Reality BEYOND the Light

SOUL JOURNEYS BEYOND THE LIGHT REALM

True story:
(1998)
I wasn't especially tired or sleepy, just wanted to ease a backache after hours on my feet at work. Stretched out in bed, on top of the covers, adjusted my pillow and tried to find the most comfortable position. Thought over the day's events. Nothing of note. Bored. Decided to relax with a visual exercise in my mind. Not self-hypnosis exactly, just a simple relaxation technique. Pictured a cool, shadowy path with sunlight filtering through the trees on either side. Dirt path under my feet. I put myself on this path and proceeded to imagine walking along, enjoying the serenity and tranquility. Still not sleepy, tried to ignore the stiff and sore muscles in my lower back. Continued with the visualization.
Then something strange happened.
Without warning there were two of me. A second self had appeared on the road several yards before me. This 'other self' turned around to look at me, and when it did, I was engulfed in an enormous wave of energetic vibrations - like liquid electricity. This other self smiled, turned back to continue walking ahead down the path. There appeared a bright white light to the right side of the path just a few feet before my other self. I expected this self to move into the light. But it did not. It turned to glance at me again, as if to say 'watch and see', and bypassed the light. There came another bright light - it appeared ultraviolet - and this is where the other self exited, by moving into this second light.
All throughout this visualization, I had been awake, alert and, like a curious child, eagerly following in my mind this second self to see what would happen. Somehow my imagination had taken on a life of its own? Or had my consciousness divided? What happened to this second self? Why the two lights? Always the endless questions.

This may come as a surprise, but not every culture considers the 'white light' to be end-game goal of the soul. There are those spiritual adepts who caution against the entering thereof, or proclaim the light to be just one more in a long series of 'illusions' which man must pass beyond in order to reach the ultimate reality. And likewise, a few afterlife researchers, such as Peter Novak - author of two incredible books, The Division of Consciousness and The Lost Secret of Death (I cannot recommend these highly enough! If you've yet to read The Lost Secret of Death, please do so at the first opportunity) - propose that the human soul mind is not a single entity and actually divides/splits after death.

The Light Realm, in accordance with what Peter Novak terms the Binary Soul Doctrine, is a right-brain experience, wherein emotion, metaphor, analogies and symbols predominate. Where a connection to all of creation is experienced (omnipresence), language/verbal skills are diminished and telepathy/knowing is the norm. Any reality as experienced by the right brain is lacking in detail, critical thinking and objective analysis.

So what, you may rightfully ask, is the ultimate and true reality which lies beyond death? If the Light Realm is an illusion generated by a right-brain perception, what awaits the fully integrated mind? And is such a state attainable, at least in our present condition?

My personal take, as it stands thus far, is that there is no Here and There, no state of life or afterlife, no yen/yang or anything else dichotomous in nature. What we currently experience as reality is a false experience - an illusion as presented by our divided brain system. I've said this before and here, I say it again: Until man is able to 'factor in' to his equations, concepts and theories the undeniable fact that his mind, itself, is yet flawed, then so must all our deductions, truisms and anything else derived from a faulty system be logically considered as also flawed. We cannot truly know anything, or declare anything with certainty, until this 'bug' in the system is accounted for.

The Alien and Angel Dependency

ANGER FOR ALIENS & ANGELS WHO WON'T RETURN

Like it or not, one of the least talked about aspects of the close encounter and alien abduction scenario, is the soul wrenching angst for completion/connection with something or someone beyond our everyday reach.

Despite fear, pain or trauma, those close encounter experiencers (CEEs) who hold a conscious awareness of alien interaction throughout their life, are in some ways worse for wear than the hit-and-run experiencers or those persons whose encounters remain in the shadowy hinterland of easily dismissed dreams ... and this is not because the consciously aware CEEs are subjected to the unearthly again and again, but because these individuals become emotionally dependent on the alien he/she/it who so easily, so casually connects with the human being on levels of depths that are so profoundly felt, in such an ecstasy of union, that - like a drug addict - an endorphin fix - the normal, everyday waking reality becomes but a pale shadow compared to what is now known to be the 'real, best thing'.

