Close Encounters

GRAY ALIENS, LIGHT BEINGS AND SPIRIT GUIDES:



While it's very difficult to categorize those mysterious beings who pop up unexpectedly in our dreams, our hypnopompics and the rare moments of waking reality shifts, nearly everyone I've known, when given pause for consideration, admits to having encountered at least one of these entities, to one degree or another, in one fashion or another.



Here are a few interesting close encounters with unknown entities, make of them what you will:



1) Initial conscious viewpoint from deep in space, looking across and down through the distance at what looked like a gigantic space station - shaped like a jack, but only two lengths that crossed, balls or hubs on each of the four ends. In the center where the lines crossed there was a larger central hub, but that was not where we were headed. Found myself inside one of the smaller end hubs, was being briefed or reviewed by a quasi-military type entity. To my right was a moderately sized window/portal out of which I could see the stars in space. This uptake was a preliminary to the important meeting scheduled to follow. Exited the small hub, walked down a long corridor and arrived at another room, slightly larger in scale, where I was to meet with my overseer or commander, of sorts. I sat down at the desk where he awaited me. We had work/plans/a schedule to go over. He asked me many questions, of which I remembered none. There were no windows or portals in this room. His back was to the 'outside', and I faced him across the desk with my back to the door. Both men had a mildly serious, business-like demeanor. I was just there for a routine 'check-in', although I had the feeling I was given as much time and respect as any other ???, even if the meeting was only a routine one. I was expected to give a type of report (on my physical embodiment on planet Earth?). It was part of my duty.

2) On a different planet, though a water world such as Earth. The structure, a large multi-roomed bilevel one, lays at the shore in a natural declivity, in a dip surrounded on one side by medium sized rock and sandy cliffs. I can see the green waters faintly lapping at the swath of shore just outside the glass front of the building I am in. Haven't been here in a while. I'm waiting, along with a handful of other females, two are pregnant (expecting? verb?) the same as myself, the third had recently delivered. I comment that the last time we'd met, she was still pregnant. (did not know any of these women in 'real life', nor was I pregnant in reality - thank God lol). It had certainly been a while. We were all very casual, waiting our appointments/assignments. Finally a tall being, a Gray Alien, came for me. I was given the task of preparing drinks for a group of three (sigh, always three) female Grays. I became upset and apologetic over the excessive amount of 'time' it took me to physically complete this task, time was simply not as I was used to. But the Tall and female Grays took this in stride, to them it was normal, and I wasn't to worry about it. To me, it felt like they had all the time in the world at their disposal. I continued to 'serve' them.

3) I did not like this event, even though at some level I knew it was staged, constructed to convey a message and, at the same time, to manipulate me while gauging my reactions. There were multiple, valid reasons for the image/event I found myself in. I had refused to marry/join/unite with someone. I was being threatened into doing so. There were suddenly hundreds of strangely-eyed cats, all of which seemed feral and insane, and whoever it was that threatened me began destroying these creatures before my eyes. I was terrified he would harm my real beloved pet, so in fear I screamed out that 'yes, I would agree to the union, as long as my pet remained unharmed'.

4) In the company of a Light Being. He is explaining things to me, asking questions. Pointing out objects I believe myself to be viewing and asking me if I understand 'why' I am seeing the forms that I am. I am seeing us in the midst of a field covered in snow, there is a low fence that separates this field from the road. I reply yes, I do understand the meaning behind the imagery. For example, I see snow because the process we must undergo to enter and exit the flesh is 'cold', very cold. It is a basic, scientific transmutation of energy, and as such, creates the sensation/mental translation of cold, snow, ice.

Crystal Balls and Gemstones

Why Buy a Crystal Gemstone or Crystal Ball?

Especially in the early years of holistic training and mind enhancement, objects such as crystal gemstones, crystal balls, pendants, and spirit boards are a recommended aid to help develop the all-important focus and clarity of mind.

(As I've repeatedly mentioned, one must be 'impeccable' in one's thoughts. There is no room for fence straddling, distractions, the yen/yang of conflicting desires, as the result is often a chaotic mess.)

