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Showing posts with label out of body experience. Show all posts
Showing posts with label out of body experience. Show all posts

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Paranormal Experiments Update: Incredible Out of Body Experience

Here's one for the books ...

I just woke up a couple of hours ago from the most bizarre lucid dream and possible Out of Body Experience. I want to get this written down while it's still fresh in my mind. It was a convoluted mess, although as you will see, I did manage to maintain a certain degree of lucid awareness.

Inasmuch as this incredible dream involved multiple layers of consciousness, I hope you can follow the gist of what I'll be struggling to describe. There were dreams within dreams, OBEs within OBEs, and I'm not going to bother trying to analyze this one to death.

It can speak for itself~

No hypnogogics, quickly passed into sleep.
Dream:
I am lying in bed, feeling thick and muffled. I awaken to find myself moving out of the bed, covers. The room looks very similar to real life bedroom, but the dimension feels distorted, larger or stretched.
I exit my room and head down the hallway. I'm not sure if it was due to the spatial distortion or what, but it feels like I am still muffled, or moving through cotton candy (NOT the moving through water feeling - I felt absolutely no resistance in anyway). Hard to describe, like I am surrounded by a 'baffling of air'.
I proceed through the house and go on back to my cousin's room, to tell him I am out of my body.
He is aware and remarks on my condition.
With that, and still in my home, I explore a little this new condition and feeling. Very, very odd.
I find myself drawn back to my bed, my body is mounded up under the covers.
Then I awaken (though still dreaming) within my dream.
I move out of my dream bed, thinking I am having another out of body.
Then I realize that no, THIS second OBE is not the same as the first. I am still encased in the body, and everything feels really thick.
I can see my upright body in a sort of 360 fashion. I see what reminds me of baffles of stuffing encased around my arms, in a wrap of sorts. My cousin is now with me, in my room, watching my progress. I am showing him this padding that encases me, and explaining the difference between lucid dreaming and the OBE state.
For some reason, I feel a shadowy unease, or fear, creeping over me. I can't define it any better than that, but I want to head it off/avoid something.
With that, I go back to bed, to sleep (am still dreaming all of this).
I get up a THIRD time and this, I understand, is like the first. I'm free again.
If anything, things feel lighter and smoother.
It is then that I seem to go somewhere, to leave the vicinity of my room or else slip back into a genuine dream state where I have very spotty recollection of events that followed:
'Seems like I was talking with someone, dunno.

The frustrating thing is, the last thing on my mind when I went to sleep was anything even remotely paranormal. I was feeling lazy, grounded, and had not even thought about my (sigh) promise to get back on the bandwagon and resume my paranormal experiments.
And yet ... I can't swear to this ... but I almost do remember something happening or whathaveyou shortly before I went to sleep. Maybe I just buzzed through the hypnogogic state?
Interesting as this was to experience (God, it was so bizarre - and I think I've failed to capture the essential feeling in words - sorry), it just opens up more questions without the satisfaction of having answered any, or achieved any basic knowledge.

I do want to add this, my frustration with the above doesn't stem so much from a right-brain inability to describe the above in left-brain terms, as I was fairly lucid throughout most of it. I think it's the memory lapses that bother me, and that I can't liken it or make the proper comparisons to accurately get the out of body bit across to my readers.

I still say, as I've long insisted, if the 'after life' (so to speak) is anything like the above, we are in for a heck of an adjustment period. We may be like infants, having to learn an entirely new set of skills in order to function with any degree of conscious control in the after life plane of existence.

Oh Boy.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Gray Aliens, Reptilians, Ghosts - the Paranormal Library AND the Famous Zombie Word Alert

I've been intending to add to the list of reference material beneficial to anyone whose lives have been touched by the Gray Aliens, Reptilians, Light Beings, Ghosts, or any other facet of the paranormal enigma.

Remember, the answer to any question may be unlocked through personal experience, critical thinking, and the keys left us by those who have opened the door that bars** our passage:

The Seth Material by Jane Roberts
Seth Speaks

Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch

The Secret (in any format) by Rhonda Byrne

Journey of Souls by Michael Newton

Alien Agenda: Investigating the Extraterrestrial Presence Among Us by Jim Marrs

A Course in Miracles by Schucman and Thetford

Beyond Photography by Katie Hall

Inner Paths to Outer Space by Rick Strassman, M.D.

Opening to Channel by Roman and Packer

Anything by Edgar Cayce

Journeys Out of Body by Robert Monroe

Adventures Beyond the Body by William Buhlman

The Lucid Dreamer by Malcolm Godwin

The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle

Down the Rabbit Hole (dvd)

The Holographic Universe by Michael Talbot

Serpent of Light: Beyond 2012 by D. Melchizedek

Anything by Timothy Good

Anything by Carlos Castenada
The Teachings of Don Juan

We Are Their Heaven: Why the Dead Never Leave Us
by Allison DuBois

The Threat by David Jacobs
(and anything else by David Jacobs)

The Dulce Wars by Branton

The Communion Letters by Whitley Strieber

Passport to Magonia by Jacques Vallee

The Mothman Prophecies by John A. Keel

Alien Abduction by Anne Rooney

Abducted: True Story of Alien Abduction by Andrews and Ritchie

Alien Dawn: An Investigation Into the Contact Experience by Colin Wilson (and anything else by Colin Wilson)

The Other Side of Life by Susan D. Kalior

Life After Life by Raymond Moody

The Afterlife Experiments by Gary E. Schwartz

Beyond the Light by P. M. H. Atwater

** Zombie Word Alert: Nobody, but nobody, enjoys a night of bar hopping more than your average zombie! When it comes to cutting loose (often with their bare hands), these fun-lovin' party animals can drink most of us under the table, then party on till the wee hours of early morn, lurching from one 'after hours' to another! It is no small coincidence that someone named the famous 'Zombie' drink after these wild & crazy guys! (although their favorite drink really is the Bloody Mary).

