The Evolution of a Belief 'System'

ALIEN REVELATIONS ...

So. No matter if I'm immersed in the mundane of day to day living, my mind is always thinking, plotting, comparing, conjecturing and analyzing. I can wash dishes while contemplating null physics. [note: I said contemplate, not comprehend]


Sometimes I'm more overwhelmed not by which we know, and how to apply it, but by the simple enormity of what there must exist which we don't know and perhaps never will.


Too many questions, not enough answers. And certainly not enough time to sort through this mess-in-progress.


It amazes not only friends and family, but myself also, if I'm to be quite honest, that I should pen a blog on the paranormal and aliens and life after death, yet remain so objectively skeptical and (so I've been accused) cynical. Devils and demons - what do they matter?! bah ...


Yet, there are worlds undreamt, Horatio ...


Which brings me to a point of absolute honesty in regards to "what I think", this blog and my respected readership. Mind you, the following is a strict matter of my opinion, ONLY ~
With the year 2009 fast approaching its close, this is where I am, right now. Mental attitudes always subject to fresh input, of course. So take it for what it's worth, dust it off, shine it up, use it if you like or shove it under the bed to be devoured by alien dust bunnies. Here ya go:

There is no GREAT GALACTIC BROTHERHOOD (at least in our neck of the celestial woods). There are no ships, no rescuers waiting to 'beam us up'. No ET paramedics hovering by in case we really screw up and blow ourselves to bits.


There are no good guys, bad guys fighting over planet Earth and human soul energy, precious metals, water rights, yada yada yada. Yes, I know. If it's been written once, it's been repeated 10 zillion times on 10 zillion alien blogs ... there are beings both light and dark. Soul wars. Planetary wars. Evil reptilians and benevolent Grays. Or bad AND good gray aliens. Different agendas, programs and desires. Will someone PLEASE (sound of long-suffering sigh) GET.OVER.THE.VS.BIT?

Just because man is given, by a dichotomous brain system, to view all of creation and everything contained therein in terms of right vs. wrong, good vs. evil, left vs. right. Really, now. Even if it makes for dramatic entertainment, can we please dispense with the vs. nonsense? Hmm?
A. It is highly unlikely that the entire cosmos revolves around mankind.
B. It is further unlikely that someone has nothing better to do with their time than to attempt to trick poor, gullible-yet-earnest man into accidentally aligning his soul with the opposing (bad) faction/team.
C. God/Creator/Source does not spend its every conscious moment outmaneuvering the powers of Darkness/Evil, like some spiritual chess match. These are personifications of the forces whose interactions create the friction/energy which, presumably, is necessary to keep the universe in motion. FRICTION. The resultant energy when two diametrically opposed factions meet. We see this in every aspect of life, we live it every day, we are locked into this system of observation by our basic physiology. Now, get over it.
D. Which leaves us with a rather large GRAY area (oh, the irony of it all!) to navigate once we get past the vs. crap. It could be a lot of fun, once we make up our minds not to be chained to brains.


And...
The 'Illuminati' agenda has been thoroughly blown up beyond reasonable proportion. Furthermore, any 'agenda' beyond the rather base human desire for control, power & wealth (which are FINITE rewards) may be so well hidden it will be simply years and years before it's revelation. Should such an agenda exist, most of us living now won't see its fruition. I would sincerely suggest we cease fighting paper dragons and focus our energy on being the best we can be, where we are, with what we've got. Fini.



Additionally, per the above - at one time 'we' railed against a devil, Satan, Samael, who was believed to be the cause, the tempter, the foe, the root of mankind's woe & suffering. A true scapegoat if there ever was one. NOW, its the rich, the powerful, the Illuminati with a capitol I, who are behind the scenes, fueling the war & money machine, the puppeteers making man dance to a tune he's turned a deaf ear to for far long a time.



GROW UP, PEOPLE. No one made our choices for us. WE choose cheap products from overseas - it took too much time to read a label at our busy, big box stores. No one MADE us over extend ourselves financially, no one made us rack up the credit cards. We really didn't care about anything, too much, as long as our desires were met and we were able to live in comfort. Man has had an 'entitlement' attitude for far, far, far TOO long. If we were given enough rope to hang ourselves, most of us couldn't do it fast enough. No one MADE us put the noose around our collective necks. But we did it, anyway, all by ourselves. By our ego-driven desires, our selfish Me First attitude, our rape & pillage of the natural world (btw - so how does it feel to be on the other end of a slaughter house, my friends?) ... WE did it to ourselves.

Sadly, this isn't exactly a cutting edge idea, or a late-breaking news flash. We all already know these things. But the record's gotten stuck in the same ol' groove, playing the same ol' song...

Our basic, pre-programmed animal herd survival instincts are, ironically, the very instincts that pose us the greatest danger in our present state. When there comes a time in which humankind stands impervious to ego driven machination and manipulation, greed, superstition and fear, ME vs THEM thinking, that is the time our demons are rendered powerless, will remove their frightful masks, and we discover - much to our surprise - that they were our friendly saviors all along. Challenging us by whatever means available, in order to lead man beyond the nature of the animal, to a level of first hand experience of what sentient responsibility is really all about.

And from that point ... well, I imagine that is when reality will reveal itself to be something so amazingly incredible it will truly blow our minds! Personally, I can't wait because I'm bored out of my hominid skull by all the current day to day crapola.