Think of a crystal as a magnifying glass, whose purpose is to sharpen and bring into alignment the energetic focus of your thoughts. The better grades of quartz crystals come highly recommended, as they tend to resonate at a higher frequency than most other stones. Furthermore, as color and density are merely the tangible, end products of 'bent light' (think of the rainbow effect) - we would find pure quartz crystal to be the closest 'substance' to channel the light energies with the least amount of interference.

All is frequency, all is light. Mind is conscious energy slowed down to the vibrational frequency which manifests itself as three dimensional human density/mass. And in order to bypass, or work around the density issues, crystals, gemstones, crystal balls, candles, mirrors and much more besides are commonly utilized to harness the focus of pure mind under the direction of intent. And a better mind means a better body, as well as vice versa.

Basically, what a crystal will do is to resonate with the higher frequencies one wishes to impress one's desire upon, and teach the all-important lesson of concentration.

In the end, the desired goal of the student of consciousness is that of clear and steady attention, and the ability to maintain that stream of visualization without the left or right roof brain chatter we ceaselessly produce in our heads. As you read these words on your monitor, your hear them reproduced in your mind. We do this all the time, and it becomes an intrusive nuisance when one is trying to project a pure image or thought upon the Divine Source. So in order to assist in developing the clarity of energetic focus, consider the aid of a crystal gemstone or crystal ball, pendant, or similar item. There are so many beautiful crystals available for purchase! And the sheer joy of handling and focusing your attention on any one them will in and of itself enhance your spirit in ways that will ultimately prove productive.

The Grays and Parallel Time

DO GRAY ALIENS EXIST IN 'SIDE' TIME?

I debated whether or not to publish this puzzling experience. It was of such a bizarre nature that words do not adequately serve to suffice, and if my writing appears labored, please forgive me. I'm really posting this only because of any potential light it may shed on alien encounters and other paranormal events. And if anyone else has experienced something similar, I would be most interested in hearing the particulars.

First off, I wish to clearly establish that I was not on medication of any kind, including alcohol or recreational drugs. Nope, clean as a whistle (I'm rather dull that way lol). Secondly, despite my fascination with the paranormal, metaphysics and other eclectic subjects, I was in my 'right' mind - no psychosis here, although I and extended family members occasionally struggle with mild depression and anxiety from time to time (thank you, serotonin deficiency).

Furthermore, immediately prior to this experience, I had spent the morning and early afternoon enjoying the company of my best friend on a beautiful summer Saturday - rummaging at yard sales and doing lunch. Nothing other worldly on my mind. I was very grounded in the here and now, or so I thought.

Within a few minutes after my friend dropped me off at home (I lived alone at the time) and as I was kicking off my shoes, I entered a bizarre state of mind which I have never experienced before or since (at least as memory serves)...

I suddenly and without warning began remembering dreams. Dreams that were very recent. Dreams that had taken place within the last couple of hours. Except that I had NOT been asleep since the night before! And each dream memory, like beads on a chain, led to further 'memories' and all these dreams seemed to have taken place during my morning, as if they had somehow taken place adjacent to my waking moments - or between those moments.

To say that this was difficult to comprehend and place within any sort of known timeline is an understatement. How was it possible that I had 'dreamt' while being awake? And while I use the term 'dream' to describe these memories (which were quite mundane, rational and linear - akin to the normal beta - waking state of awareness) - the term may not apply.

I hesitate to say this, but it was as if I suddenly had access to another stream of my own consciousness, as if I had been wearing two shirts all the while instead of only one - and did not know it until that moment. And it was all me, there was no 'other' personality or psychological oddity about this. Merely, that in some fashion or another I suddenly had access to memories or dreams that I was unaware had been recorded.

And every time I would think of a 'real' event from my morning ... say, for example, my purchase and consumption of a soda from the gas station, or handing over a couple of dollars to buy a yard sale purse ... every time I would think of something that really happened, there was this concurrent thread of memory running amongst the original. It was very difficult to 'take it all in'. And I had no idea what my consciousness had done or was experiencing now.

This continued throughout the remainder of the afternoon, to the point that I deliberately immersed myself in a good book in hopes of distracting my mind and dissipating this second 'dream' thread. For most of the day it was touch and go, easily accessible should I so choose to access.

