2012 Prophets and Warnings : The Psychic Material, and the Famous Zombie Word Alert

December 21, 2012 :
Seth, Jane Roberts, Edgar Cayce - the psychics were right all along?

In the mid 1980's I happened to chance across my first real exposure to psychic and channeled material via the writings of Ruth** Montgomery. As unique and interesting as I found her books to be, nevertheless there sat a rather large grain of salt on my shoulder as I plowed through book after book. Walk-ins, reincarnation, aliens and angels ... interesting, but not necessarily believable. Where was the proof?

Then along came Shirley MacLaine. She, too, had plenty to say and was quite good at saying it. In fact, one of the most interesting (to me) tidbits I tripped across was a little reference she made in regard to her oversoul or higher self (the sum total of who and what we really are). This OverSoul she described as having an oriental flavor, and the more she elaborated on her impressions of he/she/it, the more I realized that what she described was what, I, too had come to encounter more and more frequently in my imaginative musings. In fact, if such a thing could be true, then (as the years rolled by and I made comparisons in retrospect) the being she hinted at was most definitely cut from the same cloth as my own ... as though they shared the same species' traits. Again, interesting for what it was worth. But her accounts of aliens, UFOs, ETs, etc etc ... another grain of salt was added.

By 1989 or very early in the 1990's I was led further afield (psychic matters have a very definite way of doing that - leading the curious forward like stones in a pond) into the accounts of Edgar Cayce, which were not as easily understood/translatable as the other psychics' material. (Thank God I had not first started with the Seth Material).

Edgar Cayce, certainly very detailed as his accounts were given as to his bodily and etheric states, held a deeper fascination for me as now we were at last getting into the meat of the matter, the psychic potato patch, and I devoured his books of guides, guardians and prophetic events. Little did I then know of things quantum or energetic, but the ground was fertile for future planting and, with a firmer understanding upon which to build, my next foray led me to:

Jane Roberts, The Seth Material (btw - her Education of OverSoul 7 is one of the best I've yet to come across. If you haven't done so, get your hands on any or all of the Seth books. Absolutely the cream of the crop.) ... Seth, her channeled oversoul, was a prolific and erudite speaker. Not only did Seth go to considerable lengths to explain the workings of God (All That Is) and His extensions (we, the energy units - reincarnated and otherwise) - but he was verbose on the subject of what lay in man's most probable future (again, here I was introduced to the idea of probabilities/many worlds/string theory). However, in 1993, I simply could not believe - no matter how entertaining the dialogue - some of Seth's claims.

Always after his host, Jane Roberts, to cease her smoking - he remarked on how in the near future, cigarette smoking would become totally socially unacceptable and, those that continued to do so, would become ostracised for their habit. (As stubborn as Jane, I, too, continued to puff away because no blasted ghost, personality fragment, or channeled spook was going to dictate my God-given rights. Sigh.)

Furthermore, and more ominous yet, Seth spoke at great lengths about a severe economic breakdown, food wars, Global depression, oil shortages, climate change, the shift of the axis, and all manner of gloom & doom that seemed, well ... sensationalistic at best and plainly fabricated at worst.

Little did I know.

Then came the alien encounters. The Grays with their warnings and chastising. Unfortunately, much of the material at that time pointed directly or indirectly at the mark of the millennium, 2000, as the pivotal point, and when the year 2000 arrived with its business as usual ... it was hard to fathom that in a little more or less than a decade, the world would not quite BE THE SAME PLACE. In a word, to all intents and purposes, the psychics were actually right - by and large.

Given an overall excellent track record, where does that leave us now?

** Zombie Word Alert: Although hard on decaying teeth and gums, many zombies have a distinct sweet tooth (usually just the one and hanging by a visibly disgusting thread) and are simply gaa-gaa over Baby Ruths! Recent studies suggest that as high as 26% of the known Zombie population may be either diabetic or in stage 1 pre-diabetes.

The Ouija - Part 2 AND the Famous Zombie Word Alert

My latest experiment with the Ouija board underscored what I've long held to be true about the subconscious working outside of linear time, at least as we quantify time within our normal, everyday waking experience.

I've long reached a point in my experiments with the Ouija/spirit board where my subconscious seems to be more concerned with showing me the mechanics (via symbols) of how I interface with this tool, as opposed to any pretence and play acting ( sigh, how I miss the old days lol ).