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Near Death Experience and Astral Projection - Is a Body still a Body?

ODDITIES OVERLOOKED IN 'OUT OF BODY' EVENTS:

This is a topic which I've been meaning to touch upon. There are numerous books and personal accounts on the subject of astral projection - be they near death experiences (NDE), out of body experiences (OBE) or even types of lucid dreaming and false awakenings. Nevertheless, with all the wealth of material available, there are certain tidbits which surface now and then, only to remain generally un-remarked upon, largely because we are so focused upon the paranormal forest in front of us, that we have a rather unfortunate tendency to ignore the individual trees. It is specifically these tidbits, these hints of higher strangeness, that may help unravel the mystery surrounding experiences of a seemingly non-physical nature.


One such hint that grabbed my attention comes from a book entitled, "My Seven Minutes in Eternity" by William Dudley Pelley. In essence, the author undergoes an NDE or OBE, to find himself in the presence of deceased acquaintances in an unearthly place of beauty and light - pretty ordinary stuff, so far. However, as Mr. Pelley is initially faint and shaky during this 'transition' to the other side, his 'body' (or semblance thereof) is at first held supported in the arms of one of his 'friends'. This friend, though, suggests the author take a dip in the pool (familiar motif) to help him feel better and cleanse himself of any after effects. Meanwhile, the deceased friend then proceeds to clean and wipe his own hands off on a towel, as if he had been dirtied or contaminated by the direct 'hands on' contact with the still-living Pellee!

Now, if we are going to attach any veracity to any portion of the author's account, then we must also take on faith the actuality that such an event as the 'hand cleaning' did in fact occur. The equation, shorn of labels and common vernacular, goes something like this:
a) living person experiences an unknown type of trauma
b) living person (called person 1), finds himself entering an unfamiliar environment
c) This environment contains persons (2 & 3) familiar to him, although both are 'deceased' in terms of person 1's normal, waking environment
d) person 2 comes into direct contact with the 'body' of person 1
e) person 2 cleanses himself after such contact
f) person 2 suggests person 1 cleanse himself in a pool (full body immersion?)


As bizarre as the above may seem, it only appears to be strange because we may likely be laboring under a false set of pre-conceptions regarding the physical nature of Here and There, death and the physical body, and all the other dichotomous black and white misconceptions which we have taken as truths regarding the conditions of reality.

To continue along this line of reasoning: it is implied by the author's account that, even in this other environment, his 'body' was somehow perceived to be 'contaminated' and his friend sought to rid his own form of any possible exposure, from which we may surmise that these 'contaminants' were most certainly transmittable. How does one contaminate the dead? This is excellent food for thought, as it forces us to revise our concept of astral and physical. Are we speaking of germs or bacteria capable of surviving into what we think of as the Astral plane?


There's much more to be said, but it's after 3 a.m. and I'm ready to catch some sleep. But before I go, I'd like to point out that this 'cleansing' and 'immersion' into a shower, pool of water, liquid, tank and so forth is also a fairly common feature in many accounts of Gray Alien close encounters. Interesting, I think. And when someone tells you that close encounters, alien abductions and astral projections are a recent (post 1950) phenomenon (and myth or modern confabulation), please bear in mind that the above book I mentioned was first published in 1929.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Alternate Realities

ASTRAL TRAVEL AND ALTERNATE WORLDS MAY ABOUND!

Like it or not, the dichotomous brain system of the homosapien is our only interface with other worlds, realities and the inhabitants thereof. Generally speaking, we understand that nature creates higher, more complex lifeforms via a process of division, growth and re-integration. Our brains, however, while seemingly so 'divided', have yet to fully reintegrate according to this process.

Though man as yet is 'incomplete', it is not unreasonable to assume that someday our species will reap the benefits of such reintegration, given that man survives long enough to complete this natural process. Furthermore, it is equally plausible that, while lacking the biological reintegrated brain system in the here and now, it may lay within the near future that our technology will step in with a simulacrum to suit the purpose.

We might also consider that were there to exist humanoids with similar brain systems to our own, some of these theoretical beings may have already successfully completed this stage of the process, and be privy to all manner of thought and action of which we can only speculate at this time. If indeed the universe mathematically teams with life, then reason may also assume that, at least somewhere and somewhen, the above has certainly occurred. Again, either biologically or artificially.


So, from where we currently stand with our present level of knowledge, we refer to paranormal interfaces as astral travel, multi-dimensional, alternate worlds and realities, out of body experiences, 'going within' and all the rest of the commonly held vernacular. And our myths, legends, encounters, dreams, hypnotic trance states, hallucinations, imaginations are literally riddled with these interfaces.

Notes taken from my private journal regarding interfaces:
1998)
Another strange dream. At a gathering of unknown cousins and family members though none of these persons are known to me. Was given to understand that I was in service to this family. Several of these 'cousins' were grouped in front of the fireplace. I was in private conversation with a male cousin with large, piercing dark eyes, when a female cousin interrupted to sarcastically inquire, "do you know where you are?" I was very confused at this point, because I thought myself to be at my aunt's house in Ky, waiting for my dad to return. (my aunt's is the only place I have ever been in the presence of any cousin's, we have a rather small family located out of state)

1999)
Very unusual hypnogogic. I was looking at a living image of a man, face to face, in my mind. At the same time, I was fully aware that he was looking back at me. When I looked into his eyes, there was a shock of recognition, I realized that he was myself, although I could not understand how or why. There were no familiar characteristics shared. Was this my soul? Or a different incarnation of myself? I also felt as if he were more knowledgeable than I was. He knew me better than I knew him.

