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Saturday, January 16, 2010
Avatar & Aliens - The Watchers Inside Each of Us
Ideally, if one were to desire the most accurate of information as regards a diverse species, the only way to garner such data would be from a type of 'inhabitation' of the species itself, from the inside of the particular species in question. Any lesser means of information gathering would result in bias, misunderstanding and contaminated data because, for accuracy's sake, any being/species once aware it is being observed alters its behavior. We see this conundrum in wildlife study, hence our current reliance on closed circuit cameras.
As nutty as the idea of an internal, subjective alien interloper first appears - stop and really think about it for a moment. Break down the logistics and you'll see what I mean. Avatar, in its basic thrust, captured this self-same conjecture. Anyway, let's consider the following ...
The Universe is seriously large, folks. Mind bending type of large. The type of really, really big that makes the idea of life elsewhere not only plausible, but mathematically a certainty.
Okay, most of us are educated to this idea and have no problem with the conception of extraterrestrial life extant in the Universe. It's when we consider that 'alien' beings could somehow visit Earth that derision rears it's ugly head.
In other words, it's a given that life, and lots of it, should exist out there, just so long as it remains out there, and not running amok on good ol' planet Earth. That just seems silly, given the distances involved. Right?
Wrong.
Just because the recently (in cosmic time) evolved hominid aka Man, has yet to develop the ways and means beyond the distance factor, has precious little to do with the ways and means of other intergalactic species. We could have said the same thing about nuclear energy two centuries ago. Or electricity, or anything thing else for that matter. It's where you are on the game board, that's all. Everything, pretty much, is simply a matter of time - of getting from point A to point B. Everything, eventually, is a given.
So let us not judge the prowess of others based upon our own (Although I've said, and still do, that light will be the pinnacle of space travel, not a souped up Chevy - we're just not there yet. But that's another topic so we'll save it for now).
Thus far, we've got the rather basic rational that the Universe contains life beyond this planet. Nature isn't wasteful HERE, and not likely anywhere else. Where life can develop, according to its needs, it absolutely will so do.
A) Aliens Exist
B) Some of these beings will be sentient. Those sentient beings will be all along the scale of energy development: From fire to fission to whathaveyou.
Now, taking into account the sentient alien species with a level of energetic technology similar to our own, those beings are likely still playing around in their own back yards, in much the same way that we are playing around in ours, getting to know our own various solar systems. Just like children learning to explore within the safe confines of our respective neighborhoods. Not too hard a concept to fathom, eh?
But there are bound to be some bigger kids out there, they are the ones who have the means and ways, the discoveries and intellect (perhaps) to venture beyond their respective neighborhoods. And, again, given the size of the known Universe (God knows what else lays 'out there') ... there are bound to be some bigger, and likely a LOT bigger 'kids' or alien races flitting about.
Those bigger, or more energetically savvy of the bunch, and possessed of the need or mere curiosity to explore, are certainly doing so. God knows WE would, and do, to the best of our current abilities. We explore. We gather information. We learn. We experiment.
WE do these things, and man is quite likely not the only intelligent, sentient race of beings involved in such pastimes. Again, given the mathematical logistics - there are no doubt just BUNCHES and bunches of explorers flitting here and yon in the good ol' Universe, let alone our galactic suburb.
For all that matter, Earth's galactic suburb - the Milky Way/Sagittarius Dwarf co-mix, is amply large enough for our mathematical logistics - we don't even NEED to factor in the rest of the Universe for the purpose of this discussion. *Remember, kids, learning begins at home* lol
Going back now, to the original idea of a subjective explorer. Honestly, if it could be done, by us, them, or whoever, it should and would be done subjectively, from the inside out. Again, logically and honestly, bare bones with no quasi Sci-Fi theatrics - and given the technical means to do so ... the most accurate, safest and unobtrusive fact finding, information gathering process would have to be conducted from the skin out!
Regardless of how far-fetched (to some) this idea appears, there is simply no way around it, no sound argument to be had against the logic. Again, if information could be gathered in such a way, then this would be the ultimately ideal way to explore other life forms.