Logically, reasonably, mathematically, extraterrestrial life forms exist. Forget the pros and cons regarding the likelihood of whether or not 'they' attend our planet, the problems of space/time, distance, et al. There is a 50/50 chance aliens have, are or will eventually notice Earth. So go with the flow. If you've experienced something strange (like moi), or suspect you've been visited and so forth, figure it out for yourself. Don't contaminate anything so precious with one more idiot's belief system (mine included).


This idiot also suggests we forget UFOs! Again, in my humble opinion, any sighting post-1920 is a huge waste of time. Yet, go TOO far back, and that's another big waste as well. From military test vehicles to mis-identifications, religious and superstitious overlays, one may very well be chasing their own tail in a vicious circle that doesn't really prove anything (although it makes for one dandy research & development distraction) besides, it's more than likely that any truly advanced technically superior space traveling species would have long dispensed with the need for a lumbering, bulky 'physical vehicle' in the first place. So forget the Stealths, the Auroras, the anti-gravity proton driven light-absorbent Star Wars wannabees. Somebody, somewhere, has certainly by now learned to traverse the heavens without the aid of a souped up Chevy truck. I would cast my vote on a technology utilizing Light, in some fashion or another. I mean, it certainly seems reasonable to me.


Crop Circles. This is a hotly debated topic, as well as a fairly lucrative CASH crop on the ol' paranormal circuit. Undoubtedly, most crop circles are real beyond the simple board & string hoaxers. Many are of these latter day crop circles are simply astounding works of complex mathematics set in pictographic form. But, no matter the rapidity by which these circles may manifest in the fields, no matter the complexity of the messages, nor evidence of genetic alterations in the grains, and so forth ... no matter the mysterious lights observed just hours or moments before another enigmatic crop circle is heralded into existence ... CROP CIRCLES are most certainly not the work of ETs (I don't' care how many alien faces are depicted!). SOMEHOW, the deciding coup de grace pro ET perpetrators seems to lay in the notion that (1)since no one is seen in the fields making these things, and (2) SINCE the pictographs are swiftly produced, and (3) SINCE the images are dazzling mathematical/cosmic/geometric works of art (complete with swirls, bends, and genetic alterations) ... the UNDENIABLE CONCLUSION is that these beauties could ONLY be the work of ETs, desperately trying to communicate with man on a large open-work canvas for the viewing pleasure and edification of all!

BS. IN fact, I find it rather depressing that too many gullible, yet otherwise intelligent people should be so quick to assume that 1 & 2 & 3 makes 10. Instead of figuring out how man COULD be producing crop circles, let alone WHY, the populace jumps to the only, obvious (?) conclusion - which is that aliens are the culprit. In my opinion crop circles are very, highly and absolutely most likely created by Earth's own military scientists utilizing microwave laser beam cannons - as both a means of weapons testing, as well as psychological study. Really, it's the most logical conclusion there is. So please don't send me the latest Crop Circle calendar. I'm not that impressed.


Moving on now: Ghosts. Now here's a rather interesting situation. Mankind seems to have been experiencing manifestations for ages. And now, we can even capture some really amazing footage on closed circuit cameras. With our EVPs, as well as some other really fun toys to go a-ghost-hunting with, all kinds of anomalies are getting recorded for examination.

But man is still somewhat in a pickle about the 'afterlife', we just can't pin the dead down to our collective satisfaction, despite our current best efforts, no matter how hard we try. Instead of the existence of ghosts (I really hate that label), the survival of our dead (in some form or other) being a given/known, we are still bumbling about in the dark trying to convince ourselves that mortality is but an illusion.


And here I must concur. Mortality is an illusion, or another step on the ol' existence/energetic ladder, but we've got a few rungs left to climb before we can take the notion of spirits, spooks, ghosts, the afterlife et al out of the belief system debate and render it a known.


Our electronic toys, and future similar gadgetry, will eventually establish irrefutable evidence of such, as well as reveal the modus operandi or physical laws which operate in the soul/ghost/wave state. Then, when this breakthrough occurs, we will, again eventually, learn to cross the two-way communication barrier, until at some Utopian point contacting our beloved dead will be as commonplace as contacting the bloke who lives down the street. Oh, we'll do it, trust me. It's really inevitable, if for no other reason than that our inherent survival instinct drives us to achieve this level of knowledge, because with this knowledge will come a freedom, of sorts, from mortality itself. And AT this future point, man will have put paid to one more dreary 'belief' system weighing him down - because the belief will have become a known. One more shackle broken. And won't that be a jolly relief?!

{If today's posting doesn't read as smooth as usual, it's due to the fact that on Monday I snapped a tendon in my left ring finger, and everything - most especially keyboarding - is a tedious, awkward process. I may have to keep it splinted for as long as 22 weeks. Unless, of course, the gray aliens deign to abduct me and repair it anytime soon. I'd love to see that happen, but won't hold my breath}

Gray Aliens Abduction and Hybrids III

WHAT IS IT THE GRAYS AND ALIEN HYBRIDS WANT WITH US? Part 3

Continued from part 2: Now then, when we divide the alien abduction hybrid breeding program up in to sectors (those culled from the main group of abductees and ear marked for at least one major purpose), the labels which come to mind include:

Group 1) humans abducted for the initial assessment of possible placement within ongoing alien projects. This of course would be the largest group, and many one-time abductees must surely fall within this sector.

