Does God Exist?

It's only recently that I've pondered the existence of God without experiencing that furtive, fearful sense that I'm somehow committing an unpardonable sin simply by daring to question, what is to many, an unassailable given. IS THERE A GOD?

God, with a capital G. As in the primary source, the singular, the First Cause. As we humans have this persistent need to personify the forces around us - let us also consider then the Great, Bearded Man in the Sky, or man's idea of God.

Personally, my opinion is that if indeed a singular First Cause Force/Intelligence does exist, then It is a far cry from man's limited notion of what God may embody. However, and despite how inexpressibly difficult a concept the following at first appears, the universe does not necessarily require a First Cause. Like it or not.

While my heretical thinking might at first brand me as an atheist, an agnostic might be the more accurate term - although I think the need for labeling is pointless. We're all on a journey of discovery, and this is where I am at THIS point in the Great Process.

Nonetheless, when I examine the concept of God in the strictest sense of the term, the first and most glaring obstacle in my acceptance thereof, is the notion of Fair Play.

You know, that whole ethics vs free will kind of thing - one of which seems to be sadly lacking, in my humble opinion.

While it is reported, and perhaps accurately, that man is not capable of seeing the entire picture from his limited perspective - it appears to me that any deity which allows the level of cruelty against the helpless & innocent as is so rampant on our dear planet Earth, THAT deity is sadly lacking in ethics and has a tremendous lot to answer for. To be held accountable for.

Inexcusable, no matter what the lesson nor how big a picture we are talking here.

In absolute honesty, the majority of humans are a rather selfish, brutish and frequently cruel species that has an unfair advantage over the rest of God's green earth. Not only that, but we are lazy and stupid and frequently malicious as well. The human focus, in general, is nearly always self-serving, even if that means another living, feeling creature must suffer unthinkable tortures as long as man's desires are to be met.

Nice plan, God. Thank You for the creation and domination of a singular species with the ability to thoroughly rape and ruin the other 99% of Your children.

But there's good news! Allegedly man has a soul, a little perk denied the 99%, so we're the only creature that matters here. And we are so worried, so fearful that our SOUL make it to the free parking/home base called Heaven, where our trials and tribulations shall cease to matter, that we don't give a tinker's damn about the process. This is a case where the end justifies the means. Allegedly.

So, no. When I see forests destroyed and indigenous populations rendered homeless, when I see helpless animals tortured or babies beaten to death, when our foodstuffs are *manufactured* under conditions that most of us do NOT wish to know about - because then the unpleasant burden of knowledge would make the veal or milk or chicken patty less palatable, when - in order to serve man's horrible vanity that he/she might appear desirable - creatures are blinded that we might color our hair, skin, and so on and so forth ... I cannot and will not believe that any supposed deity/creator could have good reason to allow such atrocities under the guise of Free Will.

Not only is it deplorable ethics, but it is also illogical. Therefore, progressing along this particular line of reasoning, is it possible that man's idea of God is terribly flawed/limited [biased?]? Are we then to consider the notion that perhaps, should an almighty truly exist, that God is more of a First Cause/Force?

Certain proponents of theocracy would have it that not only is man incapable of understanding God, but that Man is NOT to question the mysterious [that's putting it nicely] workings of God. And as I prefaced with, it is only in my increasing age that I have begun to feel even remotely comfortable with questioning the supposed ineffable.

However, we are still left with the paradox of struggling to reconcile a benevolent God or Creator or First Cause et al, with the conditions of cruelty and corruption rife within our paradigm.

We go to church on Sunday to bask in the reflected glow of God's Word, then we drive home in our gas-guzzlers, ignore our pets dependent upon us for love & sustenance, we remove our clothing that was largely produced in third world countries for a pittance and under sub-human conditions, we feast on the flesh of animals that were abused and will never know kindness nor such basics as green grass and fresh air, we cleanse our skin of cosmetics, perfumes, and other laboratory concoctions, ... we do all the above and more besides, and yet have the unmitigated gall to believe our souls are somehow *saved*.

