the reader. But details such as this were, are important. Looking back now, it seemed that there were perhaps four of us present at this meeting. My mother and her invisible escort, myself and my guide/or invisible escort.

And so I arrived at the park, via a bizarre dream state. I was a little tense, a little uncertain. There sat my mother and this invisible presence I was barely aware of (I saw her escort as a faint, fuzzy lighted blur - a smudged ghost would be a good description). Not coincidentally, the two of them sat at a card table, and now I realize it was a replica of the old lightweight wooden card table my mother
used when she was alive and would conduct a seance, to make the 'table' rise, and answer questions with knocks "once for yes, twice for no".

Anyway, my 'guide' stood back, watching, and I approached the card table and took my seat. I will never forget those few, hesitant steps to the table. Or the strangeness of my mother's appearance. I'd like to say that she looked beatific, that she looked youthful and glowed with health and vitality, and exuded love through her very pores. But the 'reality' was different than that, and defied words to describe:

1) She was overlayed, different and much, much more than my mother ever was. She had a depth of being far beyond the ego/personality I once knew. As if I had only known the surface, the human shell, and here sat a soul dense with the mass of greater experience. She was changed. This is so hard to get across, but even though her appearance was human, she was unfathomably more. And not in any way we are often given to suppose. It was high strangeness to say the least.

2) Basically, she resembled (and only such) her mortal appearance, yet she was slimmer, her hair reddish (gone was the gray) and she was serious in a way I cannot understand. And so we looked at one another. We stared.

3) And in this staring, we communicated (of a sort) without thought, without language. There was no sense of ESP or telepathy in the commonly used manner. The communication took place by the very closeness of our proximity to one another, and through the eyes. I 'felt' that whatever it was that had been communicated, that did transpire between the two of us, it somehow bypassed my ego awareness. Sadly, the wall - whatever it was - was not breached/healed by this meeting.

4) I had the notion that somehow, aside from being a gift of sorts, this meeting was also an experiment. I want to say a 'failure', but I am given to state that it was a 'disappointment'. More had been expected.

And honestly, even though I had been given a wonderful childhood, had never been mistreated or neglected, I was relieved to put this meeting with my mother behind me.

Here, as an aside, is the only other dream I've had of my mother besides the one immediately following her death AND the meeting I've described above (for a mere total of three dreams in 40 years). This dream took place roughly five years prior to the 'meeting' dream.

My adoptive father had just passed away. I had to travel out of state to attend his funeral. Driving all night, I reached my destination in the wee hours of morning, with only a few hours remaining to grab a little sleep before it was time to get busy with the visitation.

And so it was that at 3:00 a.m. on the morning of my father's visitation/funeral I had a completely unexpected dream. I saw my father standing before me in the living room where my body lay sleeping, and he said to me, "Tell everyone I will be there at the funeral. But they won't recognize me because I will be dressed funny" (was dad speaking metaphorically referring to his soul/new form as strange/funny?). Anyway, after dad told me this, I noticed there on the far side of the couch, silent and unobtrusive but obviously in attendance on my father, sat the figure of my mother. Waiting and watching while dad conducted his 'business' with me.

Both parents appeared younger, thinner, recognizable yet vastly different. And as far as my father went, I had no sense, no awareness of his ego being 'overlayed' as I described my mother's as having been. Then again, there lay an interim of 33 years between their deaths.

So in conclusion, and at the time of this post, while I have had numerous dreams in which I have seen, spoke and received instruction from my father, I've yet to dream again of my mother.

Will we meet, scheduled or not, again in this lifetime?

I've really no idea.

Alien Gods

2009-11-08T04:48:00.000-06:00

The Need to Worship?

Before I begin, please understand that this post is not intended to denigrate religion, denomination, God or one's personal belief system in any manner, shape or form.

Rather, this post comes about as a result of a topic I've recently encountered - that of Alien FrogGods, including insectoid demi-gods as well.

As outlandish as the above seems, there are those close encounter experiencers (CEEs) who allege to have been exposed to such, either by direct 'encounter' or via reference from their alien abductors. While I don't cast aspersion on the CEEs themselves, I still nonetheless find the concept of extraterrestrial gods somewhat difficult to swallow - inasmuch as I have to question the 'need to worship'/God Monotheism/Polytheism as extant beyond planet Earth.

This difficulty is not easy to put into words, so please bear with me. But the problem as I see it is this: why would the emotional need to worship (to venerate, adore, assign worthiness [Old English: worth-ship ... to assign worthiness to something]) necessarily extend beyond human social boundaries?

Putting aside any concept of Christ, Judeo-Christianity, or even the early pagan Earth religions, why would one suppose the need to adore & venerate something or someone a staple, a commonplace practice of intelligent non-terrestrial cultures in the first place? I find this very suspect, if not disturbing.

Beyond the expression of thanks and gratitude to that which we feel lies beyond our understanding, it seems to me that the bottom line of actual worship is more of an act to supplicate, placate, to get-on-the-good-side of that which we fear can ultimately harm us. That which we feel powerless to. A very basic example would be when early man sacrificed his brethren to bring rain in times of drought, and so forth. Since man did not understand weather, drought, eclipses, flood, lightning, death and so on, he sought to control his destiny, his very survival, by the only means he had at his disposal - which was supplication. Sort of a primitive example of the 'Stockholm Syndrome' - which is the mind's way of safeguarding itself.

You get the idea. Now then. What is difficult to believe is that this need, this mentality, would be a universal trait (not that a few FrogGods make it so, but still...). Especially as this need to worship is reputedly being expressed by supposedly advanced, otherworldly creatures. And even more especially when their god/s are fully present in the visible, physical sense. Is this more of a social system than a spiritual one?

I think many of us realize that, were man the mature, rational and ethical being he is capable of actualizing, there would be no need for a 'control' system of any sort. Be it a military, political, social, spiritual or otherwise. We don't really need anyone to tell us it's wrong to kill, to do harm, to commit theft, to destroy, et al. We know these things. But because there exist unstable, unethical and self-centered individuals in our society, we deem it necessary to have these control checks in place. And because we recognize our lack, we also seek betterment, enlightenment some would term it, hope, protection and salvation from our flaws, thus the need for spiritual evolvement.

All this is commonsense and understood. But why should this social modus operandi be commonplace beyond our planet? Why would other species practice worship, or social hierarchies of any sort? Why would this be considered as common behavior among all sentient species? In fact, so much so do we take this commonality for granted, that we fervently concern ourselves with whether or not another non-terrestrial species would actually worship Christ! I think this mindset is patently ridiculous, and incredibly naive on man's part.

To show respect and appreciation, wonderment, curiosity and awe is not the same thing as abject worship. Surely any alien species reputedly so advanced, so technically savvy and lofty that they must lower themselves by resorting to abduction, to chastise humans and render advice, to caution us in all the areas they see man err, ... would have long ago ceased with the abject worship thing.

Furthermore, the God or Creator concept seems to imply a starting point, a linear beginning and end, all bound up in 'time'. And yet, CEEs have been informed on numerous occasions that time is really an illusion of consciousness ...

It just doesn't fit. It does not seem plausible that so many reported extraterrestrial encounters should include alien godheads. Unless, that is, abductees are being misled, misinformed or misunderstanding exactly what is meant by God - as referred to by these supposed aliens. Are they merely echoing our own expectations back at us? Or is there some confusion on the part of the ETs as to what we (man) actually mean when we refer to God with a capital G?

It's not so much that I think it silly should a Gray Alien or Frogman or intelligent Insectoid manifest intense respect for a higher being, but given that many of our alien abductors claim unearthly knowledge inclusive of time, space, creation and evolution renders the whole concept of 'worship' suspiciously out of context.

Which leads me to question the validity of such claims in the first place.
Any ideas?

Close Encounters of The Fourth Kind

2009-11-05T08:23:00.000-06:00

CLOSE ENCOUNTERS - ALIEN ABDUCTION
I guess it's a good thing, in as far as it goes, that the enigma of gray alien interface/abduction is a topic gaining interest with the mainstream public. Hence the blockbuster The Fourth Kind.

However, there are supposed truisms surrounding the public's notion of what constitutes an alien abduction that simply are not so - one of the biggest misconceptions being that encounters with the gray aliens (et al) are best (and typically) recalled under hypnosis.

As countless real-life close encounter experiencers (CEEs) will be the first to admit, the above is a fallacy. A misconception, and a rather unfortunate one, as it predisposes the public to suspicion and disbelief regarding the alien abduction scenario, due to the nature of hypnosis itself. These memories, we are told - are largely an attempt on the part of the subject to please the hypnotist, who then enters into an 'agreement', a mutual confabulation with his/her subject. Nothing is truly proven, no empirical evidence revealed to underpin the objective reality of these hypnotically retrieved memories. No matter how traumatic, no matter how 'revealing' these sessions turn out to be - they are nonetheless relegated to that fuzzy realm of imaginal, subjective experience. Nothing has 'actually' been substantiated.

And so the mainstream public, fascinated and curious though they may be, are left to debate, ridicule, dismiss, believe and so on, so forth amongst themselves, with never a consensus having been reached.

Now, as many actual CEEs know for themselves, the TRUE close encounter experience is not nearly as simplistic, nor cut and dried, as movies and fiction would have us believe. Furthermore, the majority of close encounter recall (be they screen memories or what have you) are not garnered via the aid (?) of hypnosis. These bizarre, puzzling, confounding memories typically surface via a 'trigger effect' ... in other words, something said, done, thought or experienced in one's objective day-to-day reality may suddenly, out of the clear blue sky, unexpectedly serve to trigger the memory of what, to all intent and purposes, smacks of an alien abduction/interface.

Emphatically now, while I realize it may be inescapable, I really and truly find issue with the rather juvenile conclusions we are given to consider for our intellectual pleasure. For example:
The Aliens are here to take over planet Earth (or the "us vs. them" scenario) ... which, believe me, should this mentality prevail (God forbid) - then we, as a people, are leaving ourselves wide open to all sorts of unethical and hidden manipulations by our OWN species. DO NOT BUY INTO THIS. Ever.

We are also given to believe: "Well, the world's governments have known about aliens for years. The reason they won't tell us is to prevent a panic. People can't handle knowing there are aliens coming to Earth, so they've decided to break it to us slowly, to get the public used to the idea. Take the broadcast 'War of the Worlds' and look at the panic it caused in 1938. That's when they decided not to tell us. It was an 'experiment' in human psychology, and we failed it. But disclosure's coming soon, mark my words."