2000)
Weird experience. Not sure what to make of it. Dreamed I was in the depths of space, there were stars and energies all around me, while my awareness of self was without a body or form, I seemed to be a point of consciousness somewhere out in space. Without knowing how, I 'noticed' an Earth-like planet and wanted to explore. Instantly, I had a body and found myself on the surface of a dry, arid and brightly lit world. I hid behind a rock and 'blanked' out my thoughts to avoid detection. Then, I crept into a house and encountered what were possibly the minds of sleeping inhabitants. They were confused and wary of me. I reassured them with the remark that, "It's okay. I'm from a future dimension".

2000)
As I am coming awake (hypnopompic state), I am aware of two persons standing, unseen, between the side of my bed and where it sits flush against the wall. I hear one of them remark, "She looks so sweet laying there asleep".

2002)
I had been dreaming about a friend's deceased mother. Fully awake, I sat up in bed and reclined my head on my right arm. Suddenly, I felt my arm knocked out from under me and I dropped my head. Within a split second I realized that my physical arm was still in its original position and my head had not fallen. Something or someone had managed to knock my astral body out of my physical one. Who and why?

2003)
After work, I rested in bed for a while, debating whether or not to take a quick nap. Suddenly, I was keenly aware of the presence in the room. It felt like an electric 'thickening' in the air. Then I felt something messing with my hair, and a pressure on my right knee. I stayed mentally and physically very still, and made a great effort to home in on whatever was there. Something was there but made no further effort at contact.

2006)
Last night when I went to bed, as I was getting comfortable and just stretched out flat on my back, I felt myself start to slip out of body and fall through the mattress. In that brief moment, I actually felt the upper part of my body sink through the mattress in almost a suffocating fashion. It felt physically accurate. In that momentary panic, I instinctively 'caught' myself and realigned myself back into the physical body. I wish I had not reacted in panic and been able to stay with the experience.

2006)
In a vivid hypnogogic, a woman was trying to communicate with me and gave me her name - which she pronounced carefully and slowly for my understanding. An image of the spelling also accompanied the name. Akeesha. Ah-Kee-shah.

2007)
I am once again on the hard, sandy surface of an unknown world. It is night, and there are nearby moons or planets large in the sky. The night sky is more brightly lit than Earth's - I think because of these nearby satellites. I know this place very well, but I don't go there often. It's a world not in Earth's solar system. I am walking along under the night sky, the area seems largely deserted and is in the middle of nowhere, yet I know, too, that this planet is practically deserted as a whole, it is more of an outpost now. There are a couple of large, corrugated metal hangers to my left, but they are dark and unoccupied at this time. However, I know I have been in there before, something to do with energy experiments. Ahead of me down this roadway, though not in my field of vision, the land becomes more vegetated, and there is a sharp declivity, like a strip pit, that lays just before the low, brushy woods begin. I know the others are not about at this time, but they can be contacted if I made the effort. There is not sufficient reason to do so, as I am only visiting at this time.

2008)
We are visiting a water world, we have an instructor/guide with us. A traveler. This world is almost entirely made up of water, there are several small landmasses scattered about. Those landmasses or islands are connected by long, narrow bridges which just barely clear the ocean's surface. But these oceans, or seas, do not have any tidal action. The water is a light to medium green, and I have the impression it is not very deep and also that it is nearly universal in depth across the surface of this planet. My group is crossing from one island to the next, and in my concentration to get to the next island mass, as I am not paying close enough attention, I slip off the narrow bridge into the lukewarm water. The water has a different buoyancy than that of earth, it may be more viscous or thicker with plankton, or salt? There are no clouds in the sky, no shadows that cross the surface of the still ocean. I clamber back onto the bridge and my guide is patient but stands with a wry expression on his face. I mildly resent his gentle demeanor of wisdom/experience, and I try to temper my own impatience. We are always in the company of the experienced ones on our 'field trips'.

And those are just a few representations from my own journal. For anyone interested in astral travel and alternate realities, I recommend the following books:
Astral Dynamics by Robert Bruce
Journeys Out of the Body by Robert A. Monroe
Far Journeys by Robert A. Monroe
Ultimate Journey by Robert A. Monroe







Thursday, June 4, 2009

Light Being

In the annals of humankind's experience with things unearthly, there is nothing so impacting, nothing which marks the soul with such profundity as that of the encounter with the Being of Light.

While not all testaments arise from Near Death Experiencers (NDE), the majority as given appears to. Typically, the chain of events runs something like this:


An individual in such medical distress that he may be pronounced dead by physicians or attendants, finds himself yet fully awake, and possessed of a heightened awareness as he overhears the consternation of those frantically trying to save him. He may be puzzled or else emotionally removed from the chaos which surrounds him, because to him, in the final truth of the matter, he is marvelously fine. He may attempt to tell his rescuers as much, but he is no longer quite of this earth and his reassurances fall on deaf ears.