If that is not the epitome of insanity, I don't know what is.

So, no - I don't see how man's idea of God is plausible. Therefore, and again - along this one particular line of conjecture because life is neither black or white - God, should He or She or It be a real & true entity, must be something entirely different from what we would like to comfortably believe.

I'm not sure what THAT might be, but until we know for certain, could we please agree to stop killing each other and the rest of the ecosystem in the meantime? That's what I'd like to see God/Creator/First Cause, etc do. Give man a "Time-Out" and send us to our room for further reflection.

In conclusion, there are those who say that time and space are not linear constructs at all, that everything exists at once in an ever-present Now. If that is true, then consider the possibility that in our linear perspective, God is something we create as we go along. That the loving and omnipotent God we seek can only spring from our own being. And if that should be the case, we've certainly got our work cut out for us.

I truly don't know.

Alien Gods

The Need to Worship?

Before I begin, please understand that this post is not intended to denigrate religion, denomination, God or one's personal belief system in any manner, shape or form.

Rather, this post comes about as a result of a topic I've recently encountered - that of Alien FrogGods, including insectoid demi-gods as well.

As outlandish as the above seems, there are those close encounter experiencers (CEEs) who allege to have been exposed to such, either by direct 'encounter' or via reference from their alien abductors. While I don't cast aspersion on the CEEs themselves, I still nonetheless find the concept of extraterrestrial gods somewhat difficult to swallow - inasmuch as I have to question the 'need to worship'/God Monotheism/Polytheism as extant beyond planet Earth.

This difficulty is not easy to put into words, so please bear with me. But the problem as I see it is this: why would the emotional need to worship (to venerate, adore, assign worthiness [Old English: worth-ship ... to assign worthiness to something]) necessarily extend beyond human social boundaries?

Putting aside any concept of Christ, Judeo-Christianity, or even the early pagan Earth religions, why would one suppose the need to adore & venerate something or someone a staple, a commonplace practice of intelligent non-terrestrial cultures in the first place? I find this very suspect, if not disturbing.

Beyond the expression of thanks and gratitude to that which we feel lies beyond our understanding, it seems to me that the bottom line of actual worship is more of an act to supplicate, placate, to get-on-the-good-side of that which we fear can ultimately harm us. That which we feel powerless to. A very basic example would be when early man sacrificed his brethren to bring rain in times of drought, and so forth. Since man did not understand weather, drought, eclipses, flood, lightning, death and so on, he sought to control his destiny, his very survival, by the only means he had at his disposal - which was supplication. Sort of a primitive example of the 'Stockholm Syndrome' - which is the mind's way of safeguarding itself.

You get the idea. Now then. What is difficult to believe is that this need, this mentality, would be a universal trait (not that a few FrogGods make it so, but still...). Especially as this need to worship is reputedly being expressed by supposedly advanced, otherworldly creatures. And even more especially when their god/s are fully present in the visible, physical sense. Is this more of a social system than a spiritual one?

I think many of us realize that, were man the mature, rational and ethical being he is capable of actualizing, there would be no need for a 'control' system of any sort. Be it a military, political, social, spiritual or otherwise. We don't really need anyone to tell us it's wrong to kill, to do harm, to commit theft, to destroy, et al. We know these things. But because there exist unstable, unethical and self-centered individuals in our society, we deem it necessary to have these control checks in place. And because we recognize our lack, we also seek betterment, enlightenment some would term it, hope, protection and salvation from our flaws, thus the need for spiritual evolvement.

All this is commonsense and understood. But why should this social modus operandi be commonplace beyond our planet? Why would other species practice worship, or social hierarchies of any sort? Why would this be considered as common behavior among all sentient species? In fact, so much so do we take this commonality for granted, that we fervently concern ourselves with whether or not another non-terrestrial species would actually worship Christ! I think this mindset is patently ridiculous, and incredibly naive on man's part.