Think of it, there would be safety against physical contamination (as the physical form of the explorer would not be placed in danger via contact). There would little to no risk of incurring the wrath of the indigenous species. There would be little to no risk of the explorer opening up his world, his home and fellow beings to future visits/retaliation by the galactic wildlife (what trail would there be to follow?) There would be the greatest opportunity for learning, without fear of contamination or mis-understanding.
Subjectively inhabiting the mind of an alien species would be the safest, surest, most unobtrusive, and accurate means by which to learn. By experience. (Can anyone say reincarnation here? - makes a person wonder, doesn't it? All this talk about body/soul. Hmm... maybe WE, as well, are alien explorers? Wouldn't it be wild if MAN was the flea in the primate's ear?!)(Wouldn't surprise me at all. Will somebody please get me outta this monkey suit lol)(Not really but kinda sorta)
Without fear of contaminating one's nest, or misunderstandings occurant, to subjectively inhabit an alien being would be the PINNACLE of learning. And, believe me, if man can conceive the idea - albeit through fiction - somebody else will, can and has as well.
You can bet your math on it.
Would the above concept be that which fuels the Watcher concept? That of a non-interfering, neutral and objective Watcher. One who co-inhabits the life form of a diverse species in order to gain learning. One who subjectively observes it's subjects.
And, because my warped little mind works this way, if the above WERE to be true in OUR case (and I hope I've shown why it's not THAT unlikely an idea) - then the question begs to be asked ... can WE observe BACK?????
Can the watched, once aware of it's subjective partner, observe the observer? Can the alien watch the alien watching the alien?
Can a meeting ground, so to speak, of minds be established? I mean, without going smack dab nuts? Without getting lost in the hallways of the mind or in the corridors of consciousness?
If this were to be the case, that a co-inhabited species were to become aware of an intruder from within, could the species in question 'turn the tables' on the intruder? Or would there be checkpoints and fail safes pre-established to prevent such from happening?
In the event of, oh ... let's say MAN, just for 'fun' ... were man to discover himself inhabited by an alien Watcher ... would there be a psychic trail available for him to follow back to the 'source'?
Hmm ... all sounds kind of familiar, doesn't it?
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Grays Aliens and Geriatric Vampires
The world feels like one great, big surreal stage play and you're sitting in the audience. Minding your own business. Chowing down the gargantuan tub of $9 popcorn and a small diet coke. The plot's not grabbing you, so you turn your attention to those sitting around you.
There's some strange sights out there, and how much of it are we supposed to take seriously, to actually do something about? Is any of it real, does any of it really matter ?
Beats the heck outta me ...
But since I'm in this weird little mood today, here's a weird little post. Just because I LOVE you, even if you're weird, too.
Goofy weird things to think about:
Geriatric vampires (Why must all the vamps be young/hot). I mean, what if Lestat turned an old geezer just for kicks. Would you? Why or why not? Would the geezer turn his other geezer friends into vamps? Would they all end up in some kind of gated community where any vampire under the age of 50 wasn't allowed? Would they all drive gigantic Cadillacs and take up two parking spaces, or go down the highway with their left turn blinker on? Most importantly, could a vampire who wore polyester be taken seriously?
Vampires with Alzheimer's (Would they forget where they left their coffins and burn up in the sun?). What if they forgot who they had bitten, and kept on bleeding the same poor guy over and over and over.
Geriatric Zombies (Would we even know the difference?). My mind is giving me a picture here of all these liver spotted zombies twirling around the countryside in their wheelchairs, running into each other. Or doing one of those choreographed wheel chair commercials like you see on TV. And, if one tried to bite you would his dentures fall out? Would they just gum you to death???
Crop Circle puzzles (Like the NY Times variety). Or find a word. And how come we never see crop circles picturing kittens, butterflies or flowers? (although I still insist that Crop Circles [the real ones] are probably created by microwave laser beam cannons (look it up sometime)). How come they never draw naughty pictures? I know I would lol. Better yet: I'd sell the circle space to alien advertising companies (drink ZORP cola, more BURP for your ZURP).
Werewolves with a bad case of worms (Honestly now. You can't eat all that raw meat without ingesting some serious parasites! omg). Try to imagine a werewolf/boyfriend scooting his butt across your parent's living room carpet.
Gray Aliens with Agoraphobia (They'd never leave the ship).
Aliens with OCD (Wouldn't surprise me any).