Right. Well, guess what? While the above may be somewhat correct, panic is not really the issue. Now, I could be incredibly wrong here, but off the cuff - in my opinion - this is how I see matters as standing: The honest-to-goodness Gray Alien Close Encounter Experience does not present itself in a 'landing on the White House lawn type of way'. There is NO objective, singularity sense of individualism present in their species - at least not in the way WE (humans) mentally operate. They do not recognize or comprehend (fully) hierarchy on an individual level, it is truly 'alien' to their mental (and social) make up. (And for the record here ... Forget the idea of a hive/borg mentality as well. That is another inaccurate extreme best dispensed with for the time being) So ... there will be NO official meeting of worlds on the White House lawn.

If I am somewhat correct in my meanderings, I suspect TPTB know all of this. Or at least suspect as much. What must frustrate these upper echelons of power, is that this other species of intelligent life does not recognize nor understand the status quo as it exists on good ol' planet Earth (well, that's ONE point in the aliens' favor). Sigh.

Furthermore, it is only REASONABLE to expect that the Grays make contact in a manner similar to their own, natural social interactions within their species. Man operates, in a very basic way, the same no matter where or how he goes. The gray aliens likely do the same. Such interactions are 'business as usual/the norm' for them. They, the aliens (bless their little grey hearts) may see no inherent conundrum in how they approach mankind.

What, you may rightfully ask, is one to believe? Are there really aliens visiting planet Earth or not? Is is possible people are really being abducted, and if so why/what can be done about it? Is this a topic for serious consideration or simply ridicule?

Personally, I don't see the especial hurry nor need to align oneself with a belief in the first place. There is no urgency to pick sides, to align oneself with one camp or the other. This is not a World Series game, and we must rush to place our collective bets. And ultimately, no matter what we choose to believe, it will not change the reality of the situation one iota. In a situation like this, it may be best to resist the urge to choose a side and set up emotional camp. The only thing that matters, I suggest, is that one keep an open mind.

The world, the Universe and life itself, has many cards it's yet to play. I would suspect that close encounters and alien abductions may be just the tip of a future iceberg looming on our collective horizon. Read, if you will, some of my previous posts for a deeper look into the Gray Aliens and Close Encounter/Abduction enigma.

Things have just begun to get interesting ...

Who Owns Us - the Sapient Five ?

2009-11-03T07:29:00.000-06:00

Is Man an alien resource? A galactic property of absentee owners? Are we food for the Gods, loosh for the reptilians?

One must surely wonder.

There are those who would have it that in eons past, the known universe was parceled up and divided according to the needs of unknown beings whose presence we have only begun to suspect.

There are also those who question whether man himself is not a crop? A resource planted and shaped, hybrid and harvested as a soul or energetic source for the nourishment beings we cannot see nor hear.

For all man's magnificence, it must be admitted there is much we don't know. In the sense of universal time, it was only yesterday a primate species gained a foothold on our planet, and man discovered fire but a moment ago.

For all our gains and failures, for all man's arrogance and naivety, it is fairly likely that humankind is not the quite the master of his fate, irrespecting the intervention of Gods and Creators, those behind-the-scenes intelligences of whom many of us would demand an accounting from given but half a chance.

Sometimes all the melodrama and angst moves me to laugh, when I consider all the purported battle lines and warfare supposedly waged between the forces of Good and Evil, the sources of Light and Dark - all of which seems to (imagine that) revolve around man at its very center. This is where I have to suspect that Man, in all his childlike innocence, is not nearly the center of the universal world. Even though, exactly like children, we assume the Worlds to revolve around us.

We are ever so concerned with our place between these forces, and we desperately fear being manipulated by such. We are scared to death of aligning ourselves with the 'wrong' side, with the bad guys if you will, and bringing down pain & punishment upon our mortal heads. And since we know we don't know it all, and since we further know we are young and vulnerable, a species given to fear - then we must taint all else with fear, confusion and suspicion, because we cannot or will not move beyond our sense of self importance, the I of I.

[I have to say here, soapbox or no, that it is supremely ironic that a species (Man) who exhibits so little concern about the rights and well-being of lesser creatures, who routinely practices acts of horrendous cruelty against the fish, fowl and animals we 'share' this planet with, is the FIRST to protest the loudest when WE think our right-to-life, to safety, survival and comfort is threatened in any manner, shape or form by any other sentient species. Somehow we tend to suppose that the admonishments 'an eye for an eye' and 'as ye sow, so shall ye reap' pertains EXCLUSIVELY to our interactions with our fellow man.

Furthermore, I have reason to suspect, to believe if you will, that any TRULY enlightened or spiritual or more highly evolved, intelligent species would only assign to Man the level of compassion and right for respect that MAN assigns to lesser creatures. In other words, quid pro quo.]

Now, back to our owners: fairly unarguably, many of us today have a 'feel' that there are watchers beyond our immediate ken. There is ample speculation that intervention in man's affairs has occurred in the past, by angels or aliens, and will so occur again. That we will not be allowed to destroy ourselves, our planet, and so forth.

Religion and spirituality aside, why might this be so? In a nuts and bolts pragmatic sense, why should anyone or anything beyond our immediate galaxy really give a d**n what humans do or how we conduct the affairs of planet Earth? What would an outsider's vested interest consist of, we wonder? What, outside of a stage drama for Good vs. Evil, might justify the time, energy and investment for such an otherworldly concern?

Are we pets?

We laugh at such a crazy thing, but better minds than mine have posed these questions. The pragmatic why (let alone the 'how') of this watching, this intervention from somebody, somewhere that we can sometimes sense, sometimes experience, but only rarely hope to comprehend, and then only within the parameters of human comprehension.

Where do the three strangers, on a lonely road miles from nowhere, who happen to appear to rescue the stranded motorist, the accident victim, the man struck by lightning who saw his visitors control, reduce and then eventually absorb the lightning that melted the control tower equipment mere inches from where he sat ... where DO these beings come from, where do they go, and most importantly, how are they alerted/informed of such human mishaps and how is it that they do what they seem to do?

We may call them angels, Light Beings, spirits or aliens. But what are we to them?

We have all 'felt' things, often things we hesitate to mention for fear of ridicule or disbelief from others whose opinions we value. Many of us concoct or embrace belief systems to better grapple with these feelings, and for edification and understanding.

I have 'felt' that there may exist a level of intelligent beings whom, in order to avoid any belief system overlays, I like to refer to as the Sapient5 (Five). Sapient meaning intelligent, and the number 5 giving reference to an understanding, an ability to navigate space/time beyond the standard 4 dimensions with which man is currently acquainted.

This is not an unreasonable label.

This level of entity that I am struggling to define is not one with which we can demand an audience with any time we please, at the time of our choosing. Robert Monroe mentioned the same in his memoirs (albeit he referred to these beings via a different label, I think he, too, struggled to describe, to define the same entities I here refer to now). Monroe was adamant that these beings chose to manifest at their discretion, not ours. Where are they, I ask, as others have also asked, demanded and pleaded, during times of horrific suffering, unbearable need?

Do our owners, overseers, watchers, guardians view life through a different perspective than man's? They must, otherwise it's just a hit and miss happenstance when they intervene at all.

Or is there a basic guideline, a manual or concrete circumstance that specifies when and if such interference/manifestation be justified, and/or permitted. Why does man appear to rescue some creatures and not others? Time, place, opportunity and private agenda would be our points of determination, but what of the Sapient Five? What is the criteria, or whim, under which they choose to act? And has anyone seriously, methodically tried to figure this one out?

Better yet, CAN we demand an audience with these entities, to be heard and answered - if only we had the tools and know-how? Or if we understood the criteria and what justifies an answer. Unless, of course, justification has no bearing whatsoever. Which brings us back to happenstance ...

If man is mere property, then how is our value discerned? Are we an investment for someone's future, or do we produce in our current state. If we are a resource, what is the desirable commodity? And where/how is the supply and demand? If we are a pet, a curiosity, or a species to be 'preserved', then what is the worth/value prized?

We need to think beyond what humankind reaps from such contact or control, and speculate on what someone else might so derive.

While we, man, like to think in terms of love and compassion ... and we like to assume that such angelic or alien or Sapient Five intervention in our affairs stems from a sense of compassion, then how could it be that such a species of entities, capable of rendering relief, would so often refrain from intervening in far, far worse instances of suffering than that of a mere flat tire, or one man's lightning strike, etc. On the surface, such random and casual aid seems extremely nonsensical or haphazard at best.

Zombies, Vampires, Werewolves, Aliens

2009-10-26T09:18:00.000-05:00

IF YOU COULD HAVE AN HONEST TO GOODNESS PARANORMAL EXPERIENCE OF YOUR VERY OWN CHOOSING - WHAT WOULD YOU MOST PREFER TO ENCOUNTER?

Would you want to go face to face with a Vampire (forget the goth drama, we're talking about the real, right thing here) hovering at your throat ...

Would you want to awaken in the middle of the night to a spindly, Gray Alien tugging you from the warm, security of your bed ...

Would you want to encounter the lurching, mindless Zombie in the backwoods of a forgotten and abandoned cemetery ...

Would you want to stumble across a genuine witch (of the nefarious variety, of course) complete with broom, familiar and magic spells ...

Would you want to experience a sudden, first-hand view of the transformation from man to wolf, with no weapon to protect you ...

Would you want to experience the hair-raising spectacle of a night spent alone in a rotting mansion populated with the ghosts of the dead...

Or would you choose to encounter something so eerie, so creepy and mind blowing, something no one EXCEPT you in the entire history of mankind has ever, ever previously experienced ... ?

What trips your trigger and why?

Alien Experiences and Belief Systems

2009-10-26T07:15:00.000-05:00

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS? ...

Life's a funny thing and I just have to post this mini-rant: Glancing at the title of another post I am concurrently writing - gray aliens and cats, it occurs to me that only those readers who are familiar with my way of thinking, by having read numerous previous posts, will understand where I am coming from and how I conjecture. And here I should add my family and close friends, as well.

Superficially, it sounds as though I have jumped on the Grays Aliens Abduction bandwagon and believe all manner of far out things, a real nut job to the uninitiated.

Oddly, nothing could be further from the truth. I don't especially believe in anything, you know. Not really. Belief's a waste of time, in my book. I've had some very weird experiences, and have been privy to those of others, and I am merely curious to understand these things. I despise labels, and out-of-hand rhetoric. Additionally, I don't want one more quasi-religious or metaphysical dogma to hang my hat on. If anything, I've become more skeptical, more critical in my thinking as time goes on.