To show respect and appreciation, wonderment, curiosity and awe is not the same thing as abject worship. Surely any alien species reputedly so advanced, so technically savvy and lofty that they must lower themselves by resorting to abduction, to chastise humans and render advice, to caution us in all the areas they see man err, ... would have long ago ceased with the abject worship thing.

Furthermore, the God or Creator concept seems to imply a starting point, a linear beginning and end, all bound up in 'time'. And yet, CEEs have been informed on numerous occasions that time is really an illusion of consciousness ...

It just doesn't fit. It does not seem plausible that so many reported extraterrestrial encounters should include alien godheads. Unless, that is, abductees are being misled, misinformed or misunderstanding exactly what is meant by God - as referred to by these supposed aliens. Are they merely echoing our own expectations back at us? Or is there some confusion on the part of the ETs as to what we (man) actually mean when we refer to God with a capital G?

It's not so much that I think it silly should a Gray Alien or Frogman or intelligent Insectoid manifest intense respect for a higher being, but given that many of our alien abductors claim unearthly knowledge inclusive of time, space, creation and evolution renders the whole concept of 'worship' suspiciously out of context.

Which leads me to question the validity of such claims in the first place.
Any ideas?

Reality BEYOND the Light

SOUL JOURNEYS BEYOND THE LIGHT REALM

True story:
(1998)
I wasn't especially tired or sleepy, just wanted to ease a backache after hours on my feet at work. Stretched out in bed, on top of the covers, adjusted my pillow and tried to find the most comfortable position. Thought over the day's events. Nothing of note. Bored. Decided to relax with a visual exercise in my mind. Not self-hypnosis exactly, just a simple relaxation technique. Pictured a cool, shadowy path with sunlight filtering through the trees on either side. Dirt path under my feet. I put myself on this path and proceeded to imagine walking along, enjoying the serenity and tranquility. Still not sleepy, tried to ignore the stiff and sore muscles in my lower back. Continued with the visualization.
Then something strange happened.
Without warning there were two of me. A second self had appeared on the road several yards before me. This 'other self' turned around to look at me, and when it did, I was engulfed in an enormous wave of energetic vibrations - like liquid electricity. This other self smiled, turned back to continue walking ahead down the path. There appeared a bright white light to the right side of the path just a few feet before my other self. I expected this self to move into the light. But it did not. It turned to glance at me again, as if to say 'watch and see', and bypassed the light. There came another bright light - it appeared ultraviolet - and this is where the other self exited, by moving into this second light.
All throughout this visualization, I had been awake, alert and, like a curious child, eagerly following in my mind this second self to see what would happen. Somehow my imagination had taken on a life of its own? Or had my consciousness divided? What happened to this second self? Why the two lights? Always the endless questions.

This may come as a surprise, but not every culture considers the 'white light' to be end-game goal of the soul. There are those spiritual adepts who caution against the entering thereof, or proclaim the light to be just one more in a long series of 'illusions' which man must pass beyond in order to reach the ultimate reality. And likewise, a few afterlife researchers, such as Peter Novak - author of two incredible books, The Division of Consciousness and The Lost Secret of Death (I cannot recommend these highly enough! If you've yet to read The Lost Secret of Death, please do so at the first opportunity) - propose that the human soul mind is not a single entity and actually divides/splits after death.

The Light Realm, in accordance with what Peter Novak terms the Binary Soul Doctrine, is a right-brain experience, wherein emotion, metaphor, analogies and symbols predominate. Where a connection to all of creation is experienced (omnipresence), language/verbal skills are diminished and telepathy/knowing is the norm. Any reality as experienced by the right brain is lacking in detail, critical thinking and objective analysis.

So what, you may rightfully ask, is the ultimate and true reality which lies beyond death? If the Light Realm is an illusion generated by a right-brain perception, what awaits the fully integrated mind? And is such a state attainable, at least in our present condition?