Reptilians with an inferiority complex (They'd keep apologizing for the New World Order, while wringing their claws).
Nordics with bad skin (Somehow, it would be very difficult to take lessons in soul evolution or light beings from a tall, pale guy with zits. I mean, how could you not crack up? They would be going blah blah Star People yada yada soul blah reincarnation blah blah we are your creators blah and I would completely LOSE it. :P ).
OR how about somebody abducting the stupid aliens for a change? (The next time anybody thinks they are in the presence of one of those praying mantis/insectoid types, I DARE you to picture a huge can of Raid in your mind!) C'mon, do it - then let me know what happens :O
I have to wonder also, if anybody, anywhere, at anytime ... was ever visited by an Angel or God Presence or Demon, etc and had the actual nerve to speak in Pig Latin.
It's a strange, funny universe and I'm not even going to bother with spell check today ... :P
Have a Good Day and an Awesome Abduction!
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Same Ol' Drama and the Famous Zombie Word Alert
My intent, mind you, was to uncover complimentary information as might pertain to those I have dubbed Sapient5 (whom I will elaborate on in upcoming posts).
Sadly, what I encountered instead was a plethora of alleged races, beings, entities - akin to a game of Dungeons and Dragons - and, central to the purpose of these alien entities, was - naturally, man and/or planet Earth.
Same old song and dance.
So, let's pour ourselves a big cup of logic and regain a little objectivity, folks. I feel this is necessary before I proceed any further in my postings, since I never know where a 'noobie' has stepped in, nor what post he/she would happen to come across. Since this is my dime, my work, my life and time - I get to call the shots.
Still with me? Good.
Now, here is just a partial list of the supposed alien players I came across:
Amphibians
Els
Draconians
Nordics
Reptiloids
Agharians
Grays
Arcturians
Atlans
Bernarians
Burrowers
Dinosauroids/Saurians
Dragonworms
Gizan
Satans
Greens
Deros
Venuvians
Martians
Homins
Suvians
Hyadeans
Ikels
Janosians
Leviathans
Lyrans
Mothmen
+++ others**
Well now. I had no idea man was so important, nor Earth so coveted. Wouldn't you think that at least some of these species, especially those so highly evolved and technically superior, would have something better to do with their time? Or look for greener pastures? This nonsense is like turbo Star Wars.
So here's what I think. The known universe is huge. Immense. Really, really large. Lots of stars, planets, places to go and things to do. It only seems logical that there do exist countless species, races, lifeforms - higher, lower, sideways, etc - planted here and there. Has to be. Some of these we would no doubt recognize as sentient, others perhaps not. Irregardless, it's not too unlikely that at least one race out there has discovered Earth - though at what window of time would be a guess. Maybe yesterday, maybe three days after the mountains formed. Or maybe outside of time in a way we can't fully understand at the moment.
Nevertheless, a lot of what has been supposed as actual, living, material personages is actually early man's anthropomorphism of stars, planets, comets, and so forth. These weren't people, ok. So that knocks a few players off the ET board.
Reptilian blood drinkers? Satanists? Sounds like psychosis. And, despite the alleged need for these individuals to gain human energy through negative emotions, open portals, and so forth, at our early stage of the 21st century man, himself, can do better than that. We can induce all manner of brain wave states with, what has come to be, common technology. There is no need to skulk under cover of graveyards, inner sanctums, earthly ley lines and all the rest. A lot of work, a lot of risk, and very immature. If there is any shred of truth to this particular theory (negative reptilian energy/blood seeking portal opening/satan (Saturn btw) worshiping entities, they might as well as be walking to the grocery store instead of jumping in the car and pressing a gas pedal. Too inefficient, too much wasted time. The long way around. Doesn't make sense.
(now, I am certainly not stating that disturbed individuals do not exist, nor that there are no evolved, sentient reptilian entities about. But if they need our blood, flesh, etc there would be easier ways to obtain it. Any intelligent, powerful species would have discovered this, at least by coming into contact with man's own scientific advances in so many diverse areas. As far as a planned overthrow of the Planet, NWO, enslavement of human kind {although I do think we will eventually be united in a type of one-world-order}, okay... THEN what? The solar system? The galaxy? The universe? The multiverse? THEN what? doesn't make sense either, for consumption has its limits. As does power. THEN what? think about the end result here.)