And while this may come as a surprise only to someone who works the night shift at a cracker factory on the moon, I was naturally fascinated and highly curious as to the entire mechanics of the affair. I am the kind of person who, in the midst of a supposed reptilian takeover, would be wondering how got their scales so shiny and green (sigh). I would be the one to ask St. Peter who made those awesome golden gates?!

Had I in some way, or had conditions been just right, managed to access the memory banks of my subconscious mind? It is now known that our subconscious never shuts off, even when we are awake it is merrily going about its own business and living its own little life (even when our consciousness is anesthetized during surgery, our subconscious is wide awake - rather unhappily I would suppose). So did it occur that for whatever the reason or reasons I was able to access this hidden and silent area of the self/mind?

We are so conditioned to regard the phenomena of time as either past, present or future. But this smacked of a concurrent, or side time running parallel to the present. And if I experienced this state of awareness, then so could anyone else. Perhaps our choppy mental divisions such as id, ego and super-id are only labels for our own poor understanding of how our brains are designed to function. And even though OUR human brain may function in this fashion, this is not to dictate that so must all other brains or minds or constructs of consciousness.

I am reminded of a close encounter experiencer (CEE) who, upon finding himself set kerplunk into the midst of an alien townscape, was informed by the Grays that 'he was always there'. It terrified the poor man. How can we be here and elsewhere and not know this? I have heard it described like gears in a clock - there are worlds within worlds. There are movements within movements.

Where is our consciousness really? What happens when we dream, besides compress and store memory? Who are those people who greet us in dreams and wave at us in hypnogogics and hypnopompics? When a lucid dreamer awakens and knows his state, he may then create and shape at will (I have done this exactly once and it was beyond a doubt one of the most incredible experiences of my life - I cannot recommend dream training and self-hypnosis tapes enough!).

Where is the line of demarcation between here and there, and do we sometimes straddle it? Does our consciousness divide as theorized? Besides forward, back and standing still, might not 'time' travel sideways? Or diagonally? Can the human brain, through accident or decision, experience events in ways most of us would never consider possible? Events are like multi-colored candies crammed in a jar, and our brain is the tool by which we extract them from the jar and experience these candies.

And, if even for a moment, I can straddle a double-line then I must ask if there exists a town upon this double line? Or a race, universe or plane of existence that may house aliens, ghosts, grays and all the rest? Life is truly stranger than fiction...

The Light of God - Part II

THE GOD SECRET

Repeatedly, the Gray Aliens have used, manipulated and controlled light. The greys have also demonstrated their ability to usher man to his rightful home, that of the Divine Light. They have been viewed as akin to angels. Conversely, some aliens have also claimed demonic status - inspiring fear and terror in their captives. I believe this paradox arises from possibly a mirroring effect of our own emotions (e.g. if we think them demons then such they become), or there is a clever teaching mechanism set in place to guide us beyond the human tendency to either fear or worship.

Nonetheless, it seems today that with the wealth of information and entertainment at our disposal, we are continually becoming more and more familiar through exposure to this 'mysterious light' everyone is chattering about. Light, of course, is a frequency as well, and thus there are many references to vibes, vibrations, frequencies and the music of the spheres. Remember, in the beginning was the word!

Even today with all our marvelous human technologies, our gadgets and machines and particle accelerators, our lasers and rocket ships - we still don't know precisely what this Light of God actually is, or where it is, or even how it is. At least most of us don't, though I highly suspect this knowledge exists and is not made available. Personally, I do not think that we as a species are quite evolved enough to storm the gates of Heaven anytime soon (though I believe we will approach that point and physical death will cease to be the sole means of entry). I think it will be 'delayed' until we are ... matured.

I know I would certainly hate to have my own home 'stormed' by a pack of excitable chimpanzees. We as the 'dominant' life form on this planet have put in place safeguards that we may not be so stormed by the lower creatures. We protect our environment (or try to) from those living creatures that are not evolved enough to comfortably share our space with us, be they ants or antelopes.

Continuing on d0wn this hall of alien mirrors, somewhere - in another frequency perhaps - (maybe right in front of us and we don't possess the eyes to see) ... somewhere there lays an area of divine existence or magnificent evolvement in which light/frequency/harmonics is the prime source/tool/basic component. This area, it may be stated with probable accuracy, appears vast and highly populated. Humans, in this self-same area, experience an elasticity of their forms, a reflection of what they think and feel, and often do they ultimately see their own physical (?) form as nothing so much or less than that of an ovoid of light and energy.