I believe, (and this is where it truly stops and starts), that there exists a large something that we little monkeys have yet to understand. And, insofar as I am limited by words/language to investigate/dissect and ultimately describe this something, it is easy to be misunderstood.

Throughout man's unfortunate history, people have suffered, sacrificed and DIED for beliefs - be they of the religious, political, scientific or social variety. What a God awful waste of life, of time, of learning. And I refuse to be part of it.

I don't care who you are or what you believe, you are logically in error purely because you do not, cannot know everything, because you don't have all the information and knowledge upon which to base your belief system. The same goes for moi.

I read a rather interesting little line, a remark attributed to an extraterrestrial that went something like this, "Believe only in what you, yourself, can take apart and put back together". Good advice, in my opinion.

So no, I don't believe in labels. Not really. Not in demi-gods and demons, aliens and entities per se. I do believe in a Source I cannot define, in a larger picture I can't yet see. Or fully understand.

To conclude this mini-rant of a post, if we must believe in something (and many of us MUST in order to justify the world we find ourselves in) ... let's try believing in each other a little more. The 'do no harm' type of thing. Let's believe in our capacity to think, to love, to lend succor and show compassion. We don't need an alien encounter to boost our sense of self-importance, to be told we 'are special and have been chosen'. We don't need an angelic manifestation to confirm our right to be loved. These things are magnificent mysteries, but let's not NEED them quite so much. Let's grow up, shall we?

I think we need to ditch the labels, and show more discernment per belief systems. Be grateful and show thanks where thanks is due, and assume personal responsibility for your thoughts and deeds. Whether your encounter is of the angelic or alien variety, don't fall prey to emotional neediness. Children may do so, but we adults know better. Nothing in this world is either BLACK OR WHITE.

Only shades of Gray ...

Gray Aliens and Cats: Screen Memories

2009-10-26T06:42:00.000-05:00

How many of you suspect that encountering cats in your dreams are cover memories of Gray Alien interfaces? I know I'm not the first person to wonder such ...

Owls, bats, deer and cats seem to be the most commonly suspected screen memories. To this I emphatically add bugs such as bees, wasps, and the notorious praying mantis. Sounds crazy, right? Is it the relationship to the eyes, I wonder ... (long suffering sigh inserted here).

Granted, besides the eye thing, the only other common denomination that comes to my mind is the nocturnal angle - but that doesn't hold true for the deer. And when bugs are tossed into the gray alien brew, what are we to make of that?

Nocturnal, immensely eyed, fast, rapid all come to mind.

And our minds must select these screens for a reason. Remember, we can blame aliens all we want for supposedly enforced screen memories, but it is our BRAIN that selects what we see. We, the you and I of the matter, do NOT. If you don't believe me, do a little research on the eye-brain connection. The images we see are already decided upon before we get to actually 'see' them.

So. Nothing like being the slow man in the race. And, more importantly, the main gist of the matter is that we cannot completely trust the images we see to be factual representations of reality, awake OR asleep.

Then how can we ever hope to fully know what is what?

Beats the heck outta me.

The only idea I have, is per what I do (obviously) ... which is to look for common denominators and dissect experiences under the microscope of critical thinking. Too bad critical thinking is not a hallmark feature of the Close Encounter experience.

Ditto on the sigh. And back to cats in dreams: now, I do know from a few of my dreams as well as those of others, sometimes these cats will be duplicates of our own pet (e.g. In your dream you may realize that these images only look like your pet. You might come to this awareness on your own, by viewing your original cat elsewhere in the dream. There will be multiple versions present, and this illogical multiplicitude can be enough to stimulate your critical faculties).

One individual was led by multiple images of his cat to a spaceship waiting in a darkened cornfield. Another person experienced his cat staring intently in his eyes, looming closer and closer in a seeming attempt to merge with his dreaming consciousness. The later close encounter experience further revealed an additional attempt to 'trick' the observer into 'following' his pet. The nightmarish, confusing and illogical stage alerted the experiencer into a greater left-brain state of questioning the images he was given to see, which resulted in a 'morphing' (so to speak) of his pet into a type of fast moving, bug-eyed, pale and diminutive being who was trying to lead him out of his home.

I know in one particular dream of mine, I was desperately trying to find and rescue my beloved dog. This search and rescue took place in a surreal circus-styled environment. Finally, out of sheer frustration and (amazingly enough) left-brain disbelief, I asked persons unseen, "are you making me see these images of my dog?" - to which I was given an affirmative response (I think it important to add here that there was no apparent covert intention to deceive on the part of these unknown orchestrators. It was just 'the way things were').

So do make the effort, should you have the time and ability to recall the minutia of your dreams, to take especial note of any absurdities or potential screen images. Look beneath the surface. Close encounters and/or dreams are similar to an onion - many layered, closely condensed.

Always ask questions of the entities or puppet masters whenever possible.

Astral Travels 1

2009-10-20T08:09:00.000-05:00

My sleep last night was sketchy at best. I seemed to drift in and out of dreams, hovering on the edge of lucidity. Body at rest, mind awake. Somewhere in the night one of my two cats joined me in bed, claimed the pillow ... and I briefly spoke aloud, not to the pet, but in conjunction with a conversation I was having in my dreams. Thereafter my consciousness slid into the hypnopompic state, an oily, glassen stage on which the subjective and objective selves held hands and swirled in unchained harmony, a waltz of the mind unlike any other.

So. We know the labels, we're familiar with the logistics, the mechanics and clinical appraisals of dreams, imaginal states, lucid dreams, sleep paralysis, hypnogogic and hypnopompic. The hallucinations of mind, the firing of neuron transmitters, and those chemicals driving mental/physical activity. We are familiar with night terrors, the incubus and succubus, the 'old hag' syndrome. We understand the theory of archetypes and the collective/uncollective consciousness, ad nauseum.

Our doctors, psychologists, clinicians and research experts can near-duplicate the mysteries of an out of body experience (OBE), and would reduce the nature of consciousness to the mundane level of a cheeseburger given half a chance.

But I think thus: inasmuch as man can dissect the intricate workings of the brain, replicate the wave spectrum of a rainbow, or predictably measure the time it takes for a solar eruption to bombard the Earth's surface with simply gallons of pions ... does not reduce nor fully explain the majesty of the experience. We can explain these things, sometimes, and even go so far as to reasonably replicate, but what we cannot do is understand the why. HOW - we somewhat understand, but many 'whys' are yet a mystery.

With my mini-rant so expressed, I'd like to add that there remains far more we have yet to understand, to discover. And while our experts trip all over their PhD.s in an effort (and a valiant effort I must concur) to reduce every single thing to an irreducible, finite label ... we are rather missing the point in many cases, as well as falling prey to the allure of circular reasoning.

In essence, those who have experienced the profound and have danced in the halls of consciousness, know fully well that something beyond man's recognition beckons down the passageways of the mind. We've been there, we know. There is more, Horatio ...

So. While I really don't disparage the works of those who try to dissect and label the mysteries of the mind (and believe me, I am all for left-brain rational analysis - even though at this moment I sound just the opposite), neither do I think reductionism is the answer, either. There is a reason we do, think, feel and experience these byways of consciousness ... and the reason might not begin and end with matters of the material world.

We . Do. Not. Know. What. Lies. Beyond.

I am a very curious little monkey. I want to know. And I imagine I am not alone in this thirst for knowing. And my whole, entire point is that I think it fully as important to understand the message, rather than the just the envelope which houses it.

I am going to do my best, along with other gray alien and Sapient5 type postings (and whatever else happens to pop up on my mental doorstep), to keep a running diary of sorts for any dream, altered states of consciousness activity. I promise to keep any naughty dreams to myself (sorry, folks lol) (like I'm lucky enough to have any in the first place!).

For the interested, these posts will hence be labeled "Astral Travels" - because it summarizes the dream state as well as any other label ;)

10/21
It seemed that as soon as my head hit the pillow, the hypnogogics came on rather fast. On occasion I 'pray' (of a sort) prior to sleep, maybe I just think about God (whom I privately refer to as Source), or conduct my own little one-sided conversation with Him.

So, having gotten comfortable, no sooner had I began my prayer and thought Source, than I instantly had the bright, white light flash before my inner eye.

Still fully conscious, I wasn't as yet ready to slip into the hypnogogic state. I kept mentally pulling back and starting over. Every time I did, however, the white light was back. (I haven't had the vibrations for a while, which is unusual for me. They are nearly a constant feature of my pre-sleep state. Not sure what is different of late?)

Eventually there was no escaping the white light. I had the feeling it was 'up close and personal', and waiting for me. I'd give my eye teeth to know exactly what the White Light (in caps here) actually represents. Labels need not apply.

As an aside, most frequently the White Light appears in the left side of my mind's eye (forehead region). This particular time, it was head-on, directly bulls-eye center of the forehead.

Grays Aliens and Imagination for Contact

2009-10-19T04:06:00.000-05:00

Can we connect with the gray aliens, with reptilians, with humanoids unknown and unguessed at? Can we instigate contact with the angels, with the astral, with the unimaginable denizens undoubtedly teeming in vast numbers throughout the twisting, spiralling, expanding hallway of time and space?

It's 4:13 a.m., and I sit here in a quiet house, a darkened room where the monitor is the only semblance of connection between my subjective self and an objective world at large. The world I experience, in these tenuous moments before the sun quivers in early morning surprise, before dogs begin to bark, alarm clocks to ring, and life bustles into existence cloaked within the guise of sentience on a mission to the mundane ... the world I experience in this slice of infinite here and now is poised and waiting, empty yet expectant ... and I fill this space with thoughts uniquely my own, in the hopes of touching minds I will never meet.

What would it be like to arise unbeknownst in a place hidden and unacknowledged, to stretch my soul across miles unmeasurable and gamble on a turn of the dice that a connection might be made?

Would we know a success, discern an answer, or understand the nature of such a connection? And do we need the scientists, the Ufologists, the researchers, the experts, the enlightened, the saviors ... do we really need anyone but ourselves to show us the way ... ?

As the above may indicate, my ego awareness at this quiet moment is more reflective than usual. There is more of the prose than the practical. The scales of Osiris weigh heavily of the right brain, and my left brain obediently types as imagination directs:

" And when the eye opened and saw there were no limits, that all resided within the one, and the one became All That Was and Ever Shall Be, without end "

So I wonder and consider ... is imagination the key after all? Can we lay quietly supine, the world barred from our door with body at rest, mind relaxed, and stretch forth a single thought ... a single question ... an SOS of the soul ... and make that connection to another place, another mind. Without researchers and rockets, without mathematics or magic.