Okay. So we have drama and intrigue out the wazzoo. Well, of course we do. Man is still animal enough, albeit intelligent enough, to engage in espionage, deceit, power play, survival struggle, yada yada ... and so we color all else with the same brush. Once WE evolve, so shall our antagonists, trust me. They always have, they always do. They always will.
As I see it, one of the largest hurdles and easiest areas in which to manipulate common man, is that we lamentably cannot imagine beyond what we know. We can imagine variations/combinations of those things, those traits, those purposes of which we are already familiar. But we cannot truly imagine that which is completely unfamiliar - in some way or shape - to information we already possess. The human brain simply does not allow for it. Thus, for man to enlarge upon his starting point, is a slow and tedious path, where in the end Z may be light years beyond its relationship to A, but still in all it was a continuous forward march with one step leading to the next. Anything, any color beyond our available spectrum, cannot be imagined nor understood. We have to acquire this understanding, this vision in a series of steps. Otherwise it is either invisible to us, or nonsensical magic. We have to earn our comprehension.
So here in again, we find ourselves embroiled in another war for what we possess. Sure, the players now have starships (maybe they always did?), they are either 1) disinterested (neutral) 2) for us (good guys) or 3) against us (bad guys). Or man against man, man against self, man against God/nature. Same ol, same ol.
With as utterly astounding and so rich a potential as life in our known universe must surely contain, we're never going to experience our share of it if we don't cut out the nonsense. Whether I am correct in this or not, time will tell. It usually does. But anything, anybody, any entity or lifeform allegedly still mired in the struggle for energetic/material 'goods' is truly not worth our while. We've been there, done that (still are). We need new friends to play with. We've (surely folks) outgrown the need for the same old drama, it gets us nowhere fast.
Let's try to stretch our boundaries just a wee bit. Break out of the perceptual/cultural box. Expand our imagination, our capabilities and ignore anything that keeps us within the same old worn-out paradigm. Let's take another step forward in our thinking. Until we open the door for higher exposure, we are standing in the dark. There are races, species, entities beyond our wildest imaginations. Forget the experts, no one agrees. Forget the drama of good vs evil, there is really no such thing.
Try thinking outside of the three-sided box (A, B, combination of both).
What would a species be like that has overcome entropy, survival need, time, space, matter, motives of altruism - curiosity - judgment, boredom, megalomania, apathy and desire? Where DO we go from here? How do we get beyond that which we are already familiar with? Can we? What characteristics, traits, agendas, goals, motives might there be that we have yet to conceive of? That is where we must turn our imaginative energies. And it has to be done laboriously, step by step.
A journey worth taking, I think.
** Zombie Word Alert: Others may or may not include zombies. No one really knows where their allegiance lies, as they are very tight lipped (those still possessing lips or a reasonable facsimile thereof) about their political/paranormal affiliations. When in conversation with a zombie, it is considered bad manners to inquire.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Are WE the Gray Aliens? AND the Famous Zombie Word Alert!
Following a recent conversation with an acquaintance whom I'll call Jeff, I felt impelled to consider the Gray Aliens from an entirely different angle than that of the one I've been pursuing. Yet, from this particular point of view, while the modus operandi remains the same, the motive - the true purpose behind the alien enigma, takes on a completely new spin**.
Jeff's close encounters, dreams, intuitions and strangely channeled information, all give him fair reason to conclude that mankind (or at the least, the alien experiencers) are actually, albeit unknowingly, themselves Grays in disguise.