And of course, not to negate spiritual values or step on any belief systems - it all boils down to a few very basic common denominators. Somebody, somewhere and somehow - has the ability to use light to their satisfaction and discretion. Heaven, seen in this perspective, might be nothing more or less than an extremely (to us) advanced civilization or empire. And this is not an illogical conclusion, by far!

Think about it. Everything, as far as we can determine, is energy. Slow energy carries greater mass, while faster energetic frequencies have less and less mass until you arrive at the subatomic particles which seem to be neither here nor there until the laser-like focus of our own attention fixes them into a 'frozen' state. I guess a better way of putting this would be to say that the 'density' of an object may be determined by it's rate of vibration.

Now, we today understand that not only our physical form but also our own brains, thoughts and emotions emit small but measurable amounts of energy. Our subconscious mind seems to process at a much faster rate than our waking mind, and that could be why dreams, hypnagogics and mystical states seem to be the breeding ground for most paranormal activities. Anyway, being as how we are all basically 'energy constructs', then I propose that the faster** our frequencies the closer we will approach 'light' or heavenly status. (I can already hear those with a strong religious bent screaming a protest but hear me out, and at least for the moment, be open minded and dispense with any reward or punishment system of soul evolvement. At least for the time being.)

So if frequency plays a part in our access of the so-called heavenly realm(s), it is interesting to note how we, as a civilized species, have been repeatedly admonished to love unconditionally, (I think the 10 Commandments are absolutely perfect guidelines for this process and anything else is redundant) ... we are told to only eat foods of a natural, high vibratory rate, to avoid meat and slaughter, in essence we are chastised to become better controlled, thinking creatures than mere animals (who have their own right to evolve the same as we). And these admonitions all serve to do what? To raise our frequency level above that of the baser animal construct. To fine tune our engines, if you like. So we may run faster.

My line of thinking goes this way: if indeed Heaven and the Light of God are areas of considerably higher frequencies, and also IF such frequencies are more easily perpetrated by those of a lighter soul or being, then it would follow that those who DO inhabit these realms would by necessity and logic be more evolved than we - evolved beyond base animal instinct and response mechanisms. Unconditional love would have to be the answer to ultimate survival. Because the being whose sheer focus was that of serenity, love for all, emotional control and rarity of form (as in rarefied or ethereal) would be the immortal. Heavy, dross, animal mass cannot - according to its own innate limitations - I repeat, cannot access nor survive such a high or fast state of vibration without ultimately coming apart at the seams. It would be like putting a crystal vase inside a paint-shaking-machine.

So whether this rate of lighter and faster and higher states of frequency continue to ascend into infinity, or whether there is a set point, I have no idea. But somebody is there, or right here, and knows what it's all about. In cosmic time, we are a rather young species. It would be the height of idiocy to suppose that there exist no other life form or forms that have been at our point of development and evolved further. Believe me, somebody has already been there and done that.

And if there exists a continuum of light and frequency, going beyond the infrared and the ultra-violet spectrum to who knows what - then imagine, if there is a stopping point or a set point, the magnificence of those who may dwell within! If God is light, what does that tell us. When NDE'ers report that not only are they part of the light, but they are part of God and he them, when they report a veritable ocean of Heavenly light peopled with beings of such brilliance and awe-inspiring wisdom, does that not point to a level of evolvement which we, too, shall obtain? At least within the illusion of time? And if time is truly an illusion of our consciousness interacting with reality, and of our brains assimilating events into a linear order, then WE ARE ALREADY IN THE LIGHT!

We just don't know it yet. We have forgotten who and what we are.

At least, that's what the Gray Aliens keep telling us.

** Aside from considerations of morality and ethics, this is primarily why I became a vegetarian. It does not seem soul-healthy (or even bodily-healthy) to ingest into my system a substance that is heavy, saturated with negative frequencies due to abuse, mistreatment, and the denial of its rightful development. To consume the energetic mass of animal only serves to keep our own beings in an 'animal' state of evolvement. There exists but two soul dictams: Do No Harm and Impose Your Will On None.