Group 2) humans abducted for genetic material to be harvested. Likely, there exist sub-groups within this category.

Group 3) humans abducted for longer-term projects which may include the procreation of not only hybrids, but also normal human offspring as the next generation of 'cattle'.

Groups 4) humans that are primarily an energetic food source.

Group 5) humans that are, for whatever reason, determined to be worthy/suitable (?) for additional gray alien involvement, such as schooling in the areas of alien language/symbols, and all the rest.

Group 6) humans that are valuable in the sense of species study; our social mores and behaviors, how we process information, what makes us tick, react and produce more energy/nourishment, how we anthromorphize the aliens themselves - how we worship, fear and relate [man vs God/nature, man vs man, man vs himself].

And these sectors are just for starters. I highly doubt that any human, once targeted, is 'wasted' in any sense, and certainly it is just as reasonable to assume that any particular abductee may very well be an unwitting participant in multiple categories. However, I still propose that, in light of the way we ourselves are careful not to 'weaken' our own herds and thus practice selective breeding, the grays also practice a similar agenda of not 'overworking' any one human via multiple agendas.

The Gray Aliens, whomever or whatever they are, are not stupid. Different perhaps, but certainly not stupid.

Again, as I've previously mentioned - to my mind as I see things at this time of consideration, the primary focal point of the grays' abduction program seems to be the creation of a being who can manifest and survive in our Earthly physical/frequency environment (or astral dimension if you like).

And I think when we truly begin to delve more deeply into the close encounter phenomenon, we will begin to see the logic therein.

However, I also do not suppose that this is the only agenda at work.

In part 4, we'll take a closer look at the hybrid beings themselves, and what their function seems to serve.

The Grays and Parallel Time

DO GRAY ALIENS EXIST IN 'SIDE' TIME?

I debated whether or not to publish this puzzling experience. It was of such a bizarre nature that words do not adequately serve to suffice, and if my writing appears labored, please forgive me. I'm really posting this only because of any potential light it may shed on alien encounters and other paranormal events. And if anyone else has experienced something similar, I would be most interested in hearing the particulars.

First off, I wish to clearly establish that I was not on medication of any kind, including alcohol or recreational drugs. Nope, clean as a whistle (I'm rather dull that way lol). Secondly, despite my fascination with the paranormal, metaphysics and other eclectic subjects, I was in my 'right' mind - no psychosis here, although I and extended family members occasionally struggle with mild depression and anxiety from time to time (thank you, serotonin deficiency).

Furthermore, immediately prior to this experience, I had spent the morning and early afternoon enjoying the company of my best friend on a beautiful summer Saturday - rummaging at yard sales and doing lunch. Nothing other worldly on my mind. I was very grounded in the here and now, or so I thought.

Within a few minutes after my friend dropped me off at home (I lived alone at the time) and as I was kicking off my shoes, I entered a bizarre state of mind which I have never experienced before or since (at least as memory serves)...

I suddenly and without warning began remembering dreams. Dreams that were very recent. Dreams that had taken place within the last couple of hours. Except that I had NOT been asleep since the night before! And each dream memory, like beads on a chain, led to further 'memories' and all these dreams seemed to have taken place during my morning, as if they had somehow taken place adjacent to my waking moments - or between those moments.

To say that this was difficult to comprehend and place within any sort of known timeline is an understatement. How was it possible that I had 'dreamt' while being awake? And while I use the term 'dream' to describe these memories (which were quite mundane, rational and linear - akin to the normal beta - waking state of awareness) - the term may not apply.

I hesitate to say this, but it was as if I suddenly had access to another stream of my own consciousness, as if I had been wearing two shirts all the while instead of only one - and did not know it until that moment. And it was all me, there was no 'other' personality or psychological oddity about this. Merely, that in some fashion or another I suddenly had access to memories or dreams that I was unaware had been recorded.

And every time I would think of a 'real' event from my morning ... say, for example, my purchase and consumption of a soda from the gas station, or handing over a couple of dollars to buy a yard sale purse ... every time I would think of something that really happened, there was this concurrent thread of memory running amongst the original. It was very difficult to 'take it all in'. And I had no idea what my consciousness had done or was experiencing now.

This continued throughout the remainder of the afternoon, to the point that I deliberately immersed myself in a good book in hopes of distracting my mind and dissipating this second 'dream' thread. For most of the day it was touch and go, easily accessible should I so choose to access.

And while this may come as a surprise only to someone who works the night shift at a cracker factory on the moon, I was naturally fascinated and highly curious as to the entire mechanics of the affair. I am the kind of person who, in the midst of a supposed reptilian takeover, would be wondering how got their scales so shiny and green (sigh). I would be the one to ask St. Peter who made those awesome golden gates?!

Had I in some way, or had conditions been just right, managed to access the memory banks of my subconscious mind? It is now known that our subconscious never shuts off, even when we are awake it is merrily going about its own business and living its own little life (even when our consciousness is anesthetized during surgery, our subconscious is wide awake - rather unhappily I would suppose). So did it occur that for whatever the reason or reasons I was able to access this hidden and silent area of the self/mind?