At this point he begins to feel his 'essence' or the real him, lift up and away from his physical form (though there are those who report the sensation of being 'blasted' or 'shot' from out of their bodies). He may hover near the ceiling for a while, or above the heads of the crowd should his experience have taken place out of doors. But before long, the NDE next finds himself moving further and further away from the earthly location, until he arrives at a swirling 'tunnel' that opens before him, where all is dark, though most NDEs express no fear. (Sometimes this tunnel is described to have a 'bend' in it, and some NDEs mention feeling themselves 'separate' even further, as if they have somehow 'shed' another layer of their earthly selves)


Moving through this vortex at incredible speed, the individual spies a light in the distance, at the end of the tunnel, and as he moves closer and closer to this point, the light grows larger and brighter til at last he emerges in what can only be described as 'an unearthly light of such brilliance, though my eyes were unaffected and I was able to view it comfortably, and I knew I was no longer of Earth!'


In essence at this point, the transmuted soul finds himself in the presence of a Being of Light and, depending upon his belief structure, he may call this light God or Christ or anything else - in fact, he may not even attach a label at all and simply insist that it was a light being, pure and simple. And this Light Being is a real personage, a personal being who emanates such love and warmth to the NDE, that the individual is both humbled and awed, though completely at ease within the scope of this magnificent light. Many NDEs report a feeling of familiarity with the Light Being, as if they should somehow know who and what this is, but they cannot quite pin it down or remember.

Furthermore, the Light Being is said to be so gentle and kind, non-judgmental, and even exhibit a sense of humor as it suits the ensuing exchange between man and 'angel'. At this juncture, the individual may be told 'it is not his time' and he is to be returned to his earthly form; or he may be given the 'choice' whether to proceed onward into the Light, or else return to his body. Typically, the NDE is shown a panoramic life review, which engulfs him in a complete virtual experience of every thought, word and deed he committed, and he will also have the ability to experience his actions and the resultant effects on others. It is said that not a moment, not a single thought or deed of the individual's life is omitted from this review.

The Light Being, still from a loving objectivity, may pose such a question as "What have you done with your life that is sufficient?". The emphasis appears to be that of love, or actions and thoughts stemming from love, as opposed to success and gain. The purpose of the Light Being and the life review seems to be that of instilling greater insight into one's actions and how they effect others about us (including pets, strangers, and so forth), and what value may be derived thereof. Love, above all else, is the commodity most prized!

Who or what The Light Being actually is may be a matter of personal belief, upbringing, social acculturation, et al. From higher self to the Lord of Lords, all or none may be correct assumptions. But one thing is beyond debate, those that have been fortunate enough to encounter the Light Being and bring the awareness of such an experience back with them to their earthly existence, consider themselves better for it!




Friday, May 29, 2009

The Grays and Reptilians - Plan B

THE GRAY ALIEN AGENDA: Not What You Think!

I won't beat about the bush with this one. Love and light are dandy as candy, but if what I'm about to propose regarding the Grays is even remotely correct ... well, I don't really know. Time will undoubtedly tell.
I hope you've read the post previous to this one, so you'll know where I'm coming from. If not, please follow my line of reasoning and reserve judgement. As outlandish as the following might seem, it's not unreasonable.
To preface what I'm about to propose, first consider: that to all appearance - legend, myth, religion and anecdotal evidence - the humans of planet Earth have been interacted with, interfered with and otherwise manipulated by beings unknown. Religious and astronomical symbolism, as well as psychic archetypes, misinterpretations, lies, deceit, mental illness, hallucinations, weather balloons, swamp gas and mistaken identity may account for a respectable percentage of this phenomena.
But not all, by any means. There is simply too much, for too long, to be so casually dismissed. If nothing else, the law of statistics underscores the likelihood that some of the reports of alien interference must be accurate. There exists a law of balance, of harmony in nature and all else, a yen and yang if you will. You see this in lottery draws - eventually, given enough time - slow, or 'due' numbers will begin to play catch up until a type of equilibrium is achieved (just when you think the number 5 is never going to pop up, suddenly it will and continues to do so until you're bloody sick of seeing the stupid thing!).
Additionally, too much energy is wasted harping on the credentials, or lack thereof, of our close encounter experiencers (CEEs). It's irrelevant, in the end. Take a plane crash, for example ... it will be witnessed correctly, incorrectly, by the healthy as well as the mentally ill, all those factors will naturally come into play, but there was a plane crash. The actuality of the plane crash was not dependent in any way upon the veracity of its observers or victims. However, there wasn't any cause for doubt to begin with, because physical evidence/debris remained to lend credence to the testimony of witnesses. The alien abduction 'plane crash' also leaves debris, but of a less material nature.
Anyway, you get the idea.
So then. We've got something amiss here in Reptilian land. There are gray aliens creeping about under cover of dark, harvesting God knows what in the fields of our mind, for centuries they've been tinkering around with human reproduction, DNA and genetic material. The grays are also fascinated with human emotion, and are seen in the company of the dead. They have some means of rendering themselves semi-physical, or they are not quite as materially dense as we to begin with (my bet) and can either render our own bodies as nebulous as their own, or they are dealing and stealing our astral bodies instead.
The aliens appear intent on creating a species of hybrid creatures, they (the grays) exhibit numerous physical characteristics suggestive of a nocturnal or sol-deprived being, luminosity, enlarged pupils, pallor. They float rather than walk, time as well as gravity does not seem to effect them the same as we (souls out of body also report floating versus walking). They do not appear subject to biological decay as we. They may also move, think and communicate at a rate nearly impossible for humans to observe, let alone tolerate with any degree of comfort.
Anyway, to make matters short, I propose the gray aliens (and reptilians perhaps) are not as physical a creature as ourselves, but they are a very real and objective species whose natural environment lays just adjacent to our own in a faster, materially lighter, range of frequency.
Just as we are unaware of the billions of pions and muons that permeate our bodies and our atmosphere every second of every minute, so are we typically unaware of what frequencies lay just outside our range of observance. The human eye, for one example, sees but an inch or so on the yard stick of (thus far) measurable frequencies - from infrared to ultraviolet and so forth. All our senses have their limitation, their perimeters. Nature keeps its levels and layers and infrastructures separate but also interpenetrating one another, usually beyond the awareness of any one level for another. We can measure the pion and muon, we know they exist, but we aren't truly aware of their presence in the sensory fashion.
You get my drift. And as the angels, so the story goes, envied man his embodiment, his physical vehicle, so do I propose the possibility (and this is simply one line of conjecture and not to be taken as a declaration of faith nor an absolute) ... I entertain the idea that what the gray alien agenda may actually be is an attempt on the part of a little known but nearby species - native to a faster and lighter density/environment - who has sought and is currently seeking to increase its mass, density and eventual embodiment into slower, denser three-dimensional form!
And furthermore, I suspect this is being accomplished through a method of collective hybridization. It is by and large our lighter, more energetic forms that are being stolen in the night with increasing focus being placed on our three dimension physical forms as any alien success may warrant. It is well known that man, as all else, is a multi-dimensional being. You simply cannot separate the dimensions, frequencies, et al into tidy little compartments like forks in a drawer. Actually, there is only one dimension or reality from which life springs - what distinguishes one from another is merely the rate of heat exchange. Scientists like to use labels such as dimensions for easy comprehension, but all must be contained within one, ultimately. All dimensions are each perpendicular to the next. How large, small, fast, slow, curled, not curled, bent or an ever unfolding/enfolding tesseract, etc is beyond the scope of this discussion, but the idea remains the same.
So hopefully you understand this particular proposal, this tentative theory of mine in regards to the gray alien and reptilian enigma. I hope to go further with this idea and see where it leads. And what it means, if correct, or any ramifications thereof. Life is anything but dull. Thank God.
I couldn't imagine an eternity of boredom, could you?