The Greys

Recently I watched a television program centered around the theme of alien abduction as conducted by Grey Aliens. While I understood broadcasting time limited the depth and scope of what material stood to be presented, nonetheless I came away frustrated and rather edgy regarding the entire made-for-the-masses documentary - as so much of it was (for those like myself) redundant to the point of nausea and so superficial as to be of little worth, at least as far as I could see.

I suppose I should be satisfied that main-stream programming is finally dipping a cautious toe into these deep and murky waters, but it still sounds like the same drum beat over and over, with the enthusiasts and abductees and sightings coming off as either misinformed, morons or malcontents, with little that is new surfacing in these supposed 'reports'.

Like I said, it honestly leaves me very frustrated, edgy and brittle - like a pot of soup bubbling and pushing up against the heavy lid that keeps the contents contained and under wraps! From what I understand, this feeling of edgy frustration is not unusual to close encounter experiencers (CEEs) - those who have had some interaction with precisely whatever or whoever the grey aliens truly are (be it drones, robots, extraterrestrials, hybrids, dreams, insect intelligence, etc).

I cannot help but remain convinced that if enough people seriously and studiously undertook a minute investigation - including graphing and analyzation of all related data - we as a species could come expotentially closer to an unveiling of what the Grays and alien abduction is truly all about. The problem is that a very basic conundrum exits which, like the Mandelbrot set, opens up similar and closely related avenues which spiral off in every which way and take us further and further away from the original street, until we are so lost in a maze of paranormal and/or psychological dead-ends that we can't make heads or tails of any of it!

And every time you chop off one of the dragon's heads, another one grows to take its place.

Well, alrighty then. Let's go BACK to the original equation which involves, in some fashion or another, the Grays and their nasty little habit of abducting hapless humans (or so it would seem). Some tidbits of interest are the following (alleged) hallmarks of close encounter experiencers:

1) Believe it or not, it has been mentioned that those of Irish or Indian descent are more frequently abducted.

2) Progeny of abductees are themselves more likely to be abducted.

3) Marriages/and or reproduction is 'arranged' by the aliens.

4) When the CEE is not conveniently located out of doors, the preferred substance to 'move or transport or disassemble' him through is glass.

5) Metals such as steel, aluminum, tin, et al may hamper the above transportation if not actually present a barrier to whatever the process is that is taking place. (Some type of Faraday Cage interference?)

6) The extraterrestrials are fascinated or nourished in some way by human emotions (this is also found in numerous cultural mythos throughout history).

7) The Gods needed human worship (attention, energy, focus) to exist.

8) Close encounter experiencers tend to have a dislike, mistrust or outright fear of doctors and medical procedures in general, and will sometimes avoid the above to their own detriment.

9) Other phobic reactions may include claustrophobia or fear of heights.

10) Interestingly enough, it is thought to be extremely rare for an abductee to report alien medical procedures that involve the heart, lungs, nervous system, respiratory system, endocrine system, the digestive system and so forth. Were these abductees fantasizing their abductions, one would logically assume these fantasies would bear some resemblance to the 'normal' medical examinations we are all familar with - which absolutely and routinely include the above systems! Who has gone to the doctor and not had their blood pressure read nor their pulse taken?! The very absence of the above should be a red flag that something real (in some fashion or other) may actually be occuring.

And there is more, so much more that I find myself once again lost in the maze. I will say this, if the alien enigma exists solely in the space between our ears, then we may as well stop reaching for the stars and explore the gray alien universe within - both being vastly unfathomable.

Gray Alien Examination: The Master Grey

THE GREY MASTER

Close Encounters with the Demigods?

This is one alien you don't want to mess with. Close encounter experiencers (CEEs) report a near uniform consensus in regarding this being as THE one in charge - the Master - the Overseer - the Boss, and so much more besides. There is a certain flavor difficult to pin down, but the Alien or Gray Master seems to be an overwhelmingly powerful personality and can generate a response in his charges (the word is appropriate, I fear) ranging from outright terror to a love obsession verging on the Stockholm Syndrome. There remains no room for doubt that whatever or whoever this persona is, he is all-powerful and holds the CEEs very existence in the palm of his hand.