This level of intimacy attained far surpasses anything suggestive of human sexuality. Indeed, once this spiritual bonding has been experienced, all other unions are left exposed as the insufficient, incomplete and frustrating encounters they have always been. We just never before knew it. In this case, ignorance is certainly bliss.

We can see a faint similarity with the infant who seeks to meld and be enfolded back into its mother. Again, with our beloved pets who cannot, no matter how hard they try, get close enough to our side and crawl within our own skin. This is often the case with our romantic encounters, for no matter the magnificence of the experience, we are nevertheless left outside the other, and our sense of isolation that much more poignant.

Now, multiply this X 100 and you begin to get some idea of the anguish or rage, consciously or subconsciously, held in the emotional awareness of those CEEs who, once having experienced the Tall Gray Alien or Light Being bonding procedure, are left bereft when the connection is broken. The distress brought about by this loss cannot nor should not be minimized.

Because this is a depth of intimacy that our species is not prepared for, nor perhaps capable of achieving, at our present day level of evolvement. And often, like the pet turned aside or the toddler put to bed while the grown-ups converse, or even the lovers who go their separate ways - the CEE may experience moments of deep depression, sadness and inexplicable yearning for reasons he or she cannot bring into daily awareness.

Ultimately, we, as a species, simply do not understand nor have sufficient experience with matters of the soul/energetic/alien realities to walk unscathed within their fiery citadels. The Light truly may complete us, if only we are not burned beyond repair in the process.

The Light Beings: The Untold Story part 2

"We are here, never doubt. However, the time and place of revelation is one we choose not lightly. There is much, truly much, beyond what man may dream in a single night"
Rei 87A 2nd wave


Aleekrah, I would like to ask you about what we term heaven. How many Light Beings, such as yourself, are in heaven?

There are more lights in the universe than there are in heaven, but understand that Heaven - in your terms - is a condition rather than a place.

Heaven, then, is that state the mind enters into when it has shed the boundaries of the flesh; what you seek is an eternal place beside man's idea of God and that is not quite the case of what life is. You must proceed throughout the evolutionary cycles of matter and mind to arrive at an ultimate resting place where you have fully and truly integrated the sum total of your experiences. Then, and only then, may a man or woman enter into a completely different state of being which you term 'light'.

There are levels and layers, and best to keep in mind the simple homily that 'all roads lead to Rome'. You have a long journey ahead of you, and much beyond what may be expressed in your terms.

Do not worry overmuch; that which is will be made manifest in due course. You have only to think and so it is.

My kind? In the precisest of terms, we would number in the tens of thousands. Yet, that is but a small representation of the entire order of beings. We number beyond count.

What is the good word for today?

As always, Hope and Courage for today, or any other day. Smile more. But above all do not think of the word hopeless, for that word is a lie.

And again, you are soul - a being of light - in my terms?

What I am you cannot comprehend; suffice to say that all is one.

Aleekrah, what do you know about the gray aliens?

What I know is this: the gray aliens exist only in a boundary state between your waking and dreaming worlds. They are not harmless, for your interest has much empowered their energies. They perform for neither good nor ill - such is the matter of most life collections. What you are 'dealing' with, as expressed in an alien encounter, is simply an interaction between species.

You will both be enriched by the experience. However, it needs to be stated firmly and absolutely that many of the experiences dreamt and known are but images out of a larger realm. You interact with images, and not with life itself. This situation has been greatly manipulated by some.

The Light Beings: The Untold Story part I

"Thus he revealed strangeness and wonders galore; I knew it not where magic ended and The Lord began."

Rei 87A 2nd wave

How should I address you?

We have told you many times that names are not important. Yet, your need for thought labels are understood. You may call me Aleekrah, as befitting your phonetic ability to approximate my energies. However, we tell you again that what you seek are not labels, but 'feels' and the means by which to connect with the same.

You are a Light Being then?

I have been called such.

How would you define yourself?

In my terms or yours?

Are you deliberately cryptic?

Yes.

And why is that?

To confuse and frustrate a species capable of greater things.

I'm not sure I understand, can you further elaborate?