My personal take, as it stands thus far, is that there is no Here and There, no state of life or afterlife, no yen/yang or anything else dichotomous in nature. What we currently experience as reality is a false experience - an illusion as presented by our divided brain system. I've said this before and here, I say it again: Until man is able to 'factor in' to his equations, concepts and theories the undeniable fact that his mind, itself, is yet flawed, then so must all our deductions, truisms and anything else derived from a faulty system be logically considered as also flawed. We cannot truly know anything, or declare anything with certainty, until this 'bug' in the system is accounted for.

Gray Aliens and Evil Spirits?

ARE THE GRAYS EVIL SPIRITS OR FALLEN ANGELS?

What frustrates me more than anything are the countless side avenues which constantly arise whenever one undertakes to scrutinize the grey alien enigma. It becomes increasingly difficult to avoid distraction, to know what to include or dismiss, and how to tell the difference. Furthermore, it is absolutely plausible that what we may have relegated to the aliens, humanoids, reptilians, UFOs and Grays, may be a horse or horses of an entirely different color!

Which brings me to the subject of evil spirits, Djinn, demons, et al. Fallen angels, if you'd rather. In essence, anything or anyone possessed of an enmity towards mankind. Is there truly such an animal? There are just as many proponents as nay Sayers, and it's not within my agenda to ruthlessly tread on anyone's belief system. Not deliberately, that is. What I do propose to conjecture is simply one of many ideas up for consideration. If I have any bias, it is such that I really do not hold with a particular belief system at this time, preferring to keep an open mind and gather in all the facts.

So where are those facts? You know, it is rather tempting to shriek and moan, to manipulate and capitalize on any of the popular belief systems pulling in countless page views on the Internet. THE GRAYS ARE HERE TO SAVE US! THE ALIENS PLAN TO OVERTAKE US 2012! And so forth. As tempted as I am, that is NOT what my blog is about.

My blog is an attempt (futile as it sometimes seems) to pick apart, to analyze and consider every possible angle of the Gray Alien phenomenon and present it for discussion. I welcome responsible commentary - two minds are indeed better than one! If you can take the time to read a post, I hope you can also take the time to leave a comment. Help me to help unravel the biggest mystery of our Age! I sincerely am asking for intelligent input from my readership. Consider becoming a follower for when a new angle is posted in order to offer any fresh insight you may have. Remember when Christ promised miracles whenever two or more were gathered in His name?

Thus said, what IF the Grays or aliens actually are 'evil' spirits in disguise? Okay then, if they are, to what point? Also remember, the end reveals the intent. So, what could be their benefit (end result) in so doing?

Unless there is a sort of cosmic chess game afoot, where whomever captures the most souls wins (a new space cruiser?), what would the logic be in man's pursuit by evil beings? Because ultimately, evil cannot be the winning force of the universe, because it is a secular, selfish and destructive energy.

However, two possibly plausible scenarios do arise to mind here, at least in the support of an unknown 'evil' species with inimical plans for man.

The first being: In order for the cosmic life force to eternally continue - to avoid cessation via heat death (see the laws of Thermodynamics) - there might need to be a system of continual 'friction' as that which is commonly referred to via the Yen/Yang or dichotomy of being. As long as A is never at perfect rest with B, the resultant friction between the two opposites keep the system/life force in motion. Under this notion, should the two ever reconcile and truly become one (as is symbolized by the pyramid) then a THIRD state of being would then predominate and possibly be subject to complete stasis or non-growth (at least as we understand life/motion/growth/change).

The second being: (and I have touched upon this postulate in earlier posts) - That man is simply one of many links in a universal food chain; with an unknown predator standing above us, tricking us, deceiving us (as we manipulate and trick that which we harvest for our own benefit - such as using pheromones to lure game) and doing whatever it must to reap the nourishment provided by our human energies. Robert Monroe referred to this energy nourishment as simply 'loosh'.