More importantly by far, can we also lay quiet, silently expectant in the hush of the forest ... and hear the tree fall, over mountains and valleys beyond, and know the tree for what it is? Have we missed the signal, the sign, the connection? Were we too busy, too loud, too distracted with the here and now to hear the pin drop? Were we too impatient to hush but a moment, with ears open/mouths closed?

Are you or I brave enough to extend a hand through the darkness, with no reassurance nor guarantee as to what might clasp it in the shadows? Will we imagine aliens, angels and demons from our own expectations, or will a true unknown shake our hand on the other side?

Imagine. Stretch. Call out. Hush...

Shake.

Gray Aliens UFO Disclosure

2009-10-19T00:45:00.000-05:00

For UFO researchers and Close Encounter Experiencers (CEEs) the most exciting promise in the field of Alien investigation is that of full, absolute, unadulterated government (or TPTB) disclosure regarding the alleged alien presence on this planet.

They, as well as the rest of us, long for the official stamp of acknowledgement slash approval. More importantly, we fervently believe most governments, especially those of us here in the United States think so, know simply gallons more about the UFO and Alien phenomena than what snippets have been disclosed (albeit reluctantly)under the rigorous application of the Freedom of Information Act.

What do they know? What have they kept hidden from the public? And when (not if) will they reveal the entirety of this information.

1) A possible when may be that time when our world is actually one single, cohesive entity - labeled by some as a New World Order. Should there come a time when all military, resource, technology, social, religious, territory and other disputes are no longer a decisive factor in the manic struggle for defense, when there are no lurking wolves outside the door - only then might officialdom feel secure enough to come clean.

2) When donkeys fly.

Uruguay, China, Canada, Brazil, France, the U.N., Peru, Japan, and God knows those others I've omitted here, have all contributed - in some fashion - to the noise being made about UFO disclosure. I have often wondered if this clamor for disclosure has more to do with the sharing of Earthly technology than for unearthly secrets.

I realize this sounds rather cynical of me, but there you have it. For, no matter what papers, military documents, pilots logs and so forth have thus far been released to the public ... we've yet to lay eyes on anything deserving of a definitive Ah Ha!

For the last two long, weary years (2007 looked so promising) - ufologists and enthusiasts alike have perched on the edge of their uncomfortable seats, wide-eyed and breathless, awaiting a Christmas that never seems to materialize.

Same ol', same ol'.

I'll believe it when I see it.

Synchronistic Verification? Patterns and Numbers

2009-10-18T03:44:00.000-05:00

How's THIS for synchronicity??? My last post, written approx. 1 day ago, revolved around the synchronicity of numbers, multiples of 1 such as 11:11, 2:22 and so forth. It was a rather long post and I essentially wrapped it up via mention (and recommendation) of Nassim Haramein's most excellent video which deals with creation, the Divine Number or Proportion 1.618 (or ratio) and the seemingly fractal nature of Universal growth and expansion.

I stated there appeared to perhaps exist a 'pattern' at work, one that is not generally recognized but nonetheless seems to be the organizing force behind existence.

So. This afternoon when I picked up my mail, included was a book - and inside the front cover a brief synopsis ... and can you guess what the thrust of this book was? Patterns and numbers. I kid you not. Not only had I recently won this book without being aware of what the subject matter actually consisted of in detail (the title was rather vague), but that it should come immediately on the heels of what I had just written was ... synchronistic.

How do you like them apples?

Was this a verification from someone or somewhere? Or just another one of those strange little quirks so easily dismissed? 11:11

I just glanced at the clock. 4:07 = 11. Of course it does. Sigh.

Okay, moving on. Last night I discussed the possible relevancy of multiplicity, and the subconscious part in same.

So let's go a little further this morning with a closer look at patterns. Now, it is a widely accepted notion that most of us, knowingly or not, tend to repeat patterns of behavior in our lives. The names, dates and places may change, but by and large the overall theme remains the same. This is easy to discern in your own life experience should you but take a quiet hour to reflect on your past history, and how certain situations and personalities affected you, and your reactions to same. We tend, over and over, to repeat.

We get locked into a certain pattern, one that is not easily broken.

Now, psychologists has long recognized this predilection. They endeavor to help people break out of destructive and so forth behavior patterns, primarily by alerting these persons to see for themselves and acknowledge the patterns they have fallen into. And no one can really point this out to an individual, as they often must recognize the pattern for themselves for there to be lasting change.

Most of us, however, are too distracted and otherwise busy with life to take such notice - at least without the help of a trained clinician.

But, the patterns of which I speak include the above, but are not limited to it. These are much larger structures which contain both the innocuous as well as the blatant. Like a fractal, these patterns spread out, growing and springing from one another, yet the basic equation remains the same.

The Universe, finite in colors of thread, nonetheless repeats these threads in endless, infinite tapestries. We exist in a tapestry (so to speak) (at 4 in the morning this is the best analogy I can come up with).

Is there a way, I wonder, to break OUT of the tapestry one finds oneself in? Which can be changed, the colors of thread (can they be added to or subtracted from?) OR can the pattern/the weave of the tapestry be altered?

"They" say a leopard cannot change its spots.

Still, I have to again wonder if that truism holds water. Is there a way, should one so desire, to actually test the Universe?

What would happen, on both the causal and acausal level, if I chose to suddenly take a different route to work each day (being careful not to fall into a merely different pattern of behavior). Or ate different food. Or laughed when normally I would have cried? Would synchronicity remain, or have to re-establish itself accordingly?

The problem I see is this (at 4:33 a.m. ... so I could be wrong ha!): IF the only known absolute 'random' is Pi 3.14, then would I in some way have to physically manifest Pi (by behavior? thought? My God ... how WOULD a person do this?) in order to shake out of this particular fractal pattern/existence/universe/dimension and enter another tapestry? Really, I'm quite curious here. Could it be done in the first place, and what, if anything, would result.

Better minds than my own have no doubt considered what I'm struggling to propose, and if anyone could or has succeeded, how would we (in THIS fractal here) ever know? And, equally compelling, has anyone ever accidentally contrived to break the fractal? Are there forces/vortexes (pick your label) where such a random break can occur? And has this been the accidental experience of some of our 'missing persons'?

I know, it's a devilishly convoluted idea to wrap one's mind around. But what, after all, is a probability when broken down to brass tacks?

If anyone reading this post has any exciting ideas, or just meat to throw on the table, please drop a comment. I'd love to hear what you have to say.

Multiple Numbers 11:11 and Synchronicity

2009-10-16T04:32:00.000-05:00

What does it mean to be frequently beset by the appearance of multiple numbers in one's daily life? 11:11, 2:22, 12:12, 111, 3:33 may be the sets most frequently seen/reported. From clocks & watches, register receipts to license plates, from the synchronistic acausal event to the mundane causal happenstance, multiples of numbers are being experienced (or at least remarked upon) by a surprisingly large segment of the populace.

Interestingly enough, sequential sets are gaining attention/frequency of notice as well: 12:34 perhaps the most notable example of sequential synchronicity.

Again, what does this mean?*** If indeed, there exist any meaning to be had. While each personality plagued by multiplicities will seek or deduce his own meaning, viewpoint/belief - we have to ask is there any universal conclusion to explain this bizarre coincidence.

As I've already mentioned in previous posts, what strikes me right off is the rather obvious duplication of a single digit. E.g. multiples of one, which, in paranormal consideration - could very well be interpreted as multiples of ONE, or the I Am. Multiples of self, the universe, and so on. A great awakening to the multiplicitude of one's being. Rather esoteric, but consciousness most certainly displays the ability to duplicate/divide itself. We experience this ability in dreams.

But, and here's where I ask the reader to please stay with me on this and try to follow the delicate web of consciousness itself, because it's not a linear explanation ... (go figure): Time, according to Einstein and many others (despite the supposed forward arrow of Universal time), is largely relevant to the individual consciousness (self). And, despite all debate and barring future revelations, as matters seem to indicate at this point in our understanding ... man's subconscious appears to have the ability to work outside of time - in ways that our waking, ego consciousness does not. You and I are linear, but other parts of our brain/mind connection is not. Thus, (and this is crucial to wrap your mind around this concept), what APPEARS to be ACAUSAL is actually NOT, because the deeper, occult workings of one's subconscious supplies the linkage - thus rendering these synchronicities CAUSAL EVENTS.

Are you following me? A part of what makes up the human mind works outside of time, and has the ability to put us in the right place (or wrong), right time, get our attention, place things in front of us, and otherwise manipulate our waking ego (this ego/self that we ASSUME to be the master of our Self Ship) for purposes not always readily clear. Sometimes this other self, part or subconscious seems to do so merely for the purpose of announcing its presence, and other times it seems to do so for matters of safety, self-preservation of the entire human organism (e.g. a bad feeling about taking the bus that may end up crashing) and other signposts brought to our ego/waking attention.

Synchronicity is an excellent signpost, and, to the ego, comes across more like a stick up side the head instead of a gentle nudge. According to Jane Robert's famous SETH ( to paraphrase) ... SELF has the ability to surprise self!

Additionally, having paid extreme close attention, I, too have experienced this stick up side my waking skull, and after about the zillionth time began to learn how to interpret the whys and wherefores of synchronicity. It takes a lot of time, and a willingness to get past the theatrics. While it may seem very confounding, and exciting, to see 222 all over the place, then read how this is a mystical number and how YOU are on the verge of yada yada ... there is a tendency to feed on the thrill, the mystery and then lose interest as the ego seeks other distractions. (I have to say this ... maybe it's the caffeine or the fact that my sleep is off kilter so I'm awake now and writing this post in the wee hours of morn, BUT ... sometimes I really sympathize with the subconscious! Trying to keep the waking ego on track must be similar to trying to keep a toddler's sticky fingers off the furniture. No wonder we get the stick up side the head now and then!).

So, when you realize that the subconscious CAN set the stage so where you are exactly in the right place, at the right time, to where you hear the word DOG on the radio then suddenly there appears a car directly in front of you with the word DOGS99 on the license plate, this is a causal event with the connection that of your subconscious mind to your waking ego experience. Instead of a linear mystery, think of it in terms of pieces laid out on a chess board. Some can move sideways, forward, diagonal (btw - diagonal time is fascinating!) as well as backwards.

Again, SO. Here we are left with the vital crux of the matter ... With the subconscious pulling the strings behind our waking consciousness experience, what is the MEANING? For what reason would the subconscious have to do so? And, secondly, WHAT ARE THE MECHANICS which allow the subconscious to pull this off? Why and How are the important questions.