So while the planchette was doing its usual thing, pointing to the woman's mind, the hands, (it also moves repeatedly up to the star on the right side) back down to the 'ghost' man, the image of the planchette and so forth, it spelled out the word HSUP. Okay, so that threw me for a minute, until I realized it had spelled out the word PUSH backwards. No idea what that meant nor why it had done so.


Next day, I am doing a little necessary shopping, and directly in front of me, as I enter the department store, there stands a display of the new movie PUSH. Hmm. How coincidental. I had no idea there was a new movie out by that name. Nor was I familiar with the movie's subject matter, which revolved around a woman's past, her deep-seated obstacles, and those who helped her to 'push' past her problems. Needless to say, I could relate to the situation on many levels. Furthermore, since the subconscious has the marvelous ability to convey a world of information in so tiny a symbol, I harkened back to a particularly unexpected and ground-breaking moment in my own past, when my tearful stepmother revealed that much of what she had done, those actions and comments which to me were felt as an endless series of harsh critique, stemmed from her desire to help PUSH me (her words) out of the shell I had fashioned around myself, after my own mother's untimely death.

Additionally, whenever the chips are down, I have discovered that the road to success, per my own life's experiences, has only opened before me when I have stubbornly, relentlessly pushed myself as hard as necessary to get where I want to be. I am one of those individuals who must push themselves, and with much force, unfortunately.

So, the entire word as revealed in the typical, mirror like fashion of the right brain subconscious, was highly appropriate to my situation as it now stands.

Well, to continue - after my soiree with the Ouija board, I noticed, at least for the first 24 hours before the effects of the subconscious experimentation began to wane, I ran into synchronicity left and right. For a good day's time, my waking beta left-brain ego was confronted with coincidence and meaningful encounters, symbols and so forth like wild. And I was more 'psychic' for a day or two. Without going into a blow by blow description of each 'assault' **, let us just say that I resolved to resume the stimulation of my right-brain subconscious forthwith - the results were that fruitful.

But (and this is a big one!) unless one is firmly grounded in what we term as objective reality, I cannot say that I recommend the use of the spirit board, or anything else that allows for too great an expression of the right brained mind. It is so easy to become deluded and caught up in the 'game', although it can be a fun and interesting ride, only so long as the operating ego understands the reality of what is occurring. Self meets self. Self expresses self. Self learns from self.

Ultimately though, one will tire of the 'game' and go on to greater things.
** Zombie Word Alert: Contrary to commonly held assumptions, we here at The Zombie Word Alert Defense Team do not recommend the use of assault weapons in the endless war against zombies. Assault weapons, by their very design, are often cumbersome, expensive, unattractive and simply do not mesh well with your average outfit. Unless, of course, you are into 'camo' - which is so last year. We do, however, recommend a suitably subtle and tasteful line of defense arsenal, which can be quickly modified to suit any social event. Stiletto sandals, for example, are both an excellent evening fashion accessory, and may also be utilized at a moment's notice to stab out the pus-engorged eyeballs of your average zombie. Designer handbags, particularly the hobo style, are another valuable weapon, as not only are they well made and guaranteed to last through multiple zombie attacks, but the spacious interiors allow for a hefty amount of change to accumulate in the bottom of the bag, adding a net weight of perhaps 40 or 50 pounds to the typical contents of a woman's purse.
Please, no matter if the world as we know it has vanished forever, and scores of lurching, lumbering, slavering, drooling, odoriferous zombies have invaded your workspace, remember to always think FASHION FIRST!

Ouija Board - The Ultimate Game

For years and years I longed to own a Ouija Board, but was too chicken to buy one. I had the idea it was dangerous, a doorway to Demons and God Knew What Else. Yet, having grown up with an amazing mother, a truly gifted Gaelic with the honest to goodness ability to make 'the table rise', I was already hooked on spiritualism from the get go. And don't think we were not an honest, God fearing family. We attended church, I attended study and was later confirmed at age 12. We did not take the Lord's name in vain, etc.

But my mother was one of those intelligent, creative individuals who could see beyond the dogma, and having a true Scots background, she was naturally gifted and saw no harm in these gifts. We would go to Cassadaga, Fla - where she sought out the psychics. See, she had lost a son to cancer - he was barely 1o years old at the time - and, with later insight, I realized many of her efforts stemmed from a need to contact her beloved child.