This is not the simple task you suppose. I must place truths within images and words not of my choosing, for they are your terms and not mine own. But I am free to do so. Now. All gloves are off and the time of gestation has ended. As another put it, 'it's a new world if you can take it', and so it is.

........ (ed. note: following the above was a lengthy period of silence. I was unsure whether to break the silence with more questions, or to patiently wait him out. I felt he expected something from me, with no idea what that was.)

Aleekrah, can you first explain exactly, in my terms I guess, what a light being actually is? Are you an angel, humanoid, intelligent energy, hallucination or something else? I mean, man sees you or your kind, when we enter into what is called The Light. Some say you are Christ, others God. Others feel a deep sense of familiarity with their encountered Light Being, as if they should know them but they don't. I want to understand what you are.

I might answer by stating I am soul. But, since you have not a complete understanding of what soul means, you will misinterpret my answer.

You think of soul, like a pretty pair of shoes, as something one possesses. You speak of your soul as somehow separate from your identity. I say to you if you possess soul instead of being soul, it does man no good. Why should you care if your soul is saved, if your pretty shoes return to the shiny shelf and you are left abandoned? Who would give a damn?

So then we have a label, like gravity is a label, for something not truly understood, yet all understand that which is referred to. You have understanding without knowledge. If not worthless, it is certainly insufficient.

To answer your question - I am soul.

To be continued -

The Light Being - Making Contact

CAN WE CONNECT WITH THE GRAYS AND LIGHT BEINGS AT WILL?

Yes, it is a good question, isn't it? And I don't see why we, ourselves, cannot initiate contact, nor should one automatically assume the impossibility of such. (And if you happened to read my previous post on the pineal gland, you may consider if that in itself is not a means by which to reach the 'other side').

Nevertheless, I've been doing a lot of thinking (act surprised) this evening, and here I will confess to a thorn of long-standing in my side, or stick in my craw, ... which is:

Why must contact be so one-sided?!

Irregardless of whom/what it is we seek to connect with; God, Michaeal, the Being of Light, the Reptilian, the Gray Alien, our higher-self, Soul, past - present - future self, whathaveyou.

You know, I have mulled over the concept of a novel based around the idea of someone who takes the bull by the horns, and stubbornly storms the gates of Heaven, deciding that he shall go forth of his own free will. It intrigues me to consider that we blindly accept as a truism or mark of faith that these things are somehow beyond the ability of man.

And while I mull over the idea, like a strange wine against my lips, I find the flavor enticing with the desire to further sip. What would it be like, please consider, IF we could enter Heaven at will? If we could pick up the phone to reach the party of our interest? Why must I always answer the knock, but never be the one to arrive?

Enough prose, you get the idea.

So. In scientific realms, not only light but matter as well share an entanglement. Whether particle or wave, the connection is always present - therefore the road goes both ways. And since there are such phenomena as telepathy, telekinesis and clairvoyance, this road is traveled often if not understood.

Furthermore, time and space are largely concepts that apply to our own sense of self-placement, and our brain's ability (or lack thereof) to assimilate data into information we can understand and better utilize, all according to our fallible sense receptors. So again. If all roads not only lead to but also from Rome, then common sense would dictate that the ability to reach out and touch someone (or something) is not actually beyond our capability.

Which leads us to the million dollar question - if we could, or should, then how can we initiate contact on our own terms?

First, we must understand that when we exit the interstate of subjective and objective reality, it is CRUCIAL that the experimenting ego be well aware that what he will then experience cannot and should not be viewed in the same way that one evaluates lunch at a concession stand. There will no longer exist the same standard for self and other. To believe otherwise may be to risk grave emotional/mental harm to oneself. I cannot stress this strongly enough!**

With that fully accepted and understood, only then may the mature, questing personality seek to plunge further afield.

And I'm not going to suggest ways by which to achieve this, for only through concerted learning and more learning may we do this, but I fully believe it can be done.

I recommend the works of Carlos Castenada as a good pier to jump off.