The Grays Alien and Abduction

GRAY ALIENS, REPTILIANS AND HUMANOIDS - ASTRAL WILDLIFE?



In my previous posts, I've considered The Gray aliens from numerous angles, all centered around the theory that these creatures are by and large physically real, objective entities. I like to stress periodically that this is only one probability out of several. Once you close your mind to any possibility, you limit yourself to growth and learning. There is a very real tendency, on the part of myself or any other person, to seek out that information which in some way or shape re-enforces beliefs already held. This is an ego trap and must be recognized as such.


While struggling over the wealth of information, rumor and anecdotal reports from close encounter experiencers (CEEs), as well as that garnered from friends and family over the course of decades, I cannot help but hold a few beliefs of my own. Yet, a belief is not a known, and I acknowledge the difference. I hope the rest of you do, too.


As far as alien abduction goes, I still cringe slightly whenever I cast caution to the winds of sanity and admit that I am one of the ever increasing numbers who has experienced events suggestive of gray aliens and midnight examinations and what ever else goes bump in the night:

"From ghoulies and ghosties and long-legged beasties, and things that go bump in the night, Good Lord deliver us!" (old Cornish Prayer)


Be that as it may. There is an unfortunate tendency for some experiencers and/or psychics to consider themselves a cut above the rest, elite or special in some fashion. This is a load. Personally, if I am special in any way it is because I don't take anyone's word for too much, choose instead to think my own thoughts and arrive at my own conclusions, always keeping the door ajar for a larger foundation upon which to grow and change.


The Grays certainly present a challenge, insofar that it is unbelievably difficult to lay any type of foundation upon which to build! I think Whitley Strieber stated the dilemma most eloquently when he noted that the gray aliens demand questions of one that cannot be borne.


My challenge is to reveal some solid ground underfoot and if I have to dig away at the Grays, until eternity is just a dim memory and old Sol is reduced to a lump of charcoal, then I am going to darn well do it. I'm just that stubborn.


So if you've followed my blog thus far, you know I'm digging for buried treasure in the field of frequencies now, because I think it's looking more and more that the answer to the Grays, Reptilians and alien abductions has its place there. There surely must exist, according to science, logic and theory, areas of energetic frequencies that are near enough our own to measure, and under certain conditions - interact with or they interact with our own. One, at some point, must blend into the other and I believe this area of interpenetration is the frequency state wherein close encounters, alien abduction and The Grays have their home locale. And either by accident or design, the wildlife of this near locale has access, some ability to interact, within our own.


In the book 'DMT: The Spirit Molecule' by Rick Strassman, M.D., his research subjects oft reported encounters with beings easily described as Reptilians, light beings, elves and gray aliens, as well as other entities besides. Many of his subjects were adamant that these were fundamentally real events and beings, and furthermore - these entities were somehow aware and awaiting the dmt-induced arrival of the human subjects.


This, and so much more, lends great credence to the supposition that just beyond our everyday ken waits a vast, no doubt greater than we at this time can begin to imagine, a huge eco-reality heavily populated with alien beings as objectively real as ourselves, but operating under a different set of conditions - one of those conditions being that of greater energetic frequency. The Gray aliens and Reptilians likely originate from this reality field.