We are so conditioned to regard the phenomena of time as either past, present or future. But this smacked of a concurrent, or side time running parallel to the present. And if I experienced this state of awareness, then so could anyone else. Perhaps our choppy mental divisions such as id, ego and super-id are only labels for our own poor understanding of how our brains are designed to function. And even though OUR human brain may function in this fashion, this is not to dictate that so must all other brains or minds or constructs of consciousness.

I am reminded of a close encounter experiencer (CEE) who, upon finding himself set kerplunk into the midst of an alien townscape, was informed by the Grays that 'he was always there'. It terrified the poor man. How can we be here and elsewhere and not know this? I have heard it described like gears in a clock - there are worlds within worlds. There are movements within movements.

Where is our consciousness really? What happens when we dream, besides compress and store memory? Who are those people who greet us in dreams and wave at us in hypnogogics and hypnopompics? When a lucid dreamer awakens and knows his state, he may then create and shape at will (I have done this exactly once and it was beyond a doubt one of the most incredible experiences of my life - I cannot recommend dream training and self-hypnosis tapes enough!).

Where is the line of demarcation between here and there, and do we sometimes straddle it? Does our consciousness divide as theorized? Besides forward, back and standing still, might not 'time' travel sideways? Or diagonally? Can the human brain, through accident or decision, experience events in ways most of us would never consider possible? Events are like multi-colored candies crammed in a jar, and our brain is the tool by which we extract them from the jar and experience these candies.

And, if even for a moment, I can straddle a double-line then I must ask if there exists a town upon this double line? Or a race, universe or plane of existence that may house aliens, ghosts, grays and all the rest? Life is truly stranger than fiction...

Gray Alien Examination: The Master Grey II

THE MASTER GREY ALIEN II

Close Encounters of the Powerful Kind

This morning I decided I hadn't delved closely enough into the characteristics of the Gray Master with my last post, mainly because it's such a difficult thing to put these anecdotal feelings and impressions into any kind of reasonable material. Impressions are just impressions, but I think they point to something valid and have been mentioned by enough close encounter experiencers (CEEs) to bear further investigation.

But first, before I go any further on the subject, it's important that I post A reminder for those new to my blog or having jumped in to a post or two without having followed my blog from the beginning or read my 'so to speak' mission statement/end goal... so in essence here it is again:

The Gray Alien enigma may or may not be real, objective or subjective, or any combination thereof. By trying to avoid cross roads and tangents, or belief system traps, or media hype and emotional button pushing, I am investigating and examining (to the best of my ability) ONE PARTICULAR LINE OUT OF MULTIPLE POSSIBILITIES WHICH IS: The greys and Gray Aliens ARE real. And with this line of exploration and under the firm conviction that the only way to solve the enigma is by gathering a data base of common denominators from which to assemble a logical overview of what we (as a species) may be dealing with. Furthermore, I intend to post a coherent list of these common denominators and will update it as information and thoughtful analyse presents itself.

Also, as other related subject matter interests me as well, I will post about these matters now and then. I promise you, to the best of my abilities, it'll be an interesting read and I won't go 'stale' on you. There's so much to think about that it's enough to make your frontal cortex tilt!

With that said and done, I want to now push ahead on examining the Master Grey Alien in greater detail.

"I would never think of saying no"

"He saw my soul"

"To disobey was somehow unthinkable"

"I was there to serve, that was my purpose"

"He had full authority over my very existence, and I knew it"

"I can't say he was cruel, but I feared he could be"

"The only thing I wanted was to serve and obey him, and bond with him in some way I can't define"

"Marriage came to mind, but not as we think of it. A union of some kind"

"He had selected me, not vice versa"

"I was put in his charge, or he had chosen me as his charge"

"I felt like he was a scientist or something, and I was part of his experiments"

"The small greys irked me, but he was the one really mattered"

"I was part of his project"

"He had a 'mate' of his own kind, and she resented his involvement with me and looked down at me, arrogantly, like I wasn't worthy of her jealousy"

"He called the shots, that much was clear"

"Everyone obeyed him. I was supposed to, too"

"Their society is similar, but different. Don't make the mistake of thinking they don't have emotions like ours. They kinda do. But they control their emotions differently, or don't let their emotions dictate their actions, like humans sometimes do. There is a difference there. They think they're better than us"

"Most of the big ones are kind and compassionate, but in a remote way. Like gentle and reserved doctors, you know... they don't get too involved but care. He cares too, but he's like the head of research or something"

"I was expected to obey. They knew it and I knew it"

And here's my own summation based upon personal observance ...

At least in this instance, we are dealing with a society or group of individuals with a definite hierarchy firmly in place. They are, I believe, part of a much larger society, but - just as when we go to the hospital we are dealing with a society within a society, this is much the same thing. We have no idea regarding other aspects, social or otherwise, of their life outside this function. So there is a pecking order and the Master is head of whatever department we are experiencing. He leads the team. He makes the decisions, although perhaps under advisement from other beings outside our ken.

AND I DON'T THINK HE IS A GRAY ALIEN AT ALL.

(did that throw you?)

I think his presence has been confused with other tall greys and helpers, but if we minutely examine certain points, and images, and memories, it appears he may be of a race quite similar to humans. I don't think the 'head' of surgery, or the 'director' of the 'hospital' is of the same species as those others.