This is Jeff's take on the situation:
When the aliens tell us that the abduction (as we humans call it) program is beneficial to both they and us, they are not lying. It is the truth, but not in the manner most ufologists suspect. There is indeed a breeding program in place, as well as multiple other programs, but all within a central purpose of ... not 'forced' evolution... 'controlled' is what comes to my mind. The Gray Aliens, and we who are part of this program, do what is to be done in order to carry out a type of physical life extension, which is currently, in this cosmic neck of the woods, so to speak, centrally focused upon the primate/homo sapiens lifeform, as it comes closest to approximating our needs, which is to find a physical 'home' through which our energies may be extended. This is difficult to put into precise terms... okay, we are all energy. Even a rock is energy. But energy can become self-aware. And once this happens, the self-aware energy seeks to advance its consciousness, and this is best carried out through an advanced series of physical creatures. I'm still not saying this quite right. The human animal is self-aware in its own right, understand. But, by our inhabitation, we help further its own performance and evolution - we speed it up, I think - and we also help ourselves along the way. The Gray Alien 'form' is not necessarily on its last legs, as many think, but it is on its last legs as far as ... well... there's no farther for it to 'grow' or evolve, at least with the genetics which govern it. And it's been tested and re-tested many times. So, again, this is very hard to put into correct words, but I think they try to help me in getting this right. That is why we are given to think, often with the wrong conclusions, that humans are 'chosen' or special, or told that they have agreed to this. Because the alien part of them has. It is the combination of alien and human that is unaware of this, or the conscious human mind.
There has to be a 'fit' or a blending of some sorts, a working relationship or harmony between the two. And that works better, for both the human animal and the Grays, because the primate/human mind is currently in the state of evolution that it is. With what you have called dichotomous. At one time it wasn't so divided. But with this 'division', the human is able to function in his own right, without the distraction (consciously) of this other program taking place. So the Grays can work, not so much in secrecy, in 'peace and quiet', I guess, at solving what is really a type of scientific problem (although their science is not as ours) without unnecessarily upsetting or depriving the human animal of its own basic right to life.
Don't get me wrong. The Gray Aliens are not the human subconscious, but they can operate within it. Am I making sense? And don't think that they are invading people, or anything like that. They are just one of multiple forms of intelligent life - and life, as it becomes more intelligent, loses much of what we call emotions and desire - not that it becomes like a robot or anything, I guess it just matures in some way, and as it evolves, it sees a bigger and bigger picture. And life really doesn't die, it only changes. So the Grays are changing, too. And they know, as much as they can, that what they do is successful, and will succeed, because their experience and view of time is longer than ours.
Now, I don't know if human beings, at least as we know humans to be, are going to be around for another 5 minutes or 5 million years. I can't grasp it all, maybe my mind can't process it, or I don't know if I'm even processing this correctly to begin with. But I do believe, if people would only try harder, it would make the whole program and evolution thing go a lot faster.
And, this is really a tough one to explain, but there are at least three 'points' of evolution going on, just within this one particular program with the human form. The original primate/human animal is the first point, the Gray Alien energetic form is the second, and the combined ego/personality of the 'enhanced' human is the third. Oh, this is so hard to explain right. All is one, but consciousness can and does divide itself. And many times more than this.
There are other forms working on this program as well. In one way, and one way only, we - the humans involved, are not really any different from the Nordics, Reptilians or any of the other many, many lifeforms that occupy this Galaxy. It's a big universe. And it's all okay. It really is. The best thing for anyone to do, is to do the best they can do, no matter what their circumstances are. If you think of it in terms of having a soul, or being a soul, then we are all souls. All of us. We're just dressed differently than others, that's all. But what we dress ourselves in, affects how we think and make decisions, and react to situations. There is a lot of misunderstanding in this area. Too many people get caught up in things. Humans love gossip and the thrill of danger, and the ego is very strong. None of these things are bad, mind you, but they can easily lead people to false conclusions. It's really all okay, and we worry too much.
Well, who can say with certainty what is and what isn't? But this did make me think back to a few days after I had my own personal close encounter, which I have written about and can assure you was as real as I can possibly believe. I'm being 100% honest here when I state that to the best of my objectivity, I woke up and caught a disturbingly thin, huge eyed, faintly green glowing Gray-type being moving up and across my body in the middle of the night. But, as I was preparing to say, just a few days later I had a dream, in which I saw what was moving across my body to be a double of myself. I've often wondered what that dream was trying to convey. Is it possible that what I took to be a Gray Alien life form was actually a facet of my own being? My true self coming 'home' to rest after a night out doing God Knows What, God Knows Where and with God Knows Whom?
The plot, like a good pudding, continues to thicken.