1) Why? Okay, I imagine there are many diverse reasons for this. Some of which I've already mentioned above. To garner the ego's attention, to warn, to caution, to give the heads up, maybe just to say hello. Imagine the frustration the subconscious may experience as it is eternally (not really --- see after death) consigned the position of backseat driver. Therefore, I imagine the WHYS are multifold.

The easiest way to know, I would say, would simply be to relax, chill out, and ASK one's subconscious. Then pay attention for forthcoming answers. And - importantly - realize that one's subconscious tends to rely on metaphor and symbology. NOT ALWAYS, THOUGH. [Not to muddy the waters unnecessarily, but that is where things really get interesting. Whole 'nother topic. Sigh. Well, Rome wasn't built in a day ... here's where I take another slug of caffeine and light ONE more cigarette. No wonder my sleep's screwy]

2. How? Frankly, I don't have a clue.
Well, actually I do. I hate to speculate and go off on another tangent (God Forbid the paranormal be neat & tidy). But it may have to do with the theory that what man actually experiences as his neat, tidy (we wish!), linear existence is no more than a type of holographic mental construction. Or at least that's how our ego, the YOU AND I, experience life. You know, it's barely been one hundred YEARS since Freud discovered the existence OF the subconscious. I am sure there are greater and deeper facets yet to be found. Psychology and Psychiatry are really still 'infant' sciences.

Interestingly enough (VERY!!!), is that beyond the Holographic notion of reality, is a rather more complex and potentially viable theory that reality, God, nature, the multiverse, etc. works in a fractal, Mandelbrot fashion. The divine number 1.618 spiralling rotation of extended growth. Just think Spiral 1.618, to simplify your understanding. There's simply tons more to it than the above few lines, so look it up. Check out the video by Nassim Harameih. Incredible, the guy's a genius in his own right! It's 8 hours long, but don't let that stop you. Worth every second, plus he is quite personable and makes the science reasonably easy to follow. So do check it out.

Now, back to where I was ... it would rationally seem that some facet of our mind/brain connection - which we've labeled here the subconscious, has this ability to skip around time/reality. This ability, as experienced throughout mankind's history, must not be anything really extraordinary, but rather a commonplace mechanism that, in our busy waking world, we either don't understand or have lost touch with. I also, personally, assume this ability harkens eons past as part of the bicameral mind of our early ancestors, and aided in man's ability to survive. Along the lines of instinct/precognition - before we were able to predict future events based on past experience.

BUT, with the ego's continued unfoldment and development, strengthening as it were, this part of our biological heritage (or even a semi-separate self within self), keeps getting pushed further and further away into the closet or back burner of our brain/mind. Perhaps the multiplicities are a cry for attention? Think about it. Sort of a "Hey, I'm here, noodle head. Quit ignoring me! You have MORE than one 'self' on board the boat" ...

11:11 Multiples of ONE.
12:12 or 12:21 Mirrors of ONE.
12:34 Linear, waking EGO of ONE.
2:22 Two on board.
3:33 One divided, or again - Multiplicities of ONE

You know, when you are just sitting somewhere, relaxed, reading a book or watching a television program, and you find your attention nudged and you JUST HAPPEN to glance at the clock on the cable box only to see 11:11, YOU know that YOU did not purposefully look over there JUST in 'time' to see that.

You are correct, YOU, the ego, did not. But ONE did.
And sometimes there is no huge mystery to be found, to deeper, hidden meaning. Sometimes it is just a 'hello. 'watcha doing' kind of thing.

But when you plant flowers, two years in a row, using dozens and dozens of seeds (two separate plantings) and BOTH seasons EXACTLY 11 plants survive...

When you drive down your street to find EXACTLY 11 dollars (a ten and a one) blowing down the road ...

When you finally open your sealed birth certificate to discover you are the ELEVENTH child out of seventeen ...

Seemingly ACAUSAL, but is it really????
*** Jung developed quite a platform for thought regarding synchronistic events. I don't' think he was dead on right - (or fell short of his theory's potential) - still, worth reading about IMHO.

How to REALLY Communicate with The Gray Aliens

2009-10-14T00:40:00.000-05:00

Alien Communications - An Alternative Look

This evening I spent a few hours surfing around the Internet, reading the various threads on paranormal subjects, aliens, ghosts and the like. Over and over I encountered posts by the confused, the frightened, the alien abductees who struggled to make sense out of what was, to their literal minds, interfaces with the unknown visitors - often in the guise of the Gray Alien species or similar ETs.

Typically, common consensus resolved the issue whereby either 1) the close encounter experiencer [CEE] had mistaken dreams and/or sleep paralysis/hypnogic hallucinations for an actual objective event OR 2) the CEE had been physically whisked away and subjected to confounding, often traumatic medical examinations by an enigmatic, unfeeling and uncommunicative Gray Alien with his entourage of diminutive assistants.

While the following is only my humble, honest opinion based on personal experience, study, rational deduction, further study! and private introspection, I nonetheless present my opinion and suggest it be fully considered without bias: Interfaces with what are labeled The Gray Aliens are NOT literal, left brain experiences. These experiences should not, must not be confused with the mechanics of everyday waking (beta) consciousness.

Furthermore - (please pay close attention as this is important to grasp): While these interfaces may also appear to exist only as subjective experiences as fashioned by the workings of the subconscious and thus of no objective value, that is a mistaken conclusion insofar as it goes ... because the objective reality of those we term The Grays interacts with mankind on a subjective level.

While the Gray Alien phenomena is pervasive, widespread and (I believe) the manifestation of an objective species, communication between man and Grays takes place on a subjective playing field (the alpha state of consciousness). Which explains the dichotomy, the confusion surrounding the validity of the Close Encounter Experience.

It is NOT either a subjective, nor an objective experience. It is both.

Additionally, this interface should not be swept under the rug and stored away with quasi-psychological/metaphysical nonsense labels such as the collective consciousness, subjectively real, archetypes, et al.

For reasons not yet understood, I suggest that what the alien abductee may actually be experiencing (subject to memory recall, of course) is communication via metaphor, imagery, charades, stage play ... and so forth. THOSE are the means by which the human subconscious conveys information and stores memory. By association. The subconscious is (verbally) mute, and must relay information via a series of images. The subconscious will often use images of nouns to convey verbs/action/meaning ... and it is worth nothing there are more than 150 nouns that may also serve as verbs.

And the process of communication becomes ever more tangled when, during an interface/charade, the CEE finds his awareness/consciousness smack dab in the center of this (seemingly) 3-D 'play', yet does not realize the play for what it is. Furthermore, man's subconscious ability for stigmata [if you don't know, look it up ... it's getting late and I'm tired ha!] again complicates the issue by occasionally physically manifesting the marks of an abduction on his erstwhile flesh, usually in direct proportion to the impression the alien interface has made upon him emotionally (Religious stigmata would be a good example of this. Nothing spooky or weird about it, just something Man can do that should be given far more credence and study than is currently allotted. The Placebo Effect is a stellar example of this).

Therefore, what I gently suggest, is for those individuals either desiring or currently experiencing what they sincerely believe to be contact/alien abduction by the Grays, to learn how the hypnogogic and hypnopompic state works, to strive for awareness during this state, to hold onto and maintain this tenuous thread of consciousness ... AND, having done so, to attempt initial or reciprocal communication via images/metaphor/charades. Log any and all results.

All this, of necessity, is only valid under the supposition that the Gray Aliens are objective (in some fashion) to man's creaturehood. Naturally, this may not be the case. But understanding will not be accomplished, one way or the other, as long as we continue to run around the flagpole chasing our own tails. There needs to be a starting point, somewhere ... a road with an end in sight.

On a related note, I'd like to also add that while UFOs are an amazing field of study, I don't see that UFOs necessarily have much of anything to do with The Gray Aliens. Not with today's (or 1960's for that matter) preponderance of government, military experimental aerial vehicles. It would be akin to attempting to find a needle in a haystack to separate the two, and possibly a large waste of time and effort.

Whether or not an extraterrestrial flying object has crashed/landed/visited Earth, is nearly beyond the point as matters now stand. There is simply too much background military 'noise' to be able to distinguish the genuine article from the other. Thus, I prefer to focus my attention on the loci of the alien phenomenon itself, basically for the above reason.

Better, I think, to work first from one premise to the logical end, at least as far as one may travel. Then, should that road lead to nowhere, start at the beginning again but with an entirely NEW** supposition. It's the only way to get anywhere. Which is why this blog, to the present, has primarily focused on the PREMISE that there is an objective reality to the gray alien phenomenon. This isn't to say that this particular road will lead anywhere.

But, should the road lead to a valid 'somewhere', then let's by all means explore it for all it's worth.

With that said, I go back to suggesting that all dream/hypnotic/trance/recalled close encounters be re-evaluated with the greatest attention given to detail, to images, to verbs in the guise of nouns, to the fascinating possibility of an actual dialogue/information/communication couched inside a stage play.

As disconcerting (to put it mildly) one may find the memory of being strapped to a gurney while gray aliens extract a hybrid fetus, one should (at least for this experiment) disregard any associated emotional trauma (after all, the play sure felt and appeared mighty real), and concentrate on finding possible translations for the images as experienced.

A quick example before I call it a night ...
If I needed to pictorially convey the idea that I was examining a stranger (looking them over, trying to understand them, getting to know them and familiarize myself with them), I would convey the image of myself PHYSICALLY examining them via the commonplace image of a doctor's office/surgery (examine). This image would (hopefully) convey the idea at hand. Sadly, I think we misconstrue and distort the original message when these images are taken in a literal, left-brained, beta waking conscious sense. See what I mean? It's worth a shot, anyway.

**I have fair reason to suspect there may exist, in ways humanly impossible to fully comprehend, a 'hierachy' of vastly intelligent, sentient, complex beings whose presence we are scarcely aware of. This statement does not imply any belief in a 'great galatic brotherhood' by any means. God knows, if there actually was such a thing, mankind would either try to worship it, conquer it, buy it or serve it inside a hamburger bun. Anyway, as a vast aside and a rather large extension to the Gray Alien enigma, I'm sincerely more fascinated by the aforementioned hierachy, or however one might describe it, which I've temporarily dubbed the Sentient5 for lack of anything better. We'll see where that road goes ...

11:11 and the Famous Zombie Word Alert

2009-09-14T09:50:00.000-05:00

The 11:11 synchronicity is simply maddening, and seems to be on the upswing. Most of you reading this will know what I'm talking about. You see eleven or multiples thereof EVERY where. From clocks to license plates to house numbers and on and on. Is this a mind trick, a gateway to soul enlightenment, a glitch in the matrix, an alien reminder or nothing more than mere coincidence?