If this is indeed the case, than these Gray Aliens or evil spirits, etc are simply no better or worse than we, ourselves, are! In fact, how dare we call into question their morality and ethics when we ourselves consider it fully proper and 'our right' to harvest planet Earth's fish, fowl, beasts, plants, oceans, insects, forests, and so forth without end ONLY as our needs dictate. After all, our excuse goes that God GAVE us dominion, didn't he? Doesn't that make it right to do so? We have to survive, don't we?

So what is the moral dilemma when another species smarter, faster, needier, more clever and more invisible to our awareness, - uses US to meet their own energetic requirements? Logically, there is none. Fair, my friends, IS fair.

However, in light of this latter hypothesis, I 'feel' this could be true or play a part in any perceived 'food chain' ethicism: No matter how we protest and gnash our teeth, we do not have the right expect any better treatment than what we deliver unto other life forms. It's as plain as that. As one sows, so shall they reap - if I remember correctly.

Additionally, the greater the intelligence of any hypothetical species, then also must come the greater and wiser implementation of 'ethics as deserved'.

We are JUST beginning, as a race, to recognize and protest the brutality which we visit upon the lower life forms on this planet. That is a start. Until we learn to meet our own energy needs in a humane and RESPECTFUL manner, we cannot and should not protest the treatment visited upon us.

Especially if you believe the God Force to be one of love and fairness for all.

The Light Being - Making Contact

CAN WE CONNECT WITH THE GRAYS AND LIGHT BEINGS AT WILL?

Yes, it is a good question, isn't it? And I don't see why we, ourselves, cannot initiate contact, nor should one automatically assume the impossibility of such. (And if you happened to read my previous post on the pineal gland, you may consider if that in itself is not a means by which to reach the 'other side').

Nevertheless, I've been doing a lot of thinking (act surprised) this evening, and here I will confess to a thorn of long-standing in my side, or stick in my craw, ... which is:

Why must contact be so one-sided?!

Irregardless of whom/what it is we seek to connect with; God, Michaeal, the Being of Light, the Reptilian, the Gray Alien, our higher-self, Soul, past - present - future self, whathaveyou.

You know, I have mulled over the concept of a novel based around the idea of someone who takes the bull by the horns, and stubbornly storms the gates of Heaven, deciding that he shall go forth of his own free will. It intrigues me to consider that we blindly accept as a truism or mark of faith that these things are somehow beyond the ability of man.

And while I mull over the idea, like a strange wine against my lips, I find the flavor enticing with the desire to further sip. What would it be like, please consider, IF we could enter Heaven at will? If we could pick up the phone to reach the party of our interest? Why must I always answer the knock, but never be the one to arrive?

Enough prose, you get the idea.

So. In scientific realms, not only light but matter as well share an entanglement. Whether particle or wave, the connection is always present - therefore the road goes both ways. And since there are such phenomena as telepathy, telekinesis and clairvoyance, this road is traveled often if not understood.

Furthermore, time and space are largely concepts that apply to our own sense of self-placement, and our brain's ability (or lack thereof) to assimilate data into information we can understand and better utilize, all according to our fallible sense receptors. So again. If all roads not only lead to but also from Rome, then common sense would dictate that the ability to reach out and touch someone (or something) is not actually beyond our capability.

Which leads us to the million dollar question - if we could, or should, then how can we initiate contact on our own terms?

First, we must understand that when we exit the interstate of subjective and objective reality, it is CRUCIAL that the experimenting ego be well aware that what he will then experience cannot and should not be viewed in the same way that one evaluates lunch at a concession stand. There will no longer exist the same standard for self and other. To believe otherwise may be to risk grave emotional/mental harm to oneself. I cannot stress this strongly enough!**

With that fully accepted and understood, only then may the mature, questing personality seek to plunge further afield.