** Zombie Word Alert: While little is known about the actual physiology of your average zombie, it has been noted, however, that many zombies display a tendency towards motion sickness, and will go out of their way to avoid those situations suggestive of vertigo. Physicians suspect the problem may lay in the construct (or lack thereof) of the Undead ear canal, in so much as certainly vital parts are lacking due to rot, decay, fungal growths, dismemberment and poor personal hygiene. When dating a zombie, it is best to avoid carnival rides (especially the Bullet), video games with motion intense graphics like GTA, playing spin the bottle, and anything to do with 70's Disco. Thank you.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Gray Alien Caught!
It's after 5 a.m., I've been up all night writing, thinking, searching the web for insights and information. Went to youtube, got my fill of phony UFO sightings and paper mache aliens. Sigh. Watched a professional psychologist at work, debunking the alien abduction enigma. The usual explanations were handed out, the same cards played over and over. The alleged abductee has a vivid imagination, confuses hypnopompic hallucination with reality. The hypnotized alleged abductee is in confabulation with his therapist, wish fulfillment. Sexual abuse overlaid with false memories, absorption via imagination. Read how the Gray Alien or Greys surfaced in pop culture after the Betty and Barney Hill abduction. Media and TV shows such as the Outer Limits blamed. Got disgusted and here I am. 5:33 a.m.
Funny how the most die hard skeptic is so uninformed. Or mis-informed. They don't realize they are as guilty of bias as the most avid of contactees. Different sides of the same coin. No mention of the bug-eyed creatures from around the world, same myths, different eras. No mention of the flying airships reported in the 19Th century. Even earlier reports if one takes into account the heretical references to Magonia from the Middle Ages. Or the Vimanas of ancient India. Nope. Just good ol' human imagination and hallucination at work. Again.
Funny, the skeptics cut themselves with their own sword. For, think about it, if the concept of the Gray Aliens is solely derived from Cold War Stress, the story of Betty and Barney Hill, or pop shows such as the Outer Limits - then where are the icons from man's other imaginative creations? Why do we not awaken to Vampires, Mummys, Santa Claus or Satan? Mary Shelley's sensational novel, Frankenstein, first published in 1818, served to influence the development of an entire future genre in gothic, horror fiction. Yet, how many reports of hypnopompic Frankensteins were imagined? Think of the camp classic Night of the Living Dead - the feasting dead have long held a terrible fascination in man's imagination, but where are these archetypical ghouls? So, in other words, the pop culture influence either works or it doesn't. And, I'm sorry, but in this case I do not believe it does.
Granted, some of what the skeptics claim is certainly valid. All things being equal there must be some merit in the explanations they offer. However, equally as well there must be some merit in the accounts of close encounter experiencers (CEEs). And, while each of us has our own true story, our own 'event' to report, we can only know the truth from personal experience while that of all others must forever remain in doubt.
Here is my own true story, and you are at liberty to take it with as large a grain of salt as you feel necessary to swallow. Believe me, I feel the same way. But let me assure you that what I am about to relate is as true and honest and objectified as I can possibly manage. Make of it what you will:
(late 1990's) With my spinal arthritis and second shift job making decent sleep a hit or miss proposition, I had taken to sleeping alone in the twin bed set up in the downstairs office. The office door was shut. I slept without any lights, nightlights, etc. The curtains were closed. I had not taken medication of any type, nor alcohol. I simply settled into bed in hopes of catching a good night's (what remained of it anyway) sleep. The entire household was already quietly asleep. No pets were in my room. Everything was still. Eventually I fell asleep, only to later come suddenly and acutely alert, awake, opened my eyes to the pitch dark of my room and saw, hovering and sliding up the length of my body - perhaps six inches above me - what could only be described as a real Gray Alien. One of it's ultra, unbelievably skinny arms had reached out towards my face. I found myself looking directly up into the most incredible eyes, then turned my head to the right and was sent instantly back to sleep. Now, I simply cannot convey the presence of this being, but I can state with firm assurance that this creature was not precisely the way it is depicted in pop culture (score another win!). For one thing, it had a faint 'glow' of greenish phosphorescence that may have rendered it visible in the pitch dark of my room (you don't hear too much about this 'glow'). Secondly, the forehead (as looking down at me) was not the smooth bulbous surface also commonly depicted. Rather, it was slightly bumped, with ridges and texture. (and mind you, all of this my mind recorded in a just a glance) - the eyes have to be seen to be fully appreciated. And they, at least to me, did not appear 'dead' or lifeless. They were completely their own thing. Slick, enlarged pools of black, a bottomless well - like there was no end to them. And what was in them was not human. Not future man by any means. Like would surely recognize like, I think. Somehow. Anyway, the eyes simply captured me, in the same way I had unexpectedly (my impression) come awake and 'caught' this creature in my room. But, what traumatized me the most, and left the greatest impression - one of which, like a victim of Post Traumatic Stress, I've been driven to manually express over and over - was the ungodly spindly, thin, spidery lower arm where it connected to what should have been a wrist. It was all wrong. For some ridiculous reason I've never been able to get over that.