Some of these inhabitants seem to study man as though they'd never encountered such a creature in all their born days, some express little to no interest, others are clinically detached, while again there are those who appear greedy, hungry and inimical in their behavior. I believe it was Robert Monroe who also encountered the same as I've described, and commented on the leech-like nature of these inhabitants. In essence, he remarked that in order to free one's self from these energy lemoras, a person had to remain very calm and not react or express fear or any other type of strong emotion. Only then would they leave the traveler alone and wander off, but at the first hint of returning fear or stress, they would return in schools like sharks scenting blood.
Intriguing to me, was a photograph I saw online (I wish I could remember precisely where), but it involved the birthday party of a very ill child who believed himself able to see angels all about him, and when a picture from his party was developed, misty 'fish' shapes were seen in large numbers throughout the group of party-goers. I've often considered these angels or entities to have been, for whatever reason, inhabitants or psychic lemoras from this astral level of close frequency to our own.
Mixed in with dreams of the Grays, alien abductions, Reptilians, humanoids and all the rest lays a hint of deeper meaning, something that would just make sense in our worldview if we could but remove our blinders for only a moment. I will say this, if these grays, like the gods of old, need man's attention, energy and focus for their sustenance - if these creatures really exist and in a way close to what I've described, then the smartest thing one could do is to ignore them, just as we accuse our own government of having done. But also ... if the Grays really exist and again, in a manner similar to what I've described, AND if they do more than feed off man, if they truly have sought after and are currently seeking greater substance and form, then the time has passed to ignore their presence.

What is the next step?


The Grays - Psychic Parasites?

ARE THE GRAY ALIENS ENERGY PARASITES? OR A CO-DOMINANT SPECIES?

Continuing the line of thought from my last post, it does appear that whatever or whomever the Grays may be, their presence has been with us for hundreds, if not thousands, of years. The similarities between the gray aliens and various humanoids repeatedly referred to in worldwide mythology and legend cannot be summarily dismissed. The same holds true for Reptilian entities and their ilk. Should these creatures be no more than symbols, astronomical/religious metaphor or manifestations of man's proclivity for archetypes, it is strange indeed that so many diverse cultures would lay claim to such similar objectification. And though experts of science, psychology, anthropology, history and biology (the list is long) - all who claim authority in these areas -strain to jump through hoops, convolutions and contortions of reason in the effort, any effort at all seems to suffice, to explain away or otherwise dismiss the possibility of an actual race or species of creatures existing on the fringe of humanity's awareness, it cannot be denied that all the smoke of rumor has a fire of sorts at its center.
Yet whether or when our authorities should label the Grays and Reptilians as 'real' is neither really here nor there. The close encounter experiencer (CEE) - be he a an aborigine, Gaelic peasant, or full-suited businessman traveling a back road home at 3 a.m. after taking the red-eye from one business meeting to another - knows he experienced something untoward and is rarely the better for this experience. And it is all fine and well to label such mysterious encounters as clandestine governmental experiments, psychological or technological testings whathaveyou - as many modern day researchers have alluded to, but the problem with this type of explanation (though some undoubtedly hold water) is that this grey alien enigma predates technology and all the rest.
For example, movies such as 'Close Encounters' and anecdotal reports lend us to believe that our automobiles stall on lonely roads because of an alien technology that interferes with our vehicles electrical system. Given our current level of development, this is something we can understand in a nuts and bolt manner - an energetic interference of sorts. We comprehend technology. However, how many CEEs are aware that in 19th century abductions the horse itself did still, the carriage stop or the bicycle refuse to move? There must lay interference, no doubt, but not the type of mechanical interference we presume it to be.
Something paces us, pursues us and lurks just beyond the threshold of man's waking beta consciousness and that something has long been about.
At this stage of the game, were I to lend credit to any of the theoretical explanations concerning the Grays, it would be that they are an objectively real species that has its biological niche in a frequency just to the left of our own, just fast enough that unless we are in exactly the right brain-wave state, they are not duly registered within man's awareness. This would also explain why our toys (digital cameras for one thing) are able to catch what our eyes cannot see (and I think the same holds true with the ghosts of our dearly departed). Too many for far too long have encountered a veritable ecosystem of currently misunderstood manifestations hovering just, and I mean just, beyond normal waking observation.
Reality seems to consist of energy in its multitude of frequencies, dimensions, planes, vibrations from wave to particle and God knows what else. I contend that it highly plausible that all factual close encounters with grays are taking place in the fuzzy area of the frequency level of reality closest to our own. I believe Robert Monroe, one of the most famous, literal minded experiencers and researchers (he dubbed himself and his team the 'Explorers') labeled these areas of frequencies as locales - which is as good a term as anything else. Robert Monroe also spoke of the energy fields surrounding our planet and the energy living things emitted as "Loosh".
So backtracking to The Gray Aliens themselves, and the probability that they have long co-existed with humanity, what is it - precisely - that they want of us? The Grays, or those like them, are seen in the company of our dead, they experiment upon us, tweak us and are overtly concerned with human reproduction. They exhibit no observable respiration, may be seen as 'cartoony'- by this I mean lacking in three dimensional manifestation, or robotic as the same, somehow they can get into our minds and enforce images within awareness - the gray aliens exhibit all the characteristics of a species quasi-three dimensional yet not quite! Remember, the angels were envious of man's place and resentful of his 'embodiment'. In addition, the greys do not seem to age as we do, and let us know that they are 'outside' our time, or that 'their time is not as ours'.
I propose that it is entirely possible that - insofar as the typical gray alien goes (and remember that we may be dealing with not one but a vast ecosystem populated with all manner of life) - I propose that what the typical gray alien seeks from us is the ability/genetics to manifest in our reality, our frequency field of existence. Whether the Grays originate from Earth or elsewhere, past, present or future, it is my personal conclusion that what they seek may be physical (as we think it) embodiment.
And I also seriously consider that certain of our encounters, trolls, goblins, reptilians and different alien factions (including some of the gray aliens) seek our energies as a food source. This is no different than you or I eating a steak or donut - energy is energy. We simply take ours in a dense three-dimensional form for our bodies to convert into heat energy. The obvious conclusion would be that as matter/body becomes more refined (faster, lighter, etc) then so must its food source. And does this process continue into infinity or is there a stopping point where an organism, three-dimensional or otherwise, becomes self-supporting and no longer requires an outside energy source? (shades of perpetual motion lol)
Anyway, back to the subject at hand. There can be no doubt that whatever the Grays turn out to be, they've been with us a long time. They have a tendency to twist about and change, to shape shift, to match or barely exceed our level of development and expectations, as if they lead us a merry chase and forever dangle a carrot beyond our collective nose. They often display attributes of caring, concerned teachers with we, the students - so it is possible that some of the gray aliens are really our guides and guardians in disguise.
It is just as probable that they are no more or less than energy parasites and are simply keeping their food crop in good check. The Grays could also be seeking physical embodiment and are using us to that end. Any or all of the above bears merit.
But if it is the case that we are indeed a food source for more than bacteria (here I am reminded of one of David Jacob's CEEs [The Threat by David M. Jacobs] who overheard one of the gray aliens chastising her hybrid lover that she 'was a resource, not a resort') ... again, if we are a food source for the Grays or other energy parasites, then it would well behoove us to be conscientious of that which we prefer to be 'harvested' for! Love or fear, joy or suffering? Always keep in mind that you and ONLY you are responsible for what you make of things.
In the end, it's a marvelous system of teaching and I think, eventually, we'll all be better for it!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The Grays