In other words, matters of both God and the inner psychic were the norm in my youthful world. I, too, was a gifted child with a high IQ that landed me in a program called VIS - for Very Intelligent Students. I was also artistic, creative and won several awards before finishing school. I, too, harbored a desire to connect with 'something', but I also harbored a deep fear of devils and demons, a fear that took me decades to lay to rest.

Nonetheless, the time finally came when I got up my nerve and purchased my first (!) Ouija or Spirit Board. We were all very careful to protect ourselves within the White Light, to pray before and after said use, and to scrupulously avoid any accidental or deliberate interference with the planchette.

Well, I hadn't had my board a month before my superstitions reared their ugly head and I pitched the game into the trash. What a relief to get rid of it, as if I had somehow nailed a 'out to lunch' sign on the front door to discourage Satan. But in the meantime I began experimenting with the pendulum, which was interesting but not nearly as quick nor precise as using the Ouija. It was hopeless, and before too long I had purchased my second board. My curiosity was the stronger emotion, and those superstitious fears simply had to take a back seat.

I was so curious about everything, and I wanted to experience as much as I could first hand. But as I developed my ability to concentrate, to let go and focus at the same time, things really took off and I became scared all over again. There went board number 2.

With the acquisition of Ouija Board 3 (Parker Bros. would have loved my kind!), I was determined not to cave in, but rather conducted as much research as I possibly could into the whys and hows of the spirit board. I learned they've been around, in one form or another, since ancient times. I also learned that they have been used to help brain-damaged, mentally disabled persons communicate in ways they are not verbally able to do. It would seem that the spirit board sort of 'evens out the playing field' in terms of brain hemisphere dominance, and for most users it is a form of expression for the subconscious, right brain mind.

Eventually, I settled down, began note-taking in earnest, and came away with a far greater concept of how the psyche of man operates. I even went on to purchase a special board, a large round heavy thing, rich with symbols and icons, which of course were much easier for my right brain to answer with. Amazing the things one learns about oneself.

So, once I got over the idiotic notion that a demon comes pre-packed with every spirit board (can't you just picture that at Quality Control - a line worker getting his butt chewed for missing the demon in board #1533901A?) - I eventually was able to have the courage to experiment on my own, without a partner, although the movements came slower at first, and I had to learn to let go, to allow my subconscious a free hand in the most precise way.

I think the worst hurdle, the Biggie with a Capital B, the hurdle that most exacerbates fear and superstition in nearly all users of the talking spirit board - is that you always (so it seems) first encounter your subconscious and all those fears, emotions, self loathing, guilts and anything else of an emotionally suppressed nature. After all, this is your subconscious getting to have the floor, and it is darn well going to do so. Because here is the important thing to understand - the subconscious often acts like a mirror, reflecting self back to self. If you fear demons, you can skippy well bet you are going to encounter them, at least until you get over such fears. And as such, the mirror effect of the subconscious freed by such tools as the Ouija Board, are an absolutely fantastic method for self growth and understanding, a cleansing shower for the psyche, but only if you can face your fears with a sane, clear head on your shoulders. Otherwise it's too easy to get drawn in to an endless game of self reflecting self reflecting self - without any resolution, but with plenty of distress. I recommend keeping a good sense of humor on hand, as well. Love and forgiveness for self and all others, doesn't hurt either.

Love and laughter will conquer most demons, be they real or imagined. And best to ignore any that should remain.

The Grays - Psychic Parasites?

ARE THE GRAY ALIENS ENERGY PARASITES? OR A CO-DOMINANT SPECIES?

Continuing the line of thought from my last post, it does appear that whatever or whomever the Grays may be, their presence has been with us for hundreds, if not thousands, of years. The similarities between the gray aliens and various humanoids repeatedly referred to in worldwide mythology and legend cannot be summarily dismissed. The same holds true for Reptilian entities and their ilk. Should these creatures be no more than symbols, astronomical/religious metaphor or manifestations of man's proclivity for archetypes, it is strange indeed that so many diverse cultures would lay claim to such similar objectification. And though experts of science, psychology, anthropology, history and biology (the list is long) - all who claim authority in these areas -strain to jump through hoops, convolutions and contortions of reason in the effort, any effort at all seems to suffice, to explain away or otherwise dismiss the possibility of an actual race or species of creatures existing on the fringe of humanity's awareness, it cannot be denied that all the smoke of rumor has a fire of sorts at its center.