This same power has also lended the Master a mystique or allure that, too, is difficult to rationalize. There is the sense of being in the presence of one who is to man, as man is to animal. There exists a gulf, so to speak, which we have yet to cross as a species. The CEE is aware of this, as is the Master. I am not so certain that the gulf is even breachable, at least in our present state. Furthermore, as the CEE senses the above, he also is made aware of his lack, his subordinate position and this may be painfully humiliating to the abductee. The astute and compassionate human, should he care to look, will also note the same response in the lower animal kingdom to his own superior qualities. There is an ad-hoc mixture of fear, need and shameful awareness of inadequacy that is heart wrenching to witness. Is this, then, how a stray dog may feel when confronted with the towering 2-legged stranger?

Be it as it may, there is an undeniable flavor of species' arrogance from the Master. It is fully aware of its position, and the human response to same. But I do not think the Greys or the Master are 100% empathetic with the human response. I don't think they can be. Contrary to science fiction, ESP and empathy are not quite the same thing. If we are truly dealing with non-human contact, then though the grays and/or the master may see into our souls and grasp the gist of what we think and feel, they do not and cannot precisely share the same complete understanding of what these emotions mean to us as humans.

No, standing outside the human species creates a wall for them to climb; there is a barrier to complete and absolute species comprehension that they must find a way around. I think that is part of the alien 'contact' enigma, and I also think they have found a way around it.

The solution to the problem is glaringly simple, and the very simplicity and accuracy of what I am about to propose lends a certain credibility to the alien enigma as it stands. For if one needs or chooses or is driven to work with a tree, to understand a tree, to avoid misunderstandings with a tree, to interact and exchange and learn from a tree, one cannot do this from the outside in. Accuracy and full knowledge can only be gained by BECOMING the tree, by entering into the experience of being a tree. We see similar dilemma in our own investigation of naturalized species research - we hide cameras and recorders beyond the range of animal detection so we can best understand their behavior when not influenced by a human presence.

I suspect, far beyond the eye scan and routine check ups taking place in some spaceship on the other side of the moon, or the other side of our imaginations, that there is an actual extra-species research taking place within our own minds. To fully learn from us, for whatever purpose, the aliens and the like, must get inside of us. There must be a union, a joining, a marriage of minds for this to occur.

And I also suspect that, at least in part, this is taking place on a much larger scale than we can possibly credit.

And before we fall head first into another ego-trap, this must not imply that we are nearly as special and unique as we have been comforted with or led to believe. I highly and sarcastically do not believe for one minute that humans are nearly so fascinating to others as we hold ourselves to be. Let's not be any more gullible than necessary. We are only as fascinating and desirable and important to another species as their NEED dictates. This is inescapable logic. This is an inescapable equation.

Furthermore, it is neither a good thing nor a bad. It is a state of affairs of which most of us are largely in the dark pertaining to such. We can bemoan or embrace our supposed Space Brothers until the sun goes dim and is a smoking chunk of charcoal frozen in time, but it is as it is. We must accept that and try to understand what now confronts us. And no book, no blog, no media king nor professional skeptic can give us this understanding. Ultimately, we must each of us earn this understanding. That is what makes the Gray Alien enigma so complex and frustrating - it appears to be neither objective nor subjective, but rather an intriguing mixture of the two. That is the challenge before us, to walk that narrow path without falling to either wayside.

So what or whom exactly is the Master Gray? Or the Master Light Being? Who exactly is this despot or demigod that holds our welfare in his hand? Or perhaps our mind within his own? What is fact and what is fiction and how to discern the difference therein? Again, I suggest one look to his dreams, read the metaphors, and keep a dream diary to enhance comprehension. Meditate if you choose, use crystals if you like, or candles, or self-hypnotic tapes. Read, read, read. Above all, avoid a belief system trap, avoid delusions of self-grandeur, avoid the I-Am-A-Chosen-One nonsense, and keep a sane and rational objectivity at all times. Remember that this phenomena is both objective and subjective. Don't go off the deep end and keep grounded in daily life. Have fun with it, get over the angst, and give thanks that the world is a larger place than you ever imagined. And that you have a place in it.