No, the Master Grey strikes me as what we could loosely term 'superhuman' or some such moniker. He seems too human to be otherwise. But very cold, somewhat arrogant and unspeakably in control.

Is he a future homosapiens? Has life like our own progressed elsewhere and he is of there? Is he from our past?

In an odd, lucid dream experience, I got a good look at his mate. She was beautiful and quite disdainful of my presence, painfully and humiliatingly so. I felt like something so far beneath her that I was embarrassed by my own creaturehood. Her face, as an aesthetic touch, was beautifully accented with what I felt to be artificial though skillfully wrought stylized black lines - similar to tattoos I suppose - which looked both alien and appealing at the same time. Imagine if the Egyptians had stylized their facial structure instead of stopping at kohl around the eyes. Her brow, forehead and cheeks bore these beautiful markings. Her hair was dark, as was his own. Their skin was neither fair nor tanned, nor olive or honey, it was a different hue though very similar to European skin tones.

So who and what is this Master Grey alien? Is he a despot? Is he a mad scientist? Head of the department of human resources (for some reason that struck me as ironcially hysterical lol), or a figment of the human mind perhaps representing our own higher soul or id? Is he a mysterious guide or teacher? Does he work with grays or above them? Is he really an alien at all? Is he fun to be with outside of work and would you want your daughter to marry him? (seriously, I crack me up!)

Sigh. I don't have the answer but further insight from readers would be most appreciated. One thing I do believe with good reason is that if anybody knows what is going on, this fellow does. And he's not talking. Is anyone?

Gray Alien Examination: The Master Grey

THE GREY MASTER

Close Encounters with the Demigods?

This is one alien you don't want to mess with. Close encounter experiencers (CEEs) report a near uniform consensus in regarding this being as THE one in charge - the Master - the Overseer - the Boss, and so much more besides. There is a certain flavor difficult to pin down, but the Alien or Gray Master seems to be an overwhelmingly powerful personality and can generate a response in his charges (the word is appropriate, I fear) ranging from outright terror to a love obsession verging on the Stockholm Syndrome. There remains no room for doubt that whatever or whoever this persona is, he is all-powerful and holds the CEEs very existence in the palm of his hand.

This same power has also lended the Master a mystique or allure that, too, is difficult to rationalize. There is the sense of being in the presence of one who is to man, as man is to animal. There exists a gulf, so to speak, which we have yet to cross as a species. The CEE is aware of this, as is the Master. I am not so certain that the gulf is even breachable, at least in our present state. Furthermore, as the CEE senses the above, he also is made aware of his lack, his subordinate position and this may be painfully humiliating to the abductee. The astute and compassionate human, should he care to look, will also note the same response in the lower animal kingdom to his own superior qualities. There is an ad-hoc mixture of fear, need and shameful awareness of inadequacy that is heart wrenching to witness. Is this, then, how a stray dog may feel when confronted with the towering 2-legged stranger?

Be it as it may, there is an undeniable flavor of species' arrogance from the Master. It is fully aware of its position, and the human response to same. But I do not think the Greys or the Master are 100% empathetic with the human response. I don't think they can be. Contrary to science fiction, ESP and empathy are not quite the same thing. If we are truly dealing with non-human contact, then though the grays and/or the master may see into our souls and grasp the gist of what we think and feel, they do not and cannot precisely share the same complete understanding of what these emotions mean to us as humans.

No, standing outside the human species creates a wall for them to climb; there is a barrier to complete and absolute species comprehension that they must find a way around. I think that is part of the alien 'contact' enigma, and I also think they have found a way around it.

The solution to the problem is glaringly simple, and the very simplicity and accuracy of what I am about to propose lends a certain credibility to the alien enigma as it stands. For if one needs or chooses or is driven to work with a tree, to understand a tree, to avoid misunderstandings with a tree, to interact and exchange and learn from a tree, one cannot do this from the outside in. Accuracy and full knowledge can only be gained by BECOMING the tree, by entering into the experience of being a tree. We see similar dilemma in our own investigation of naturalized species research - we hide cameras and recorders beyond the range of animal detection so we can best understand their behavior when not influenced by a human presence.

I suspect, far beyond the eye scan and routine check ups taking place in some spaceship on the other side of the moon, or the other side of our imaginations, that there is an actual extra-species research taking place within our own minds. To fully learn from us, for whatever purpose, the aliens and the like, must get inside of us. There must be a union, a joining, a marriage of minds for this to occur.

And I also suspect that, at least in part, this is taking place on a much larger scale than we can possibly credit.

And before we fall head first into another ego-trap, this must not imply that we are nearly as special and unique as we have been comforted with or led to believe. I highly and sarcastically do not believe for one minute that humans are nearly so fascinating to others as we hold ourselves to be. Let's not be any more gullible than necessary. We are only as fascinating and desirable and important to another species as their NEED dictates. This is inescapable logic. This is an inescapable equation.

Furthermore, it is neither a good thing nor a bad. It is a state of affairs of which most of us are largely in the dark pertaining to such. We can bemoan or embrace our supposed Space Brothers until the sun goes dim and is a smoking chunk of charcoal frozen in time, but it is as it is. We must accept that and try to understand what now confronts us. And no book, no blog, no media king nor professional skeptic can give us this understanding. Ultimately, we must each of us earn this understanding. That is what makes the Gray Alien enigma so complex and frustrating - it appears to be neither objective nor subjective, but rather an intriguing mixture of the two. That is the challenge before us, to walk that narrow path without falling to either wayside.