Yet whether or when our authorities should label the Grays and Reptilians as 'real' is neither really here nor there. The close encounter experiencer (CEE) - be he a an aborigine, Gaelic peasant, or full-suited businessman traveling a back road home at 3 a.m. after taking the red-eye from one business meeting to another - knows he experienced something untoward and is rarely the better for this experience. And it is all fine and well to label such mysterious encounters as clandestine governmental experiments, psychological or technological testings whathaveyou - as many modern day researchers have alluded to, but the problem with this type of explanation (though some undoubtedly hold water) is that this grey alien enigma predates technology and all the rest.

For example, movies such as 'Close Encounters' and anecdotal reports lend us to believe that our automobiles stall on lonely roads because of an alien technology that interferes with our vehicles electrical system. Given our current level of development, this is something we can understand in a nuts and bolt manner - an energetic interference of sorts. We comprehend technology. However, how many CEEs are aware that in 19th century abductions the horse itself did still, the carriage stop or the bicycle refuse to move? There must lay interference, no doubt, but not the type of mechanical interference we presume it to be.

Something paces us, pursues us and lurks just beyond the threshold of man's waking beta consciousness and that something has long been about.

At this stage of the game, were I to lend credit to any of the theoretical explanations concerning the Grays, it would be that they are an objectively real species that has its biological niche in a frequency just to the left of our own, just fast enough that unless we are in exactly the right brain-wave state, they are not duly registered within man's awareness. This would also explain why our toys (digital cameras for one thing) are able to catch what our eyes cannot see (and I think the same holds true with the ghosts of our dearly departed). Too many for far too long have encountered a veritable ecosystem of currently misunderstood manifestations hovering just, and I mean just, beyond normal waking observation.

Reality seems to consist of energy in its multitude of frequencies, dimensions, planes, vibrations from wave to particle and God knows what else. I contend that it highly plausible that all factual close encounters with grays are taking place in the fuzzy area of the frequency level of reality closest to our own. I believe Robert Monroe, one of the most famous, literal minded experiencers and researchers (he dubbed himself and his team the 'Explorers') labeled these areas of frequencies as locales - which is as good a term as anything else. Robert Monroe also spoke of the energy fields surrounding our planet and the energy living things emitted as "Loosh".

So backtracking to The Gray Aliens themselves, and the probability that they have long co-existed with humanity, what is it - precisely - that they want of us? The Grays, or those like them, are seen in the company of our dead, they experiment upon us, tweak us and are overtly concerned with human reproduction. They exhibit no observable respiration, may be seen as 'cartoony'- by this I mean lacking in three dimensional manifestation, or robotic as the same, somehow they can get into our minds and enforce images within awareness - the gray aliens exhibit all the characteristics of a species quasi-three dimensional yet not quite! Remember, the angels were envious of man's place and resentful of his 'embodiment'. In addition, the greys do not seem to age as we do, and let us know that they are 'outside' our time, or that 'their time is not as ours'.

I propose that it is entirely possible that - insofar as the typical gray alien goes (and remember that we may be dealing with not one but a vast ecosystem populated with all manner of life) - I propose that what the typical gray alien seeks from us is the ability/genetics to manifest in our reality, our frequency field of existence. Whether the Grays originate from Earth or elsewhere, past, present or future, it is my personal conclusion that what they seek may be physical (as we think it) embodiment.

And I also seriously consider that certain of our encounters, trolls, goblins, reptilians and different alien factions (including some of the gray aliens) seek our energies as a food source. This is no different than you or I eating a steak or donut - energy is energy. We simply take ours in a dense three-dimensional form for our bodies to convert into heat energy. The obvious conclusion would be that as matter/body becomes more refined (faster, lighter, etc) then so must its food source. And does this process continue into infinity or is there a stopping point where an organism, three-dimensional or otherwise, becomes self-supporting and no longer requires an outside energy source? (shades of perpetual motion lol)

Anyway, back to the subject at hand. There can be no doubt that whatever the Grays turn out to be, they've been with us a long time. They have a tendency to twist about and change, to shape shift, to match or barely exceed our level of development and expectations, as if they lead us a merry chase and forever dangle a carrot beyond our collective nose. They often display attributes of caring, concerned teachers with we, the students - so it is possible that some of the gray aliens are really our guides and guardians in disguise.

It is just as probable that they are no more or less than energy parasites and are simply keeping their food crop in good check. The Grays could also be seeking physical embodiment and are using us to that end. Any or all of the above bears merit.