** The curious may wish to consider that they will undoubtedly meet their shadow side, those emotions and fragments of personality that exist beyond our waking awareness. Usually in the form of demons, demi-Gods, incubis and succubis, or whatever your subconscious chooses to embody. Whether Gray Aliens or Gods, keep a sense of humor, do not take anything as literal, and don't fight battles that do not exist. You don't need a necklace of garlic to fend off the vampires of your psyche, all you need is love... and common sense.

We are here to learn - to learn to use the blessed abilities the Divine has granted us, but we must earn the right, through experience and wisdom, to do so.

Finally, how would we be greeted if we suddenly 'popped' into Heaven for a cup of tea? I'd like to think that the Light Being would smile, and offer me a spoonful of honey :)

As for the Grays - who knows? But it might be interesting to find out lol

Light Being

In the annals of humankind's experience with things unearthly, there is nothing so impacting, nothing which marks the soul with such profundity as that of the encounter with the Being of Light.

While not all testaments arise from Near Death Experiencers (NDE), the majority as given appears to. Typically, the chain of events runs something like this:

An individual in such medical distress that he may be pronounced dead by physicians or attendants, finds himself yet fully awake, and possessed of a heightened awareness as he overhears the consternation of those frantically trying to save him. He may be puzzled or else emotionally removed from the chaos which surrounds him, because to him, in the final truth of the matter, he is marvelously fine. He may attempt to tell his rescuers as much, but he is no longer quite of this earth and his reassurances fall on deaf ears.

At this point he begins to feel his 'essence' or the real him, lift up and away from his physical form (though there are those who report the sensation of being 'blasted' or 'shot' from out of their bodies). He may hover near the ceiling for a while, or above the heads of the crowd should his experience have taken place out of doors. But before long, the NDE next finds himself moving further and further away from the earthly location, until he arrives at a swirling 'tunnel' that opens before him, where all is dark, though most NDEs express no fear. (Sometimes this tunnel is described to have a 'bend' in it, and some NDEs mention feeling themselves 'separate' even further, as if they have somehow 'shed' another layer of their earthly selves)

Moving through this vortex at incredible speed, the individual spies a light in the distance, at the end of the tunnel, and as he moves closer and closer to this point, the light grows larger and brighter til at last he emerges in what can only be described as 'an unearthly light of such brilliance, though my eyes were unaffected and I was able to view it comfortably, and I knew I was no longer of Earth!'

In essence at this point, the transmuted soul finds himself in the presence of a Being of Light and, depending upon his belief structure, he may call this light God or Christ or anything else - in fact, he may not even attach a label at all and simply insist that it was a light being, pure and simple. And this Light Being is a real personage, a personal being who emanates such love and warmth to the NDE, that the individual is both humbled and awed, though completely at ease within the scope of this magnificent light. Many NDEs report a feeling of familiarity with the Light Being, as if they should somehow know who and what this is, but they cannot quite pin it down or remember.

Furthermore, the Light Being is said to be so gentle and kind, non-judgmental, and even exhibit a sense of humor as it suits the ensuing exchange between man and 'angel'. At this juncture, the individual may be told 'it is not his time' and he is to be returned to his earthly form; or he may be given the 'choice' whether to proceed onward into the Light, or else return to his body. Typically, the NDE is shown a panoramic life review, which engulfs him in a complete virtual experience of every thought, word and deed he committed, and he will also have the ability to experience his actions and the resultant effects on others. It is said that not a moment, not a single thought or deed of the individual's life is omitted from this review.

The Light Being, still from a loving objectivity, may pose such a question as "What have you done with your life that is sufficient?". The emphasis appears to be that of love, or actions and thoughts stemming from love, as opposed to success and gain. The purpose of the Light Being and the life review seems to be that of instilling greater insight into one's actions and how they effect others about us (including pets, strangers, and so forth), and what value may be derived thereof. Love, above all else, is the commodity most prized!

Who or what The Light Being actually is may be a matter of personal belief, upbringing, social acculturation, et al. From higher self to the Lord of Lords, all or none may be correct assumptions. But one thing is beyond debate, those that have been fortunate enough to encounter the Light Being and bring the awareness of such an experience back with them to their earthly existence, consider themselves better for it!