I'm not sure if we notice it because we've noticed it, to notice it further, gaining exponentially like a snowball rolling down a mountainside.

In paranormal parlance, we call this phenomenon The Awakening. The awareness of ONE - the I AM. Multiples of ONE. The great division of consciousness, of conscious awareness. The ability to see one's reflection in the higher hall of mirrors a/k/a The Mirror Effect.

Again, the 11:11 synchronicity can be quite maddening when it hits hard. We grimace, mutter something about coincidence and wander off to other distractions.

And every guru, every armchair expert (with the exception of Moi), has his irrefutable and oft long-winded explanation for the 11:11 experience. I guess I'm still a noobie.

I have no hard explanation, really (not yet, anyway lol). I can't claim verifiable contact with The Galactic Brotherhood or secreted information gleaned from the crumbling tomes of Illuminati grimoires. That would be too easy ... sigh.

But yesterday was a day fraught with elevens. To the point of redundancy: I am the 11Th of seventeen siblings. I am introduced to a man who is the 11Th of twelve. Later, stopped at a house (number 713 = 11, apartment sign read 713 - 317 = 11:11 mirrored) on a separate errand, met another stranger, an incredibly talented artist who lived there. Stranger's artwork he happened to have laying about the garage depicted the ascension of Chakra energy vortexes, their mirrored counterparts and all within the framework of what he dubbed 11:11 zero point. (My God! I had no idea this person had the slightest interest in the paranormal. We were simply visiting a yard sale in a different town. Sheesh.) Two cans of paint in the back of our vehicle were lot number 11 (two cans - two elevens). Get home in the afternoon, glance at clock - 1:11.
I know I'm forgetting further incidents, but so what. You get the idea.

I've written about the 11:11 thing before, the post is around here somewhere (gotta start learning how to embed those stupid link thingies! arrgh) - where I mentioned many, many of the incredibly bizarre 11:11 synchronicites that occurred when first I dipped my curious monkey toe into the occult waters. But this 11:11 thing doesn't seem to be limited to deliberate paranormal excursions, although maybe the later interest tends to exacerbate the awareness of such.

If I have to conclude with anything, I am guessing super synchronicities - such as 11:11 - may truly be one of the major ways that the Satient5 program reveals itself, like a glitch in the software. That's the theory I'm going with today.

Tomorrow, who knows? Because each day reveals another paradox.

Right now, I have hungry cats and zombie squirrels** to go feed, lest they attack under cover of night.

** Zombie Word Alert: Just a matter of time...

Soul & Alien technology - IMPORTANT PLEASE READ, and the Famous Zombie Word Alert

2009-09-04T02:15:00.000-05:00

INTRODUCING THE SATIENT5
THE S5 AND WHAT THEY DO:

I don't know how many of my readers are familiar with Michael Newton's two incredible books Journey of Souls and Destiny of Souls, but some of the accounts as given by several of his hypnotically regressed subjects got me to thinking.

To preface in summation, these accounts revolve around the hypnotically retrieved memories of what souls experience between lives. This includes soul group trainings, counseling, recreation, vocations, and so forth. Particularly intriguing are the reports of preparation for upcoming lives and body choices, time-line selection, trial runs and much more. These last few are the accounts that prompted a great deal of puzzling** on my part, fascinating as I found them to be.

As an example, picture the following scenario: You, as a human soul, have finished (died) a life experience, and return to the Spirit World. After much time/study, it is suggested to you - or you feel the time is right - to choose a body for your next incarnation. You and your guide discuss those situations in which you need to gain further understanding and self improvement (e.g. overcoming feelings of rejection and low self esteem). You agree the time has come to be 'tested' once more. Your guide accompanies you to the area of body selection. (Here's where the paradoxes arise, if one really picks this process apart!)

So. You find yourself in a panoramic holographic setting with, typically, no more than three different bodies to choose from. These bodies are what the time line masters and your guide have narrowed down the possibilities to, as deemed to be most fitting to suit your soul-educational needs. Most souls state three choices are ample and do not feel they are being short-changed in any fashion.

You may then try on and 'sample' any or all of the three choices, and you find yourself 'enmeshed' inside this body choice - breathing, living, tasting, feeling, (and aware of the body's THOUGHTS) - as a sort of trial run, and all within this incredibly high-tech holographic stage. When you do decide on which body/life feels right, it's considered a 'go' and then the process of immersion/reincarnation/energy entrapment begins in earnest, rather like starting a computer simulation from which there is no backing out. You have just pushed off from the very top of the energetic 'water slide' and now the process takes over. It's a done deal. And so we find ourselves, once again, fully encamped within yet another human body as a sort of energetic invader, until we blend our soul identity with that of our human host - and another being has joined the Human Race. This is the school, the training ground for souls. Earth is but one of many classrooms.

Okay, then. This is where it gets important, so please stay with me:

While we are so used to the term soul, and rather jaded to the concept of karma, reincarnation - I think that, what with all these trees in the way, we are missing the point of the forest, or simply not seeing what I've come to wonder is perhaps the actual thrust of what is going on and why. So I want to toss mysticism, religion, superstition and the rest right out the window and take a good hard look at this body selection process and what it must actually imply.

How is it then, that these sentient energetic beings (let's call them S5 for Satient5 - an unknown non-human/Earth generated intelligence) are able to reconstruct or fashion such a process in the first place? What does it imply if the S5 can access, from given points on Earth's time line of progressive history, a particular body choice - let alone implant a host consciousness? And do not forget ... the soul or implanted consciousness, is NOT given full awareness of events destined to befall this body choice. That is part of the training, after all. The surprise elements and how the soul will then learn to deal with the predilections of its host and said events.

As a hint of where this line of reasoning leads us ... consider the following as well: Souls have reported visiting other worlds. In one such 'visit', as part of a learning 'field trip', a group of soul students visited a lifeless planet, its previous inhabitants long dead/immigrated to other systems. Yet, despite the fact that this planet was no longer inhabited, the students were able to somehow access the record of the planet's inhabitants and see them as they once were, going about their daily business.

Now, unless my reasoning is flawed beyond redemption, all the above points undeniably towards a very nuts & bolts physical technology more so than a fuzzy, quasi - metaphysical state of harps 'n heaven.

It would seem that the S5 are able to access what was ONCE the history/events on Planet Earth and, accessing this, implant what we call our soul consciousness into a physical vehicle. This sounds, at the least, like future sci-fi technology and, at the most, technology that someone ELSE, if not our own future offspring, has developed and been using for a long, long time.

Additionally, the S5 KNOW what is to occur. They have stated that, while we should do our best within our body choice, all events and their outcome are KNOWN. That we are not to worry, all is okay and will be okay. The end results are ALREADY KNOWN.

Therefore, what I am suggesting with good reason, is that Earth and it's history, inhabitants, and future events is already a done deal. What WE are reincarnating into and experiencing in our 'daily' lives, is merely a holographic SIMULATION of past events - a computer program or recording of the highest calibre - (harken to the most recent theories in physics, if you will. Or take it upon yourself to do some research for further understanding in this area).

Imagine a 3-dimensional book, the characters and plots already written. But, you are able to recreate or construct a simulation of these characters and events, and insert your consciousness into the drama. No, you do not effect the ORIGINAL work, but you ARE able to play and learn within a duplicate of this story, with a creative free will. While in the ORIGINAL 'Gone With the Wind' Rhett leaves Scarlett with a "Frankly my dear, I don't give a d**n", in your simulated version you may, as Rhett, swallow your pride and give Scarlett yet another chance.

This is the free will component, the right to improvise.

However, in order to keep the story line as close to the original as possible ... to get the most soul learning and 'bang for the buck' out of the simulation, and to insure that your soul students take the teaching experience seriously ... you don't just 'plunk' them in their body choice, like a kid in a costume. You have to do so in such a way that they cannot realize this is but a play (albeit of the highest order), so you have to render their awareness fuzzy. The child on stage must really believe he is Caesar. The S5 must implant our consciousness in such a way that we cannot know the play isn't REAL.

We are expected to take matters seriously. We are expected to learn something of value.

And someone, the S5, have gone to a considerable amount of trouble to insure that we do. Hence, our awareness is stored deeply within the subconscious areas of the human brain (or something similar). This is the only way the reincarnation process can work. This is THE school of schools.

NEXT POST: The S5 Program itself, Earth's Original World.
are we merely being trained by Alien Beings, or are we the young of Aliens? And what happened to the Original Earth? Exactly where ARE we in 'time - history' ? Is death nothing more than exiting the simulation? What is the hard technology at hand? Who created this simulation? How did they do it?

AND ... can we 'force' this simulation to reveal itself for what it is?!!! Is synchronicity the key?

MOST IMPORTANTLY ... why the need for a simulation in the first place. Where is it that the learning is to be applied?

** Zombie Word Alert: It is a little known fact that, when fleeing a horde of brain hungry zombies, additional fleeing time may be bought by tossing out one or more interesting puzzles. Of particular interest to the zombies are those puzzles picturing kittens in a bed of flowers, kittens in bed with flowery sheets, and flowers in bed with kittens. Puzzles of 500 pieces or more are highly recommended, as zombies - while rather quick to put together the boarder, often have trouble filling in the center. This is generally attributed to a lack of dexterity in their rotting zombie fingers, although general stupidity should not be over ruled.

Dangerous Ghosts - Caution and Common Sense and The Famous Zombie Word Alert

2009-08-30T00:04:00.000-05:00

(Time once again to get serious, resume 'work' and lay further foundation for the next round of paranormal exploration - The Sapient5)

Make no mistake: Whatever, whoever or however ghosts may be, they are real, as such, and sometimes pose a danger to those who chance within their range of interface.

Beyond the mere creation of tulpas/energetic thought forms - ghosts, at least those possessed with a modicum of self awareness and freedom of action, may exhibit envy of the living, confusion as regards their etheric state, and a deeply egotistic need to re-establish their place within the material/physical world.

However, as evidenced by right-brained dominant dream behavior by those of us still 'living', many ghosts may have little to no control in the sense of rational, logical and deductive reasoning skills necessary to successfully 'cope' within their new found plane of existence. They are hampered by the right side of the mirror-state of consciousness, and may require weeks, months, years, eons to fully grasp the mechanics required to operate within the astral (for lack of a better term) realm. When we consider how difficult it is for most of us to conduct ourselves with any degree of logical, left-brained behavior within our nightly dreams, so may the same hold true for humanity's deceased.