So what or whom exactly is the Master Gray? Or the Master Light Being? Who exactly is this despot or demigod that holds our welfare in his hand? Or perhaps our mind within his own? What is fact and what is fiction and how to discern the difference therein? Again, I suggest one look to his dreams, read the metaphors, and keep a dream diary to enhance comprehension. Meditate if you choose, use crystals if you like, or candles, or self-hypnotic tapes. Read, read, read. Above all, avoid a belief system trap, avoid delusions of self-grandeur, avoid the I-Am-A-Chosen-One nonsense, and keep a sane and rational objectivity at all times. Remember that this phenomena is both objective and subjective. Don't go off the deep end and keep grounded in daily life. Have fun with it, get over the angst, and give thanks that the world is a larger place than you ever imagined. And that you have a place in it.

Alien Abduction

ALIENS - ABDUCTIONS?
Grays in the Night

UFOs and Alien abductions? Close encounters in the night? Do I ever stop thinking about mysterious things? Rarely. I'm the kind of indiviudual who's perpetually curious about the unknown. Being a virgo, my analytical faculties are a driving force to the personality, so I thirst to know the unknowable. Most times, its like living in a desert in search of the long, cool drink.

How's that for alien angst?!

How's this... one of my closest friends recently told me of her own bizarre experience that occured early in the morning. She woke in the wee hours to see numerous black shadowy shapes flitting about her bedroom and, initially, assumed they were her husband's dogs, somehow having got in the house and inside the bedroom. But she was awake and alert enough to realize this was not possibly the case, so she continued to watch these elongated dark shapes moving about the room. She began to feel frightened and huddled down in the blankets, considering all the while if she should rouse her husband sleeping beside her. Other than that, with children grown and gone, it was only the two of them in the home.

The longer she watched the more impacted she became as the poor woman tried vainly to make sense out of what these figures could actually be. When they approached her side of the bed, she shut her eyes and refused to look at them. In some way, she also refused to acknowledge them.

Well, as so happens, my friend eventually fell back to sleep and that was that. Later during the day she questioned her husband, but he had not been awakened nor noticed anything out of the ordinary. While not well versed in the ET phenomenon, Sandra's spontaneous thoughts were that the 'Gray Aliens' had been there again and she must remember to tell me, being well familiar with my unending search for high strangeness.

Unremarkably, since the morning in question, Sandra has developed an aversion to having the curtains opened at night. She and her husband, a late-middle-aged couple, live out in the country with no other homes adjacent to theirs, but such issues of privacy or being 'watched' had not previously caused her any concern.

Are the greys real? Did my friend truly have a close encounter? If not Grays, what did she see? Had she been or was she about to be abducted? Is there such a thing or is it a metaphor that our brains design as a closest approximation for something we don't have a reference point already existing in our memory storage?

The frustrating aspect of this type of occurance is that it does not answer any questions, it only raises more of the same. However, it must be said, the quickest known way to instigate a leap in intelligence in mammals is to expose them to a stressful, ever changing environment where the cheese is never in the same place twice.

Grey Alien abduction = real or imaged events? Are extraterrestrial beings hiding our cheese? If that's not food for thought, I don't know what is :)

Religion: Aliens or Demons and the Famous Zombie Word Alert

Aliens or Demons Reflecting Religion
Demonized When It Gets Up Close & Personal

THE ALIEN IN YOUR FACE:

While I'm gathering information, taking notes, making comparisons, looking for common denominators, boning up on high-school science, compiling alien pictures and artwork, etc for my ongoing series of posts which revolve around the enigma of who/what/where the Greys really are (or are not) - I also feel the need to take breaks now and then, to touch on matters of a personal nature, my own or those of others.

Free Association, ya know?!

Anyway, there's no doubt about it, this kind of thing messes with your mind. Your idea of self. Your notions of sanity. What is real/what isn't real and how to distinguish the two. If you are like me, you try to keep that objective distance**. You have to, because along with the fascination and curiosity, there are emotional pitfalls which may trip you up if you're not careful.

The Gray Alien close encounter delights in pushing emotional buttons, almost as if it wants to catch you in a belief-system net. Some cultures call it 'The Trickster'. Or maybe it's a mirror effect of consciousness and like reflects like, with no malice or design aforethought. No matter what, it is probably in the experiencer's best interest to resist the allure of emotional thinking.

Case in point: Twenty years ago I knew someone (not a blood relation), she was around 70 yrs old at that time, had been loosely diagnosed as paranoid schizophrenic, and was somewhat fanatically religious (common in schizophrenia). She complained incessantly that 'little devils' or demons came around at night, and would point wands or rods at her legs and burn her. She also claimed that close family members were not who they seemed and were in fact demonic, little devils wearing masks.

Now, mental illness aside, this woman came from a strong fundamental religious background and lived alone most of her life. While she knew nothing of the close-encounter experience or aliens, she did know a lot about God and the Devil. I think her experiences terrified her and she interpreted them the only way she knew how, via a religious explanation. And I wonder, which came first... the close encounters or the mental illness? The personality can shatter and fragment under extreme stress. Additionally, too many close-encounter experiencers have been spoon-fed or embraced a particular 'belief system' or religion only to have it later yanked out from under them - leaving them no solid ground on which to emotionally stand.