Is it possible, or even probable, that we are not at the top of the planetary food chain? Are we food for the Gods? Fodder for the Grays? Claims abound that man is harvested, as a crop, for a Reptilian species which may include the gray alien. Outlandish as the idea may first appear, when given a closer look under the auspices of an unbiased mind, the idea may not be without merit.
Consider the following: mankind, despite our marvelous advances in technology, medicine, sciences and manufacturing - still, despite the arrival of the 21st century which was thought to herald us into a new age of higher development, finds itself continually and ceaselessly embroiled in base animal conflict, anguish, suffering and grief. Socially, emotionally, we are not one whit better off than our ancestors of eons past. Why, it must be asked, do we always clear one hurdle only to find ourselves prostrate before another?
Are the Grays to blame? What may we think when alien female abductees are encouraged to hold their hybrid offspring, yet cruelly informed that the infant must remain in the care of the aliens, because the mother cannot 'feed' them? What might we think when the staring procedures begin, when images and visions are forced into our minds' awareness, when our genetic material is repeatedly harvested? When strangers are brought together to mate? When our children scream in the night and report visits by monsters, little dinosaurs and big-eyed bugs who whisk them through windows and tell them 'they are the chosen ones'?
What do animals, small and large, think when they are bred outside their herd, separated from their offspring, and otherwise deprived of the pastoral existence nature had intended them? Have you ever witnessed the anguish of a mother cat when her kittens have been handed to strangers? Yes, in time and to all appearances her agony fades, but the forced intervention of a higher species who dictates the fate of her offspring, her very existence and right to roam the fields at night, who considers too many of her kind prowling the streets to be a nuisance and a pest and thus cages her and her kind for selective placement or death.
And in man's innocent arrogance, we suppose ourselves lord of all and bend nature to our whim.
Now also consider this: Before the advent of mammals and eventually primates, certain creatures stood head and shoulders above the land, and were truly lords of all. The dinosaurs, saurians, reptilians - call them what you will - for millions and millions (not our measly thousands) were planet Earth's proudest achievement. In a logical and linear development of dominant life, these creatures were the apex of evolution, until their numbers were decimated by climate change brought about numerous unfoldings including meteoric strikes, methane and an ecological imbalance of supply and demand.
Today, the media is going wild with the discovery of Ida, the 47 million year old reptilian/mammalian fossil. But Ida represents but the tiniest fraction of the wealth of such fossils waiting to be found. Paleontologists themselves will tell you the only the barest fraction of saurian bones and fossils have been uncovered, estimating that what little we have been able to piece together is but the tip of a mighty iceberg still in wait for exposure to the light of modern day!
And what of those saurians who managed to survive and evolve? Well, we've pretty much labeled and categorized those, too ... haven't we? Birds, snakes, certain fish, ho hum. We know eons ago tiny mammals (yay team!) were given a break and basically took over the whole ballgame. Sure we did. We just marched right in, found our niche, tweaked a few vertebrae and developed a more efficient brain model with which to store, compress and download memory (crucial to the intellectual progression of any species) - and here we are with our ipods and designer clothing and forays through darkest space.
We do not one whit consider the possibility that another species of creatures may have long shared our space with us, or developed alongside of us, or ahead of us, in the misty eons of the past. Or arrived from elsewhere, found Earth prime real estate and decided to set up housekeeping here, or nearby.
Perhaps it's time to reconsider.
If evolution, on planets similar to Earth with similar system factors (and there are thought to be millions of such environments sharing our universe), follows a certain template of progression, then there must unarguably be an astonishing large number of such planets on which the reptilian/saurian life forms did not meet their untimely doom in the same manner that occurred upon planet Earth. These saurians would have gone on to adapt, change, progress, evolve and eventually dominate or co-dominate their environment as a logical chain of nature. There is nothing, I repeat ... NOTHING outlandish or fantastical about such a supposition.
Perhaps this sequence of evolution has occurred on our neighbor, Mars? Yes Mars! In ages past, Mars was not in its current position in the solar system (fact). At one time, Mars lay closer to the sun. It is conjectured that whatever struck planet Earth (in what is now the Pacific area), and created our satellite the moon (without which life on our planet would likely not exist, or at least as we know life to be), and also created at least one of our asteroid belts. Mars was quite likely at one time to have been as verdant an ecosystem as Earth, and surely life flourished therein. But did life have enough 'time' to get a handhold and spring forth more fully developed forms, beyond simple bacteria and such?
Eventually, we'll know more about this. Just remember what I said in my previous post regarding the Missing Link and Mar. Anyway, with all the previous said, let's now return to the original topic of The Grays and the harvesting of mankind.