So, the above really happened. My opinion is that I was not expected to awaken as happened. I had 'caught' something in the act. The hows and whys are anybody's guess. Maybe it was my own astral being, my soul, a hallucination, a real breathing (?) Gray Alien from Zeta Reticuli - who knows? There's no point in weaving a belief system from this visitation, so in fact I never have. I'm simply curious to understand more. I want to know, not guess. Anything less isn't worth the effort.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Gray Aliens and Self Hypnosis
When I was recently asked if there were one particular 'action' I had possibly committed that, knowingly or unknowingly, helped to facilitate contact with the Gray Aliens and Reptilians, I immediately gave the answer, "Self Hypnosis". Whether this was wise of me or not, I've no idea. It was just a 'thing' that I did.
Granted, given hindsight, my own involvement with the Grays began as early as age 2 or 3 (at least insofar as I am consciously aware). This was 1959/60, and we lived in a rural area of Ohio, somewhere between Dayton and Cincinnati - not far from the Wright Patterson AFB (which is material for a future post!). As my life continued, the contact enigma did also, but it was not until I reached my late 30's that I had any understanding of the strange things that befell me.
What I do know, however, is that once I began reading, studying and experimenting with self-hypnotic tapes, the alien contact phenomena accelerated to a whole new level. And it must be said - this contact or acceleration was most certainly not the goal or impetus for my immersion into the murky waters of mind manipulation. What I was trying to do at the time, was to learn how to manage pain.
But for whatever the reason, the more I used my tapes the more I began to experience paranormal 'strangeness', and the more I noticed the paranormal strangeness unfolding about me, then the more I experimented with tapes and other tools of consciousness exploration. This is where I laugh, though - at myself and the entire situation - for no matter how terrified, spooked and un-nerved I became, the more greatly determined I was to get to the 'bottom' of things. I was extremely conscientious to stay as objectified as possible, and not fall into any belief traps. I didn't begin to worship Satan, nor the Great Galactic Brotherhood, or comb over my entire body with a magnifying glass looking for hairline scars, etc. Thank God, in direct proportion to my experiences, so did grow alongside a clinical curiosity and stubborn determination to keep my wits about me. Imagine, if you will, literally being swamped, or engulfed, in a full body - head to toe - electrical wave of stimulus, and as you are so engulfed and in the moment of something completely unknown to you (was the source self or other) - imagine struggling to stay aloof, minutely aware and evaluating the experience all the while it is occurring. I would lightly hold my breath, becoming very, very still, control my emotions, and pay close attention to what was at work. Believe me, a strong ego/personality goes a long way to helping maintain a much-needed objectivity as far as matters of the paranormal are concerned.
All that aside, I can safely state that I believe my experiences with the Gray Aliens and such, were most certainly exacerbated by my use of self hypnotic tapes, the best being those with a binaural beat (to equally stimulate both sides of the brain into a harmonic partnership). I believe that such brain 'training' is an invaluable tool, especially in lieu of the fact that our brain (as I've pointed out time and time again), is a dichotomous structure and rarely performs equilaterally. So I think by use of self hypnosis tapes, I inadvertently trained my brain in such a way as to enable me to more successfully 'interface' with the unknown, than anything else has done before or since.
A word of caution: If in order to help facilitate alien contact by the use of self hypnosis tapes, cd's, or dvd's - one must always be careful to protect the ego/personality above all else! For anyone prone to excessive fantasy, delusion, confabulation or mental illness, self-hypnosis is absolutely NOT recommended!
Remember, the first and only demons one ever meets, are those of our own creation.