Is the lesson here to only believe what you can take apart and put back together? Does a belief system help or hinder one? Yet, without something to hold on to, the close encounter leaves one stranded on an unknown shore. Maybe that's a good thing, to put aside the known and open oneself to the unknown.

Occam's Razor - a sensible principle whereby one should not increase, beyond what is necessary, the number of entities required to explain anything. Typically, a religion or belief system opens up more entities than necessity requires.

So what do you do think when 'little devils' burn your legs, at night, with wands? What does a small child mean when she proudly tells all within earshot 'the Walking Sticks' are her friends, only to experience abduction scenarios by the grey aliens for the next 50 years? What kind of belief system can explain bold, nickel-sized bruises spaced as finger prints on both thighs of someone who sleeps alone (without human or animal companions)?

How might Occam's Razor be applied?

Isn't the world a fascinating place?!?!

Now, if anyone would like to share their thoughts or experiences on the aspects pertaining to religion and aliens or demons aspect, I would love to hear them. The more people thinking 'outside the box', the better.

Until later, have a perfect paradigm!

** Zombie Word Alert: Recently, more and more health officials recommend keeping an objective distance between zombies and your weak, puny, vulnerable human flesh. According to an expert as quoted in last month's issue of Things to Be Very Afraid of Digest, approximately 1.7 miles is the optimum distance.

Area 51 Scientists Gray Alien Examination

Gray Alien Examination



NEWSFLASH

Area 51 Scientists break decades - long silence!

Will the enigma of the Grey Aliens and UFO's be resolved?

Not today, my friends, not today.

It seems a recent CIA declassification now allows the explanation that what many have mis-identified as otherwordly, is no more or less than a secret plane code-named OXCART. Reportedly, the plane flew over 2,800 missions out of Area 51 and was able to fly at 3X the speed of sound. By golly. There's more on the subject, those interested are encouraged to go take a gander on the web.

I wonder how many UFO buffs are feeling like gullible goons this morning? Well, they needn't, for there are stranger things in the sky, Horatio, than those which the CIA discloses.

While the field of Ufology is not my primary interest by any means, excepting as it were any relationship to the Gray/Grey Aliens, I still try to keep abreast in a casual fashion.

My personal take thus far is that too much of Ufology is overlayed by national security to successfully unravel. I suspect that when the governments of other countries begin shouting and pointing fingers for UFO disclosure, what they are really saying is, "We know your military is flirting around out here with some really great toys and we demand you share the wealth of knowledge, or at least come clean about it!"

Sigh...

I think if you really want to sniff out the goods on Ufology and other-worldly craft, you need to start your sniffing prior to the era of Aeuronautics and Technology, else it gets too messy to make much of. You're got to snoop around prior to modern industry. And there exists a nice batch of historical anecdotes, so it's well worth the trouble, if that is your interest.

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Sleep beckons. The author intends to resume serious work in approximately 6 to 10 hours. Unless the author gets abducted - (I think I'm kidding, hard to tell at 4am)

The Gray Alien waits for no man (or does it?)...

Gray Alien Examination Part II Continued

Grey Aliens Examination - Part II Continued

Gray Alien physiology - picking up from where we left off, having thus far noted a fair plausibility for a 'nocturnal (all variants included) species' - either biologically or artifically so.

C. In addition to the white/grey pallor of the epidermis, and the immensely dark, prominent eyes, consider too the apparent atrophy or immaturity of other facial features: chin, mouth, nose and ears. These structures are markedly diminutive in the greys.

The Gray Alien's aural structure (as we see it as this time) may not be sensitive to the movement and vibration of molecules outside the organism in the manner of humans and other known vertebrates, although the internal structure beyond the ear opening (and it has been reported to exist) is unknown. The grey does not appear to use sound as a primary means of communication - which ironically plays into the telepathic abilities the grey alien is noted for.

On earth, bats use what is called ultrasonics (a frequency higher than audio) and dogs are able to hear ultrasound. On the other end of the spectrum - snakes, whales, elephants and giraffes sense infrasound. And underwater, the speed of sound moves faster than it does through the air, which serves well those species whose environment is not conducive to sight. However, the Gray Alien does not appear to suffer any deficiency when it comes to sight ... if anything, due to the observed nature of the eyes, the grey could be said to have an over-development in this department. The same may not be said for its hearing, perhaps.

Or not. The Gray Alien does come across as being rather insectile, due to the enlarged head, stomach (thorax?), spindly limbs and speed of movement. Many close encounter experiencers and researchers have postulated a certain 'hive' mentality. Furthermore, insects do not possess lungs (respiration has not been noted in greys). The Praying Mantis, for example, hears via ultrasound which enables it to avoid its predator, the bat.

Interestingly, the Close Encounter experiencer may have the uncanny urge to 'crush' the grey, like a bug! The experiencer remarks upon the seeming fragility of the grey alien, only to be later surprised by its unlikely strength. Obviously, there is something about the Gray Alien that prompts an instinctive 'human to insect' reaction or revulsion.

But, while the study of the insect kingdom does bring up some interesting features (such as the Integument with its incredible combination of strength and flexibility) as compared to certain characteristics of the Gray Alien, it is considered very unlikely that an insect can reach any significant size due to a limited oxygen dispersal. (the reader is encouraged to do their own research in this area as the author may have overlooked viable similarities due to the rather vast amount of information available on the insect kingdom. The author gets tired!)