Greys, Reptilians and the Glass UFO

REPTILIANS AND THE GLASS (Crystal ?) BOX

Another aspect of the Gray Alien phenomenon must, by its very nature, touch upon the enigma of those beings termed The Reptilians. Do they share a similar agenda with other extraterrestrials? Or an uneasy alliance? How often are the greys, reptilians and other humanoids seen engaging in teamwork? Beyond hype and BS, what are the close encounter experiencers (CEEs) reporting?

Have you seen or dreamt the Crystal Box?

Reptilian Experience 1:

Desiring psychic ability, the dreamer faces himself in a large glass mirror. His reflected image is the true* mirror reversal (there is an important difference - what was dark becomes light, what was left becomes right, etc.). The CEE dreamer then passes into a very large and empty room, featureless, to note that a large and transparent box has formed in the center of the room. Almost instantly, a reptilian humanoid type creature (the CEE is reminded of an immense gecko) forms within the box and mysteriously passes through what looks like glass. The CEE is confronted with a 7 ft tall Reptilian and sees a spot of human blood on the creature. The CEE is given to understand via telepathic 'knowing' that their 'alliance' (he and the creature) could have been a dangerous, frightful one and things could have gone badly, but that is not the case in this particular alliance. The alien Reptilian takes his place on the right side of the CEE and together they exit the room. Throughout the event, the CEE is calm and accepting of the events. He exhibits a greater level of comprehension than what is available to his waking ego.

Reptilian Experience 2:

The close encounter experiencer sees herself from both inner and outer vantage points, and is in her 'waking ego personification'. With great fear, the CEE sees a transparent, glass box form in the air above her living room. The glass box moves about trying to enclose her, as if she is a mouse to be captured. When so captured by the box, the CEE experiences a distinctly abrupt change in her sense of identity. She is no longer the ego/personality of mere moments ago, nor is she female, as if she is now something that could almost be termed male or adrogynous. She is no longer quite human.

The crystal box vanishes, and now the CEE sees objects in her room differently. The coffee table is composed of hundreds of points of light. Everything about her is no more or less than a matrix of light, coalesced into form. The living room wall vanishes and she exits the house, purposefully walking to the Point of Contact - a meeting place atop a hill upon which dozens of others like herself are filing in to the recently arrived UFO.

Reptilian Experience 3:

Preparatory to sleep, a CEE sits alone in his room one night, thinking and smoking a final cigarette before turning off the light. The CEE is suddenly stunned to observe a glassy image (reminiscent of Predator) moving across the top of his closed window curtains, with the curtains visibly distorted behind the image (the general size and shape of an enlarged head) - as though something tall and nearly unseen were passing through the area. There is no logical explanation for this - the image was not a disturbance or film in his eye, the door to the room was shut thus the image did not originate from outside the room, and finally the sole window to his room was only a couple of yards from the SOLID BRICK WALL of his neighbor's home. Outside all was dark and still, both homes were a respectable distance from the quiet street. The layout of the room did not allow for any reflections or lights, etc to be seen from the neighborhood street. Finally, the image seen was on the inside of the room, not emanating from an unknown outside source.

Dreams and such involving the dreamer being transported by Greys, gray aliens, reptilians and such via an object which reminds one of a glass or crystal elevator.

What can we make of these dreams and experiences? Are they purely subjective, or are they our mind's attempt to make a known out of an unknown? Are the ET's using some type of transparent energy field to move about? And why the box image? If nothing else can be said, the shape itself seems to be fairly consistent, so there is one common denominator at least.

Does the crystal box truly exist? As I've said over and over to the point of redundancy (forgive me lol).... any real, any factual evidence (if such can be gathered) pertaining to the Gray Alien or Reptilian enigma (light beings, UFOs, space brothers, sigh...) can ONLY be gained via the Common Denominator. Nothing should be tossed out, mind you, but that is what we are looking for. No matter the clothing or imagery in which close encounters or abductions or little grey men are couched, certain points remain the same and THESE are the sign posts to knowledge. With that said, it's time for me to crack my books. I've been writing so much lately I've ignored my personal study program. Gotta use those hypnosis tapes, catch up my dream journal and stand lonely in the night of the mind, waiting - always waiting, to see what shows up. How fabulous is that?!