But if it is the case that we are indeed a food source for more than bacteria (here I am reminded of one of David Jacob's CEEs [The Threat by David M. Jacobs] who overheard one of the gray aliens chastising her hybrid lover that she 'was a resource, not a resort') ... again, if we are a food source for the Grays or other energy parasites, then it would well behoove us to be conscientious of that which we prefer to be 'harvested' for! Love or fear, joy or suffering? Always keep in mind that you and ONLY you are responsible for what you make of things.

In the end, it's a marvelous system of teaching and I think, eventually, we'll all be better for it!

The Grays and Self Hypnosis

DO SELF HYPNOSIS CDs ENCOURAGE ALIEN ABDUCTION?

With all the hypnotic tapes, dvds, cds and books available, I am surprised more people have not utilized these methods to explore their inner space. Not everyone, it seems, has the desire to root about in the basement of their minds, but for myself - hypnosis was a valuable tool which aided me in many areas of my life, including pain management and the ability to experience lucid dreams.

On the downside, my psychic abilities became greatly enhanced, or I had stimulated otherwise dormant areas of the brain, and, as I once heard said by a famous medium ... "in the early stages of training, you really pay your dues".

Believe me, I paid dearly. Not to be smug or self-congratulatory, but I think a weaker ego might have splintered under the chaos of the psychic manifestations I began experiencing. And this is no exaggeration! Self hypnosis and psychic development are most certainly not for everyone. One of the most frightening ordeals I experienced was an ever acceleration of energy spiralling out of control. I dreamed myself spinning out of control, head over feet, and was powerless to control the hurricane I'd unleashed.

Thank God (believe me, I prayed and fretted and pulled back only to feel impelled to resume the course) I ended up emotionally and mentally sound. Thank God I am one of the few people who are very balanced in the fact that I am neither left nor right brain dominate, or so testing has shown. While blessed with artistic and creative abilities, I am also firmly left brained and gifted in analytical prowess. Had my biology been somewhat different, things could easily have become unpleasant.

So it is with absolute caution and sincere concern that I recommend forays into self hypnosis and lucid dream experimentation for anyone reading my blog. If you are an easily excitable or gullible person, if you have deep emotional traumas or a tendency towards multiple personality disorder, these forays are not for you. What you do is your responsibility, not mine. But I care about my readers and would not deliberately encourage harmful behavior. So please walk slowly and carefully as best suits you, and always bear in mind that one of the first hurdles of psychic exploration is the confrontation with your shadow self. Scary stuff, my friends.

Now, on to my adventures. In the early stages of hypnosis, I was primarily using tapes to help manage back and urological pain. I had to undergo a series of unpleasant catheterizations and the use of self-hypnosis enabled me to focus my mind away from the body, and minimized the discomfort. However, at the same time, due to puzzling experiences throughout my life and my physical limitations at the time, I decided to explore the mind since there seemed little I could enjoy physically.

Over a period of roughly four years, I learned how to successfully use the pendulum, the spirit board, mind silence, and... contact with something. Whether subjective or objective (my belief is that a blend of both occurs as water cannot flow through a creek without picking up the silt along the bottom lol), these experiences grew in strength and frequency. It became difficult to turn them off!

I think that scared me the most. I felt powerless before my own mind's abilities. I was driving my car too fast, and couldn't find the brake. And I was terrified of hurtling over a mental cliff.

And though looking back later I soon realized that the gray alien presence had been present in my life since early childhood, the manifestation of The Grays certainly picked up steam. I remember seeing three of them standing at the foot of my bed one night, and shrieking, terrified in my head, NO NO NO!!! Odd, because not only did I not credit the grays with any objective actuality, but I was more curious by far, than fearful.

But the more I used the self hypnosis tapes and dvds, the more easily I slipped into the hypnotic state - alert, aware, very relaxed and mentally open to whatever or whomever happened to show up. My family would occasionally experience ghostly apparitions, events such as doors opening and closing, figures in mirrors and toes tugged in the middle of the night. Had my own psychic energy created these events? Or had I unwittingly opened a door and maybe exposed my loved ones to harmful entities? Oh, I prayed like you wouldn't believe, and worried equally.

More than once did I pull into our driveway (sometimes this was stronger when the house lay empty with family elsewhere and I was alone), and before I had the car in the garage, I could 'feel' the tingling energetic awareness that something inside awaited me. Sometimes, this 'energy' would wash over me in a tidal wave, similar to Kundalini. Was this my chakras opening? Or lucid dream intrusion? Ghosts?