If nothing else may be said, one can at least rest assured that Nature is not wasteful. While some would say that man's natural predator is merely the virus, bacteria and other parasites, it may also be said that these self-same parasites are present across the board at all stages of the food-chain and cannot truly be said to occupy a niche, so to speak. The cow also has her bacteria and the shark his wrasse, but these are not niche placements of the like I am referring to.
No, nature does not waste energy. Nature IS energy, is the expression of life in energetic form and all life, thus as we know, comes down to a very basic energetic equation as expressed in the laws of thermodynamics. Energy, in the form of heat, seems to be a necessary requirement that must be ever re-plenished.
As we are all familiar from our school days with the progression of the food chain, I am not going to go over the ladder here. But taking a look at the number one position, we find homo sapiens standing proud and tall. So proudly a superior predator - yet only under rare circumstance does man not falter and succumb and thus lay toppled by the enormity of his emotional shadow. We only need to peruse the daily paper to see the truth of this statement; from peasants to kings, to presidents and celebrities, do we over and over see a creature who cannot, does not and will not over ride his emotional impulses.
And just where does our emotional angst go? Where is the lamprey who must exist to harvest this energy? Again, nature does not waste. Life cannot be wasteful because energy is too necessary to existence. Earth is literally a flourishing crop of emotional energy and it is not unfathomable to think that we may perhaps be pruned, hybred, fertilized and encouraged (man - be fruitful and multiply) as is the case with that which We consume.
The deer of the forest has no conception nor comprehension that his pheromones are used to entrap him. The rabbit knows to stand motionless, or run and hide when he senses the lurking hunter, but the rabbit cannot know that a group of men existing on a tiny front porch in the depth of Missouri are at this moment planning to hunt him. In order to successfully feed, the predator must always be more clever or faster or invisible and, above all, incomprehensible, to his prey!
Bingo?!
So, if not The Grays, or Reptilians ... or whathaveyou, it is not illogical to assume that something must so prey upon us. We, at least, do have the natural protection of imagination. Without memory, deductive reasoning and imagination - the ability to compare present experience with that of the past and imagine alternatives, we would be no more than rabbits in the field.
Yet, unless we exercise on a near-daily basis a strength of character that is almost impossible to maintain, we are emotionally harvested to the point of abject weariness. We are literally wrung out like rags on the basement floor. The grays or aliens or someone relentlessly squeezes us dry, or just when we think we have a measure of control, a handle on life and ourselves well in hand, once again our mettle is tested, often beyond our ability to endure or overcome.
And we will continue to be harvested, to be squeezed and wrung dry, to be exploited and manipulated into infinity and beyond, until we can fully utilize the only natural coloration, the only protection available to us, and that is emotional maturity. Control.
Think on this: from Robert Monroe, Robert Bruce, Seth/Jane, Swedenborg, Don Juan and other famous out of body travelers, also a select percentage of near death experiencers, all have unanimously reported a veritable sea of energy feeders existing right beyond our physical awareness. These travelers maintained that the only way to safely navigate the astral waters was to not react, to maintain control and above all to NOT TO FEAR!
When was the last time you went 24 hours without fear? Without a war shoved in your face, anxiety created by job insecurity, rising prices or the fear of eternal damnation as proposed by your church? When was the last time you managed to act firmly and ethically in your own best interest, and cause no fear in another? When was the last time you fully and completely managed to think well of others, of yourself, and seek God or a higher place not based around fear of the alternatives or getting caught. When was the last time a magazine cover plastered with articles for self-improvement or enhanced and exaggerated sexual images did not fill you with self-loathing? Do you even remember a time when you could innocently eat a slice of cake or drink a sugared soda without guilt and the need to defend yourself? Is it really all that important how your neighbor worships God, or whether he does so at all, or how you are going to look in bathing suit on the beach this summer? When was the last time you made love and were not ashamed of your body?
Shame, fear and guilt.
You know, I have to wonder what happens to the cow who refuses to play the game? Like the Monkees sang, what happens if they gave a war and nobody came? What would happen to our predators if all we expressed was compassion and unconditional love for all? Even for our predators?
I can tell you what happens. The experience changes. Whitley Strieber said as much. And that doesn't mean we are no longer preyed upon, it only means that different tactics are employed and different energies harvested. Personally, I would much sooner be squeezed of love and joy than fear.
Abducted or not, awash in a sea of Reptilian and the Grays, aliens, or not, our emotional climate, our sociological nightmare will only end the day that we, collectively and individually, become better than we are. We deserve no more and no less than that.