And I'm not going to suggest ways by which to achieve this, for only through concerted learning and more learning may we do this, but I fully believe it can be done.

I recommend the works of Carlos Castenada as a good pier to jump off.

** The curious may wish to consider that they will undoubtedly meet their shadow side, those emotions and fragments of personality that exist beyond our waking awareness. Usually in the form of demons, demi-Gods, incubis and succubis, or whatever your subconscious chooses to embody. Whether Gray Aliens or Gods, keep a sense of humor, do not take anything as literal, and don't fight battles that do not exist. You don't need a necklace of garlic to fend off the vampires of your psyche, all you need is love... and common sense.

We are here to learn - to learn to use the blessed abilities the Divine has granted us, but we must earn the right, through experience and wisdom, to do so.

Finally, how would we be greeted if we suddenly 'popped' into Heaven for a cup of tea? I'd like to think that the Light Being would smile, and offer me a spoonful of honey :)

As for the Grays - who knows? But it might be interesting to find out lol

The Light of God - Part II

THE GOD SECRET

Repeatedly, the Gray Aliens have used, manipulated and controlled light. The greys have also demonstrated their ability to usher man to his rightful home, that of the Divine Light. They have been viewed as akin to angels. Conversely, some aliens have also claimed demonic status - inspiring fear and terror in their captives. I believe this paradox arises from possibly a mirroring effect of our own emotions (e.g. if we think them demons then such they become), or there is a clever teaching mechanism set in place to guide us beyond the human tendency to either fear or worship.

Nonetheless, it seems today that with the wealth of information and entertainment at our disposal, we are continually becoming more and more familiar through exposure to this 'mysterious light' everyone is chattering about. Light, of course, is a frequency as well, and thus there are many references to vibes, vibrations, frequencies and the music of the spheres. Remember, in the beginning was the word!

Even today with all our marvelous human technologies, our gadgets and machines and particle accelerators, our lasers and rocket ships - we still don't know precisely what this Light of God actually is, or where it is, or even how it is. At least most of us don't, though I highly suspect this knowledge exists and is not made available. Personally, I do not think that we as a species are quite evolved enough to storm the gates of Heaven anytime soon (though I believe we will approach that point and physical death will cease to be the sole means of entry). I think it will be 'delayed' until we are ... matured.

I know I would certainly hate to have my own home 'stormed' by a pack of excitable chimpanzees. We as the 'dominant' life form on this planet have put in place safeguards that we may not be so stormed by the lower creatures. We protect our environment (or try to) from those living creatures that are not evolved enough to comfortably share our space with us, be they ants or antelopes.

Continuing on d0wn this hall of alien mirrors, somewhere - in another frequency perhaps - (maybe right in front of us and we don't possess the eyes to see) ... somewhere there lays an area of divine existence or magnificent evolvement in which light/frequency/harmonics is the prime source/tool/basic component. This area, it may be stated with probable accuracy, appears vast and highly populated. Humans, in this self-same area, experience an elasticity of their forms, a reflection of what they think and feel, and often do they ultimately see their own physical (?) form as nothing so much or less than that of an ovoid of light and energy.

And of course, not to negate spiritual values or step on any belief systems - it all boils down to a few very basic common denominators. Somebody, somewhere and somehow - has the ability to use light to their satisfaction and discretion. Heaven, seen in this perspective, might be nothing more or less than an extremely (to us) advanced civilization or empire. And this is not an illogical conclusion, by far!

Think about it. Everything, as far as we can determine, is energy. Slow energy carries greater mass, while faster energetic frequencies have less and less mass until you arrive at the subatomic particles which seem to be neither here nor there until the laser-like focus of our own attention fixes them into a 'frozen' state. I guess a better way of putting this would be to say that the 'density' of an object may be determined by it's rate of vibration.