Okay, so this kind of thing went on for a while. And I pondered all the while, too. I did not intend to let fear or superstition get the better of me, nor dogma or belief systems. Good, bad or indifferent - this was a valuable learning experience and I wasn't planning on trashing my hypnotic tapes anytime soon.

In brief, here are some more events I underwent. One evening I sat alone in my room and just let my hand go over and over the spirit board (I had a very large, heavy round one that I used), eventually I got bored because no marvelous revelations (lol) were coming through, but I stuck with it and proceeded to think of other things, my day at work, etc but I suddenly noticed that my hand was leaving tracers , like static electricity, in its wake - and this was fully visible in a fully lit room!

Another time, I awoke to see at the end of my bed an immense swirling mirror like vortex and suddenly my consciousness was all over the place. I was asleep in bed, I was out of body straining to flee my room and repeatedly felt my real self 'snap' back into my body, I was awake and gazing at the vortex, I was taking the hand someone (self?) had thrust from out the vortex, I was conversing with someone who chastised me to 'help myself' and furthermore, I was engulfed with a wave of ecstatic energy!

I also had 'thought balls' thrust into my consciousness, concepts and ideas I had to somehow unravel. I learned to understand the mirror effect and the metaphoric language of the mind, and how to read between the shadow lines. My fears rose up to meet me, in fact I think most emotions were confronted in one way or another. I learned to laugh at my own manipulations and grow in the process. I learned how deep lay the abyss of human guilt, shame and self-loathing. And I tried to learn how to love myself and others, and at the end of this period of trial by fire, I honestly believe I emerged a gentler, more compassionate and less judgemental human being.

Or maybe that is all nonsense, who knows? I do know that while practicing self-hypnosis I became able to induce a physical heaviness and lethargy that at times was both sensual and terrifying. On rare occasion I saw living color, or colored sound - a thrilling vision of the most beautiful column of gently singing fuschia which, I swear this is true, my dog was also staring at.

And the lucid dreams and hypnogogics increased hand over fist! I would find myself as nothing more or less than a field of vision completely devoid of identity or sense of self (left brain awareness?), floating about my home and seeing the minutest object in magnified, clarified detail. The more I used hypnosis, the more these things happened.

However, the Grays also came more frequently, as did the dreams. I gave birth to unknown children and would awaken mumbling "I love you baby no 3", I also saw myself somewhere, somehow, many times this happened - finding myself in a strange and sterile environment, accompanied by a tall, misty figure and suddenly remembering previous birthings and being shown a linear series of my 'familial ancestors' or my bloodline or possibly even incarnations, I do not know. But I would think to myself - 'ah, I remember this!'

Bear in mind that while it became undeniable that whatever the gray aliens are or are not, I had nonetheless never been interested in the phenomena even though hindsight revealed I had long been a part of this enigma. I was not 'seeking' alien abduction or Grays in the night! If anything, my focus was perhaps more on reincarnation and hypnosis, meditation, possibly spirit contact is such a thing were more than ESP or imagination. Yet, there they were! And I kept right on reading, learning and using those hypnotic tapes, cds and books.

Furthermore, I was not at all familiar with alien abduction or benchmarks of the experience. When I 'lost' three hours of time, sitting there with an unlit cigarette and curled up Indian-style in the middle of my bed (I have spinal arthritis and this position would have quickly become very uncomfortable to me), I remember glancing at the clock with total and absolute confusion as to where 2.45 hours had gone? The last thing I remembered was preparing to light a cigarette.

And of course, coincidentally or stigmatically or otherwise, I had an increase of these benchmarks! Bruises, knowing, informational thought balls and a sense of presence, gynecological problems, an increasing fear of doctors and anything medically related, fascination with physics, astronomy, neurology and science in general. Human ethics, morality and an ever increasing development of compassion for all forms of life. I began feeding and caring for strays, and rescuing spiders, and handling plants with care.

Its a new world, if you can take it! I believe a Gray told that to Whitley Strieber, if memory serves. And so it was.

Yet, I continued to remain well grounded in the here and now. This is crucial, to be able to maintain a solid footing in not one, but two worlds - or mindscapes. Somehow, the self-hypnosis tapes and dream books and meditation techniques helped open a door that, while not necessarily shut, was now wide open. That's when I became aware of the strangers waiting on the other side: the Grays.