*** I'd like to take a 'time out' here and ramble a bit, simply as 'one' curious person to 'another'. What I'm going to say is simply MY impression, my thought process, etc... as an individual. It is not easy, even with the wealth of the all-ready existing information (anecdotal and otherwise) available, to take on a project such as I am attempting to tackle. I wish I had the help of a team of experts - biologists, entomologists, neurologists, psychologists and the list goes on. Who knows, with the assistance of competent professionals, what kind of inroads could be made to unravel the Gray Alien enigma? Unfortunately, I don't have this kind of help.

But, you can darn-well skippy bet that somebody has had this kind of help, has pieced together an accurate picture, and knows who and what the Gray Alien truly is! And that somebody is not talking.

I'm not referring to a governmental or otherwise 'conspiracy' theory. I'm not speaking of the latest contactee with an inside tract. I'm not going off into wonderland and embracing the 'space-brother' idealist, either. While any or none of the above may have merit, at this time I see those things as a distraction and impediment to serious inquiry. At this time.

The very nature of the human response to the Gray/Grey Alien enigma allows for easy side-tracking.

What logical thinking does lead me to believe, however, is that with the decades long fascination, experiences, ridicule, study-groups and organizations, sightings, abductions (as reported), information, mis-information, dis-information, trace physical evidence as it stands, the vacillating interest (public and military) of the enigma, the popularity of the grey icon in media - movies - books - tv shows - radio and so forth ... with the above it must be said that somebody somewhere has thoroughly, seriously and precisely dissected the Gray Alien enigma inside-out and upside-down and has the answer!

And that somebody is not talking. At least, not to the likes of me. Or you (or you wouldn't have stayed with me this far).

No matter what the Gray Alien enigma is or is not, no one person has thoroughly come forth and presented John Q. Public with a detailed analysis w/conclusion as to what we are dealing with.

Oh, there are books (sincere or otherwise) published by the fistful. But none of them has been able to answer THE question "What are the Gray/Grey Aliens and Why are They Here?" to any inarguable/irreducable conclusion. Wouldn't you think, after no less than half a century, somebody could do so? Wouldn't you think that somewhere, someone has been able to establish a solid-working-ground on which to build serious analysis?

My opinion - it's absurd to think that someone has not already done so. To my mind, that is perhaps the MOST absurd aspect of the Gray Alien enigma.

Yet, here we stand on the first floor of the 21st century, still struggling for answers. Really now, this shouldn't be this hard.

Gray Alien Examination Part I
Gray Alien Examination Part II

Gray Alien Examination Part II

Gray Alien Examination - Part II

As noted in Part I, there are distinctive physical characteristics remarked upon time and time again by close encounter experiencers. These characteristics - when examined piecemeal - are suggestive in themselves, but when taken as a whole, a coherent and biologically plausible description of a genuine species begins to emerge. There appears to be a species-specific common denominator (the reader will easily see this) running throughout these characteristics, which common sense tells us would be highly unlikely if close encounters were no more than mere subjective experiences, archtypes, hallucinations, media-induced fantasy, et al.

A) The Gray Alien was tagged as such due to its unusual coloring ... grey, white-ish grey, white, pale, greenish-greyish white and so on. While exceptions on our own planet exists, when taken with other physical and behavioral characteristics of the Grays, this indicates a species long denied any significant amount of natural sunlight. Nor (as has been weakly suggested) does there appear to be any sort of chlorophyll production at work as found in plant life. The 'dead' skin tone of the Gray Aliens could, of course, be a type of uniform or other non-organic covering, however ... when examined alongside of the other characteristics commonly reported, one is propelled towards an inescapable conclusion:

1. The Gray Alien originates or has evolved from a place/planet devoid of significant amounts of natural sunlight:

This point of origin could be an artificial one, such as a deep-space vehicle (as we think of such things).

This point of origin could be a different planet than Earth where, for various reasons, reduced amounts of sunlight penetrate.

This point of origin may be a different planet than Earth - with similar sunlight and location as compared to our own proximity to our sun - and the Gray Aliens are simply not a 'surface species'.

This point of origin may be Earth itself, and the Gray Aliens are not a 'surface species'.

B) The iconic immense, dark eyes. If the eyes are a natural feature of the greys, they appear to be all pupil with an assumed cornea or equivalent thereof, at least superficially. The sclera, or 'white part' is not visible. The cornea, as we know it, is a protective covering which also refracts light and aids in focusing vision. The pupil controls the amount of light that enters the eye and appears black because the majority of the light entering the eye is absorbed by tissues inside the eye. The pupil generally appears larger than it really is due to magnification by the cornea. Close encounter experiencers have sometimes remarked that the Gray Alien eye appears to have a covering (biological or artificial), and what they may likely be noticing is the cornea itself.

Generally speaking, the eyes of the Gray Aliens indicate a nocturnal species, or a species not typically exposed to a significant amount of light - solar or otherwise. See A.

Areas of conjecture would include amphibian or reptilian biology, though in the effort of sequential examination and to avoid side-topics, this will be shelved in the meantime to be scrutinized in future posts.

Gray Alien Examination Part I
Gray Alien Examination Part II Continued