Now, we today understand that not only our physical form but also our own brains, thoughts and emotions emit small but measurable amounts of energy. Our subconscious mind seems to process at a much faster rate than our waking mind, and that could be why dreams, hypnagogics and mystical states seem to be the breeding ground for most paranormal activities. Anyway, being as how we are all basically 'energy constructs', then I propose that the faster** our frequencies the closer we will approach 'light' or heavenly status. (I can already hear those with a strong religious bent screaming a protest but hear me out, and at least for the moment, be open minded and dispense with any reward or punishment system of soul evolvement. At least for the time being.)

So if frequency plays a part in our access of the so-called heavenly realm(s), it is interesting to note how we, as a civilized species, have been repeatedly admonished to love unconditionally, (I think the 10 Commandments are absolutely perfect guidelines for this process and anything else is redundant) ... we are told to only eat foods of a natural, high vibratory rate, to avoid meat and slaughter, in essence we are chastised to become better controlled, thinking creatures than mere animals (who have their own right to evolve the same as we). And these admonitions all serve to do what? To raise our frequency level above that of the baser animal construct. To fine tune our engines, if you like. So we may run faster.

My line of thinking goes this way: if indeed Heaven and the Light of God are areas of considerably higher frequencies, and also IF such frequencies are more easily perpetrated by those of a lighter soul or being, then it would follow that those who DO inhabit these realms would by necessity and logic be more evolved than we - evolved beyond base animal instinct and response mechanisms. Unconditional love would have to be the answer to ultimate survival. Because the being whose sheer focus was that of serenity, love for all, emotional control and rarity of form (as in rarefied or ethereal) would be the immortal. Heavy, dross, animal mass cannot - according to its own innate limitations - I repeat, cannot access nor survive such a high or fast state of vibration without ultimately coming apart at the seams. It would be like putting a crystal vase inside a paint-shaking-machine.

So whether this rate of lighter and faster and higher states of frequency continue to ascend into infinity, or whether there is a set point, I have no idea. But somebody is there, or right here, and knows what it's all about. In cosmic time, we are a rather young species. It would be the height of idiocy to suppose that there exist no other life form or forms that have been at our point of development and evolved further. Believe me, somebody has already been there and done that.

And if there exists a continuum of light and frequency, going beyond the infrared and the ultra-violet spectrum to who knows what - then imagine, if there is a stopping point or a set point, the magnificence of those who may dwell within! If God is light, what does that tell us. When NDE'ers report that not only are they part of the light, but they are part of God and he them, when they report a veritable ocean of Heavenly light peopled with beings of such brilliance and awe-inspiring wisdom, does that not point to a level of evolvement which we, too, shall obtain? At least within the illusion of time? And if time is truly an illusion of our consciousness interacting with reality, and of our brains assimilating events into a linear order, then WE ARE ALREADY IN THE LIGHT!

We just don't know it yet. We have forgotten who and what we are.

At least, that's what the Gray Aliens keep telling us.

** Aside from considerations of morality and ethics, this is primarily why I became a vegetarian. It does not seem soul-healthy (or even bodily-healthy) to ingest into my system a substance that is heavy, saturated with negative frequencies due to abuse, mistreatment, and the denial of its rightful development. To consume the energetic mass of animal only serves to keep our own beings in an 'animal' state of evolvement. There exists but two soul dictams: Do No Harm and Impose Your Will On None.

The Light of God

GRAYS, GOD and the Light of Heaven!

Are the greys somehow associated with the magnificent light of Heaven? Just when you think you know the answers, ironically greater side-issues rear their puzzling heads. Then I'm left scratching mine and wondering if I shouldn't be a good monkey and shamble off to peel a banana or something. Is this how my cat feels when she ponders the mystery food box in the middle of the kitchen and wonders how food gets in there?

Last evening, as is my joyful habit, I was nose deep in another book, reading myself to sleep when certain subject matter 'clicked' in my head and I had one more piece of the alien puzzle to ponder. The book I was reading was one of those fascinating compendiums of NDE experiences and what people reported when meeting up with The Light:

1) The Light was God; God is somehow made of light.