This is more important than many of the living realize, for one day they, too, shall walk** within these same etheric shoes and face the same dilemma. It is crucial now, while we are yet alive, that we learn to successfully negotiate the darkened corridors of the mind, how to tame and harness our emotions, and how to correctly recognize/read the metaphoric language of the right brain hemisphere - for we will surely 'flip' sides of the consciousness coin once our last breath has expired. Reality, as experienced by man's current state of consciousness, operates as a mirror device. The yin/yang; the primal dichotomy; the indrawn and outdrawn breath of God.

So then, with a greater understanding of the mechanics of death, and where we will someday find ourselves, what is it that makes a ghost, shade, spook, potentially dangerous to the living? It is precisely this right brain dominated state of operation, for there is less the influence of left brain rationality imposed upon the ego.

Consider the near manic height, the extreme of emotion as occasionally experienced in dreams. If we were to exhibit this degree of raw emotional response on a daily, waking beta state - we would be delusional at best and psychotic at worst. Emotions - in the dream state - are of such an unshackled variety, so raw with anguish, the intensity so unbearable as to render our morning awakenings a relief, an escape if you will. Now imagine that this emotional extreme was your normal, everyday modus operandi ...

That, I believe, is the danger - the inherent difficulty - of interfacing with the Dead, at least some of them. For whatever reason, (aside from the energetic recordings/playbacks and other non-sentient 'ghostly' interfaces), many of humanity's dead simply cannot be properly reasoned with. Literally, they may have truly 'lost' their ability TO reason. They no longer have access to their left brain faculties.

For these beings, the mirror is reversed. What was left becomes right, and so forth.

The solution, if such can be said, would be to gently, persistently stimulate the left brain functions of the deceased, and downplay the sensationalistic, emotion-inducing tactics displayed by the naive, curiosity seeking ghost hunter. Simply put, do not add more fuel to the fire. Do not feed the right brain state of the ghost, keep one's own emotions under tight check, and remain cool/calm.

Personally, I cringe whenever I see or hear about someone taunting or engaging in otherwise provocative behavior when they are trying to 'flush out' a suspected ghost. Such behavior would be deemed disrespectful, rude and aggressive by any living individual, and certainly cannot be appreciated by those who are not. Because, whether living or dead, people are still people - let's remember that from now on.

A final word of caution: in my opinion, the height of folly and irresponsible behavior comes about when we prowl around in sanitariums, prisons, abandoned hospitals and such in our quest for ghosts. These souls were ill/unpredictable/dangerous when alive. Death, with its tendency to flip consciousness, may not have improved matters any.

A little common sense seems to be in order.

Updated 9/3/2009:

I realize that some of my readers may not have a full understanding regarding the mirror state of consciousness in specific, nor the mirror state of reality in general. In all seriousness, I cannot recommend enough that interested individuals (or those who suspect they may have experienced interfaces with the deceased) familiarize themselves with this phenomenon of consciousness.

A truly excellent book on the subject, one of the best known to me and far more elucidating than my postings could ever hope to be, is called The Lost Secret of Death by Peter Novak. In absolute honesty, if one could ever hope to attain a rock-bottom foundation on which to build a sincerely educated understanding of the paranormal field, Mr. Novak's book is a must-have starting point. (as a quick aside, please check out my list of recommended books - there are many worthwhile ones on this list)

Furthermore, should an interested reader wish to validate the mirror state (or Binary Soul Doctrine) for himself, it is a simple matter best accomplished by paying the closest of attentions to any and all details as remembered in one's dreams. Given sufficient recollection, one will then notice/remember many suggestions of 'reversal'. E.g. - if one is short and plump with black hair in 'waking life', one may see themselves as tall, thin and blonde. And so forth.

Whether or not this yin/yang mirror phenonema is indicative of the true workings of reality, or simply how man's consciousness experiences reality, is a matter of debate (and a subject of no little import, in my opinion). I could go on, but I'll save this one for later postings ~

** Zombie Word Alert: While most humans can easily discern in advance an approaching zombie by his stiff, erratic gate, and thus seek a proper zombie-reinforced shelter or simply run like heck, behavioral scientists have recently noted a rather unfortunate similarity between the 'zombie walk' and pop-music enthusiasts clumsy rendition of 'walk like an Egyptian' dance moves. This mis-identification has led to several avoidable mishaps with shotguns, and as such, has led to a bill currently under consideration in Congress to ban dances such as The Funky Chicken, Egyptian Dance, The Frug, The Swim, and may go so far as to include The Mosh. Please write your local congressperson to protect your rights to simulate the Undead, as proposed under Article 1221-457 of the Anti-Zombie Act of 1997. Thank you.

2012 Prophets and Warnings : The Psychic Material, and the Famous Zombie Word Alert

2009-08-28T23:23:00.000-05:00

December 21, 2012 :
Seth, Jane Roberts, Edgar Cayce - the psychics were right all along?

In the mid 1980's I happened to chance across my first real exposure to psychic and channeled material via the writings of Ruth** Montgomery. As unique and interesting as I found her books to be, nevertheless there sat a rather large grain of salt on my shoulder as I plowed through book after book. Walk-ins, reincarnation, aliens and angels ... interesting, but not necessarily believable. Where was the proof?

Then along came Shirley MacLaine. She, too, had plenty to say and was quite good at saying it. In fact, one of the most interesting (to me) tidbits I tripped across was a little reference she made in regard to her oversoul or higher self (the sum total of who and what we really are). This OverSoul she described as having an oriental flavor, and the more she elaborated on her impressions of he/she/it, the more I realized that what she described was what, I, too had come to encounter more and more frequently in my imaginative musings. In fact, if such a thing could be true, then (as the years rolled by and I made comparisons in retrospect) the being she hinted at was most definitely cut from the same cloth as my own ... as though they shared the same species' traits. Again, interesting for what it was worth. But her accounts of aliens, UFOs, ETs, etc etc ... another grain of salt was added.

By 1989 or very early in the 1990's I was led further afield (psychic matters have a very definite way of doing that - leading the curious forward like stones in a pond) into the accounts of Edgar Cayce, which were not as easily understood/translatable as the other psychics' material. (Thank God I had not first started with the Seth Material).

Edgar Cayce, certainly very detailed as his accounts were given as to his bodily and etheric states, held a deeper fascination for me as now we were at last getting into the meat of the matter, the psychic potato patch, and I devoured his books of guides, guardians and prophetic events. Little did I then know of things quantum or energetic, but the ground was fertile for future planting and, with a firmer understanding upon which to build, my next foray led me to:

Jane Roberts, The Seth Material (btw - her Education of OverSoul 7 is one of the best I've yet to come across. If you haven't done so, get your hands on any or all of the Seth books. Absolutely the cream of the crop.) ... Seth, her channeled oversoul, was a prolific and erudite speaker. Not only did Seth go to considerable lengths to explain the workings of God (All That Is) and His extensions (we, the energy units - reincarnated and otherwise) - but he was verbose on the subject of what lay in man's most probable future (again, here I was introduced to the idea of probabilities/many worlds/string theory). However, in 1993, I simply could not believe - no matter how entertaining the dialogue - some of Seth's claims.

Always after his host, Jane Roberts, to cease her smoking - he remarked on how in the near future, cigarette smoking would become totally socially unacceptable and, those that continued to do so, would become ostracised for their habit. (As stubborn as Jane, I, too, continued to puff away because no blasted ghost, personality fragment, or channeled spook was going to dictate my God-given rights. Sigh.)

Furthermore, and more ominous yet, Seth spoke at great lengths about a severe economic breakdown, food wars, Global depression, oil shortages, climate change, the shift of the axis, and all manner of gloom & doom that seemed, well ... sensationalistic at best and plainly fabricated at worst.

Little did I know.

Then came the alien encounters. The Grays with their warnings and chastising. Unfortunately, much of the material at that time pointed directly or indirectly at the mark of the millennium, 2000, as the pivotal point, and when the year 2000 arrived with its business as usual ... it was hard to fathom that in a little more or less than a decade, the world would not quite BE THE SAME PLACE. In a word, to all intents and purposes, the psychics were actually right - by and large.

Given an overall excellent track record, where does that leave us now?

** Zombie Word Alert: Although hard on decaying teeth and gums, many zombies have a distinct sweet tooth (usually just the one and hanging by a visibly disgusting thread) and are simply gaa-gaa over Baby Ruths! Recent studies suggest that as high as 26% of the known Zombie population may be either diabetic or in stage 1 pre-diabetes.

Paranormal Potluck and the Famous Zombie Word Alert

2009-08-21T22:36:00.000-05:00

Or: How to Annoy Just About Everybody on the Other Side

I don't know why my mind works the way it does. Honestly. If I hadn't been so blasted sick these last few weeks, with one silly thing after another, we'd already be pineal deep in ghosts and aliens, and especially the shaping, making and dissection of a theoretical entity I've dubbed, at least for the moment, Sapient5 (beyond the Gray Aliens, you know) (Way beyond...)

Instead, I am sitting here scabbed over from 3 weeks of poison ivy. Despite my ego's insistence that I am an evolved and higher-minded 'old soul' - - - all that is apparently a LIE because, as I am sitting here typing these words, I am first and foremost an itchy and ill-tempered monkey and I want to feel better ASAP so I can get back to the things I.WANT.TO.DO.

Oh, ... I almost forgot ... I just turned 52 (both my bust and uterus are in a race to see which one can fall the fastest) so I'm also feeling the age thing this week. AND my favorite mouse has mysteriously shot craps; the one I've replaced it with is suspiciously contrary, roams, jumps text, and (it seems plausible) - is possessed by Satan.

So maybe it's the fever, or the fact that I seem to have a surfeit of ghosts/dead friends/relatives popping in and out of my dreams lately like paranormal popcorn ... but as my mind's a funny little thing and not always prone to high-minded matters ...

I thought it might be amusing to take a lighter look at Gray Aliens, ghoulies and goblins.
Why must we be so depressingly serious all the time anyway?

God, we love our drama! Someone is always trying to trick us, deceive us, use and abuse us. Enslave us. TPTB. A One World Order. We are always at the heart of some nefarious plot or other. The entire universe, astral plane, heaven and hell, et al ad nausea revolves (how apt) around mankind.

Sure it does.

We are high frequencied, 12-stranded DNA with some shut off, powered-down, forgetful and forgotten godlings who must - surprise surprise - resist the negative influences of our Earthly abode to enter into the 4th and 5th dimensional realms that call beyond the veil superimposed on humanity's awareness.

Whatever.

Mind you, I'm not stating that the above isn't true. It's just so 'old school'. So here's some new school stuff to kick around:

Think your home is haunted? By a real, sentient, self-aware entity/dead person? Not a self-generated poltergeist or energetic replay, but an honest to goodness ghost? Make up a few signs that read YOU ARE DEAD/THE YEAR IS NOW 2009/YOU MISSED THE LIGHT/etc etc and leave these around your home (you might want to put these away when company is expected).

Furthermore - due to the mirror effect of consciousness - letter these signs in the mirror/backwards fashion so they may be easily understood by the deceased. AND - if you don't feel like a complete fruit cake** doing this - rather than ordering your ghostly guest to begone - you might try communicating in this manner, at least for a couple of experimental shots just to see what happens. For example, invite your ghost to a game of chess, to watch a movie with you, enjoy a book reading and so forth. But do keep in mind that they are now the opposite of YOU - you are particle, they are wave. You are left brained, they are right. And so forth. Just play around and see what happens.

Or don't. It's your call, not mine.

More fun and frolic - want to test The Powers That Be? Want to see just how far you are or are NOT empowered? Okay then. Become neutral. Stop spewing your angst and energy all over heck and back like a firehose run amok. Do not emotionally react (to the news, to the alerts, to the economy, to the foreclosures, etc etc). Own your own energy. Don't picket, don't protest. Also, quit buying crap you don't need. Downsize from the 1,800 ft. home with three TVs that you don't need in the first place, and can no longer afford. Instead of whining and wailing, take a long walk. Do a little thinking. Come home and put your crap on eBay, host a neighborhood yard sale, buy a sack of flour and packet of yeast and learn how to bake your own bread. Quit surfing the Internet for things you don't need and can't afford. Walk to work. Use your head and save your heart. Clean up your own backyard before attempting to clean up the world. Mind your place. I know I get preachy, but really, it's all common sense. We just get so worked up over things seemingly beyond our control, we forget the basics.

Speaking of basics. You do understand how energetic focus actually works, I presume? It doesn't matter if the belief clothing is voodoo, hoodoo, Christianity, satanism, etc. All that is window dressing. Applied conscientious focus/directed energy is the key - in an Alpha brain wave state usually induced by monotone, ritual, candles, chant, and so forth. All else is minutia, when one gets right down to basics. Just like 'gravity' doesn't particularly 'care' if it's used for good or ill, the same applies to other energetic forces across the board. Energy is amoral.

And as such, it's fun to play with. And there is nothing disrespectful, sacrilegious or otherwise about it. The good/bad lays in how a person directs energy, that's all. An apple isn't bad, but if I chuck one at somebody's head and maybe do them an injury - that is bad. Capeesh? So I wonder what it would be like to take a slinky, or a tin can, or maybe a wad of chewing gum with a plastic flower jammed in the center, and direct my attention there?

Start looking for aliens and angels, look hard, and you'll begin to see them everywhere.

This is what reality does when it is impressed by consciousness. The harder/deeper/frequent the impression - the faster the result. For every action there is an equal/opposite RE-action. Remember this always.

Don't take your tulpas so seriously. Invite a ghost to dinner. Buy a toy babydoll and leave it for the aliens to 'abduct'. Put a glass of V8 on the nightstand for thirsty vampires. Plan a nice, quiet romantic evening with an Angel (remember, they do have a thing for the daughters of man - or so it was said). Play chess with a ouija board. ( I don't know why, but this just popped into my mind - has anyone ever thrown things BACK at a poltergeist??? )

Life, when we remember to be at peace with death, becomes just too, too funny.
Gentle play never hurt anyone ~

**Zombie Word Alert: No matter how well intentioned, it is never a good idea to give a zombie a fruit cake! Even if it's Christmas Eve, you're out of cash, the stores are closed, and Aunt Emma's lastest batch of holiday fruit cakes are buckling the kitchen counter. NEVER give a zombie a fruit cake. It is better to look like the cheapskate, low-life, self-centered puny human that you are, than to give one of the living dead something that could well turn out to be a deadly weapon used to smash your tasty brains out! God help us all if zombies should ever learn to cook...

Same Ol' Drama and the Famous Zombie Word Alert

2009-08-02T21:57:00.001-05:00

Yesterday I spent many long, tedious hours surfing the Internet for information pertaining to the gray alien enigma, and - while this won't make me popular - I was absolutely appalled at the amount of utter nonsense b.s. I came across! What, in God's name, is wrong with people that they are so desperate for drama, for fiction, for conspiracy ... words simply fail me.

My intent, mind you, was to uncover complimentary information as might pertain to those I have dubbed Sapient5 (whom I will elaborate on in upcoming posts).

Sadly, what I encountered instead was a plethora of alleged races, beings, entities - akin to a game of Dungeons and Dragons - and, central to the purpose of these alien entities, was - naturally, man and/or planet Earth.

Same old song and dance.

So, let's pour ourselves a big cup of logic and regain a little objectivity, folks. I feel this is necessary before I proceed any further in my postings, since I never know where a 'noobie' has stepped in, nor what post he/she would happen to come across. Since this is my dime, my work, my life and time - I get to call the shots.

Still with me? Good.

Now, here is just a partial list of the supposed alien players I came across:

Amphibians

Els

Draconians

Nordics

Reptiloids

Agharians

Grays

Arcturians

Atlans

Bernarians

Burrowers

Dinosauroids/Saurians

Dragonworms

Gizan

Satans

Greens

Deros

Venuvians

Martians

Homins

Suvians

Hyadeans

Ikels

Janosians

Leviathans

Lyrans

Mothmen

+++ others**

Well now. I had no idea man was so important, nor Earth so coveted. Wouldn't you think that at least some of these species, especially those so highly evolved and technically superior, would have something better to do with their time? Or look for greener pastures? This nonsense is like turbo Star Wars.

So here's what I think. The known universe is huge. Immense. Really, really large. Lots of stars, planets, places to go and things to do. It only seems logical that there do exist countless species, races, lifeforms - higher, lower, sideways, etc - planted here and there. Has to be. Some of these we would no doubt recognize as sentient, others perhaps not. Irregardless, it's not too unlikely that at least one race out there has discovered Earth - though at what window of time would be a guess. Maybe yesterday, maybe three days after the mountains formed. Or maybe outside of time in a way we can't fully understand at the moment.

Nevertheless, a lot of what has been supposed as actual, living, material personages is actually early man's anthropomorphism of stars, planets, comets, and so forth. These weren't people, ok. So that knocks a few players off the ET board.

Reptilian blood drinkers? Satanists? Sounds like psychosis. And, despite the alleged need for these individuals to gain human energy through negative emotions, open portals, and so forth, at our early stage of the 21st century man, himself, can do better than that. We can induce all manner of brain wave states with, what has come to be, common technology. There is no need to skulk under cover of graveyards, inner sanctums, earthly ley lines and all the rest. A lot of work, a lot of risk, and very immature. If there is any shred of truth to this particular theory (negative reptilian energy/blood seeking portal opening/satan (Saturn btw) worshiping entities, they might as well as be walking to the grocery store instead of jumping in the car and pressing a gas pedal. Too inefficient, too much wasted time. The long way around. Doesn't make sense.

(now, I am certainly not stating that disturbed individuals do not exist, nor that there are no evolved, sentient reptilian entities about. But if they need our blood, flesh, etc there would be easier ways to obtain it. Any intelligent, powerful species would have discovered this, at least by coming into contact with man's own scientific advances in so many diverse areas. As far as a planned overthrow of the Planet, NWO, enslavement of human kind {although I do think we will eventually be united in a type of one-world-order}, okay... THEN what? The solar system? The galaxy? The universe? The multiverse? THEN what? doesn't make sense either, for consumption has its limits. As does power. THEN what? think about the end result here.)

Okay. So we have drama and intrigue out the wazzoo. Well, of course we do. Man is still animal enough, albeit intelligent enough, to engage in espionage, deceit, power play, survival struggle, yada yada ... and so we color all else with the same brush. Once WE evolve, so shall our antagonists, trust me. They always have, they always do. They always will.

As I see it, one of the largest hurdles and easiest areas in which to manipulate common man, is that we lamentably cannot imagine beyond what we know. We can imagine variations/combinations of those things, those traits, those purposes of which we are already familiar. But we cannot truly imagine that which is completely unfamiliar - in some way or shape - to information we already possess. The human brain simply does not allow for it. Thus, for man to enlarge upon his starting point, is a slow and tedious path, where in the end Z may be light years beyond its relationship to A, but still in all it was a continuous forward march with one step leading to the next. Anything, any color beyond our available spectrum, cannot be imagined nor understood. We have to acquire this understanding, this vision in a series of steps. Otherwise it is either invisible to us, or nonsensical magic. We have to earn our comprehension.

So here in again, we find ourselves embroiled in another war for what we possess. Sure, the players now have starships (maybe they always did?), they are either 1) disinterested (neutral) 2) for us (good guys) or 3) against us (bad guys). Or man against man, man against self, man against God/nature. Same ol, same ol.

With as utterly astounding and so rich a potential as life in our known universe must surely contain, we're never going to experience our share of it if we don't cut out the nonsense. Whether I am correct in this or not, time will tell. It usually does. But anything, anybody, any entity or lifeform allegedly still mired in the struggle for energetic/material 'goods' is truly not worth our while. We've been there, done that (still are). We need new friends to play with. We've (surely folks) outgrown the need for the same old drama, it gets us nowhere fast.

Let's try to stretch our boundaries just a wee bit. Break out of the perceptual/cultural box. Expand our imagination, our capabilities and ignore anything that keeps us within the same old worn-out paradigm. Let's take another step forward in our thinking. Until we open the door for higher exposure, we are standing in the dark. There are races, species, entities beyond our wildest imaginations. Forget the experts, no one agrees. Forget the drama of good vs evil, there is really no such thing.

Try thinking outside of the three-sided box (A, B, combination of both).

What would a species be like that has overcome entropy, survival need, time, space, matter, motives of altruism - curiosity - judgment, boredom, megalomania, apathy and desire? Where DO we go from here? How do we get beyond that which we are already familiar with? Can we? What characteristics, traits, agendas, goals, motives might there be that we have yet to conceive of? That is where we must turn our imaginative energies. And it has to be done laboriously, step by step.

A journey worth taking, I think.

** Zombie Word Alert: Others may or may not include zombies. No one really knows where their allegiance lies, as they are very tight lipped (those still possessing lips or a reasonable facsimile thereof) about their political/paranormal affiliations. When in conversation with a zombie, it is considered bad manners to inquire.