2) It could be anything, male or female or both. The Light could be anything at all.

3) When I joined with the Light, parts of me peeled away - like an orange onion or balloon. Then I became ONE and understood.

4) The light knew me, it WAS me and more. It was God.

5) Afterdeath, we go into the light and join with it. It was ecstatic.

6) Time no longer existed, nor did space. There is here and here is There. The dead are with us, and we are always in the light, or part of the light.

7) My experience was 'constructed' as benefited my needs and understanding. It was very personal.

8) It was like a hologram, or coming out of one.

9) I felt myself dividing in the tunnel, there were two of me and the real me joined with the Light. But nothing was lost, I kept what was important.

10) God is Light.

11) I was told I wouldn't be able to pronounce my Angel's name, and they preferred I didn't use labels because man has a tendency to worship and that was the last thing they wanted to happen. They don't want to be worshipped, they just want man to know that the Light is Love and God is Love and that's the important thing. Just to love!

12) This is a biggie. Just as we have dominion over earthly animals, so does there exist higher beings who have dominion over us. We have free will and so do they.

13) And when I looked from within the light, I understood everything and realized that Earth wasn't everything. To me, it seemed like a grubby little bus stop somewhere in the universe. I saw how primitive we really are.

Provocative statements, huh?!

Furthermore, a few close encounter experiencers (CEEs) have had unusual events occur such as being shown a recently-deceased loved one safely in the company of the Grays. We may be told they have been with us always, or before our births - or even that they have 'watched' us in previous lifetimes. We are given hints of reincarnation and guardianship.

Betty Andreasson, a famous (CEE), was informed by the aliens that she was being taken home, to the One, and entered a doorway of brilliant unearthly light, which left her with severe headaches. During hypnotic recall, the headache would return and prevent her from 'accessing' the memory of what lay beyond the Light.

And so forth. Now, here's what I'm working with thus far, and, if I am even remotely in the correct ballpark, then life/reality is far larger, far more complex than what we primates have painted it to be. Maybe we humans aren't the huge big screaming deal that our species likes to think itself! Anyway, here are a few suppositions for hungry minds to chew on...

The universe or multiverse, in some fashion or another, operates akin to a massive hologram or holostruct. Light, of course, is essential to the construction of a hologram**

With that said, in very basic terms - not one but TWO streams of light and a MIRROR are essential components. And we have two streams of light at work as well as the mirror (see the mirror effect of consciousness [either the book or the dvd version of 'The Secret' best exemplifies this mirroring effect). One stream of light is obviously our own being, and the other stream may be what we term 'God'.

The Gray aliens may very well exist 'outside' the holographic illusion, or else are further developed/evolved to operate within it and thus able to recognize reality for what it truly is. Tongue in cheek, they may be a cat of a different color who knows how the food is getting in and out of that mysterious food box in the kitchen and use that knowledge to their own natural advantage.

** suggested reading list:

(I will be reviewing these and more in the near future)

The Holographic Universe by Michael Talbot

The Lost Secret of Death by Peter Novak

One With the Light by Brad Steiger

Journeys out of Body by Robert Monroe

Far Journeys by Robert Monroe

Ultimate Journey by Robert Monroe

DMT The Spirit Molecule by Rick Strassman, M.D.

Hyperspace by Michio Kaku

Astral Dynamics by Robert Bruce

The Lucid Dreamer by Malcolm Godwin

Journey of Souls by Michael Newton, Ph.D

Destiny of Souls by Michael Newton, Ph.D

The Communion Letters by Whitley Strieber

A Dictionary of Angels by Davidson

Remembering & Understanding Your Dreams by Craig Hamilton-Parker

And (a rare one that I am fortunate to possess a copy) -

My Seven Minutes in Eternity with their Aftermath by William Dudley Pelley